Alchemy from Lead to Gold

[redcatherine]

27th W Sept 1 2004
Tonght read  Enoch to 3.1.4
the lovely ideas about sunlight shields pineal gland and dim light stimulates it

the mantra of yahweh is CX in morse code says tom
these mantras may be memorised to open the vortices to specific realms directly

went to chamber of melchiezedek witnessed a class
David's group is the mentor of this group
from knights bridge in england having the 6th initiation
and they could not hear or see us
we were told to learn to teach in spirit to spirit
and to find the vibration of David
to find the other group partners
and to be one and many to go up as one now
not in merkaba but as one and meet and think as one

our gatekeeper angel overshadowed Bill
emerald green and pink heart
and said we had graduated
he protects the physical body
but we are to go with love and peace in our hearts
beyond where he can protect us
where there is nothing negative to be protected from though
until we come back and enter his space on the return voyage  
where he remains protecting our physical body

3.4.5...4.4.2..1 mantra shekinah
ascended master before each
kali with deb
kuthumi tom
portia jodi
a mage with thoth with andrew
michael with bill
gabriel with me and Jesus
you have prepared the way of the lord now gird yourself with the sandals of shekinah to walk back with yahweh
through portal opened by the sound of the mantra
become the body and bread to feed my sheep gather my flocks be a fisher of men
speak to the one on our left from davids circle
i was called strawberry to them
bill said mine fred i thought chris but chris was not exactly right either
so much harder to hear them then the angels
he had brown grey beard shorter than me and round love face and tummy looking a bit like bill briere
becoming priests of God
Jesus gave us communion and wine

split the fish and we entered
the loaves on the table became as 1
the holy spirit dove appeared there was gold dripping from its mouth
induction on amethyst ray by our higher selves dressed in purple robes golden cowls and white gowns the third eye rent open golden light  came out and from our mouths

the heart opened love went in and all the images of the teachers in different coloured robes filing up and going in a spiral through the heart to the mind the teachings of the ancient ones
were the old ladies the grey ones ?
jodi had a  butterfly in the heart
and golden all over
my colour red  my dress and my hair long strawberry blonde
and the jewel aquamarine
the subtle colour teal
2nd level white brotherhood

silver chain medallion from Bill with our colour jewels
alchemist with an egg too like sai baba the ruby egg on silver stand
peace and love eternally bonded to each other and through christ
there appeared clouds and lightning and we were quickened and the pulse ran down our bodies to the grounds

me: be a teacher of all time across the ages touching the hearts of many
jodi : i am the bee the sifter the gleaner the artist that shapes the minds and souls of the people

Bill :I teach them to protect and to fight I am the warrior
Tom : I teach them  true blue loyalty to the path faith in the Lord our God and unity
Andrew : i went with gabriel to a cloud I sat and talked with him and thoth appeared I am the mage

Debbie :mercy compassion and destroyer of the iniquities against the innocents I am with Kali

Sveta : why am i a child ? Why am I not an adult like the others?

inner child in front higher self in back others the other way round

sveta Lord Ramu I am Christmas I bring the presents of light the spheres the love  must heal inner child
and went back in time when i was 10 in spirit
and tried to help her escape when i was an infant
??

Michael appeared with blue spiral inside
purple the snakes blue and purple
the spiral ascension

the purple was spiritual light and love trust truth
we hooked that to our hearts and then to the ball of white light above which was of God
we sent messages to each other
and recieved them from our higher selves
and those around us too
then we sat in the silence of the now
in the ball in the centre on the table

[redcatherine]

f 3rd sept
REcalled my  dream before last Wednesday's class  to trixie.In warehouse basement rummage sale all old furniture on tables. Nothing appealed to me (of the physical ). I wanted this green lamp only with panels forming pillars and fire in the channel  .(12th pillar , Knowledge light healing )then a lady appeared plump short fairy god mother sort with beautiful blond curly hair   aunty bosoms and purple eyes . She asked if I  was  interested in lamps .

"Yes i wanted a clear one of crystal . I was told only in the museum and that is not open anymore not many want to go . Then Michael appeard in a tweed jacket like Sherlock Holmes. He said he was from the higher governing authority and wanted to go to the museum .But the old lady said " I know who you are but you have a visitor here we cannot go up now" . Michael replied," She is why I am here .So I might take her up."  

We all ascended a spirial staircase (walking up the physical path) which  was narrow and slow on the side was a tiny mouse size track filled with golden orbs of spirit going up quickly . There were wet footsteps on the stairs of 2 that had gone up before me .

Around the next landing appeared a parlor like ours there were 3 ladies there pulling baby owls from the fireplace . "How many shall be taken ?" "7 at least I replied . "How many are living ?" " At least 4 I replied . (levels completed the 4th level beginning 5th ) .

We continued around the staircase and saw  a classroom that was gray fog and all of the circle was there floating in seperate groups as one of us spoke his  words came from each of our mouths and when we we asked a question or replied each of us parroted the same  answer. In this manner we all shared learning teaching and speaking of one mind . We were told that this 5th level of path lasts until the 35th. We get mantras. We work in the amethyst ray. We share with one mind . It is called the sharing .

Friday 3 September .Trixie was present and andrew was away. We read Enoch to 3.1.4 only the lesson on the spine of the earth mapped out on the nile and hte pyramids are chakra spaces and intestines mapped out to by the cities .

Read about the governing of thought forms by the "throne" and elohim council. . 4 in amethyst appeared as watchers then vortex opened sideways learning from hilarion who held a gyroscope about moving on ley or meridian lines .

Jesus with Sveta .She fell asleep again . Hilarion and Michael appeared with Bill first send the thought which is impregnable then send the spirit  .Kuthumi and a scribe with Tom . Quan Yen with me . Elijah , White Eagle and Portia with Jodi . Lady Nada and Kali with Trixie . Michael and the page of the scribe  with  Debbie.

learned to send light from heart into circle to call and rescue others ie lost or suicide .4 on amethyst ray appeared learned to move across time and space on earthly plane to rescue and protect .

Bill imbibed in green ray , warrior initiation blanket behind him cloaking device split by hilarion into 6 the 3 souls dvided again from 3 to 6 vortex appeared on horizontal axis going across the room towards jodi he got a mantra.for legions of angels and Michael .

Jodi given combination" of lock on the wall safe lol
(symbolic ) sealing vortex becomes apprentice to Elijah ,given purple cube .Debbie got aring of mirror lozenges from michael . power to protect alone linked by heart to angels call when needed . she was also given a blue vial with white light liquid in it for healing others .

Trixie had Lady Nada give her a long bow and a quiver of arrows to protect loved ones from negativity heard 23rd initiation.saw her path woven into ours  she got a double mantra for two spirit  Lady Nada and Whom .

I got a purple egg shape with turquoise stones going up and around in a spiral shown a lighthouse sending the message to many and inside the egg stars that i could fling like beacons to bring others through the light to safety .  We saw a golden orb of filaments spinning and turning we were given energy to heal selves and send back I sent to Bill and to Emily . Debbie sent to the hostages in Russia . Sveta was asleep .
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Lessons on purpose of Alchemy
http://worldalchemy.bravehost.com/
World Alchemy

World Alchemy is about interacting with your environment in a positive manner and in a way that eventually impacts upon the entire planet.
The practitioner of World Alchemy seeks to transform the ordinary into the extraordinary, the mundane into the sublime.

We would all like to live in a peaceful world. Peace can only come about through change.

Where the visible merges with the unseen, is the point where all borders and limitations dissolve.

In essence Alchemy is seen by many people as the process whereby base metals are turned into silver or gold. It's no secret that the medieval Alchemists spent their entire lives seeking to perfect this Fine Art.

Some Alchemists poured their hearts and minds into locating the Philosopher's Stone – the equivalent of the Holy Grail - labouring day and night year after year to solve the mystery of this elusive object. A handful discovered the key, many more failed in their quest. Among those said to have succeeded are: Paracelsus, Fulcanelli, Comte St. Germain, Roger Bacon, Christian Rosenkreutz, Nicholas Flamel and his wife, Pernelle.

At its most refined, Alchemy is about the union of Spirit with Matter. On a personal level the results of such a union over time eventually produces individual immortality. The heavy gravity of mortality (lead) is exchanged for the liberty of everlasting life (gold). With World Alchemy we go beyond the personal and concentrate our efforts on a much larger scale.

You recognize your everyday reality to be a living extension of your ongoing inner alchemical process and endeavour to transmute all experiences and situations into the highest frequencies possible. Mastery of this Creative Act means you are actively contributing to building a better world for all beings to inhabit.


The Great Work

"The purpose of the Great Work is always to build and generate greater qualities of life, love, light, and liberty."

The goal of all alchemists is the fruition of The Great Work. As said before this is most often interpreted as being the transformation of the individual.

World Alchemy is an expression of The Great Work on a vaster scale, and is concerned with the spiritual and physical evolution of life on Earth - and the Universe - in its totality. There is no deeper calling than to be an active participant in such a scheme for it is at the very heart of our existence.

[redcatherine]

30 -31st

30th wed 8 sept
readnext chapt Enoch
to shamballah library
read book together on recall of spirit teaching in dreamstate and then jesus and the pink spiral of lost souls through sveta to jesus and jesus speaks to each one seperately giving advice initiation and gifts uriel and michael and the deva who met in the dream the layd pluymp blond curly hair purple eyes agatha merytha
i did not write the journal as i was ill with flu and went to bed recieved healing from Mary mother of God and told by her to go to bed and did so forgot the details sorry

31st Fri 10 Sept
sveta with nikita in games room ,
andrew no show
read another chapter of Enoch
read the aviolet.text about amethyst ray chohan Quan yen played the mantra music box and saw her  went first up vortex to violet citadel and saw the moutains of violet all around  white eagle flying as eagle and then saw Jesus standing on the top looking down we stood behind him left hand created right hand stopped growth and unmade we heard vestibule saw the church a n ascension channel throught which we rose on a mantra to the lord went to the upper room kissed by judas it burned the space beside my nose on right side we floated in a spiral up the light to the golden dome and then saw the stars floating down around us Jesus talked to us a golden book of knowledge came in we each read from it saw white eagle give me feathers

golden blanket given by jesus to jodi
vortex opened to side between jodi and debbie played the music on box and went to quan yen ashram checked out by a samurai to billas samurai too for entrance then the gate opened up we

saw rainbow bridge flaming saw the dais of flaming flowers her floating on it standing up . she told us why worry about saving the world save ourselves first and one other . that is neough if we would all do that is would be so simple . do not judge the terrorists pray for their enlightenment send love and light not judgement lest we be judged

the grey divas sitting in dining room before we began here to take our prayers of enlightenment to the moslems lessen the destruction of the city we saw exploding (russia bombing in retaliation ??) saw a disc of white a table round which 5 devas without faces sat purple cloaks the lord of them dshitki ?? from google not confirmed said we must learn to sit loosely in our bodies to bounce smaller than our bodies to flow like fluid and drink lots of water 2. we must learn in time to disconnect ourselves from our bodies even the silver cord we will do this as a group . then we will learn to fill our bodies violet light and surround our bodies in platinum so we are protected safety is love have faith not fear

tom given blue strings to bring us back bill given emerald for safe passage to take us there tonight in spirit.saw us go again through the pyramid bill made as alchemist to achieve balance
Jesus and buddha holding hands over a staff

the white dove merged with blue silverbird  becomes amethsyt swan

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"The Swan Kingdom holds the vibration of Divine Union in the new astrology that has been anchored upon earth late last year."http://www.ascendpress.org/articles/nature/Nature15.htm An open heart allows for a state of divine union between body soul and earth.

