For me..

[Tia]

I just read your theory in the energy development forum - if you really believe what you say,  that anything is possible, you are off to a great start.

Thinking of you.

[Blossom]

Hey Tia,

Yep, I absolutely believe it!  I believe everything has a reason, even if unknown to us and anything is possible if we open ourselves to the possibility.. That is why I am generally a pretty positive person..

See ya, Blossom

[Dr. T]

Blossom,

What goes around comes around. I have seen you give from yourheart and soul. Now it is time to take the healing we can offer to you.

Have a good day!






Dr. T

[Blossom]

You're a good guy Doc T..  That's probably why 'doctoring' choose you to represent it..

Thank you and sincerely,
Jennifer

[Tom]

A while back I read that colloidal silver has been used to treat hepatitis c. Whether it is true or not is another matter.

Chi kung's exercise "the six healing sounds" is based on the idea that healthy, functioning organs have certain sounds associated with them. They also have specific qualities of energy. The liver is one of the six and is associated with things like vision and the color green.

[James S]

The idea of the sounds makes sense Tom, if you look at the physical side of it. Sound being an energy that when tuned right can set up certain vibrations within organic objects that can be highly beneficial to their growth and healing.

Of interest also is the liver's colour relationship. It might be nothing, but is not the colour related to the heart chakra also green? Though I believe one of the lower chakras, sacral or solar plexus is linked to the health of abdominal organs, could there be a useable connection here?

James.

[Tom]

The chakra system is something different. With the "six healing sounds" exercise: the lungs are white, the kidneys are black or dark blue, the liver is green, the heart is red, the spleen is yellow, and the "triple warmer" does not have a color. The organs have seasons, sounds, emotions, and times of the day associated with them. The Taoists really seem to like lists.

[dovelady]

Hello
This is my first post, so please be kind.
I was taught that the "spleen" chakra and orange color would be the right one.
I will think of you and send you blessings and healing.
I was also taught that when you give a healing, you get a healing.You seem to be a very caring person from all of the healing posts in your name, so I would think everyone would respond.
Good luck on the treatments.
dovelady/mary

pray for peace.

[Blossom]

Everyone is so kind..  I don't why I was apprehensive about this posting.. Thank you so much guys..

Just so you will know.. Before I was diagnosed, which was this summer, I painted the inside of my house..  It is lime green and yellow.. That may sound odd but it looks great and feels so soothing to me.. I am surrounded by these colors all the time.  I don't know if that will have any influence on my healing, but we will see.  I am trying to open myself in a receiving manner so I won't miss anything that comes my way..  I am not sure exactly
what I need to do but I am trying to maintain constant serenity of thought and just be open in general..

I am going to look into healing colors and also look into some of the materials/books that Tom mentioned in talking about this.  I love orange too.  They have done a bunch of speen tests that are not back yet..  Tumor markers and things like that for the liver are not back yet either.  But I 'know' they are all negative.  They are just standard procedure before treatment so everything is laid out nice and neat on the table for the doctors because this treatment is supposedly rough.. I am anticipating no side effects at this time.  I kinda laughed at some of the suggestions regarding the side effects of the meds put forth by the docs.. The doctors suggested yoga and meditation to combat the sides...  hehe  

I really thank you guys and you too Dove lady....  It means so much to me from a spiritual and a physical sense of things..  I feel really good about this..

Sincerely,
Blossom


p.s.  One more thing:  Tom, in re-reading one of your posts about liver and eyes, I you hit on something exactly right.  My eyes with this have been blurring and changing.  So you are right, the liver can effect the eyes.. I even read about it from a medical standpoint somewhere or another.  I am going to ask Nita about the silver.. I think she knows about it.

James, if you happen to find anything out about vibrations that might affect the liver, please email me with that..  I would like to do something with that here at my house.. I have thought about placeing large magnets on a belt around my liver and sleeping with it on at night or wearing it all the time to remagnatize the cell structures inside me and set the polarity straight if it is off..  To kinda boost things.

