SOULJAH LOG 333

[Souljah333]

i'm writing this for my own reference, but of course you're welcome to read and reply to anything.

i was reading about Denver Airport Facility (http://www.mindcontrolforums.com/underground-bases1.htm). noticing that a lot of my travels had been in an airport type complex, but it never stood out as anything significant before. i did some AP after reading. lately i don't pick much of a direction...just let myself go wherever i'm needed/called.

this time it was in the direction of my step-mother ()...who has always had a severely negative energy...probably the most intense i've ever encountered physically. she's had my father in a zombified state for well over twenty years, and worked to keep him estranged from myself and my sister, but that's another matter...although no work i've tried in the past has helped. i welcomed the opportunity to see what i could accomplish this time round. i could feel here energy (thick, black & static) as the air cleared i saw the energy outline of my father and she was flapping around him in miniature (10")...draining his will...like a giant insect. i grabbed hold of her by the throat () and began choking her to death. she screamed and thrashed about, and then in her last breaths she began begging for her life. i have never trusted her...ever. i released slightly and told her she was forgiven, at which she smiled, and the smile grew...and then she began to cackle and attempt to free herself, but i tightened my grip once again...and said, "but you are NOT absolved". something else was speaking through me. she shrieked in rage, and eventually went limp (although it took a great deal of time). from her little evil body rose several hundred spirits (all women) (all different eras, but all white...none ethnic). they all carried the same mat black, hostile energy. i manifested a light sword and went about slicing these women in half, and commanding them to go towards the light. i managed to get through a third or so...when i realized that i was standing in a large airport terminal....filled with spirits in procession that possibly were following some ley lines?!? i continued slashing at these women, but the energy had shifted in their favor, and they simply melded back together and continued to join the others filing through the airport.

yada, yada, yada...this is the really strange part.

i began pulling the spirits aside and telling them that they had to go to the light, that they're families missed them greatly, and that they were dead.
it still didn't feel like me talking. the situation looked like a regular airport with people heading off to wherever they head off to. all different people, all walks of life, and ethnicity's. nothing i said was effecting anything. in frustration i grabbed hold of one guy and began trying to "save" him.
i felt  frustrated...he looked amused. i told him he had to go into the light. he said he was. i said that his family wanted him to return to them. he said he was. then he looked me in the eye and asked what all "this" was about. to which i tried to explain he was dead.  he laughed, rolled his eyes, and began to pull away. suddenly i felt like a crazed mooney trying to convert people in the airport. suddenly everything twisted around in my mind, and the "light" became clear...it all became clear. there were a certain number of souls that were trapped here on earth. that were being used over and over again to complete some sort of agenda, and i was one of them. we are all one of them (), and when we die we are drawn to the light (like a moth to the flame) and we are set back into the project, when normally our souls would rise...instead they are kept here on earth. i felt a huge longing from higher above me as i began to fade out of the scene. a great wave of love and sympathy pouring down on me from what i can only describe as my "real" family at large.

333

[Souljah333]

another interesting link that led to the one above.
anything interesting underneath your city???

http://project-ufo.com/landtop_copy(a).html

[GypsyWanderer]

so what is the real deal with aliens, ive met one,  red burning eyes, it "tore" thru a dream into my room.  before that, a few months before me and two friends were getting out of my van, it was dark, and overhead to huge propulstion lights appeared and then blasted off at light speed, this being my first real ufo encounter.  do you think "they" are keeping us souls trapped on earth to work for them?

[mactombs]

do you think "they" are keeping us souls trapped on earth to work for them?

Oh my goodness, yes. Any being sufficiently evolved technologically or otherwise to the point where they regularly defy the laws of physics is always in need of some good manual labor.