[redcatherine]

32-33
15 sept
read about emerald amethyst awakening
M-Shield breathing exerise visualisation blue yellow violet
read enoch 3-1-7
spin point
devas 7 across from each other
fireplace and pool table
deosil widdershins two cogs inside
build ladder from us to them counter outside clockwise us inside david uk group inner us outer
up vortex from two cogs in motion
jesus meets us ask if we will walk on alone or serve humanity
IF go to ethereal place alone unaided.
two pyramids upside down meet at spin point top amethyst bottom grounding emerald .
go in to centre and see threee rings appear blue yellow pruple and then explosion as the center pops open and we travel so fast to other dimensiopn
rescue lost souls terrorists
pray for them

white eagle made purple corn gave to jodi told her to wash it in the rain .
catherine given symbol golden eye dragon fly eye male then cheveron symbol three flame the violet swan
place golden liquid in Jodis ear sealed it do not reveal all that we are given yet.
holy grail crystal floating on top

shekina /yahweh placed in each one's heart revealed when we  had to open  dotted line vertical column of light
placed in green heart sphere by
yahweh right with silver dust
opposites
shekinah left with gold dust  
a golden pyramid made b bill other one tonight the two floating on eachother point top to point top

33rd
22 SEpt
quan yen ,mother teresa, lady di white eagle michael jesus
10 devas with lord dshiki 2 rows of 5 around a transmission device
blue harness around shoulders kness up to chest laying in a tube like sarcophagus code then tranmsittted to gates of oblivion mouth of hell

went into this beautiful portal 36 spokes into hub under right hand of god all pink orange ball of light in middle the universal mind

we were on indigo spoke bluey purple like the cosmic rays all from earth on this section of the pie of 360 degrees

exuded black like toothpaste from our hearts black anger filth
first into fingers of god an egg shape each our hell for a long moment
ex: you are afraid of homelessness and losing freedom i was covered in chains i broke them by syaing i am no longer afraid i lost myhome i will get down on my knees in supplication to God adn start again with his /her help
we had to go as black seeds into the universal mind a trillion voices shouting into the suplicationon of i want i need into the silence of meditation to i am god then the heartbeat of God

came up into holy grail as golden light floating up into sea of lost souls we were to turn them around send them back to light through mary blanket and the to jesus
then up stairs to buddha or on back of elephant

then shekinah ultra fluoro green yellow hands blue white lighting appeared with yahweh golden energy they took hands in marriage had a bloody baby earth came back

white eagle flew over quan yen floated around the cirlce on white pink blossom stopping int fornt of each one and we became purple swans flew through the mirror our souls divided again

we sent message
were found worthy we were coming to the next dimension
a sword came out bill held it golden corn across the room on the sword a yellow brick road we become small as a kernel and walk across the bridge in solemn affirmtion a ceremony blue cannon fires up then we are welcomed solemnly behind us each of us our past lives souls tied up with us going throught

purple octupus up into a cell into underwater dimension operating gallery we had surgery on blood supply to pineal gland and obrian stem and too the heart and a render d veil torn in the chest and when blood

reconnected to gladn a inner veil ws symbolicalyy shed oin the third eeye
we came back we saw

the lady long black hair the mother of devas like isis like mary the bearer to the next level working with alendril my angel

we should safeguard our hearts no fat no sugar no alchohol i day better 3 days best 1 week

15th dimension called sha har a tach the place of the devas
to  quaff the thirst of the soul

[redcatherine]

35th 6 oct
kali over jodi tried to trance
gave sword  to debbie orange light to dispel
ganeesha over andrew and vishnu and
vortex opened in floor fountain of pastel colours

kali opened in the vortex a purple door
we went through fountain to chamber was ashram of quan yen ?
no a temple of compassion for the Goddesses of Compassion
ie Quan Yen and Khali

had hands over fountatin and water pouring thru them we cleansed ourselves quna yen and kali behind twin elephants of ivory back to back holding crossed arms up

and kali baby in one hand and sword in another arm
on other side was jesus buddha and vishnu and ganeesha on the border between was confucious polarity duality fire breathed from mouth of kali and water from quan yen hand  creation destruction
(earth jesus amnd air buddha ?)      

a vortex appeared it was stright down thru floor
to "hell" lost souls
above angels  and god
we had to manifest a tunnel
which began as a mesh and the souls we called up to god to the light
they flew up like bats and we the wall fleshed out becoming stronger when the throng passed thru an angel closed off the floor
then the one in heaven then gideon came down to table
with trumpet turning to each of us blowing the trumpet

above all was enoch floating on stairs that appeared
and we climbed the stairs
angels brought a basket to enoch and it had purple hearts in it
the basket was passed around and we were told we were at the end
of this level and asked if we wanted to continue
we were to give our spiritual hearts to the path to god we did

a pink swan fllew above and the feather dropped the end of the level

jodi said we were measured in our light quotient
pressed like coins with pyramid and eye of horus on them

then the floor to another stairway was revealed to

yahweh left golden brown brass yellow candles up the side
clean shaven huge

shekinah right side all blue white grey silver hair to ground huge

we approached one at a time to the throne of the lord and lady
we were all told we had been cleansed of our inequity
to continue in love to shine before the lord and lady

sveta got golden bowl feed my sheep -children

tom got checker board - feed the souls of ol codger unbelievers  

i got mirror of rainbows and become like quan yen
a teacher in spirit to aspirants

debbie got armadillo telescoping armour

bill stood not kneeling but  bowed head
and was told honoured for his service in faith given a staff

andrew the fallen angel
come home to us be as one with the lord and the lady

jodi ??

when we  were done we went up to a giant merkaba
and went to another vortex reptilian armoured men
we went thru a vortex down into clouds like an ocean
but came out saw a sea of people all faces luminescent
could not stay there long burning eyes

went backwards into bodies
hathor presented we have class at night
the tubes of light
are black in her hand
they are  thrown like spears a movement device of will
we are to learn from her to throw the road in front of us
as a dark plane on the light to walk upon it
no as a moving footpath like at airports we shall go by will

[redcatherine]

8 October
purple pyramid above the table
a vortex opened with golden door
we went in saw small blue diamond steps become a spiral staircase like a cone

we went up to top saw blue angel looking albino
long white hair
a lunar angel
took us to shamballah

told us about next full moon
we will have names written in stone and onto a scroll
to be white brotherhood not aspirants but neophytes now
there is a crowd of purple people there also getting this
mary there on a throne holding child jesus
and then spirit came over lynda
santa lucia

the candles pink orange gold around her head
showed best to keep sword in the hilt
or use it swiftly to cut off the arm cleanly no bleeding
then showed us carrots pulled from ground
do the weeding but remember stops growing when pulled out
carrots initiative to move on

over sveta hermes
the messenger
always look at the signs
follow the path of love
it may be longer but it is the best way

over tom centurion roman legionaire crusades ww 2 knights templar thru ages -carrying double headed ax on long wooden staff
vanquish the mighty -time can vanquish the mighty
bring down the roman empire -st martin torres ?
red fleur de lis crusader france

and  James of the white brotherhood ?
long black hair beard thin face as knight

Matthew ? brown hair brown beard short
holding bible
golden coins
tax collector
acts of charity
chain of kindness
service beyond our community
to the world
choose a place
demeter ceres over jodi
service in our season
gave us sheaf of wheat
seed the fields
teach serve
we chose iraq will send
prayers and little messages in spirit to the mothers and their sons
next generation
tolerance love peace compassion
made angel balls of white light and prayers
sent to the globe that appeared in circle

golden grail with yellow feathers and

If the angel deigns to come, it will be because you have convinced her, not by tears, but by your humble resolve to be always beginning-to be a beginner."

-Rilke

[redcatherine]

37th hathor lady deva with crown jesus abraham lunar angel and ascension angel

Tonight deva lady with crown on head on table half above table and pointed her staff held cross chest to left shoulder out and pointed to area between bill and tom and vortex opened
and jesus appeared gave us a host told us to eat half of it before we got in the boat and then abraham appeared piloted hathor boat of papyrus reeds thru pyramid again as last night lunar angel with hair white as down to barefooted toes flying ahead of us to a room female sphinx on left male lion mouth on right hathor instructs to look down lion mouth ahead with consciousness we went round room saying what part
we saw then went there golden chamber of melchiezedek in a the pyramid
then again the same female and male look ahead Come to the place we had been before lake of chronos- the mirror of time the full moon shining all purple pink blue mirror lake time chronos placid pegasus on shore
then appeared a mantel with legs on chest of jodi and andrew again
this is called the hands of God

jodi blue gold white hot energy surging out and  andrew black cold sucking in energy .
jodi got magnifying glass debbie gold band crown sveta champagne me a book to write it in tom a staff of aaron to open close portal of vortex bill like the reptile armoured ones has one appear says
he will be working with them asked and has started already
then we learned andrew like the gatekeeper open the vortex the water and wind energy
and jodi like the door keeper  angel
the polarities of fire and ice
like aviary one opens other closed protects they form the vortex
Ascension angel banded wrist held high like superman above head male dark haired bulky muscular

lunar angel long albino hair femalethin- jodi thought ophelia could be aphieli-el

we went thru saw snake ahead got fire splitting belly as entered snake got the energy in the male storage centre called girdle told kundalini going up and down again .

Goblet on table we shared milk and honey abraham appeared again the lunar angel hands us milk of moonlight pouring down becomes stars 8 on each side 16 paths becoming drops becoming diamonds then star paths

,like the breast plate appearing on jodi and andrew we had a little scarab in front of us on rotating wheel took a bit of golden honey cake then the bread became birthday cake for god

we were in the elohim plane the devas all purple many so many heard singing

the cake candles are our light

they explode like fireworks the bread becomes body

the skeleton forms breaks out comes from breastbone

mary holding christ child as 7-9 years old on hip

we go thru the vortex like a tear shaped like feminine fissure an  opening we go thru the snake now to the womb of creation far and away and nothing there

only the "before"

there was and peace and anticipation

image on this page looked a bit like what we saw
http://www.brain-mind.com/AlienChild.html

[redcatherine]

Journal circle 39th
Andrew saw Thrones entered room a legion of angels with spears then seraphim floated in a golden lion one with golden brown hair and golden thick eyebrows His face looked like lion on wizard of oz but handsome and regal square feline his hair was long wavy no beard he greeted us and floated above us  A cartoon shaped short mercury ran right around room dropping gifts on our laps took heads off put in pink gold braided down blue middle ice milk pink and gold honey

I got scrolled map to draw shamballah tom got diamond to put on top of his rod changes colour in moon light vibrates when need to close hums when a exalted being is entering to acknowledge sveta I got ring burnt my finger  for discernment On wedding finger jodi got ring too and andrew ring and sveta ring -he said he who stands before the face of God . we had a veil ripped off right eye

The hands of god appeared on jodi and andrew and the vortex opened we went into shamballah pyramid came out We saw the lay out we saw that we had never really gone to volcano so the Blue triangular tube pathway to valley had river waterfalls there was amethyst going down male and emerald going up female  volcano

Then the rock cleft went into the rock saw a volcano and a dragon red gold granted a spiritual gift wish  then blown by dragon out saw fairy touch our nose and bible in our hands magic balance foundation of spiritual  and pele and kali and like the moon matron celtic stars in our hair blue ono or like that . then jodi had before her the naked female bound red hair tight curls on all fours we had to loosen binds and pray for equality the subjugation of women must end to begin the shift of conciousness.

Two colours of rainbow coming out of each of the 3 ladies hands into volcano .Put in a basket dumped out in room then we had a test who are the four here no eyes closed tom and andrew passed was 4 gospel writers and then sphinx over the lotus on table and then ended .
Also : where and when ?

Also Female seraphim ebony nubian blue wings dark blue who is with god is with me she brought us back in basket

Also brief appearance of jack in green again .saw three sconces then blue orange green each john heidi trixie flames of ascension penny has dropped away Cherubim too Jodi saw the lion angel open his chest and showed her his heart –lion hearted

[redcatherine]

40th Lesson W 20 October

balanced table as sveta was on couch with bill and then lynda across me and jodi moved made more circle

saw turquoise light over jodi the mother of alametica, she was the queen mother tall thin long fingered 3 each hand appearing purple gray with hair though purple cut regal held a bowl

a male poured a drink we all shared and said amen it tasted like limes to me she showed us a star blossom became star map on the table our milky way in the first finger the thumb and the other 4 fingers we can go to by transversing the hub first in to hub back out again she was the finger closest to thumb the pointer finger 5 if thumb on right hand coming down like octopus so fingers form star points in a circle

1 fire and ice burning diamonds the map appeared in middle then a book the dove from the snake becomes the swan opened a vortex of purple for us green apple knowledge fishing rod reel winding up when fishing will fish forever if not with love

love is the answer three doors blue on one side gold on other cold and hot ice and fire electric magnetic like aviary doors seal chamber both for keeping negs from entering following and also to protect self from forces

saw green feast hall hathor at top of table cornucopic vase filling the feast congrats for ending the cow stage of hers birds fruits breads and sweetmeats and above us doves and belwo table light like in a dungeon but a palace

two doors opened thoth Isis came in the thoth blew horn white strings came out of light asked to present gift to hathor and receive one from her I gave heart respect and a rose she gave me a hour glass psychic time past future

sveta gave mind and time got hands digg throur sand find treasure bill gave temper got two pillars of strength and trust

lynda gave thanks and lollies got horns an rag in both eyes ears and mouth better messages

and jodi gave ??got

funnel in head kumeka poured in and pain in heart like heart attack yuuch

thoth white strings from horn had blown out a pyramid that was small purple lines with hole hook on top we said thanks and left went into it

a shaft beneath it we sank saw blue arched door from which we came closed behind us and saw a double wooden door goldedn trimmed arched wing inwards saw cathedral flowers coffin wreath and candles on wall sconces around coffin on roof boss of door had been the face of pan

there was a pile of gold rolled scrolls we were given one I wrote all our names and lynda john heidi trixie too bill said peace

sveta said thanks I wrote to all teachers and students thanks that we got this far and in hope that we will continue even further

saw irins two tall pink seraphim appear either side of lynda

lynda given pin bill hinges

sveta door knocker

me message slot

jodi keys I wrote message we come in love and humbly ask that we may approach and enter lock was like crab /pan face and legs of branches around it on the middle of double doors half either side of the door jodi used key they swung inwards we saw bright white light

I lay prostrate a seraphim with pinky purple colours dropping white feathers approached us said great is ye who comes this far to God .

mary told us to look up touched our shoudler left side only with the staff of queen of heaven christ child crown on top she was smiling a fountain of purple flame blew into each heart then mouth on wall appeared in mask of pan and blew sandlewood oil reddy gold .

