For me..

[shorty]

Hi Blossom, sorry I got into this a little late, but I'll do what I can. Helping is my nature, and it's what I love to do, so if anyone ever needs anything all they need to do is ask.

Michael

[Blossom]

Thank you Shory!.. I am not real talkative tonight so I am not gonna write very much.. I am just kinda thoughtful tonight about many subjects.  I am trying to remain positive today with the news of several things I have received.  Maybe today is like it is to offshoot how wonderful yesterday is.. The balancing of it all.  They have such a contrast to them..

Which makes me wonder what this illness in my life is being balanced against and made right.. When something is being balanced in this way, what does it mean?  I am not sure..  Is is something good or bad?  I used to think good, but at the moment I am just not sure..

During the course of it all, things have fell into a wonderful sequence so I do feel like, it was supposed to happen for a reason.. Aren't yin and yang supposed to be opposites?? I suppose contrast is what makes life interesting..

Sincerely from retrospective me ,
Jenn

[Blossom]

I just received from airborne express my first months of antioxidents from the doctor..

6 bottles of SAMe, two 200 mg 3x daily
vitamin C, 500mg one 2x daily
vitamin E, 400mg one 2x daily

My prescription arrived with this also for:
PegIntron 150mg/.05ml injection once weekly
Rebetol 200mg, 6 per day..

PLUS my access assurance number for the controlled med.  This number ensures my medications will be available for the duration of the 48 weeks series of shots.. I am lucky lucky lucky.... This is such a hard number to get and most patients wait months.. I had no wait at all..  How fortunate can one person really be if they have to have this.. ?

I take the vitamins for 4 weeks and then add the shots to it..  It will build me up for the meds.

oh boy!... I am fixing to kick this virii's butt...!! Look out HepatitisC...!

Sincerely,
Blossom

[James S]

quote:Originally posted by Blossom:
oh boy!... I am fixing to kick this virii's butt...!! Look out HepatitisC...!

I know of people who, according to the doctors and all medical facts, should be dead. They are most definitely not, far from it in fact! There were some things these people all had in common -
a love of life, a positive attitiude, a will to fight and a will to live.

You have all of these Blossom, along with a lot of people who care for you, and are sending their thoughts, prayers and energy to you.

I'd say this virus is out-numbered and out-gunned! Wouldn't you?

James.

[Blossom]

Thank you James S!!

You bet it's outnumbered!!

[Tia]

Go Girlfriend!!!  

We're right behind you, so dont get down, not even for one minute.

[Blossom]

Tia, did you now every time I read one of your posts, I smile..  http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>

You are a nice person.. thank you!

Sincerely,
Jenn

[funkybuns]

Dearest Blossom

I can sense how wonderful and giving you are as a person. You were so lovely to me in my time of need with words of encouragement and support.

I have had a lot of experience with liver related problems as a naturopath. The following program may help you if you are strong enough to follow it through.

the web site for it is

www.curezone.com

go to the areas for supposedly incurable deseases. Dont worry , this is only a heading and doesnt mean what it says. Dr Robert Shultz explains here that everything is curable if you follow this naturopathic program.

I work a lot with HIV positive patients, and have seen amazing results from this program.

I am a qualified practitioner , and will guide you through a healing process step by step if you need it. You can e-mail me or call me anytime ( e-mail me at pierreduchamois@aol.com and I will give you my number )

Juice fasting is important for general cellular regeneration, but must only be undertaken if you are in a healthy position to do so. Also it is important to look at the energetic reasons for this manifestation in your body. What does it mean for you, and why is it there?

I would be happy to help wherever I can, but I live in London. This is no problem for me as I can fax you information and e-mail.

More than that, I want you to know what a lovely person you are, and with your amazing energy and love , all will be fine

God Bless

Pierre

ps. Have you heard of wheatgrass....wonderful to add to juice

pierre chamois

[Blossom]

Pierre,

You come in like blast of fresh air!!!

How are you?? You sound like a new person from the last post I read of you.. Are you doing good?? Are your problems fixed?  I hope so.. I have thought of you several times actually.  You sound up and wonderful!

Wheatgrass.. Yes, I have used it before but sparingly..

I will go check out the site you mentioned.  I am going through a food transitional period at the moment actually.  I am a chart maker and had some chart-ee stuff on the wall recently ...injection instructions, water charts, juice charts, vitamin charts and many other things but I wanted to change them and so I am making new ones with new stuff that are updated as my thoughts on my liver nutrition changes.  I am looking at this as a job I have to do in the best way possible for me...  Feeding my liver is going to be part of it..  A major part of it.  I am going to be taking horrible drugs so I have to eat for my liver so it can help itself and regenerate a little tissue here and there.  

Why is this virus within me?  Why?Why?Why?  That is the question I have been asking myself for awhile..  I have my own answers for that at the moment and none of them have to do with physical or medical science. I believe everything has a reason.  

And I am actually fine and consider myself healthy in spite of it.. My down day is over..  I don't have many believe it or not.. I have accepted this even though I plan on being able to eradicate it.