[GypsyWanderer]

then this is bull excrement and i am sick of suffering needlessly because of damned aliens breeding lymph nodes and what not in my neck and making me "depressed"

I am not wise, not now, so please enlighten me, do we sit idly repeat this loop?  personally, my soul cannot take it.

would they then try and prevent us from entering the astral consciously aware of it and its possibilites then?  

they must love the earths pathetic belief systems, its like we perfectly set up a world where their controlling us is so easy, did it start early? egyptian times perhaps?  

how does one practice this awareness when one feels he is constantly awaiting a point in his future in which he will transform and live the niceness he imagines in the world and yet that point is always another side of reality away?  breathing? insane outburts in public confession of all his secrets and fears? confrontation to those so called friends he loathes and misses so much?  egg splatter goop

[Souljah333]

dear gypsy,
glad to see you around again. missed you in all the craziness of the forum being down. it just hit me so clearly that we're all so greatly missed by some loving cosmic family, and that that "light" was bad. i don't have a clue about what's going on...but yes i feel that we are being used in a way/recycled souls that are severed from our evolution. i think it explains a lot. we're still attached to our higher-selves/family, but we're trapped.

"...Last thing I remember, I was running for the door. I had to find the passage back to the place I was before. 'Relax,' said the night man, we are programmed to receive. You can checkout any time you like, but you can never leave!
                                                        Eagles "Hotel California"
(not sure how old you are, but if you're not familiar with the song. definitely download and listen to the lyrics. too odd).

i think it would explain why it's so difficult to overcome any attacks and negative influences...bcuz for all extensive purposes we'd be playing by their rules. we like to think that everything is pretty much neutral, or that the playing field is even. we have the choice/free-will to chose either side. i don't think this is the case anymore. we have this need to keep the "faith" which i'm sure amuses them to no end, if not frustrates the sh*t out of them, but i can see where each time we're recycled we get weaker and weaker, although we strive harder and harder to seek our way home through spirituality. and in a way that could make us very special, and validated as soldiers of truth. whatever is going on...it's reaching it's climax. i don't think that our higher-selves or family can do much to aid us. they have in turn become the watchers, and the watchers the players. i have a difficult time in pointing the "all-mighty" finger at satanists. really they are (simply) worshipers of saturn and the feminine, but i think it's a religion that could easily be used for some very dark, alien type agenda. we've all been infiltrated here. i do think that vampires have a lot to do with this, and the reptilians as well. i'm not sure about the greys and such. most people say they're a slave race. i have no idea. i know that i am taken on a regular basis by both sides. on the lower end it's to program and implant, and on the higher end its to de-program and remove/nullify implants and rework/cleanse my energy. i think that everyone is going through this...most just don't have memory of it. it leads me to feel more so than ever that this is very much some matrix we are trapped in. that none of this is real. that we're plugged into our day to day life as a distraction from what is really going on. what will happen to us when their agenda is complete?!? good question. i guess we could think of it like rats in some science lab...those of us that survive...i don't think they think enough of us to set us free. maybe we become fodder?!? or maybe in the best case scenario we get a savior?!? it does seem pointless, but i don't see where we have a choice...i think if we give in...we're stuck forever. i think that might be what we intuitively feel is hell. it still worries me that there are a lot of kids that seem to be drawn to the excitement of the dark-force. i thought that "new" crystal and indigo children were being born to guide us out of this mess, but they seem so easily led astray. maybe they themselves are programmed to infiltrate as well and dismantle the evil from the inside?!? maybe the dark-force is getting too strong?!? maybe we're all standing on the edge. i know i'm TIRED. tired of backing up, tired of fighting...but i'm a soldier...so i have no choice.

if anything more comes to me i'll let you know.
stay strong & be brave...not much longer now.
no matter what...i'm pretty sure this is our last time round.
and god knows i'm not into letting go anytime soon 'cuz i definitely don't want to play another hand in this game!
333

[GypsyWanderer]

dear lovely 333,
I'm sorry i don't have the means to really carry any value , or at least i feel like I've let everyone in my life down and I'm a worthless piece of a trance looping in a body.  i liked that gypsy kids picture you posted too.  i had some weird stuff happen to me today, well and yesterday.