We washed with it

our face and back of neck arms

and then jesus came the fountain head gone and a square vessel in round fountain our feet in it all of them

jesus washed our feet then john the baptist there and naked waist up

took water from fountain he stood in too and raised it in both open hands palm up to above our heads and then seperated hands and we were annointed there was a tsunami wave washed over us then and jesus produced a box like arc of covenant but empty a vortex appeared pink gold and green spirals congratulations on coming this far

we have permission to continue

The assembly appeared we said thanks to each acknowledged and double thanks to those we could not see but would not truly forget and then came into a pot like caudron with a lid back into room jodi had terrible pain in upper left heart

{ all of teachers were there our higher selves our guardian angels and our guides henri  and george and enoch quan yen white eagle kuthumi kumeka paul kali hindu vlahallah isis hathor horus ra ibis anubis thoth michael all rachangels and many guardian and toher angels mother teresa (melchiezedek and metatron) }

[redcatherine]

20 Wedmesday October 2004
We had lesson on angels devas
need to spread ascension
and map out shamballah
a service to world evangelism
teaching about ascension

seraphim lord of all at the face of god appeared on andrew
then a 3 on his shoulder and a 3 on his elbow
then a bow between them and then christ child out of elbow
lol just the 2 little arms at head the head of jesus
at chest and flying above too the dove
then the triangle began to form in the trinity
heard latin name of father son and holy spirit
nomine de patria de fils and de spiritus sancti

then the leg formed from andrew down couch to catherine from catherine to sveta along fireplace then from sveta to andrew
we had to make a wall each
tom bill made the wall purple
catherine sveta the wall pinky purple
debbie jodi andrew the wall blue
then we watched and the bottom triangular based pyramid formed by spirit

so we had a group merkaba
michael appeared he would stand beside us not lead us ask us to be lead by andrew navigating and tom coordinates

a pillar was in the middle a column of white golden light up to the apex
each given a red key and a golden key by LENDUCE ???appearing as old man wizard like

the red was for student the golden for us

tom given cathedral window in his heart the light came out showing 3 strings of light making 3 stars forming the coordinates

bill given torch and key red leather samurai protector with us

Debbie given a white dog leash handle and 3 strings of white light emergency pull back

sveta given hands to dig treasure out

i was given book to write it down

jodi asked to make the blanket of protection from white fence crocheted around her neck given to her like a spider to manifest it

each told to bring a student bill would determine if unacceptable or dishonour to spirit
i brought john
tom brought eve
bill brought deborah
sveta brought linda
debbie brought trixie
jodi brought heidi

we went up in merkaba up the column then turned toward kitchen as the 3 star had shown

heard the queen mother of (great mother )alametica tell us the third finger on star map .

when we turned we began to spin head first toward kitchen appeared in wormhole then teal deva plane
like other part of the same one over earth that is pinky purple  

we began to appear behind our students they were sitting down inner circle

we were in outer circle standing we multilocated men going clockwise women counterclockwise

so we were all 7 behind each student in a line andrew jodi bill tom catherine sveta debbie

we put hands up in y shape one blue one pink and golden light came down middle making 7 pointed star forming ball in middle then with this ball of light as jesus stood above we sent light to hearts of our students and then up to third eye

then bill got 7 rods we each picked our own colour and gave it to our student

we knighted them each shoulder third eye and then heart and then handed them the rod and charged them to recall it and tell us about their dream as we handed them the rod it changed so toms became butterfly john's was a golden snake with vine on it

we gave them holy grail and host and then they left we went into a vortex appearing saw white crooked stairs climbed up jumped up into hold
saw teal world a globe of rusty planet with golden sieve like lights pouring out

saw a being in their ashram tom saw looked like bear we could not see them well

debbie saw wings cant fly skinfolds i saw a bird like face
asked to go to their planet

the exalted one of Dshana?? (andrew thinks the name of planet rusty metal looking globe)

Bill saw the aboriginal space man white face on caves called wshani ??
a swarthy looking red haired vulcan like creature with  snout  like bear or lion and human looking eyes and arms I saw skirt like legs but andrew saw human like ones so my view may have been the clothing not sure andrew saw him cutting off heads for fun and the heads grew back
was an ancient warrior god

+white eagle silver burch jesus there too
the hand of god appeared then we walked through the vortex between andrew and jodi and
saw jaws with teeth

went inside saw leviathan the fish eating the golden light
saw mary appeared large as table  pink pearl a ring of purple devas around us dshiti there too

the pearl had a fish became a dove as mary sang to devas
then we saw a lady with a uraeus snake staff back was cat /lion? staff this was lady nada

went then to vortex came back to purple pyramid and eye of horus and then we saw legions of angels and came back with the serpim lord back to bodies he gave us messages about travel teaching roles and working with angels amen

[redcatherine]

42nd friday22oct linda jodi bill tom me
debbie andrew sveta away
orange ball blue strings light
shift me towards jodi (orange)
triangle balance
yellow pyramid top male yahweh
blue bottom female shekinah
bill saw diana
then he and jodi saw the great mother of alametica
she said welcome and she had two things to show us

We may form the vortex with our hands and our storage centres male and female
and
we must learn to go into mother earth and emerge on ley lines
to travel at will through the sacred spots the temples of Earth
and so we go now as students

went into a cave of Mother Earth with the triangle vortex formed for us
came out at machu pichu saw olmec
went in came out tibet buddhist temple
went in came out sinai peninsula pyramids sphinx desert luxor
went in came out uhluru saw the male elders in white paint
they pressed ash on third eyes
then easter island
then stonehenge
then meza verde
iraq and atlantis closed blocked
saw irin
had to call andrew to come to circle in higher self then vortex appeared
went in with great mother
saw unicorns running into water
followed her to beach on left window side and lake on right went  
she took us into the merkaba we came out at a beach on the left lake on right saw sphinx on bottom of hill and up at top a castle with pillars like greek temple

saw a gnome looking into lake saw a dragon green golden eyes fat tummy claws winged we climbed up stair tongue and onto back a fairty with long red hair and yellow pinky transparent wings puprly skins and bathers like outifit in front went polar blue crystal ice cold cave at top

lynda dressed like john the baptist tied furs around at waist but also for boots and gloves and hats

there was a troll at back of cave with handful of jewels in front of a fire asked if we wanted jewels or knowledge
treasure of the heart
chose heart asked us to put hands into flame
pull out the flame of knowledge
showed us that the ethereal plane
once hung much closer to earth
the place of shamballah now
that is the realm of magic and fantasy
an eagle head appeared a yellow fern like olive leaf in mouth and yellow cord on neck we climbed onto back and then we flew to south pole patagonia south american ashram top of volcano saw white robed male lenduce
became three in row vywamus and santa kumara too
then back to back 3 faces one in jesus

leviathan mouth of jaw tooth opened and we went in again saw the sky father sky and two ladies with starry blue bodies a green pyramid between them with capstone off

we saw 4 dryathzamine appear then 1 more dark blue hooded robes no face dark blue eyes a arm appeared on one like smoky skeletal hand with piping bag write our sweet deeds down
jodi saw black deeds on other side
paul 's head appeared on table time to come back

[redcatherine]

W 27 October
john the baptist
deny the base nature  
pushing a stone to anchor and ground us
the scorpion pushed it out of the way
freedom at cost of its life
 the man that cut off his own head  
better to cut off ones hand
see him burn his hand off
senseless acts to follow ones heart  and lose ones soul
A sphere appeared it split pearls long string and honey  came out wisdom and truth ? peacock on debbie lap (symbol of  jesus )

pele appeared in green and golden scarf and dress she put sandals on jodi then garlands on ankles then took off shoes

volcano over andrew ice over jodi  hand of go on andrew and jodi but curtain over vortex until the message completed from john

a red leviathan over table thin  then we saw two stairs and green symbol of pan over  roofboss

heard pan flutes down went down stairs saw  over bill saw athena hawk face thin  red pillar and blue pillar of light

one was blood one was coin  blood money
athena with bow on lap  placed viking warrior helm on bill an initiation

then ripped him stem to stern  neck to groin  placed this long feathered from arrowhead down the entire shaft into the wound

then sewed him up with a curved bone and thread  sveta with morgan le fay dont give up power for love  moon over head

cape of blue with stars on it  butter churn  seek love not prison  pulled snake out of heart turned into dove  pure heart unicorn

white rose became red long and wild
do not cut it she said  
native american chief (white eagle?) long golden staff
took my left hand
made me open the floor  
a fissure appeared went down
saw a scythe under the flames on cold ash ground  
gaia over jodi stir the ashes rekindle flame and see vision
struck the ground our higher selves appeared in circle  round her sitting

andrew saw a flame within a flame
bill saw round and square lego toys (puzzles )
unicorn sweetness purity walking toward Debbie
I saw man with head cut off -alchemy
back of eyelids sveta
debbie large green frog
jodi had heart of white light door we entered went up stairs
saw 2 dryathene at top two at bottom chanting
made a funeral pyre
removed what looked like white good light from our hearts
but became maggots and snakes
flames consumed them  
we deny the basest of our natures
the stairs shook and leviathan appeared
we fell into it  
saw 2 pink doors at bottom round blue ring  
went inside  we saw pink dove take us up in spirals on the vent
to a dimension all the chohans like rainbows we were in coloured helium filled balloons protected by the platinum net of metatron
elmos fire
 mary and jesus appeared gold thin crown on each head
we  had to make it candle flames then
sent the flames of candles floating all round in air
rhiannon there too  then guardian angels appeared one in front of each of us  then a bowl like a rose  angel removed sweetness from our hearts and offered up to  god petition for us to go higher
 we walked through our angels
and they put their hands on  our shoulders
and we heard song  
azriel sveta
galadriel Cath
pink cartoon flying cat goddess  came down in sphinx landed solidly
pink swan at end

[redcatherine]

44th
lynda sveta jodi bill catherine
(heidi trixie )
mother spider on ceiling
angels cherubim in room angel between jodi and sveta
jesus carried a lantern and a wish bottle
Mary -send up prayers for children
(concerning seperation Bill )
door over bill slide down opposite garage style
angel appeared two  hands drew us in
forest a path blue light full moon
a banshee coach driven by death grim reaper
blue skeleton hands a man on a horse with a feather in his cap bringing a message
both sides of family assembled around catherine
gf said take billy fishing
gm said get legal papers in order mortgages on the 2 houses insurance
aunt jean gave me a handkerchief dry my tears
aunt nancy it is not a sin to seperate
husbands grammy gave me a large ladies purse old we will  be provided for
husbands dad said sorry for his part in bills emotional  illness
they said goodbye
and angel appeared opening a lock on floor orange light home energy filled the room
two irin angels came in formed vortex over bill and jodi
we went through
golden throne a buddha
a dove pierced heart blood drops on the buddhist scroll
blue ice letters on scroll looking like english music
the letters floated off and appeared in the air
fire a violin and a grail appeared on bill
ice and a flute and a little boat on jodi
the ying yang of vortexes
up spirial
went to the teal clouds again
told by man with black hair and beard
to learn to see hear and feel in spirit
saw a braid of purple gold and green
see purple hearing gold feeling green
he put a hooded robe over each of us called us students
put a necklace around our neck green metal oxidized and golden large oval shaped medallion
saw a big letter A with feathered golden stanchions the knives that have sword hilts like a long knife or short sword
meaning honour for andrew had done this before throne
the ladies qun yen pele shekinah kali mary isis
and a hand drew us up
a ice statue of a woman placed on jodi's lap became quan yen
she will guide us with ice letters and ice energy
egyptian priests that carried in two poles with a purple bag
suspended hanging there off poles in it
hearts to feed the crocodiles from those that fell away
the number 46 hanging in air
think lion does go on until 46 next level eagle then instead
four guardians on corners of our roof
or perhaps I have misnumbered again and not counted 2 lessons.

