Choices

[Rastus]

Choices

This week I was presented with a Choice.  Life is really all about choices.  Some conscious, and some subconscious.  Even some from a pre-incarnate standpoint, after all nearly everything in you life up to an awakening occurs from a pre-incarnate contact standpoint.

I have a number of guides.  Most have a name, but at least 1 group prefers to not be named.  They have come forward, or made themselves consciously known to me, at certain 'key' times in the past few months.  New Moons, Full Moons, and Quintiles seem to be especially common.

January saw a particular guide working with me very much.  This included manifesting in the bedroom to get my attention, which was something new, to say the least.  This work included a rather 'hands-on' energy working in mid January.  This followed something similar from a different guide the night before.  The result was a rather profound clearing in myself.  Also a shift in my energies and perceptions occurred.

I guess I had been getting rather comfortable, that is I hadn't really changed what/how I had been working.  Given all the shifts and changes going on, I guess I hadn't really been moving.  The clearing seemed to be prodding me to push myself higher.  By the end of January, I am working a much higher energy than I was in December.  Higher in feel, color and breadth.

Which leads me up to last Sunday.  My energies were all over the place.  The morning church service was...surreal in the feel of it and what I saw.  Gold energies, with colored accents, and it was alive and moving, with definite entities present.  Now I have seen things before, but this was from a different perspective.

Then an hour later my soul mate wife and I had a shouting argument.  Ultimately it was about both of use releasing parts we no longer needed, but it was significant in it's something we have never done in 17 years of marriage.

Sunday night heralded a new guide stepping forward.  He had always been there, but this was our first formal/conscious meeting.  Except for my Higher-Self, all my guides are Angels but one.  I've been pondering this for a while; I guess it's my affinity?  My new guide is also an Angel.

Monday the 'coincidences' started.  2 channelings came into my possession, both from my new guide.  Something that happened back in October was brought up, and now I could see the signs of my new guide.  Then my good friend (she's quantumly intuitive) pointed out that my new Guide has some rather common aspects he's known for, but that she always perceived a less common aspect in me, which corresponded to the 'thing' in November.

Now I got nudged again about why I have mostly Angels as Guides.  Angels and 1 Ascended Master.  But my new Angelic Guide, and my Ascended Master have something in common; they both represent a specific colored Divine Ray.  

I made the intuitive leap Wednesday night; my energies were bouncing through the roof.  I asked, "There is a connection about these aspects?" and got such an overwhelming Intuitive response.  Another presence made itself known.  I asked if it was another guide and got a Maybe.  Maybe?  For me, that means it's a possibility.  The presence was the Elohim aspect of what my Ascended Master and new Angel represented.  Then everything swirled.

Here I was, being offered a conscious choice to accept this guide or not. My Higher-Self pointed out that it is a totally free-will choice.  But it was more than that.  The 3 aspects of a specific Divine Ray all worked together, along with my other guides and higher-self, to offer me a choice.  Here I was, really 'driving' my path, and not working through some pre-incarnation roadmap.  In accepting the guide, I would also be accepting what they implied.  God was offering me a chance to consciously choose to work within the Divine plan, or change my mind and go in a different direction.

I sort of let my ego jibber for a moment.  It didn't really have much to say.  You see, last week a dear friend sent me a quote (another synchronicity) "Stop thinking your not Worthy, your not that Great" –Indiri Ghandi.  I felt absolutely no nudges, no pushing, simply a feeling of support for a decision either way.  Maybe a minute?  Then I made my decision.  "God, I will take on this aspect of your divine plan, and all that it entails."  The energies swirled so poigently, it still brings tears.  I looked over at the clock, it was 12:12.

So now I have a new guide, and a new Path.

-Namaste

[halfphased]

Rastus, thank you for sharing with us.  Although i am not going through the same experiences that you are it never fails that you share something that opens my eyes to my current experience.  

Peace

[Selski]

Rastus, thank you for sharing with us.  Although i am not going through the same experiences that you are it never fails that you share something that opens my eyes to my current experience.  

Peace

Rastus - me too.  Thanks

Love Sarah