Manifestation, bargaining with our "Creator(s)", m

[karnautrahl]

I didn't quite know where to site this particular question so I'm hoping here is fine.  

Whilst I don't have a fixed belief in anything much beyond the fact that healing is possible as it's something I practice, I have experienced stuff to convince me more exists.

So my question is this, for the first time in my life I've come across something that materially I want that much that I even considered praying for help in getting it. Now I don't pray . However the concept led me down thinking about manifestation-this is something I personally don't see the reality of-but I know others do.  Basically the bargain I kinda floated in my mind this morning-as if I was asking "God" was this.  I originally asked once if my healing could be allowed to grow as strong as was needed to heal anyone who would ask.

Today I asked if perhaps if I dedicated all of my real working time to healing of others, without any fee (which is what I normally do), could I be allowed to ask for the increased possibility of acquiring this thing that I want?

Now the question is slightly convoluted as by nature I can't go and work on someone with the intention of the reward in my mind. I don't work like that and couldn't. Basically I'm after a Broom 35' European boat, a particular one-because of her energy/spirit and I just like her a LOT.  My partner does also, but for us to afford her would be possible but incredibly difficult.  He's not persuaded to take the leap and I haven't tried to fight for her the way I would normally-because it wouldn't be fair now. The stakes are too high.

All I need is an increase in potential luck of clients coming my way-IT clients that is for a time, and I could afford to choose her myself. However I'm zero good at creating business.  

Anyway I've rambled on loads with this question-that's the sherry I had on an empty stomach. Basically do folks feel that asking "God" etc to aid with this, clearly a materialistic aim to be within the bounds of reason or am I just stupid . Thank you for reading, I'll post something more sensible later on

[karnautrahl]

LOL I managed to post something so boring no-one replied?

[halfphased]

No need to bargain with yourself.  just intend what you wish to happen and be honest with yourself about your desires.

[twitch]

try answering your own question. it looks to me as if you already know the answer. trust your answer.