[redcatherine]

SOLO opening of vortex

went to what is called the 12th dimension

a teal clouded realm this time alone

I struck the da vinci pose in bed

I felt the ice on one hand and manifested it blue on right palm up

and on left orange yellow red fire

the head pale golden yellow sphere making a triangle now

then made the door but it half formed finally a golden door appeared and went in saw race car and clock

first here from class all must come alone be tested

bring back what they saw each that comes will see more then last one that just came through vortex

teacher approached

said to balance the force in hands bring force up from feet into body and then make vortex teacher looking like lord dshitki
not confirmed
hard to see there still

[redcatherine]

45th
ah zha riel
Bills warrior angel went to joodalup with sveta bill exorcism
bill catherine had coffee and meditation
mother spider on ceiling

ice female black hair elemental blue white black purplefire vortex

male elemental reddy blonde flame hair and fingers of fire red yellow orange one behind the other

asked to open the vortex

bill got a headress two eyes on antennaes above his head
and headdress mask like chinese dragon gold purple green

cath got two antennae wrapped around ears and headress like eagle beak red gold and I got brown blanket man in boat with spear

bill got silver gauntlet on arm armoured half body on arm went to teal dimension is this the 12th dimension ??

no -saw hall of learning saw also the ship with 3 portals past present future went into future

saw  a spiral going up saw the next dimension purple stream of consiciousness like purple ocean my feet floated above my head

two angels seraphim one with bill
lunar beautiful long white hair with me
the warrior stands before the throne of God
saw us step up to throne
four teachers there
tested us
we petitioned for group gave our hearts up
as  purple amethysts in golden nets
we were measured asked tested bill gave service exorcism
i gave teaching group in home and online -knowledge
we are mother and father of group
saw  headdress mask more clearly like chinese dragon gold purple green mine was headress like eagle beak red gold
bill got purple green  sash
mine was red gold sash
we got a long scroll unrolled right to left
fire letters on left ice letters on right
an amethyst in middle encrusted in gold
went inside and we were naked
standing holding hands
promising to do god;s work
be mother and father of the group
eternity to be teacher and warrior work together
saw greece white village on sea
bill saw egypt white village on sea
saw our group as our children but tom as father of Bill
preparing the way saw a shield and grounded came back

[redcatherine]

46th Wednesday 3 nov

saw ice blue cloud ice goddess lying naked in snow no hair

fire erupting from volcano a serpent leviathan

a scottie with red beard and cape and pipes before tom down

through the fire to mother earth thru the leviathan

quan yen in gazebo gold green purple

12 arrows in quiver for bill to shoot into sky

with names of us 7 and then heidi trixie john and then 2 guests kym and lynda

came to 12 dimension teal coloured clouds

bill saw a map before us with teal at 6 oclock where bill sat

tom 5 was tom and the airport the grounding space red purple orange seats to wait for the teacher to be revealed

catherine 3 was me grounding still red scissors and glasses cut the karma and learning and the teacher

debbie2 the people of the swan pinky purple with black hair all small like fairies in front of Debbie

orchids around her neck and leias of them placed by this male and female seemingly naked fae people

NIL 130 between 1 And 2 the white path the column

sveta yellow unlock the secrets of future

jodi 10 purple black red the land of shadows past where we can unmake and manipulate the past

andrew 9 white the angels unfolding dryathem unfettered breaking the chains

Nil 730 between 7 and 8 the hand of God church the pyramids forming merkaba on the hand of God

Saw a rose vase form into a bowl in the middle

Heard a mandolin or lute being played by quan yen

From there a vortex of two colours forming smoke then roses floating everywhere red and blue death is final but rose is eternal

Death is physical finite btu spiritual is eternal and infinite

Pink flame jesus /lavender flame quan yen braided

Dragon came chinese style beautiful

We rode its back and round and round the room in playful arching

then came back to bodies the end
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dream night before
4 november

golden grass ankle length

meadow

golden clouds gazebo buddha with fu man chu

he rotated floating

namaste apporace bow at head he disappeared

bow at waist he disappeared

bow prostrate he disappeared

how shall i approach you

the enlightened one i heard over him

he patted ground said sit here

and then he showed me 2 paths one is finite the doors open and close

and ultimately you have to go back to beginning anyway

but  the other is a spiral staircase going up and up to new planes new dimensions ever more close to God and

is truly the path of light so choose well

[redcatherine]

10 Nov 2004 48th initiation
bill :a see through pyramid
c: between jodi and Andrew
golden leaves laurel leaves sapphire with a centre vortex turquoise golden prick
A: andrew stairs
c:feeling pushed along quickly like getting squeezed
we have come out the mouth of the  leviathan purple black
I see razor sharp teeth we come out on its tongue like a balcony
We're out in space around a globe

The symbol of x is drawn in field with a pie shape above it another cross
Pyramid glowing each sside diff sapphrire amethyst pink and gold
Right in middle a man in golden robe golden beard
Ornate vase urn one metre high man in gold beside it
A flow of energy spiral around it
Urn opens up
And issue of spirtis coming out like pandoras box
But not miseries
Quite beautiful rainbow colours of crystal seem to be singing
Think you are right andrew another dimension
Only we are not quite there
In the ashram before it
Asurrhythm azarithem
Jewel like spirits
Not angelic not alive beings either
Man name ? all gold
Crystal ice place
Someone in front of andrew
Ceremonial spoon looks like boat with oars out
A libation poured into your hands
Angel on right shoulder
A diamond ring there personal message engagement
B: all night there
A lady higher self in monk robe
long reddy brown hair short very studious spiritual
But Other self physical body community immature impetuous
Champagne bottle cork coming off
Being poured over you andrew
She is short 5 foot 5 sleight of frame short hair purply red but higher self past hips long reddy brown
T: monks robe
C: Spider on ceiling glass pointed towards sveta
A:Legs dangling over each head
C: feels like bitten on right wrist
Ice sugar cube white blue look trhough want togo in it
Jodi andrew no don't go in
snake in there
Can you see snake
I see beautiful fountain Quan yen
T:I can see door behind it rainbow light
Amethsyt in middel gold around it
I think we are learning discernment
Pointed toward jodi
Into rainbow vortex bet jodi andrew
Holy spirit dove laurel branch in mouth
Floating flying in spiral down tunel
Bright pink everywhere
Woman near bill peace love compassion
Man too weapons lightnight botl razor metal war severity discipline
Like the 2 jewish pillars we began with polarity duality
Put their hands up made arch
Makes a tunnel
Walk down the arched tunnel
J:Dragon fly
At end there is ocean
I feel like future and past either side
A:Sun is blue
C:Where are we
T: I see seashore on right and reminds me of judea
So we are not in another space but a time
Waterfall to lagoon to river to ocean
Cliff going up a
There is  k lady wreath round head simple tunic is climbing that moutain cliff
White eagle white feathers in circle round the middle of cross
T:That  x symbol there again with four dots This one in glass
I see each of four circels is a force top left pink ornage top right blue /fire water bottom pink and green //earth air
As they pull apart each becomes a crown and the vortex in centre is formed
Talking about a new way to open a vortex by yourself
So if sit in group of 4 no I thnk 4 limbs two hands two feet
X is christ protection the four elements balance make them pull apart
Energy from solar plexus male storage centre
Like we did with fire and ice and came out of our third eye
Symbol to place over body for protection
I was wrong that was white eagle
It is a gift spiritual

Reminding us we were given a homework to go into vortex by ourselves
Get fire and ice and the female centre or
do all 4 limbs all 4 elements try easier and then move forward
Pillar of fire purple from floor to ceiling
We are to follow white eagle up there
Golden trim around this purple pillar

Ayanhtmi ayancthami like that –the name of this eagle ??
Then dryathem
Angels devas
Many purple eagle huge golden crown on its head
T:Two crystal pyramids
A type of merkaba so we go in it
Angels blowing trumpets all kind of red roses coming out pink lignt everywhere
T:Peacocks
Crown on eagle john
Mary there queen of heaven standing on snake kinda like quan yen know difference bet faith andfear know discernment
Energy in people surrounding us right now angel between each of us
Rainbow coloured lights coming out of their hands forming a vortex
Golden table fountain of light
Mary floating above jodi hung a sphere in heavens
holding up baby jesus- he is light of the world
The light comes down over whole earth
In front of bill a telescope eye glass purple gold rainbow colours too
B: castle monastery round window on hill near debbie
T: glastonbury
C: yes wales england arthur
T: all monks with shaven heads waiting to greet us
C: jesus end of cathedral hall the sacred heart with pink and blue lights blood and water more an image than really here this time
Monks gregorian chanting
T: out of his hands little tiny arrows bolts of light on the entire congregation
B:Gravestone cant read it it is not chross but round things like
T: arthur and guinevere
C:Parchmnets all rolled up on shelf wrapped in casement tied in brown string
T: manuscripts
End tape
A pentacle fire not wanting to go in
See demon bound wooden and chains shackled a large one
I Did not want to go in
But Bill says go by it
he sees a rose we follow we see blue door rectangel and also golden light pentacle ball of dragon t: said leater should have gone in door instead we went into the glden dragon light
Down tunnel crouched on bellies smaller smaller bill lead us came to quartzcave filling with water man there kuthumi he raises the veil the blaknket removed we float up surrounded by cherubs gloria excelsis
Seea book closing and a coin emerges
Purple eagle again round the room saw images as eagle flew to each one
C:Saw eagle fly to right side of cross show me  jesu cruicifed dead removed sadly and then easter taken from crooss resurrected golden glowing beard changed to gold too
Ct:and then saw araafat dead image only smiling not really there heard pray for palestine
B: pope vatican really pretty I will be next pope lol
A come back to me pass j: native american cermeony buffalo black wing b=fire painting on her head
D: emerald pyramid sapphire light golden lady with golden peacock behind her and golden crown lioong golden hair like queen cletic or asian not sure
Gives debbie a necklace of sapphire and emerald large lozenge hanging down too
b: I see rose quartz I
s: back of eyelids
a caterpillar resiting morphing stasis the rianbow coloured caterpillar with golden head and jeweled eyes and antennae
a large book closing now see golden coin come out iof the middle of book rising up
Like apyramid on one side and on other a man face in middle of it writing around medallion or coin
B: we will get more of these have to remember this next time

[redcatherine]

Friday 12 November 49th

Lynda , Jodi , Catherine , Bill
John in spirit sitting in chair debbie usually sits in (as seen by Bill)
(later :eric Liddell
and John the Devine the gospel writer and Eric Liddell and green right leg angel of the mist)

a gypsy horse and wagon to begin with and rellie of jodis
then jodi saw a runner with mustache running in desert
lynda saw red and blue (Scottish tartan stewart)
eric showed us red and white roses the stuart and tudor
and also flag of turkey and (central america )banana republic
plane no passengers crashing in water
Bill could not see him though  
my gma his cousin sent him her best wishes to me and debbie
he is scotland greatest athlete famous in chariots of fire film the biography of his life
an olympian running athlete and a champion boxer
missionary minister teacher martyr china
had visions of Jesus and his messages
said can see future and past if we try with clarity of thought and purity of intent
gave us purple heart in crystal ball
we were told to make ours spirtual bodie limbs into the four points of compass and then send consciousness into the centre and send force out 4 ways

saw pink ascension angel helped us up after we formed vortex together and we formed female part of crystal merkaba

bring conciousness to become thruway tunnel between ears no physical matter there no brain or skull etc
just thought and vibration in spiritual head
met green angel gave us holy grail
Bill Van de Berg male force of will thought closing and holding open the walls
Jodi Bolton female power energy creation of vortex opening vortex and rounding the tunnel

use the 4 limbs
right hand blue   cold ice   female  electric white lunar angel
left  hand orange hot  fire  male    magnetic blue  purple heart solar angel
left  leg  pink   warm earth female  magnetic pink  ascension angel moss
right leg  green  cool air   male    electric teal  angel of mist

4 asian storms thunder lightning rain and wind all male one sitting over jodi

eric teaches discipline look thru  windows on either side like portals of the vortex see future on right past on left
said he is becoming a chohan and world teacher

divine john teaches open elliptical vortex leave rose and wheat in the opening as door stop symboliseslove female hard work labor male

silver birch made 10 male merkabas with thought that fast  out of 3 elements need at least 3 used moutain earth and lake and air to form it . we must learn to control and use thought to form create and sustain

[redcatherine]

50th -W 17 November 50th

right away diamond merkaba 5 pyramids in cluster over table
4 angels each facing a diff direction nsew on compass rose

debbie jodi blue north
andrew white
green south
fireplace

female n to s
male e to w

male north and non dominant hand so north and east yellow orange fire and yellow red-pink earth (yellow)
female south and dominant hand so south and west blue white water ice and blue green (blue) air

not expected are they turning ?
yes slowing counter clockwise

row of pink crystals over vortex above merkaba
mt fuji large i'm cold sveta
south pole mt herebus Tom

sinking merkaba vortex a new one
aurora borealis north pole

i feel tree of life  should be made right side up with force of will
like we learned to make things right in last 2 lessons

but wait one reason down is we are in australia we are down under

let us leave it
go into vortex then

stairs columns of light mostly male
halos around head chohanic a stream of rainbow colours
4 5 heaps evergrowing countless all the ones of past present future ?

behind rainbow stream of colour assembling around lake
quan yen lavender and all the ones of lavender bhind her

chakra rainbow order next indigo then blue like that
we are spinning the wheel also symptom of 22
rainbows spinning a wheel of universe not a little vortex huge
one that humanity can transcend the shift
so many people can just learn to take the 5th
steer the boat on river of life

going counter clockwise female
huge angel with feathered butterfly wings ivory white it is green
she showed us friday snow on mountain mist on lake moisture in cave fog on moors angel of mist

white look thru it see teal turquoise green 2 coloured wings

male pyramid bowls going down side from capstone must light the lamps
one each compass rose

so north is bill tom  -green air  
jodi andrew east - blue ice water
cath fireplace -orange fire
debbie red pink  earth
lights coming up from base

seen from top the pryamid sides lit up become the x the angels the circles
our limbs the lines of the rose compass around us the square

Lesson :

magnetic positive female waterfluid wet dark non dominant side  
electric negative male fire fluid dry bright dominant side of body

Power               Know             Will               Dare                  Keep Silent
Word                 Intelligence     Energy        Courage           Subtlety
law                   Liberty            Life               Light                 Love