before i get into it, have you met me in the astral?  I'm pretty sure i wouldn't remember my astral experiences if i had them, but honestly i feel like i go through a lot of things i am not even aware of in this physical brain.  it is strange because Ive asked people to try and contact me there, but now i don't know if its been done and i am just that gone.

i have a parrot that seems to be wiser and more aware then certainly anyone else in my family.  she knows i am afraid of her biting me and she knows just how to flaunt what shes got.  she opens up her beak really wide to let me know that she knows exactly what i am afraid of.  when i was very little and this parrot belonged to my grandmother, i developed a close relationship with this bird in her cage on a visit, when both of us were young. then i was at least a bit more "pure" and she probably knows me better then i do.

recently, as Ive said things about the "universe" constantly reminding me about my nonacceptance of my life's actuality, the parrot is in on that big time,  or else I'm really a wack job.  just wondering if you have anything you've been through, for me, i am getting the feeling she wants to be closer to me, to be on me more, to almost teach me about what i am doing, she definitely knows how to point it out.

do you know if these aliens incarnate themselves or children spawn into body's to deliberately seek out certain humans and stop them or help them to whatever end.  my old friend Ben seems to be not a normal earth or human soul, maybe an alien, but my own projected thoughts about him are what keep me down a lot. like my life's worth is based on being friends with him, i can see this is wrong but i feel week to it anyhow.

Ive missed talking to you by the way.

the dream i had last night was like a video game, i was a Jedi maybe? i was with others too, a woman.  or i believe at the end of the dream i unlocked this lady as a hidden character, why the bonk is my dream set up so it can seem to have video game menus i look at?

that reminds me of last year when i believed i had reached a state of being known as "menu settings mode"      ohhh, i wish things would come clear.

i did leg relaxation today on day 1 of mastering astral, then fell asleep because i was frustrated, had weird in and out of dream things happen, delusional about a spider outside on my window where the sun was coming in and delusional about a car pulling up where i was parked hiding. (i park behind a place called Raily Hill in midlothian, near that alien complex skyscraper i think exists )  

my posts get worse and worse don't they?

eeew, my foot is asleep, aaha

later after another attempt at some MBA exercise i feel asleep to not really remember a dream but awaken with a strange familiarity and understanding of my father and his brother, like i was in some encyclopedia while sleeping about my dad.

i also hate the fact that i am weak to sex and its many twisted porno forms , after i have sex i feel really depressed and usually just want to stop whatever i am doing and give up/go to sleep, but of course leading up to it is just like, well leading up to sex , yeah.  should i feel guilty?

i downloaded switchwords but I'm afraid to start chanting or singing while my sister, mother, and little brother are in their rooms.  but i will put what faith and intent i have left into them as i can. thank you for that. and what about those shelves?

oh i know the song hotel California, and that IS crazy. BTW, i am 18 years old, i wonder if this means i am no longer "cool"

ah, this is your log and I'm writing all over it irrelevant things, sorry sorry, i will stop now,  

Gypsy

[Souljah333]

i've missed you darlin'. i thought maybe i'd done something to offend you, or i was boring you maybe?!? some pair we make (sorry's back and forth). NO MORE SORRY's between U&I...okay?!? i know what you mean about sex. i'm eating a piece of italian cream cake...subtly sweet, creamy, cool on my tongue...but something about that kind of immediate gratification kinda makes me sick to stomach. so i never fully enjoy it. the weight of the world is heavy on my heart/mind...somewhere children are dying from lack of clean water, and food...and i'm a sick, twisted, perverted, self-indulgent pig...posting bullsh*t on a forum full of other (see above) freaks that all want to impress their enlightenment on one another. Am I close?
Oh what a tangled web we weave...
when first we practice to deceive (ourselves)!