[BoZ]

Blossom.... we can fight anything, and we have the power to do anything, do not have fear, and have belief in God. I pray that you get better, so you and your loved ones don't have to go through pain.
And may I say, do not only rely on medication, it is inside you that counts... look inside you and you will know what is best.

[Tom]

It really is amazing to see how the web pages selling the "six healing sounds" outnumber the ones which just explain them.

This one looks okay:

http://www.matrilocal.org/MatriFocus/SAM2001/MF-mind_body_spirit-SAM2001.htm

This one looks very good:

http://lieske.com/5e-channels.htm

[Blossom]

Thanks Tom.. I am reading about that now and magnet stuff.. I had some magnets taped to my side and might be the wrong kind or the wrong polority or something.  Something doesn't feel right about em.  They are not marked so I am going to the store and either test these or buy some that are marked..  I don't have a compass.

check this page out...
http://masterginfoonmark.com/Six_Sounds.htm
http://www.geocities.com/bgaughr/healing_sounds.htm
One is actually a jpeg online of an explanation of the sounds, colors and everything else associated with the liver that you had mentioned.  And the other, the second link, is the correct pronunciation of the sounds for our organs. It seems I am supposed to breath green and exhale shhhhhhh, which is the wind for a cooling effect..  I have been trying to do that, but since the magnets, I am very nausated.  So I am going to store to made sure I have the correct ones before I continue.. When I return I am going to 'attempt' to meditate with the magnets while breathing green and exhaling shhhhhhhhh... I will check out your pages you included.. It is very interesting.

Sincerely, Jennifer

And Boz, thank you for the thoughts... I do try and look inside myself for the answers..  I really do.. I am not sure at the moment what my exact feelings are on 'God' as in a bibical sense but I do believe in some energy source that feeds us all and that we are all connected throughout the universe because of it. And oddly enough, I do believe in collective prayer, even with this belief and very strongly, as I think it generates an extremely powerful flow of positive energy.  And properly directed, I think it can accomplish anything and everything..  And I do pray to God Boz, but I confuse myself and sometimes others on that issue because I don't see God as a person in the sky like alot of people do.  I see God all around me.  I see God as an energy we can rely on in need or in times of stress or at any other time in our lives.  That's what God is to me.  I do believe in that energy wholeheartedly and it is a good thing to me.   But my perspective is a little different I guess.  When I pray to God, I am trying to pull from that energy and bring it to me and give me it's strength.. And that's what I mean by looking inside myself.  I don't look to the sky for my answers.  I look inside myself.  

[Blossom]

NOTE: I am adding this on 10-17-02. I just read the report from Doc T on Maoli.. I know people are sending me healing energies because I can feel them very strongly at certain times throughout the day that nearly knock me to a chair..They come in waves I am asking everyone to STOP temporarily and concentrate on Maoli please.. I agree with Doc T that prayers directed her way are very important at this time and I have much more time than her. Her timing is critical and mine is not.. PLEASE direct it all there.. Someone out there has a very very powerful force and if they read this, send your energy there.. We can resume this later.. I have posted this at the beginning and end of this thread also to make sure prople who come here read this. It makes me feel guilty to receive healing energies and continue this while she is hanging in there so strong..

I can't do this while she lays there in a coma..  I just can't..  I am okay and will be okay..  

Thank you for everything and very sincerely..Blossom

[Dr. T]

Blossom,
You give so much, please be able to receive. Your strength is also directly (and tightly) connected to Maoli chan. There is enough to go around so please don't worry. We can all get through this in the best possible way.
We need a shift to the parallel universe where Maoli, her family, you and the rest who have requested helaing, are healed. I firmly believe that this is possible. Maoli's message for you may be that in order to give, you need to be able to receive.
Be well, . . .


