Kundalini aborted?

[halfphased]

So, last night I tried to project.  I laid down on my bed.  Relaxed and what not.  I got to the point where I think I'm going to project and then I could not exit.  At some point I loose conciousness.  I wake up and I am sore for spending so much time flat on my back.  My mind is also at a point where it is too tired to want to try and project.  So, I roll over and doze off to sleep.  
At some point, I start dreaming.  I move from scene to scene.  I feel very aware of things and very in control of myself.  Not aware enough to realize that I'm dreaming, but still, I was more on an awarness level that would equal the one I have in a waking state.  At some point I find myself lying on the ground in a room.  My sister walks in as if she has just come home from a night out.  I'm just lying there and she walks around me like she doesn't even notice me.  I get up or someone picks me up and I go towards a room with a bed in it.  I have this weird feeling like there is an alien presence that wants to communicate / merge with me.  In the dream I had the clear feeling that it was a Peladian trying to do whatever it was trying to do.  
So, I lie down or am placed on the bed.  I'm not exactly sure if I like what is happening, but I allow for it to proceed.  Next thing I know there is a huge energy build up near my bum.  It is so intense that it actually is painful, to a degree.  The energy feels like it is in my thigh.  I don't know if I was told or if I just thought to myself that it should be directed at my root chakra.  So, with my mind and a couple of tries, I move it there.  The energy is very intense and this is when I think that I'm about to have a Kundalini awakening.  I start to loose awarness of my self and my ego kicks in for a split second and I'm like oh my god I'm going to loose my mind.  In the same split second I think that I need to stop this.  Then I'm like no, I don't want to stop it, but by then it is too late.  The energy stops, and I feel myself phase into my physical body.  I feel very much at peace and I can hardly sense my body.  I'm like alright everything is alright.  If I had even the tinyest sense of fear then I was not ready.  But then I'm like no, I know why I was afraid and I'm not really afraid of that.  It was just my ego thinking it was going to be smashed to bits and I'm not afraid of that.  

So, I try and get the energy to come again, but I can only manage to get a fraction of what was there before.  

Of course, it could of been something else.  Maybe it was just the awakening of the root chakra.  I don't know.  Just thought I would share an odd experience.

Happy days and pleasant nights