i like the bird. she likes you. we all like each other. don't be afraid of her. it hurts her feelings. she can't do anything about the "beak" and you'll have to get over it, as a demonstration of your loyalty...my sweet Jedi...the beak doesn't exist...just your fear of it. i'm not saying that you won't get bit. she is most definitely absorbing your fear...animals do that (absorb the negative) to help you relax and get past it. if you don't than you're forcing both of you to deal with it...when you could both be loving to one another. depending on her size...the worst she could is break your finger. i think it still be worthwhile. i guarantee you if she got hold of you once...she'd never do it again. out of sorrow. i've been through that with dogs before, and the best thing i found to do was sit in their vicinity with my back to them...and let them come up on their own accord/on their own terms. let them make the first move. you have to let go of your expectations with her first. and that's a big lesson in itself.

i'm sorry you aren't fairing well. remember there's a wave pattern to it all. and IT WILL shift back in your favor. you just have to roll with everything till then. it's going to be like this always...up and down. i heard a word yesterday and i can't even remember where. a commercial maybe (something meaningless like that)...the word was "engage". it's been on my mind since. it's a powerful word. as long as your engaged in something your mind will be clearer, things will be less drastic. the waters less turbulent...there's so much one doesn't notice when they're busy.

i dream gaming type stuff as well, but i also dream in color, b&w, cartoon (that's weird), sometimes in 2D. the worst thing is playing some stupid game all night and then going to bed and i keep playing it in my mind till i wake up. the worst lately was "runescape", but the sims too when i first got it and played all the time. it was crazy. strange thing i love the myst series and would have loved to dream about those places, but never did. the last few weeks i haven't been able to remember much...really strange. i feel that it's intentional. almost like some very important information is being transmitted now, and something/someone doesn't want me to get a handle on it. i trust it is still there in my subconscious, and will come round when needed. you rescued a woman last night from the astral...that's something special!

eww...i'm tired! really tired. REALLY.

i know you will forgive me if i hit the sack, and continue this in the morning. my mind is too fuzzy to continue, and i don't want to write just for the sake of writing. i want to say something useful.

so sweetdreams my gypsy. maybe i'll seek you out this evening if the fates allow.
333
ps...you're welcome to my shelves anytime you wish

[Souljah333]

morning sweet cheeks,
where was i? oh yeah...trying to make you feel better. i don't know what's going on...but i know something is shifting. it's very, very subtle, but i sense it's going to be strong. as far as aliens are concerned...talk of it is usually contained in some tiny corner, as a place for "toshing" (as adrain would say) weirdos to connect. it's actually something that is being embraced more by the mainstream, then it is by alternative thinkers. somewhere in between i think there's a handful of very insightful people that are connecting a lot of things and coming up with some interesting stuff. i almost feel like science is losing ground/respect, along with religion. i can see in the future that the "firmer" things won't need to exist. if we're able to shift our consciousness into a place where we can heal and be one with god naturally, and understand more than we've ever imagined. we won't need all the things that i personally see as pretty much useless anyway. we won't need cars when we can transport ourselves, we won't need f*cking mc donalds when we can manifest manna, or fishes & loaves...no weapons, no wars, no poverty, no banks, no hospitals, no movie stars, etc. it's something i'd very much be into...cleaning up this place up! i can't speak for others...so many seem so dependent. i can't see where they'd appreciate it?!?

i also find myself stuck, and maybe thats what i'm looking forward to getting out of. i don't want to deal with my life the way its set up, and at the same time...i feel that i can't be "waiting" on everything to change. like the parrot...there's some great beak that stands in the way of most everything i want to do. i have so many great ideas, so much vision, but i hate the bureaucracy and the bullsh*t...i hate having to expend so much energy on all the doubtful people and their regulations, and everyone that wants a piece of it all. "the middle men". i know it's not easy being young in this world. with all the f*cking information flying around...there still isn't much in the way of sound/logical advice. being older i feel like i've wasted so much time in being resistant, but i was born that way (really). i have no idea what i'm rebelling against...but it's too strong to ignore.

you know that ever persistent question: "am i an alien in a strange world, or am i surrounded by aliens?" i can't say. i love this world, this earth. i even love the people and all their f*cked up habits, and the mess...like some incredible work of art...some intense collage that can't be figured out...but a lot of time in the back of my mind i wish it would all go away. so i could have some space to create something of my own.