Dr. T

[Tom]

With reiki, it is possible to send energy to more than one person at a time. Actually, the more people at once who receive the energy there are the more they each get for some reason. Depending on how it is structured, though, it is possible to send more to some people than others at the same time. The only reason to do this is to avoid overwhelming people. Actually, sending energy can get to the point where it is automatic. Just thinking about sending energy to a person will start the process. Even just thinking about someone sends energy. This is not just for reiki. Anyone in the habit of sharing energy at a distance will find it happening. What I hope is happening at this point is that anyone who wants energy from me will get it automatically even without my having to know about it first. I read that this can happen, but it is difficult to test objectively. If I ask a specific person to help me test this, just wondering about if it is working will ruin the test.

[Blossom]

Okay...  If are absolutely sure without a doubt, I will do it.. and accept it wholeheartedly..  It's time to get to work then as I see it..  

But here's the way I see it..  Tell me if I am wrong and I will alter this in some way.  The energy coming to me is extremely strong.   Very very strong.  I feel all over me walking, talking, and just being.  This is what I have experienced so far.

Other than just being during the day and feeling this healing energy wash over me periodically, I also lay down frequently during the day and meditate, with usually at least two longs sessions that I truely use for concentration and healing and raising energy and learning..

Yesterday  during the day during my long meditation session, I lay down, and lowered all my shields for the first time so as better to receive.  I put faith and trust in myself that nothing bad would happen to me and to give me the strenth to accept all positive and healing energies coming forth and to reject any negative.. I tried to FEEL with all my being good things around me.  I breathed in green and exhaled shhhhhhhh and did energy raising techniques.  I felt myself vibrating very slightly and during the middle of it, I began to experience a high clear tone that was very beautiful.. It was disarming and made me feel slightly woozy it was so strong. The more I concentrated on it, the louder it got.  It was like waves moving through me and my head..  Big huge waves of sound and energy.  It kept blocking out my focus visually and mentally, not like in getting sleepy but something else, and I felt my mind drifting off and my vision would fade and with it the tone. I tried to remain focused but I lost it somewhere and woke up or came to
sometime later feeling absolutely great but the tone was very pure and was the first thing that came to me as I woke. Not much time had passed.  Perhaps 15-20 minutes or so but I felt refreshed and very good.  I don't know if I was asleep or knocked out.  This was during the day and was the first time I lowered all defenses and open myself fully in trust.

That night, which was last night, I did the same but tried to visualize Maoli inside a triangle with me so I could share what I was getting.  We both were corners and the the third corner was the healing light.  The energy was so strong, and I tried to visualize it moving from me to her so as not to overwhelm her exactly like Tom said.. and also exactly like you said too Jack.. I was visualing receiving and then sending through my own energy combined with the added strengh I felt all over me from everyone back to Maoli on the third leg of the triangle.  Trying to increase my own energies strength through what I was receiving for me.

I repeated this procedure this morning before posting my message with exactly the same results.  It feels like a termendous force.  Absolutely incredible in strength..  When I came here, I saw your post Jack.  That's when I started feeling guilty and like maybe I was being selfish taking and then sending to her.. Like I was sending her leftovers and she deserves more than leftovers of energy..

I think this situation with Maoli hits home with me because about 22 years ago I lost a baby at 6-months along in a pregnancy..  It is devastating to experience.  She had dark hair and was perfectly formed and through the years she has stayed with me but she only lived 12 hrs..  My other three children are healthy and strong..

I will keep doing it this way unless I need to alter something..  I will wait for a reply... but basically we are back in business in a manner of speaking..  I have 100% determination and fight inside me right now..

And thank you... How did you guys know just the right thing to say...?? IT corresponded exactly to what was going on in my mind and in my life and in my meditative sessions right now...

Sincerely and with love, Blossom

p.s. Doc T, your message in the area of Maoli has lit a fire under me today..  Maybe with that and with this, we can work a miracle for her and her parents..  