                                           
Kerub sphinx    Man                Bull/Cow(ox)     Lion                  Eagle(Griffin/dragon)
Astrological      Aquarius         Taurus           Leo                   Scorpio
Element             Air              Earth            Fire                  Water
Gender              Male             Female           Male                  Female
Force               Electric         MAgnetic         Electric Fire    Magnetic Water
Gospel              Matthew          Mark             Luke            John                
temp                warm             cool               hot                Cold  
Weight                                                Light Gas             Heavy Ice Solid
Moisture                                                Dry                 Wet                  
Magical  Rose  Undines W    Gnomes N    salamanders S    sylphs E


Place               Creation         Farm             Jungle                Sky
Body                R(d)leg          L(nd)leg         R(D)Hand          L(Nd)Hand  
Christ              Incarnation      PAssion          Resurrection   Ascension      
angel        pinkascension    green mist       yellow solar       blue  lunar

When calling on Elements to aid you in your rites,
it's not uncommon to hear the Call for the Fae of Earth, the Undines of water, the Sylphs of Air and Salamanders of Fire, along with a whole host of others, it's a common part of our lore

Power   Kerub Sign    Element
Know    Man   AquariusAir
Will    Bull  Taurus  Earth
Dare    Lion  Leo     Fire
Silence Eagle Scorpio Water

Newest version
Sign     Symbol       Element Virtue  Latin  Emanation
Leo      Lion         Fire    Will    Velle  Light
Scorpio  Eagle/Dragon Water   Dare    Audire Love
Aquarius Man          Air     Know    Scire  Liberty
Taurus   Bull         Earth   Silence Tacere Life
[Sun]    Ankh         Spirit  Go      Ire    Law


btw Tacere also means  to hold onto not necesarily to keep silent

7 candles on each side
top vortex well done

male spirit here
4 male
buddha
thoth
fortune-ganesha-candle in each arm
asian ?
jesus

egypt buddha christian hindu
they come together touching energy top of capstone
wheel spinning now clockwise vertically top to bottom
water fire air earth becomes one colour

pyramid seems to follow us as we see in 4 directions all ways

bill rope ladder jacob straight up jewish symbol kaballah
andrew area covered ice
cath : want to see future only see past /osama bin laden on funeral pyre not possib;e
laying in state carried on back of mourners middle of 3 coffins which look like beds
have they died in sleep or poisoned (made their bed jodi )dying next year 2005 cath
lovely energy in this room

five towers castle glastonbury jesus buddha hindu egypt

jodi future uniting of planet thru disease a lot to die /gene manipulation in plants/people cloning growing body parts major .spiritualism huge uniting all religions start of it anyway

andrew 4 horseman / pyramids of mars/cloning in trees

bill stained glass round window sitting head bent forward mourning pope snuffed

tom keys of enoch we will use again

cath : geoconcentric circles of future

gateway opening ganesha there monkeys all around mouth of lion
bill follow that dove there

dove becomes book becomes an eagle becomes john divine in blue with halo

huge angel behind him kneeling four now kneeling around him
sphinx matt mark luke john he is talking can anyone hear him ?

jodi eagle symbol used by hitler misused symbol backwards symbol of sun

sword of light in johns hand a vortex above it a throne room all diamonds of light around it

andrew a pool with a wall around with cross around it golden spike pointing down towards water graves all around it

i see mary i see the moon candles around the sun

6 walls each with godhead 3 male 3 female ganesha parvati jesus opposite mary thoth opposite osiris mother and son

moving it with energy counter clockwise
whtie eagle placed staff with feathers slowly turned our spirit being shifted i am now where debbies body is
a twisting
a change
as above so below
going clockwise below
so female on top this time in vertical open male closing
huge vortext now

like gravitron ride the floor falls away
round like whirlpool
crack schism tear above us

out comes kali as destroyer beautiful flames all around her
see monkeys and rats and ganesha
on top on bottom stars peace light starry sky unity

going down this time a dove an eagle white eagle this time
green frog three legs luck deb blue lake sun yellow sky pink dawn  

moon rise glows orange red in lunar eclipse
rhiannon here with stream of fairies

i want to know about this gnome now kobold
I keep seeing artist depictions of this gnome who is he
what is his name

white beard green cone hat pointy shoes
he is shown lighting the world with white eagle mother gaia and quan yen so he is important l

ike buddha elusive we need to go further along to pick up subtle energy
anyone get his name ?

Callum or cowan comes to mind
master of the seasons jodi
spreading golden seeds throwing them everywhere skipping andrew
harvest them Andrew
flying up followed by faeries
there are 2 lines one pink one blue
lion man cow eagel split off male and female they split
interested we have a riddle


jacob ladder again up to sphinx
female with 6 arms
kali is there

blue green
eagle is air green john
cow /ox water blue luke

orange pink hand
lion  is fire  yellow mark
man   is earth red matthew

opening now a square with 4 circles around it
and 4 angels around it
they were making the 2 vortices

diamond spider cave starlike protective japanese warrior
shekinah like the moon ,mary huge hands , female kali rhiannon , isis

cave opens to the sun male side of godhead
yahweh, pink orange yellow light
put yoir hand over it it turns to gold -debbie
double helix red and blue lines a tube a vortex between kitchen and window

golden ball like a jigsaw puzzle like a little bonzai or an explosion
shamballah

white eagle silver birch a huge silver fish big as the men are
abundance and christ like the rainbow serpent becoming stars -pisces(end of march )
male side disappearing

female side waterfalls moonlight jungle
stars moon
a pear -jodi (Christ )
naked human half man half female two snakes out of ground twisting round them
raven -tom
eve pulling snake off tree lilith
an apple
and cupids all around
then a heart
then jesus with sacred heart pink and blue all around it
the blood and water
gifts on our laps

i got a bowl on my lap i have to put something in it -jodi
andrew white bladed sword cuts negativity stab it into ground cause a rupture

bill a tarpaulin to cover shelter protection as you do for other people home

whte box with a charity give to all round the circle

white wrapped in plain paper pink ribbons
love a puzzle in blue the eternal puzzle always more to learn
buddhist monks on one side and angels on other
always more to learn

sveta asleep

debbie clay hand made flowered vase start a garden to grow flowers to put in it

Lesson importance of Tarot to alchemy

A pack of Tarot contains the fifty-two ordinary playing cards with the addition of one "picture card" to every suit, namely, the Knight, placed between the Queen and the Knave. These fifty-six cards are divided into four suits, two black and two red and have the following designation: scepters, cups, swords, and pentacles or disks.

In addition to the fifty-six cards the pack of Tarot has twenty-two numbered cards with special names:The Tarot in its turn is quite analogous to the Kabala, Alchemy and Magic, and, as it were, includes them. Corresponding to the four first principles or four letters of the Name of God, or the four alchemistic elements, or the four classes of spirits, the Tarot has four suits -- sceptres, cups, swords and pentacles.

Thus every suit, every side of the square, equal to the point, represents one of the elements, controls one class of spirits. The sceptres are fire or elves (or salamanders); the cups are water or undines; the swords are air or sylphs; and pentacles, earth or gnomes. Moreover, in every suit the King means the first principle or fire; the Queen -- the second principle or water; the Knight -- the third principle or air, and the Page (knave) -- the fourth principle or earth.

Then again, the ace means fire; the deuce water; the three-spot, air; the four-spot earth. Then again the four-spot is the first principle, the five spot, the second etc.

les Taraux" tarot from 1522 italy meaning the discard pile of a game called trumps or triumphs

for example:
the red is electric the blue magnetic the duality the polarity and the balance in the the hands . The vortex can lead one to the bear constellation which is a trajectory for another civilization.

26. In the center, a eight-spoke wheel; spokes are alternatively red and blue; over the wheel, the Initiate wearing a golden crown, and holding the blue crown with the right hand, and the red crown with the left one. On the right, an Angel with a flame over his head; on the left, a bluish flame that looks like a bear. In the Italian figure, the red crown has been replaced with a red cane.

The tarot gives many clues to the magician and the alchemist .

[redcatherine]

F 19 November 51st
before class jodi and tom tell us how they managed to get thru vortex opening it alone  jodi got 3 gifts a staff and bowl and ?

see green angel top pf pyramid circle around her
so confirmation top of drawing
greek columns appearing
vortex already there
our higher selves calling it to being
ellipse pink around edges fire golden light inside
dragon warrior accompanies us but a dragon in himself

our new merkaba shape before us
pyramid here another upside down one
dark black purple with fire on top
volcano now spinning
green mountain cold pretty snow on top

up and down and around
4 like 2 sets more of top and bottom in 3 pairs
so compass rose around
the dominant is fire and air

sveta : birds eye view yin an yang

domino 3 on top 6 on bottom :Bill
pattern is 3 from the triangle of circles to open  for vortex
and the 6 below are the 6 points of the merkaba

like the drawing
mummy and pyramid :Bill
underworld under earth : jodi

compass rose with a staff that goes thru centre that it spins on
like the top of capstone and to midstone on the base

what about the mummy ?
standing in front of jodi
lyre : jodi
flute : bill
pipes of pan : tom
male and female aspect : jodi
rhiannon and pan : Cath
taking us to faeries realm celtic
gnome is here i hear he is hiding
ok running between from tom to lynda
mischevious get a chance make yourself green cone hat put on a beard make yourself as short short stubby fingers britches proper jacket with buttons down front
made red nose red cheeks white beard santa claus : cath
father xmas : Lynda
gonna follow him pretty pink and blue lights full of faeries
rudolph : tom
part of it : cath
crystal ball on table : bill
in centre the moon and stars in it :tom

i see rhiannon sitting there -earth on one side night and day on other time and snake wrapped around it -gold purple green rhiannon sitting there too

dragon here

beautiful blonde lady dressed in crinoline :tom

dragon to tiger bill

and then to bear changes form : sveta

merlin there : bill

xmas time : lynda

past human length fingers i hear prophet scholar stick a wand glowing light both hands stirring energies forming a little vortex in front of her

a witches cauldron : lynda
ochred book of light : Bill

golden horn french one with ribbons : cath
cornucopia presents falling out : tom
worked with merlin an apprentice : Bill

christmas something happening  : lynda

christmas carol : past present future spirits : sveta
i see the first one present

we are going to visit elementals world
The gnomes are the spirit elementals of Earth
we go there first

energy in lions chair empty : Bill

music spiritual
walking in a line now spades hoes rakes on our backs : Bill
walking towards : lynda
from cathryn to jodi :Bill
digging for diamonds like snow white : sveta
thru bottom of tree underground down down fire on walls torches stairway down smells like bog and peat lovely and then we around ireland and gorgeous smell
a saucer of milk out tonight : tom lol
big tables here and we come in silently dont talk until they talk to us and then wait to get a message :cath
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Lesson :
Little people everywhere,
Your fun and love I seek to share,
Leprechauns here my call,
Shy elven folk, come to me, one and all.
Salamanders led by Djin,
The candle flames you may play in,
Peralda, Zephyrs of the air,
Enchant this place and make it fair,
Leader, Ghob, of Dwarf and Gnome,
Come make here you happy home.
Neckna and your undines bold,
Play with me your games of old.
Nature Spirits of all sorts,
In friendship let us now cavort,
As fairies fly and satyrs play,
I feel my problems fade away,
Your fun and love and laughter come through,
And help me feel alive like you.
by
Andrew Silar Brooks
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Earth: Gnomes
The nature spirits of the Earth are called Gnomes.
Subgroups:
Brownies
Dryads
Durdalis
Earth Spirits
Elves
Hamadryads
Pans
Pygmies
Sylvestres
Satyrs
(leprechauns)
Earth Gnome (word invented by Paracelsus, but probably based on the traditional kobold)According to some traditions, their name comes from Gob or Ghob, the king of the gnomes, whose inferiors were obviously called Ghob-lings. name probably derives from the Anglo-French *gobelin (medieval Latin gobelinus), which is probably a diminutive of Gobel, a name related to the word Kobold... According to some traditions, their king is called Gob Gob can mean several things: In pagan folklore, Gob is the king of the gnomes. "Gob" is a common name for bituminous waste coal . and you shut your gob to be quiet .In the physical plane the elementals take the form of gnomes or goblins. Ghob is King of the gnomes (which is where the word 'goblin' comes from) and therefore when invoking the elemental Earth one can call upon Ghob. The word 'gnome' is derived from the Greek word 'gnoma' meaning knowledge. Being earthly creatures, the gnomes correspond with ritual salt, gemstones and rocks. They are durable, stable creatures corresponding with responsibility and thoroughness as positive attributes though also with inflexibility and stubbornness. From Ghob, the King of the gnomes, comes Goibniu in Celtic myth. In the associated myth, Goibniu is a smith-god involved in making highly powerful weapons. He corresponds with healing energies and building abilities. He was eventually christianised as 'Gobban the Joiner', builder of churches.
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tom : so before we come back let us see who has got thru the vortex
i am told only debbie has not : cath
bill i went thru the vortex saw the godhead
i loved mine but i have to come back a little earlier and so did sveta because I saw a banshee and she banged a gong
and said it time now to go catherine
so i came back and did you hear the music  i heard the song a jig but also
like frere jacques in a way too with the notes extra beats though
1 2 3 4
56 78
1 2 3 4
789
yeah and they showed me a clock :bill
and why werent you dancing with us ?
well i was dancing round the maypole: jodi
I was drinking in the corner of the pub with them lol : C
that exactly what i did : tom (lol he meant maypole )
I was drinking as a gnome at the big table with this old fellow and he was telling me all about life and spinning a yarn
literally a long white spinning flax on a staff spinning there by hand