so back to the aliens. yes...i believe they infiltrate! and its something that weirds me out. i don't feel that it has to be an actual incarnate type thing. i think it's more "long distance control". that can be switched on and off. my step-mother for instance. i honestly believe without a shadow of a doubt that she is manipulated to do nothing but manipulate. my father is a highly creative spirit. very alternative by design, and a freedom seeker. i didn't see much of him after i was nine and my parents split up, but he passed on his love for nature, his respect for native americans, his talents, his passion for being self-sufficient and living off grid, etc. now he is the most annal, self-absorbed, and fearful individual i know, and stuck in believing he is very much right about EVERYTHING...and i very much hold my step-mother responsible! she has done everything in her power to cancel out what is natural in him and replace it with some phobia. everything to him is about money...and my sister and i are nowhere on his list of priorities...he's told me as much. of course i'm a big girl now, and he can't for the life of him understand why i would "need" any association with him. he likes to use some adage about "birds being kicked out the nest when they're a few weeks old", and then they're on their own. anyway... obviously i have issues in this area...but it's this weird domino effect of "suppression". his wife keeps a heavy boot on him, and an insanely short leash. (they have no friends, no connect with "his" side of the family, no ambitions except money...and he works round the clock, while she vacuums). it's exactly the opposite of what he needs. he needs an exotic woman that's full of life and spirit that will inspire him to do great art. at the same time he keeps a boot on me and my sister...actually "repelling" us from his life. the more we want to know him...the more he withdraws. (instead of thinking that it's just normal interaction...he thinks we have some manipulating secret agenda). he totally functions to the "opposite" of what we need. i also have a best friend who at times i swear is part of this same conspiracy...and this is in relation to the friend you mentioned. when i first started hanging around with her (over ten yrs ago) people i hardly even knew went out of their way to tell me i shouldn't be hanging around with her, she was bad news, etc. i couldn't see where anyone was that powerful or detrimental...and i joked about with her. i can look at all the things she does, and write them off pretty easily to us being opposite in mentality. we are very much "night & day" and there is a balance to that. we compliment each other by filling in the voids, but...at the same time if i stand back a little, out of the corner of my eye...there is something very odd about it all. and hte shoe fits both of us. where i think that she is completely manipulating my life. she thinks the same about me!?! it might not be something you can talk about with your friend, but it's completely possible that he's just as suspicious of you. and that's where some little bell goes off for me. what is REALLY going on here? it's like software conflicts...there's all these programs that are suppose to help make things easier, but NONE OF THEM WORK TOGETHER!  and it can seem huge and overwhelming, or it can be totally stupid-ly funny. bcuz in the end...my dad isn't being controlled unless some part of him agrees with it (BECAUSE IT'S EASIER), and i'm not controlling my friend...i'm just going through the motions day by day, as she is...and the GLITCH is bcuz we both allow each other to enable each others weaknesses (although it's hard to get her to admit she has any)...and with all relationships we seek out...there is some great string attached. and whether it's aliens behind it all, or some twisted  program...i have no idea. i can see where it might be a program. that would seem the easiest. we are highly predictable animals and yes i believe we are trapped here, and that everything is being done to keep us from waking up. something to do with a "slave" mentality, but i'll have to think more about that. there has to be a way to circumvent the programming, but whether life would be easier if we were "awake" is hard to say.

i had a dream last night that i was faux finishing the new atlanta white house. it was strange bcuz it was george w & hillary!?! she was looking at my portfolio and asking me why i wasn't more famous/that she'd never heard of me...and i tried to explain to her how much i hate the system, but i couldn't find the right words. all i could say is that i was one of those "old world" artists...that doesn't fit in.