[Dr. T]

Blossom,

Your description of sensing the energy fields and subsequent distribution is interesting. It brings to mind the final words of the Stevie Wonder song ?gIf it7s Magic?h  (i.e. ?gThere?fs enough for everyone?h). I am glad you are doing what I tried to suggest be an appropriate manner in which to handle the incoming energy, which you have requested.

Now on a topic also close to you: Maoli?fs Birthday will be on Monday.

Enjoy the light, you deserve it Jennifer!


Dr. T

[Blossom]

Thank you Dr. T...

Monday the 21rst...maybe she will open her eyes... maybe..

[Arie]

Blossom....I suggest you get the book Instant Healing by Serge Kahili King.  Its a really great book.....he has exercizes(sp?) in there that can cure broken bones in under an hour.  I'm sure he'll have a variety of techniques for you.  One strong technique I learned in that book had to do with memories.  I can't remember the name of it.  The theory of the technique is that each cell has its own memory.  This makes sense because for example when skin cells die and new ones replace them how do they know they're skin cells?  How do they know to turn into skin cells and not heart cells? You understand?  If cells didn't have memory our body would look pretty funky. HAHA  Okay....so the theory is that if you recall memories BEFORE you had this liver disease.....then your new cells will remember that time and turn into healthy liver cells.  Does that make sense?   Everything in our body dies and regrows.  I heard that we have a brand new body every six months or something.   So just recall those memories that your sure you didn't have this liver disease at the time....a good place would probably be your childhood.  Remember what you saw, what you felt, what you heard, what you tasted etc etc.   One side effect of this technique is that if you pick good memories....you will feel really good.   I suggest doing this for like 10min in the morning then 10 min in the evening.  Then make it longer and longer.

Good luck Blossom.

[Blossom]

Arie, I like your sense of humor...!  And thank you for the kind thoughts and the book suggestion.. I will give it a try and let you know..

Sincerely,
Blossom

[n/a]

Blossom, I'm sorry to hear you're unwell. I'll do what I can to help.

I'm pleased to see you've had plenty of help from others, and I'd like to add my contribution for what it's worth.

First, try the affirmation method I posted for Maoli on the 21st Sept - it won't interfere with other treatments.

Second, have a look at Dr Baker's site at www.douglasbaker.com. Choose Bookstore then Posters. Look for Anatomy of Zone Therapy, Mineral Salts in Foods, and Bach Flower Remedies. I haven't purchased these myself so I don't know if they make reference to your condition, but obtaining the posters is the cheapest way of finding out - £3.00 each + postage.

Thirdly, consider giving yourself a break from helping others at this time so that your system has more power to help you.  I believe we have a better chance of doing healing work if we are healthy ourselves, and sometimes it's best to slow up temporarily in order to catch up later, refreshed and invigorated. Remember, fixing our own condition may give us increased knowledge and power that we can use later to help others more effectively.  Remember also, the need for healers is effectively infinite at this time in human history, and healing needs you - happy, and in good health.

Take care,

sapien

[Blossom]

Hi Sapian,

First of all, I want to say I appreciate the help and support.  I really do.. and I will do the affirmation.  I also think that is a good thing.  I have not looked at your particular one yet but I will in a moment.. I have looked at doing affirmations before and have even used one or two in my life before for other things.. [OBE's that didn't work..hehe].  

I don't expect people to pray for me for 48 weeks. If Tom is correct, if I just happen to pass through someones train of thoughts, an energy transference could be started and completed with just that thought of a person.  I am holding fast to that thought.

My medication won't be started for a couple to three more weeks.  That is when my struggle will truely begin and when I will need the most energy the combat the horrible sides, that I am hoping not to experience.  Right now, I am fine.. really.  I suffer fatigue and headaches and combat them with medication and rest, but don't we all have those symptoms to some degree? I am a housewife so I have plenty of time to rest and having a wonderfully understanding husband helps too.  He makes sure I don't overdo.. I rest alot and have lots of time and mega-mental energy to spare.