and said  life is like a story you can just sit there
and wind it all up tidy like an old lady
or you can drink and enjoy life and dance to make a good story
but you can not  make it any longer or shorter so have some fun
as before you know it you will be sitting there like a old lady
and yours will be done enjoy your life
and then all of them jumped on the long table with their feet
and started clogging you know the irish dancing

then all of sudden he leaned forward and said
but you  dont fool me catherine I know who you are
and you have been here before and you came as a lady
we were all dressed as male gnomes lol

and so I went (phwapth like this with a flourish of my hand over my face and shoulders )
and I made myself  beautiful really really  nice
not like now middleaged greying and fat lol
beautiful long hair and makeup and a little white peasant top with ribbons and half of it hanging out as you do
but a long modest dress all colours green red gold

this is true I was there before in dreams lol
i remember  I had practiced with the vortex and been there last week
(in the hottub at the jetty ) and there was this  fellow i was sweet on then red hair a bit balding pointed ears lol
a handsome face twinkling eyes and charming
so he came over then and they pulled up a chair for me
at the head of the table beside him
and then they all danced for me and the song went
ji didd ji ji didda ji ji
la la la la
lada da dee da
la la la la
lada da da
did dee dum
pum pum pum
dum pum pum pa
la la la la
lada da dee da
la la la la
lada da da
and then he said dont you have any  presents for us this time ?
so I said what did i bring you last time -i dont remember
he said you gave us all kisses
i laughed and said i did not
so i gave them all american chocolate kisses
and threw them all across the room
and he said what will you have of us ?
and I said I would like some more of that irish mead
and I will give you some of that american whisky
so i gave them all jack daniels of course !
and we shared it all around and he said thats all right then
but then the  black banshee came and she had a clock like a gong
and she looked at me nicely and said
it is about time now catherine
and banged the gong and I came back

so you went to a maypole and there were all these women
J: i went to the fireplace and there was a  comfortable seat for me there and I read these children a story and i sat in the story chair and i spoke to them and then I had a craft class and I was teaching them about making wheat and corn flask dollies and then we all went dancing around the maypole

there were these hands knitting something and then they were giving everyone money golden coins and then gave us all money and then i did the maypole thing and i saw another group there

was it david's group
dunno ??

bill: sat in an ochre chair talking about our future not drinking we were serious i saw like a diamond thing and saw the godhead and then i looked up and like a big long thing and went up there and they turned into these people that were these little short people like hobbits hooded cloaks over their head devas very tiny ones

they gave me cerridwen named me cant i go by katy no youre cerridwen here so I looked her up to see who she was
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by Karen Davis  -Ceridwen is a magician who features in the mythical version of the life of the genuine bard Taliesin. Ceridwen had an ugly son, Afagddu ("ugly"), whom she wished to make wise. She brewed a magical liquid and had her kitchen boy Gwion tend it. Three drops scalded his hand and he licked them off, instantly acquiring all the knowledge. In an ancient, ancient hunt she pursued him: first she became a greyhound and he a hare, then she an otter and he a fish, then she a hawk and he a rabbit. Finally, she became a hen and he a grain of corn, and she ate him. She became pregnant with him and he was born nine months later, a boy of astounding grace and beauty whom she named Taliesin and put into a coracle in the sea.
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so I saw a banner saying failte -pronounced failsha twice
potato cream and onion soup they were eating
and then come on lets dance all the flowers twisted round it
but someone started singing the 3rd oldest song in english
gay is the garland i give to my mary
early one morning just as the sun was rising
and i thought this was funny that we were in ireland
and they were singing this old english song
and they all kept coming up to us singing
and saying welcome to the inner earth :Tom

how did you go sveta i was a little gnome
then i was a woman with long beautiful blonde hair and i was the bartender then i came back

so that was the compass rose for the north

from the merchant of venice
what news antonio the ship wrecked
on the narrow seas called the goblins ?:tom so they consulted the oracle

the merkaba also continues to develop :
By counting, this new shape would seem to have four triangular faces for each of the six pyramids, for a total of 24 triangles. But as in the two-dimensional case, pairs of triangles from neighboring pyramids fit together to form a planar quadrilateral face - a rhombus but not a square. So the polyhedron has twelve rhombi as faces
- this is a rhombic dodecahedron..

[redcatherine]

52nd sunday
because we asked about the merkaba
there is a really detailed one on top of the table turning slowly
it is blue red gold green and another colour starting to form ?
6 definite spikes on an axis giving 8 in total
as it is suspended on 2 major axis the thicker principal ones
north and south
it spins as earth 23 degrees though

2 small ones forming so  almost 8 around outside
at the middle as the 2 pyramids pull apart the middle
becomes a circle of squares upon which the new spikes are formed
three lines of energy pink yellow blue
i think the 6 colours that we saw in the diagram is what this will become
as it pulls apart see the flower of life in middle like a lesson
can you feel all the energy around the heart ?
each pyramid has a distinct colour
the main axis is at 23 degrees that one is rainbow coloured
they are the four colours of the elements
yellow red at bottom going up
lines on outside represent the angels
that come in to help so next will be green
as we have had solar lunar and deva
they start as none then1 2 3 4
i see green ring on outside : 4 outer rings and 8 triangles : T
blue at bottom now : B
and green leads into blue : T

a woman here asking us to look at it again
dressed in a robe looking old and regal looking queen like
are they opposite colours or the same
look and see so is red north and red south
or red north with a green south
so they are opposites we see red/green  blue /amber

a human being now is in the da vinci pose
in a green light in the middle
pushing up thru the vortex
like a balloon
see the vortex pulsing up powering up gorgeous

like lights on crystals : bill
like aurora borealis : T
it will change from pentagon to hexagonal based pyramid  .
what is her name please ?
elanor of aquitaine : Tom
says we would find it helpful to learn the Hebrew alphabet
drawing letters in front of Bill's face

she is talking about 4 elements
earth fire air and water and she shows a swan to demonstrate

she points out that the beak looks a double tetrahedron
which is the axis of the merkaba
the neck looks like the curve we see when the individual merkaba lines up with the group one going out and up and back in

and look at the wings looking like angel wings
also the symmetry male and female aspects of god

so this is why the swan  is a symbol of the enlightenment

shows a star making the pentagon

the head the wings and the feet makes 5
and the bird goes up flies that is the ascension
and it comes back to nest that is the avatar
to feed its children

the triangle of the male is the wings going up and the air
and the female is the part in the water coming back down
so male is air and female is water
and nest is on earth

but how do we get the fire out of there ?
upon its death when it immolates as the phoenix and rises again
as the ugly duckling to become the mature swan each level again
as are we never the master always the fool
but ever onward and upward we strive
as little ugly ducklings to the heavens

at the end of each stage we see the feathered staff of white eagle
and see the swan fly as we hear its song announcing a new end
and a new beginning

She now makes a peacock with a wave of her hand
it is green purple gold .
the peacock is becoming taller and becoming a woman now

Rhiannon is here long golden blonde braid and stars in her hair
beautiful gown with a trailing robe
she walked over to lynda and she places a diamond merkaba on her lap and she waves her hand  in a counter clockwise to make it move
and says come along so she is going to use Lynda  as a demonstration

she would like you to do the homework of opening the vortex alone
says you can do it makes a large merakba
pulls you out of your body and takes you off
squares around middle ..reminds protection not golden net
put colours around you of a fog like body should be made in 4 zones green and  purple and  red and gold
so the red and gold are the back of the body
and the green and indigo are the female colours on the top
just as she is giving us a lesson
not just left and right
but top and back too

kali is here now
and a large frog on the table becomes an egyption beetle
joseph headress i see something like that : Bill
i see 3 kings : lynda

3 kings in disguise bringing expensive gifts
no crowns showing just head dresses
the ladies are here too
they have split the circle as we should split our consciousness

elanor rhiannon and kali
and a merkaba
Casper Belthazar and Melchior
and another merkaba

and then we hear a merging noise that is horrible discord and friction
she says alignment smoothly in rhythm and progress
or chaos and discord and nothing happens

one on right male close clockwise
with 3 females to balance and for harmony

on left female counterclockwise
open with 3 males

look to this lesson  with respect to all 6 of the merkaba pyramids  

message with Bill
3 camels one walking one sitting  one going to sit down now
past present future
sitting down first oldest one melchior white beard
welcome sit on female side
look at the lake it will become 6 one goes under water one in air
the spokes come out now in all directions round the centre
talking about the spin now ,on the axis the top clockwise deosil
the bottom counter clockwise widdershins

the others ones dont all do the same thing .
each turns with music these are easy like the compass rose
but the grinding of brakes or hit the gears the wrong way
more than bringing light into body
must be at peace

in order to show you are able to go to the next level
have to do alchemy
puts hands out like this makes golden light  

the discord comes when we try to go beyond the basic set
the real clock the beauty of the harmony
to pull the first 4 off the axis each turns with music

new homework have to make this yourself
the other  two sepiroth the other 2 colours of elements

3 wise men throughout ages they came -melchior is like merlin
Now second one talking balthazar is like kumeka
standing up as talks to us
like andrew made the merkaba for us
we have to manifest in our mind
it should be simple to manifest in our mind
to visualise you might want to build it in clay or draw it
we might even be able to make one tonight
as you see it so it becomes
but  it doesn't stop there
it definitely goes from 3 to 4 then to 5 to 6 sides of the merkaba base

the third gaspar/ casper
is average height the middle one asian
this one is also confusious
as before he says and again and again until one has had enough lives to live long enough to retain it . the light coming out of each of the sepiroth
in a sarcophagus
(like in the hurtak video -is shown )

when we get our individual merkaba to be stellated and faceted
then light will shoot out like a beacon
like the light of the conjunction of planets in alignment
when jesus is born .
we have little mini stars in each of us .
this light will come out of our body thru the top of the head
at the star aperture and then below out the earth star .
be aware this is painful

the magnets will feel to us
like when radioactive isotopes are introduced or blood is drawn
this force alone will act or affect the  circulatory now
the electric is male like the burning of your nerves which it affects
your bones are neutral
you feel this brief instant of pain and then you have an alignment
you are called the magician
and the red and blue flow thru you
you open the vortex send out the beacon
which tell the universe you have arrived
and that's when you begin lol
everytime we finish we beginagain
he is smiling and says yes
every ending is anew beginning.
believe it and make it so
recognise self
allow self to be one with  the fool again
it is the way
to kill the ego

long white beard fu man chu star of light around him in green robe
as he is facing lynda pink red to bill blue and to tom ( new site ) orange
i see methuselah a very old man : tom
he takes his hand puts it in your heart
like banshee was telling today

something special about the heart chakra to form the vortex
right hand clock and left counter
and then forms in the heart a merkaba
he makes a crux an x

a human body in the centre
the top is the element is missing the daath sepiroth

we have drawn attention to ourselves though
our light comes out like a beacon
when we feel the quickening happen to us
we will pull thru the earth chakra

it realigns molecular structure the first step of longevity
the right foot the baby step of both feet like this
and when we get the adult feet we then live forever

so he says we can stop slow down the aging process
but not now not yet
stay work on spiritual growth
now shows fetus there are 4 different birds there

so you will see all 4
a bird for each of compass rose colours of elements
we will present this to the rest later
phoenix / fire
raven / scavenger earth
cormorant / water
eagle - condor / air
5th look up from centre is the vortex you
become the 5th element yourself
the 5th is the apex the capstone
pigeon : bill
emu : lynda
dove : tom
peacock : cath

jesus laying in state on stone
he rises
angels  there ressurection
pushes bar away from self
breaks death doesnt he
veil over top of him all grey
a spiritual veil
the veil folds away gracefully then around him
he wants us to look at colours
4 plumes
floating up the risen christ
heart to toes down pink -earth
heavens ice blue
star fire orange
around head gold not green the colour so sun not air
one coming out from male energy  centre
a plume of purple or teal  
jesus over lynda
what colour comes out back? blue indigo : Tom

so colour  comes out back thru front out of male storage centre
difficult to do while laying in bed
so you can see why we are to learn to stand up
you can levitate float over bed : Bill
i see a christmas star over your head
and a hawk or dove  there in the air vents
pink and blue above lynda
going around and around
into dimaond merkaba
go up there a vortex there a diamond in his hand
when we go up we are like when we saw gnome
recall the rule of silence
do not speak until you are recognised

i see star with 16 points : Bill
told to keep going to try soon
i will be able to ease up : lynda achievement
jesus was there

ok i saw a lady in pink and purple first it was peralda
i could not recall her name queen of slyphs and she asked me to calle her name in respect so i siad honestaly i know there was a p r and l in it that is all lay the light

thru the light flower a pink a purple lady in a long gown ribbonw of light long brushing hair diana
apollo father sky
(meyoh teai) air
to know this is ascension going up going out flying from the body