also back to the sex thing. did you know that your energy field can be "contaminated" for up to three weeks from the person you had sex with?
i always felt drained and depressed after sex...like i was doing something wrong (not wrong as in technique or style/not wrong as in sinful). i don't know what it was...just wrong...as in giving myself to the wrong people?!?
feeding others that couldn't give back. i don't think you should feel guilty about your "feelings" bcuz they trying to tell you something. you need to listen. it goes back (i think) to that "other" feeling you/I have with our friends. depending on other peoples moods i tend to work my schedule, feelings, etc. i always had a great lust for sex...and was VERY easily seduced bcuz of that...but i never felt "fulfilled" by it ever. so what i had a desire for i was never getting, which kept the need strong and sorta translated to perverted i guess?!? never once did i walk away feeling like it was a good thing. i never did find a compatible partner/s that could satisfy my needs. maybe i couldn't find anyone i trusted enough to let go and get myself off or i put their needs so far ahead of mine, that i never got around to getting off?!? (i don't know if men have that problem. i don't see why they wouldn't)...i think underneath all this talk...there is the same issue posing itself again and again in different forms. (the friends, the family, the bird, the system, the sex)...is it not being able to trust? is it a lack of faith? is it a disconnection from our power? our higher selves? i have no idea.  i think it's KEY, and if we can figure it out/find it...it will open many doors!

it's right in front of us...i can feel that! so many things waiting to click.
TIME TO ENGAGE, but my spirit feels tired, and my head heavy, and my sight dim

I KNOW I WROTE A LOT...AND I'D APOLOGIZE, BUT WE AREN'T ALLOWED TO DO THAT ANYMORE.  I WANT YOU TO FEEL FREE TO WRITE AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE IN MY LOG...OR PM ME IF IT FEELS TOO PERSONAL TO SHARE WITH ANYONE THAT MIGHT PASS BY.

I'VE GOT YOUR BACK.
333
take it easy all around
and i'll be looking for you in the astral.

[mactombs]

did you know that your energy field can be "contaminated" for up to three weeks from the person you had sex with?

I asked my roommate about this. He says there's a name for it, and they're commonly referred to as STDs. They can go on for much longer than three weeks. But he says he has always rebounded.

[GypsyWanderer]

I never know where to start or how to start so the fact that I'm typing NOW means i got passed it, BAM.

I'm in here with Casey now ( my bird)  she knows I'm talking about her (chewing on her foot making noises)  we were doing good minus a little hesitation until something happened, she didn't like the way i reached for the bottom of her standing basket and made a squawk to let me know and darted in my direction, not even that she couldve reached but i moved my hand quickly anyways.  i showed her the outside too, i feel bad that she doesn't get to be in a tropical place flying, it is sad and that's part of the reason i believe she will bite me, shes in captivity.

Ive also heard that sex contaminates the aura for a while afterwords too, and it definitely makes sense, its like the quick way to combining with someone, or actually just another way or doing it.  and STDs are sexually transmitted disease that are physical, and i dont have any.

when i was in kindergarten i winked at all of the teachers and they liked it.  winking is a power i believe.

that sucks that your step mom is one of those evil ones, damn. but hey, I've never heard of an evil step mom getting away with it in the end, there will be a happy ending i believe for you and your daddy. i know what its like to have a dad that is the opposite of your needs and his own.  he doesn't  get any other outside influences and since your his daughter that must seem to him to put him in the "right" because parents always know what is best, yeah right.  

Ive already wanted to use a sorry , but definitely lets not use sorrys anymore, unless i spill something all over your new dress, then i will say sorry. but i dont do that.

my spirit is tired too, and i have very bad eyesight too, and i lost my glasses.  i wish i had powers .  

my mom just gave me one of those deliberate smiles to make someone smile, but i saw how it was forced to total smile, i didnt show teeth in the smile i gave back to her, just a little grin.  a sad grin.  poor mom.

why don't i remember saving a lady in the astral, and what were we doing together there?  I'm frustrated about not being able to remember anything i do.




love, gypsy

[Souljah333]

i believe at the end of the dream i unlocked this lady as a hidden character

you'll freak me out if you don't remember saying that!?!
kidding...it's okay not to remember...it's there somewhere...believe me.

have you ever considered getting casey a friend?
make her special little fresh salads maybe...or build an outdoor aviary as a summer project?!? so she could be outside.

it's strange how someone always has a smarta$$ comment after my posts. i guess i'm hard to figure or take seriously?!?

thanks for the pic...very cute (both of you).
you both look more than a little "concerned" though, but i understand.
there's a lot to be concerned about.


love 333
   PS I AGREE...WINKS ARE VERY POWERFUL TOOLS!