But that is also my true nature, as I am active mentally and probably one of the strongest person's around when I am set on doing something that I want to accomplish.. I came about being this way from many things in my life.. But I am a determined person.  

But based on how I feel at this moment, which is wonderful, I can't quit what I am doing and trying to do with Maoli..  It doesn't feel right to me to do so.  I understand your sentiments about it and they make perfect sense, but sometimes we just have to do what we just have to do [doubled on purpose] and hope it is the right thing and hope for the best in trusting ourselves to make our decisions...  

When I first came to this forum, one of the first places I came to was the healing place right after exploring the OBE portion which at that time was my goal and now I actually think it was the means to escape what I was feeling emotionally with my current illness.  I joined on 9-10 I believe.  Within a few days the posting of Maoli's illness were up and the sorrow over my own situation turned to compassion for someone else and I have grown into a better person because of it.  It may not be logical, but alot of good things aren't.. I think I was lead to this forum by something I might never understand.  Maybe it was Maoli and maybe it was the need for me to question things.. I might never know.

I can't even comptemplate quitting at this time in trying to send her healing energies.. I am in much better shape than she is.. Physically I struggle some, but not mentally..  I actually think a compensation or an exchange happened a little along the way with my illness.  Like when someone loses an eye, their hearing might become very accute..  I like to think of it that way whether it is actually happening that way or not.  But I do spend more time doing mental things than physical things.. but that has more to do with my body just being tired.. It is my outlet.. reading, meditating, and learning new things that require thought..

I actually think my illness and in dealing with it has helped me grow spiritually in some ways and as a person in other ways ..  I understand more now and know my direction in life and whether it has to do with wanting to know the answers just in case something happened to me... or whether it has to do with just wanting to know.. --the timing of the diagnosis of my illness occured before my questioning of life matters began..  So everything has a reason..including the HCV virus being a part of my life.  It is not the main motivating factor of my life but it has caused me to motivate myself in questioning life and in finding my own life purpose, of which I am still looking and finding out about..  How many people have an opportunity to really question life and what it holds for them for whatever reason causes them to do that?  I am lucky Sapian.. I feel lucky anyway.. There is not a doubt in my mind that I won't be okay in the future also... Illness makes you find your answers and makes you question life and so maybe sometimes it was just meant to be and was in the game plan all along and we just don't know it.. What is meant to be will always be.. That is what I think anyway..

I hope you understand what I am saying..  

Sincerely,
Blossom    

[Hephaestus]

Hi Blossom, would just like to say that i'll be sending you a lot of healing energy, and when ive done that i'll send you some more until you get better.
Humans can affect a lot of things around them and within them by using the power they hold, when a person is ill it is  the power of strength and positivity and their own energy that aids in the healing process, stay strong and things will be fine, besides youve got all us sending you healing energy so no worries.
Remember throughout all this you're not alone, we're here for you.
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[Blossom]

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Thank you..and send it on...I'll be here waiting..!!  [I don't mean that badly or rudely, but I am in an extremly good mood... I have had a wonderful day!]  I feel like everything is possibly right now..! There are good good people in this world...

Sincerely,
Blossom

[Blossom]

Well, a few recent test results are back in..

The main one that concerns me is my viral load which is measured in copies per ml of blood:

3 months ago: 4,300,00 copies per ml  --  International units: 1,720,000
today: 18,360,00 copies per ml ---  International units: 6,800,000

It is replicating wildly evidently and I feel deflated at the moment. If anyone want to read about viral loads and their meanings...
http://janis7hepc.com/Viral_Loads.htm Learn a little ..

Sincerely,
Blossom

UPDATE:  Doing better [1 hr later].. I had a liver attunement last night and a reiki self/other healing attunement last night.  Thank you  Tom!