Tom into the vortex diamond gabriel stage
semicircular red and creme and green around
then jesus appeared standing in centre
children smiling beaming
seek and you shall find
pyramdis triangles shapes everywhere

bill vortex diamond amber inside time
anti clockwise past  
clockwise the future
we must turn the vortex to see time

[redcatherine]

53rd Wednesday Nov 24th 2004
All present
read notes from Friday and Sunday of those absent
viewed Jean Luc video comissioned by Hurtak
Voyage of a Starseed Merkaba

follow the pink sea serpent on top of the ocean someone working on eyeballs twisting in either direction :B

see them all in a row 1 2 3 big then smaller behind : C

hurts a bit attunement to see in darkness pink in middle purple on outside bacteria on floor
centre line luminescent bacteria : c

a porpoise showing us the way : T

a lady greeting us by first pyramid like a  round thing with all light beams coming off it she is a queen just outside the pyramid : B

that is Queen Nyscha . I see tunnels underneath anchored floating like arches below I see the structures and see 5 arches tall elongated narrow at capstone capstone of pyramid crystal or diamond spinning counterclockwise :C

all the denizens of the deep surrounding it whales and everything here : T

a nice long line of ladies and blokes in egyptian clothes all in a row on the base of the pyramid peaceful looking talking to each other : B

like grids and patterns : T

we go up have meditation lesson down later and a feast like we did with the gnomes to go in quietly : C

walking on a rainbow light beam : B

two fists around double  doors knuckles touching each other it is neptune holding the door closed until we are invited he has longblondy white hair  : C

he has  a trident like a fork all gold but has all shapes in it : B

King dark long black hair and queen at top waiting for us the lady has long white gown on and gold halo sitting on floor of of captstone kings chamber man is showing us about the merkaba. the man is telling top of it going counterclockwise so he slows it down to show us 3 then open like tetrahedron mouth of bird then squareleviathan then pentagon -swan

pushing and pulling energy arms goingup and back like jewelry box with music and grace very slowly now the vortex gold and whites coming off it : C

dark hole in centre crystal thing very small kinda like a diamond squashed it is the light seed the diamond of shamballah in our heart so that seed has grown and we will use it to make our own quickening to make our wake up call like pink and blue light saber how it was pulled out and two colours pink up blue down come together like ribbons when it spins and music

te duh tee di tor a dum then te te te te te ..now he is talking to andrew he is drawing a vortex in front of you and a web of gold ..can you tell us what he is saying :C

i could tell you but you wouldnt understand so : A
well give it off : C
yeah i am trying  berandus meranthus: A
what does he look like then : B
i see mostly gold like a robe and cloth pallandrums draping over a ceremonial outfit gold and red
a vortex opening now not sure if we have to go in :A

I hear Belay that order and he holding and showing if you put out right hand on bar pull one quarter turn to close male energy left on quarter turn opening female the bar is the spike coming out of your stomach the male girdle :C
it is a tiller : T

he puts his hands up like this he is talking about star folds up into the pyramid so after you get it going close it up for protection ..talking to sveta shows a pink chain across your face half a circle and a vortex and
she says a lady's name .. so what do you hear ..C
ask her to speack so you can hear it : D
she wont speak(yelled ): S

..dont be rude we have to show respect .. she is putting her hand over the male vortex and an octupus putting hand over it opening a jar this is the ryhtm this is speed fluidity grace with music shows rose bud on rose spirals fibonacci with each one that is coming on another colour another tone another chord musically turn your body keep your nose to the place where you started the spiral and your body is keeping with it like a fluid motion like steps going down she wants to talk about steps going down

she is talking to you the female one steps going down different colour like chakras quarter turn s to take centuries up is future and down is past the nodes are years a magician can go exactly where they want to go time is a bridgen  or a necklace  all you have to do is find the right bead  : C

necklace being especially made for the visitors T:
bill laid out in state like dead plunging arm from male storage centre up towards his heart :C

quickest way to man heart is thru his stomach : D
amazing thing swimming effortly and now it is  beautiful  there is no waiting no pressure no nothing : T

operation will be on each of us pink fog over you spirtual head like anasthesia alignment and attunement making somthing smaller in your head closing off negativity and and going to do it for each of us and one part is closed like a valve a black vortex or black funnel we have earned

this that they are closing this part for us and closing clockwise adn with right hand opning up a valve in your groin this light will now spiral in hit the heart chakra to allow the quickening he shows a movie over your head and shows yours going to 6 sided your higher self getting up two wings on  a light no body at all .:C\yeah is ee the wings : B\three strpas across body left behind  arms waist thighs fire around us now and doing operation on each of us says we must be baptised in fire too .

going to jodi stairs going up a pyramid 22 steps to get to the top shows a giant climbing the wall this is to do with a legend a large male his back like a scarab beetle and a coloured line coming down from the bees nest in a capstone please  tell what your own colour is one string coming down
i see teal to me :C
to purple : J
I see blue i am not sure actually i think it is the same andrew: A
pinky red crimsony colour : B
light blue and kinda orange : D
yellow amber orange : S
teal : T
cyan and magenta( red / green)
amber and indigo (yellow /purple)
orange and blue
so if tom has teal too
blue in middle orange on outside : D

new roles new mentors new stage but they will show us again if we need it so you are right next stage : C

I see two twins wearing turbans red sashes round waist  : J
Gemini the men i dont recognise besides the fact has something to do with gemini  : C

look over where i am two ladies here pink sashes and white gowns
i see pink and blue blue undergarment : A

The woman look like the irin the two that open the hand of God : C
so what happening in late may : D

no the influence of gemini as we had pisces before that : C
do you know what that guy looks like that played the flutes
Pan ?? curly red hair pointed beard legs of goat : T
i see a man like pan but under the water and changed to like him but under the water (legs like fish )

humanoid too : A
i wanted to be a seahorse : D
ican see us all floating about normal looking : T
a person just walked between us he hands me roses turns into a baby : C
I see a life raft : J
I can see one of those coffin things ( sarcophagus )
why is daniel in hospital : D

operation ..brought us message of new beginning 5 spirit will look after you and teach every point of the pyramid
the higher self not cognitiviely impaired at all the teachers are the kings and queens of the 4 elements and Jesus .

says thank you and he has left something about sveta too i forgot anyway time for banquet swim downstairs the doors open the rule of silence applies until someone comes up to you first form yourself the way you want to be then see yourself swimming thru the door we have a period of 5 to7 minutes of silence then bring back what you got so please remember it : C

i was swimming into vortex by mermaids led they took my hands i said i am sorry that i did not say thank you to the king and queen so they appeared before me i want to be serious this time and learn from you so they showed me about the merkaba said we are working ont he 6th one there is more of the mystery that we can understand right now and that it will become a multi faceted stellated crysal with the spikes all around it and that we have passed the 22 now it was the square based pyramid with five pints when counting capstone and the two from the axis so four square based ona  long axis is 22 they said that when it starts to turn because of the wheels you do get a truly stellated crystal not just around the middle when the 24 is done the light moves thru the dna and changes the structure and closes down the death cycle so what he was doing was not closing down negativity vortex but the death process making more of life cycle towards becoming immortal closing part of the death cycle in each of us : C

went with gnomes and heard i am aligned there where you come from where your family come from we have an affinity with you and started talking about the pollution on earth and said it affects middle earth : T
puts belt around stomach puts hands on my heart bloody hurts me then went away then a big collar on my neck like diamonsd or mirror glass : B

i remember about 10 years ago a friend of mine said that there were 2 crowns one white one red immortality and the other eternity they placed both on head merged together and then i went into a blind trance for a while and they said we are all to turn up on friday : A

taken to other end of hall given scroll told to open it later asked to see the great pearl and talked to it cant remember what it was it is so vague now then saw a lady who was holding her knees and i was talking to her about our work and what we are doing and she took out a pie and she took out a very small piece and said you have done this much about a 20th so a lot more to go : J

wow so a lot better than knowing nothing : C

a big squid long tentacles down into a cave underwater volcano very cool hit the 7th floor pretty rocks there the thing we were standing oon was glowing and it was a like a cliff but i wasnt supposed to get down there and the other place was with 2 kids or short poeple went to see the city the walls were solid but like glass but they would move : D( like jelly fish : J)yeah : D

reminds me that on the video the jellyfish ashram was underwater looking like a flower of life and a merkaba and the lesson of atlantis is the mrekaba each element gives one part of puzzle of lesson and i recall something the queen said too ...: C

before we go a sceptre too what you carry when they walk the queen around : B
a mace : T
yeah : B

alright what the queen said was look to your  gifts and what you  got.. what one gets all get take what you get and and share them except for your belt which has to do with being a warrior .but attached to it i want you to see 6 lines she said you have moved to the 6th merkaba ahead of us and you have 6 seahorses in front of it like a chariot so that was an individual gift . the sceptre and the mirrors i dont know what they are about the necklaces the crown the scroll the sceptre and theere are 3 gifts and 3 lessons and a very pretty rock

remember the pain i had my heart jodi you are going to get the same not sore i hope you get that too

jodi important to read the scroll now because you ahve some message and what i see as you open it up is fire letters on one side and ice letters on the other .

she says i have been a mermaid : J
but that is not what the scroll says that is a personal message to you it has to do with the crown the mirrors and the sceptre what each is for and also someone forgot one of the gifts it is sveta it is a golden net thick like a chain they flung it at her like this but she is asleep again : C
no she is not asleep right after you asked her i nudged her with my foot and she goes what !! (rudely ): D
so jodi look and tell us please

the mirror is reflecting negativity it has a warning colours and the crowns are go like this open and close just like the merkaba and the points are every other colour as they merge red white red white they are male and female

and it means that we have gotten that far that we are working on our eternity and our immortality

they did merge : A
what is sceptre for power a key to take us where we need to go : J
inside the sceptre is a blue flame and inside of that is a trident and she is right but i think
more than a key : J

and i think you wield it bill although it is for all of us you do it is like a cross between a magic star and a key a trident like posidon :C
past present future : s

hold on when they said we have to be here only spiritual
and a salamander crossed the table and said remember me
and made a four in fire earth up to air over to water to fire makes a 4
it is a golden net you can fish for information like I got part of the drawing

i think the thing andrew got with the crown is like the lesson at kolbe on the school crest as taught in year 8
the priesthood devotion of life to god  the white is eternity
red is martyrdom the sacrifice of life to god red is immortality

great pearl at bottom of ocean See Matthew in Bible

[redcatherine]

friday nov 54th
six stripes of colours
bill salmon andrew nlue imperial jodi purple then debbie (ornage red ) green sveta had amber i had orange (teal ) tom had red
i think tom is to sit on re dand debbie on orange and me on teal and we should try this on wedns
two salamanders king and queen red king blue queen holding hands dancing round jodi
vortex opened iowth water in it bleow her feet then flotating on the table

bill and i went as dwarves jodi was right we did not need to dress this time

prgenant lady in red skin gaia giving birth volcano
pele came holding a tree in left hand upside down on fire and a giraffe in the right hand right side up

she made an erhtquake volcano running and green fertile one side barren rock on other

votex still there but wider much bigger in the crack
we floated down like burning leaves not up though
we saw many entrances one was a rock covered by blue spider others like diamonds all sorts

bill said go to the dining room between jodi and lynda sitting in sveta place this time

,ale gollum slink away and bats and smelly slime on wasll molulds
saw gollum female green crone holding the pearl for barter long skinny green arms

i gave ruby ring of rhelaing lynda gave carrots seeing in dark jodi gave slippers fuzzy cold bare feet bill relcutanctly allowed us to give veg from him potaios beets adn oninons

then she gave pearl to jodi and we all asked questions
one C was 16 teeth of circular saw from bill and 18 points on circle to which folded in on self to make a sphere would become a pearl

each coloured shaft forming it yes over 18 will be 22
first 8 on top 8 on bottom = 16 and the main axis is 2 more
lynda asked how far your perception limits you only go as far as we can understand

bill from jodi worried about job properly and heart not needing a heart like adouble edged sword one with one without effective both ways but woiuld have to learn to work another way then

pearl is the full moon for women of magic as it rolls down the mountain of shamballah the female can use this magic to aske questions or as jodi said go with mermaids to bottom of ocean and seek the great pearl there in meditation the great pearl is the kingdom of god it is shamballah and all knowledge past present future

we flew across the desert to mecca pele nebuchadnezzar babylonia mesopotamia

we saw turbanned males and headressed ones camels elephants old market place india asia then giving way to only middle eastern of all ages ont he right were all females on left all males
stone woman at temple
blazing in golden light
a rched doorway bill opened with staff we went inside 5 rooms
up stained glass winodw spirt angels : bill
north room straigh aheda air library round small room and books air to know and merlina nd perlina queen of sylphs all kind s of magiacians : catherine

to the east was water : jodi
to south was erth : all of us later
and to west was fire : lynda went there
jodi saw message about love and about great pearl and about her marriage as well

catherine a golden merkaba opening like a grew up from a round flat thing grew a long skinny neck liek the giraffe of pele
and then it opende up like a muisc box feberge egg and skelton hung down for earth nervous fire blood water brian air and heart spirit

and we must get our spike tonight jodi and i  must ask jesus for mine and fire she as she believes and name the poisno na nd the weapon and the cause i said by your suffering jesus you have redeemed us pierce me please with your sword of justice and set me free

not blue in front but black not amber in back but white 3 angels in front cherubs 3 demons in back littel small devils cartoon like
slid in like butter pressoure like knots in tummy and wind and then mine in ball of fire with jesus

jodi in ball of water as it slid in waves of colour to right and left of it and an owl minerva on shoulder and pearl for a head pink and blue ribbons on either side of her head and then the pearl became a coocoon ofve her whole body told she would emerge a butterfly with hexagons all done pearl was her story

we went to earth room first cow then table with crown with wings flew to lynda head guest of honour i heard small crown for on table her help white silk pillow she saw but i saw a red silk pillow there instead
three face tirnity crone maiden and spirit gaia and she became green cerunnos /pan wife
tower on head become the triple crown of the tarot card

in each room we may walk thru to the kingdom of god each element provides a pathway .