The Parrot

The parrot is an alert bird with a good temperament.  They are very intelligent and have been taught to mimic humans. A bird which can speak the human language is considered to be a link between  mankind's world and the world of nature. They serve as a bridge in which both can cross to gain a deeper understanding about one another.  This understanding allows both  kingdoms to live in harmony.

One of the most outstanding features of the parrot is its range of coloring.   Parrots invoke a sense of  hope and promise.  Just looking at its brilliant feathers gives us a feeling of excitement and wonder.  For those who identify with this totem opportunities to renew their dreams and visions are offered.

Parrots teach us the power of magic.  Their feathers are used in healing rituals to invoke the properties of color and light.  Color and light therapy have been used by many native tribes to heal the sick or injured.  For those with this totem the study of its colors will reveal a lot about yourself.

Parrots can be very vocal or very quiet depending upon the situation they are in.  In humans this indicates an innate ability to know when to voice ones opinion and when to be silent.  Lessons associated with discernment are always present in a parrot medicine person. The parrot is a feel good bird and is a great ally in healing depression.  When the parrot flies into your life it is asking you to recapture the magic of living.  It is time to enjoy your life and all it holds.

from animal totems & spirit guides http://www.sayahda.com/cyc3.html

[GypsyWanderer]

Casey is definately all of those things as that parrot quote says.  i love the idea of building a screened aviary, i always like increasing the options pets have.

and yes i do remember unlocking her, i guess the way i percieved it,it never dawned on me i was saving her.  

thank you, gypsy

[sellerofpurple]

yeah and now she's gone

[sellerofpurple]

you could say it was destiny and she tricked you
Or you could go and say she's a bird and she flies
Just like putting a fish on your shoulder and jumping into a lake
lovely sweetcheeks and lets talk more about sex cause it makes my belly feel kinda airy

? ?

[Souljah333]

or you could talk about something that makes you're head sound less airy?!?
jokes!

curious "sellerofpurple"...what kind of experience do you bring to the table  
333

[sellerofpurple]

what kind of experience?
Well you see there has been many a time when I lay fish on my shoulder and jumped into those water bodies..

I don't understand that question,
555

If you mean astral experience
Well I invented the astral experience
jokes still

[Souljah333]

okay...being funky with the prose is fine and dandy enough.
no experience is needed.
feel free to hang in my thread as long as you wish...little fish.
keep on rappin'
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p.s. the subject of sex is always open for discussion. feel free to begin.

[sellerofpurple]

you are truly fine and dandy enough oh numbery one
thankyou for my prose and admittance since everywhere is sooooooooo expensive!

ok i'll start





sex

[Nay]

LOL..as much as I understand the need to talk about sex, let me just give a reminder that we would appreciate if you kept it clean talk.   If ya need a date, then by all means, do a PM.

Thanks,
Nay

[sellerofpurple]

haha by all means by all means
don't I hope the date comment was directed towards the lovely gypsies

[GypsyWanderer]

gypsies are busy falling into a hole

[Souljah333]

god that's so selfish of you!
luckily there's always a soldier around to catch ya!!!

i shouldn't have said that i know. i guess that make me evil, but only to people that are too self-righteous...so name the punishment.

damn...i don't like this. now i don't feel like i can say anything...
...and this my (edit) thread. c'est la vie!
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[Nay]

I think I would've laughed, had I just understood a word you just said..

Whoa, Nay.....