pink and gold ladeer going up and a vortex going down
up the ladder sawa  pyramid

dunce caps off white eagle there funeral pyre of the native americans become the whell of life

and then we walked into the line bill first and the fools hat taken off our heads dont be fooled by illusons walk on the sky is blue the path is before you all green begin again you are graduated what is next dont ask this is enough for now goodnight

[redcatherine]

sunday 28 nov
discussion of what was resarched from last journal entry
then discussion regarding the re-alignment of the circle and moving to a female counterclockwise direction difficulty in sending energy from my seat  to the right where there is a fireplace on the second echelon

we have completed the ring of 22 steps the first time now going above that wheel to the next one so snake and dove make the first 22 steps the major arcana of the tarot

-tonight the 5th element SPIRIT the King is Jesus

We saw a throne with a man in it the face obscured by aura so too hard to see . We believed it to be  jesus heard lion of judea the throne was a lion and carved in stone the legs of lione and behind on head and two lions either side for 3 heads the trinity confirmation it was jesus sitting in front of fireplace this it the place of honour for the teachers of spirit left from his right shoulder came a red sash from his left shoulder a white sash  they crossed in the center he held the crowns of immortality and eternity red crown right handed martyrism and immortality left hand service and eternity and servitude he began to lift them up and down as if on scales weighing them measuring them we are to choose one or we are to choose both . Above his head there were three cupids with trumpets long fluted like Gabriels.

On the opposite side facing the king was a queen on a throne which became a unicorn .She held red roses . She was dressed in a medieval costume and sitting sidesaddle on the unicorn and her face was flat like a tarot or playing  card . Tom saw Mary in a stained glass window and Bill saw a large wooden carving of Mary .

We saw swirling clouds and the hand of God holding one pink lightning bolt .Tom had sword of pink lightning thrust in to him the Sword of Christ immortality from the hand of god as pink lightning .it was pink and orange then male a female and twisted through him in either direction form front and back . Michael appeared giving him a crystal merkaba for us to view 10 sided on top at first 2 upside down pyramids . He bathed Tom in his blue flame . We saw the merkaba form into a stellated crystal spinning .

We saw a vortex appear over Tom's shoulder and we went into it . There was a bridge stretching from the ktichen to the dining room with three crosses of Jesus and two thieves in the centre f=4 paths of trevail which are tribulations sacrifice service trials temptations and martyrdom etc after the centre 4 paths of joy  eternal bliss salvation comfort and peace.

My papa appeared ! Walter Hilderbrand !!Before Bill he placed the large baptismal font of white grey marble from New York Avenue Presbyterian Church in Washington DC Grandma had said Papa was instrumental as a deacon  in raising funding for it .In it the water from the river of jerusalem which baptised Jesus there by john's hand  and from this now polluted water my gma and papa had brought my own baptismal water.She came too with  a tuning fork and a metronome and her steinway baby grand piano . Now the stained glass window appeared behind Tom's head that gma commissioned in memorial to papa. Papa appeared to Bill as a euro from the age of columbus , a past life together the time of the triple crown first being used by the papacy . To me he appeared as himself as i knew him .He gave me a kiss before he left on my right cheek .I heard him sing doxology ; Praise God from whom all blessings flow Praise him all creatures here below .Praise him above ye heavenly hosts Praise father Son and Holy Ghost . Amen I could hear the beutiful organ music of NYAve Presbyterian Church

We went into the baptismal font were washed in its water and cleansed and then we were baptised in fire by the holy spirit as the flames came out of the font soft blue like Michael's flame looking like gas on a stove . Then the flame became pink the flame of christ . Also blue and pink for magnetic and electric .A dove was overhead confirming we had been baptised in fire by spirit tuning slowly counter clockwise in the font the vortex formed and we went across the bridge into the back of shamballah.Lynda saw Autumn and the falling leaves then I saw death as the ghost of Christmas in  shroud . We were at Winter.

We entered into a land of ice and snow and crystals all cold and sparkling . It was winter on the north compass point .
Tom saw a huge white sphinx that was alive. We saw an all crystal all ice palace with a gigantic golden clock with emeralds laying on the floor .It was ornate lacy gold with 12 points on it.  It began to open with music and to spin becoming long and tall ,opening up like a jewelry box to become a carousel of 12 pillared marble rooms each with one throne of the zodiac with a white marble statues in each foyer . We each chose a room to enter alone and come back to share with our message .

I went into scorpio saw a pyramid shaped lake of fire three temples on the triangle lake on the corners eachon a circular moat . These were the temples of past present and  future and also the temples of the trinity .Then an arm presented an upside down sword blade first i grabbed it red hot and it cut my hands I put it into my breast bone as a symbol of protection and seeking god pointing ever upwards .

lynda went to sagitarrius and all wooden panel room
Bill with a cigar wrapper man liek rembrandt ??
then tom to libra saw scales and ??

We went into a green vortex with gold trimming like the clock at the end of the hall shown to us .

We divided the clock into 24 segments one each for 50 years each minute 10 years each node a step one year and the seasons can be found too shown winter in north summer in south so spring east and west autumn .

Bill chose 1962 we went to where he was then where I was then where tom was in 1962 and tried to see the past and confirm it .( bill saw papa wearing the signet ring of masonic ldoge when he appeared again in 1962 as we went back in time - i took the class to the reflecting pool on the mall in dc where papa tooks photos of us in 1962 Lynda saw the flowers on my hat like a garland round it and the holes in its weave and alight dress on my sister and children . and my brother in a blue suit my grandmother in a ladies wool suit and Bill saw Papa in  a London Fog trenchcoat with a masonic ring on his right hand the second finger in . Bill saw the peacock there which we saw at Evans Farm Inn after the Easter outfit photos were taken at church and on the mall ) the end

[redcatherine]

56th Wed 1 Dec

Green blanket being lifted up a rainbow
like a peacocks tail coming out from the centre

Starting a new leaf a hand being placed into the arm that is coming to each person to the male storage centre , heart chakra or  third eye  seems to be walking from one to another .

One aspect is a measurement
the other part is an attunement being re-aligned
you can feel as if you are being shaken gently right to left
like shuffling papers and hitting the table to straighten the stack
a shuffling of the energy in our spines
the colours are all coming out like rainbow colours  

One from each of us comes out as a coloured flower
the hand of God holding it like a bouquet
siphoning analysing measuring sampling

A cello not being played :Tom  

A pairof hands of the Goddess Shekinah
a pair of hands of the God Yahweh
two pairs of hands twisting this column of light that they made
and the one on top is Male is twisting it female widdershins
and the female is twisting it the male way deosil
a balancing
the male becomes more female
the female becomes more male

Teaching another method of opening the chakras
move the energy spiritually and in this technique
bill would be responsible to turn the top counterclockwise
and I to take the bottom clockwise

Pink rings out towards window
blue towards dining room
Spin it faster to come from us but not deplete us
so bring it in through female
and push it out toward the circle out of the male storage centre
this feeds it
if we make it stronger .
dark cloud around top
to another dimension : Bill

Jesus floating like resurrected christ white hood over his head
the number 4 is being written on vortex
four keys hanging from it
there are 4 archangels here
not  cardinal points but nw sw ne se
they are moving slowly clockwise
putting the brakes on energy we just made
helping us to control it  there are now 6 spokes to the vortex
we have had vertical or horizontal this one is 23 degrees axis
spinning counterclockwise blue and amber so we are all at 6 on our merkaba now the one represented by going through our male energy centre so I am sure we will get another one

We are off balance An extra shell : debbie
The pink orange may be the one it is it will come as 7 8 when we have all developed them on our own individual merkaba
will be able to get them  on our group merkaba..

More like points on a gyroscope that spin
the other two like an anchor you can feel in your heart
the spinning the vortex becoming quite strong
another inside geoconcentric

A little one half way up around the edges
you can feel it too
I see the cello is being played now a string instrument
like the timing of leprechauns it is thumping t deep means balance
and earth energy from male instead of female
Funny thing on top is pair of scales : tom

Now jesus there again red sash and white sash
holding egyptian staff like flames across his chest
looking somber and strict right now calling attention
wants us to listen to something .
Confirmed that there are 6 hands and we will need 8
what the 6th is I don't know
I would like you to listen and look
when we had bill strapped down or saw him there spiritually strapped
at thighs waist armpits
each belt aligns with our own energy centre in body
each a band of protection for us

3 on the merkaba now
three lines of energy in all different directions .

he would like us to look at the one pointing towards the mirror
the indigo one which he is showing heat from the cold magnetic
blue magnetic top - amber electric fire at bottom
this is heat given off with the opening
he wants aware of subtle energy when it opens becomes stronger

to be an author of it to make it right
to make the right direction with the cause and intention
that you have
not too strong not too weak .

and then the third to be aware that a vortex
can be opened by someone unfriendly to you
to pull you out of your body
as we move up we have more  protection but  more risk
we have more protection with higher energies -more faith
but less too because we do more and more by ourselves
but we get stronger that way don't we :sveta

yes he wants us to move on in this way
becoming stronger more independent
and So  be aware so that if you feel this
when you are weak in those moments before you sleep
might be sitting in meditation someone opens one parallel to you
to (a )take your energy
to (b )to take you where they want to take you
or (c ) worst than that to take control of you

Now showing the sun like a coffee maker
filling up these cups my cup floweth goodness and mercy
from 23rd psalm - have faith not fear

White alabaster cup like the sphinx material
in less
12 rays dripping one into each cup
and adding to the energy that each needs for the path that you are on
but also adding energy to the circle
Each resonates with a sound of the octave and each has a smell
and a colour there is one in  front of each of us
So try to get the essence of your ray
these are the 12 divine rays the one is coming to you
is the one you chosen but also the balance of the colour that you are now and the colour that we are seeking
and wants us to look at it smell hear it feel it Taste it say amen

I was with hilarion green
and jesus said I was needing to move toward the green ray more and away from the blue I am teal now

before we go to sleep we should replenish our body
with the light lay on the beach in full moon or sun
not to burn or freeze but to regenerate
to try to do vortex standing up
so turn at waist legs opposite fo hands when opening opposite
when closing have to put protection around us
cover up whenever you sleep
a lot of work at night now take energy across whole body
front and back left to right too is even better
and showed a cartoon character with a 7 sided opening on the rocket the man climbing into cockpit always protect self very deep very far

Tom : round room in candle pentecostal table lord jesus hovering above rust brown shell under right hand a parchment like scroll saying
to all of us here
these are the keys to the kingdome of heaven
meaning what was on the scrolll
Sveta : nothing but back of eyelids again
Debbie : we went into diamond shaped crystals
inside was like all around mirrors
in centre big box filled with dirt
and had all these water lillies in it
I could tell my higher self was talking
but to the person not me and i could not hear them well

So something about earth water and balancing and blue
First in circle we are all sitting on a round pure light circle of light : Tom
Kings room jesus with cloth around the head Egyptian cat tall skinny ones Big bright thng bright diamond : Bill

White again on the stairs with jesus
want me to do this path and will help me create this way to do with

Andrew : I got white and purple beget thy judas
betrayers of all which will henceforth be removed
in the glory of thy name //

Rem :though given 6 elements now still must balance those three
the triangle with fire is also the scientific one fuel air and heat

showed a vase like hebrew vase with oil in it :Cat
Awarded to champions outside for everyone to see now represented in stone cup things

Need oil to have flame if oil spills puts out the flame or if not enough the flame goes out

Have to balance the three or no flame at all the air is top put the top on the urn and it goes out right away -Fire is the fire hand oil the ice hand .

Need oil to have flame it is the fuel or EARTH
if oil spills it can put out the flame
or if not enough the flame goes out

Have to balance the three or no flame at all

the AIR  is the top of the lamp
put the top on the urn and it goes out right away

the flame is of course the FIRE

one hand is the FIRE but also  EARTH
and the other hand is WATER but also AIR  .
complete this balance with the akasha SELF  the silver
and the SUN
more on this later

Jesus says these are the most powerful tools your hands
but now they are weak so make them strong