I have made a note of your email and if I have any questions I will write you and I will definately check on curezone and let you know what I think.. It sounds good at this particular moment.  Actually, yesterday I received some
food suggestions for the liver in my email.  I want to compare what curezone says and see how similiar they are...

I would write more but..I have a pressing prayer in the making...

Thank you for the kind word Pierre!

Sincerely, Blossom
   

[funkybuns]

Dear Blossom

Things have improved to some degree with me. I have been really diligent in doing protective rituals ( learnt from this site ), and also cleaning up my act.

I think that if your energy is vibrating at a high frequency, even human nasties cant get you hehe, let alone spiritual.

I use wheatgrass as an enema daily. The enema is the quickest way absorb fluids into the body. I believe that the key to health lies predominantly in the digestive tract.

This is the area of absorbtion, and elimination. Often plagued with parasites, fungi ( candida ) and lack of nutrient absorbtion.

Juicing wil assist the detox process, but it would also help to assist the liver if you use milkthistle as a liver support. There are a few good companies offering liver support products.

The other wonderful liver healer is coffee enemas which taken 3 x a week will help the liver to throw off excess bile and assist it in its job .

I can  fax you instructions on how to do this or perhaps give you the name of a few books which explain naturopathics.

It sounds like you know a lot already anyway, so I dont mean to patronise you if you do.

God Bless

You mentioned why do you have this ailment. Well there could be a number of answers to this. I supposeall disease has an energetic imprint .

I would like to say that for me you are a wonderful giver, kind , sensitive , caring. This is so obvious to the sensitive who read this forum. As a care giver sometimes we find it hard to receive. You deserve support! Your liver wants to support you , as do many others from the replies you have received, and believe me, you deserve it !

God Bless

Pierre

pierre chamois

[Blossom]

I am glad things are better for you Pierre and I am sorry for the delay in responding to this..  I really am.

You are not being pushy at all but I just can't dwell on myself right now..  I am going through some mental transitional stage at the moment that I don't understand.  

And never worry about being pushy Pierre.  It is just not an issue with me.

Sincerely, Jenn

[Windameir]

Blossom,
Jenn, on the 30th I was in sitting in the Fast Food area of Walmart waiting to have lunch with my wife when a stranger came up to me and began to talk about this stuff called colloidal silver (Like Tom Mentioned)  he discribed how wonderful it worked at killing virus's he told me all about how he used it and how it helped him, and all along Im expecting "the Sales pitch"....It never came... When I had finished reading the little pamphlet he showed me. He got up excused his self and left. It was kinda strange but cool.  Now I find myself reading about your problem and Im thinking that you should at the very least check this stuff out!. When I had third degree burns the docs used something called silver sulphadine to keep my burns from getting infected You used to be a nurse didn't you? you are probably familiar with it, it like colloidal silver has real silver in it (must be the magic ingreediant).  By what he told me its really inexpensive.
My thoughts are with you "and your Liver" http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0> Get better quick.

Happy Travels
Windameir

[dovelady]

Blosson,
 As a nurse, I used a lot of Silvadene on burn patients., and it does the way he said.  It must have real silver in it, because when you clean it off later, it leaves  a grey mess, like tarnished silver.
 My family has used colloidal silver for various things.  My daughter used it to kill toothache, by holding it in her mouth for awhile.  A friend avoided eye surgery by using it.
 If you find it is useful for you, you can get the equipment and make it for yourself.
 I have a friend who makes it for me by the pint.
 Please follow up on this...you may find it will help you too.  I hope it does.
 I am sending you blessings and white light every day.
 God bless you.

dovelady/Mary

pray for peace.

[Blossom]

Windameir: hmmmm, no, I have never been a nurse.. forklift driver yes, but nurse no...

I have heard of collidal silver guys, but I can't use it right now.  I have other meds I have to take.. If they don't work and I am labeled a nonresponder, I have already decided collidal silver is the next thing I am going to try before another medical treatment.

Thanks,
Blossom

[Windameir]

Blossom,
Jenn I was just thinking about you and was wondering how you are doing I hope you are well

Just thinking of you


Happy Travels
Windameir

[eddie055]

Blossom

I'm sending you some distaint healing for your liver with this message. Please let me know what effect it has.

Thanks

Eddie

[Blossom]

Thank you guys for the thoughts and the prayers.  It really means a lot to me.  This friday I go have more blood work done and then monday, 1 week from today, I take my first shot of 48.. Week zero.

I don't know what' s going to happen.  My liver  is swollen and tender to the touch right now and I usually don't even think about it unless it is very troublesome.  I spend most of my days in a quiet room meditating and trying now to dwell on myself..

Time will only tell..  My main problem is my viral load and the shots and the stress involved in knowing how my life is fixing to change.  I have to get my viral load load to prevent additional liver damage from being done.  That is the entire purpose of treatment.  During treatment, I will be being monitored for white and red blood cell counts as "they say" shots distroy these things.  Bye bye immune system.  It will be okay though.  I don't get out much so I won't get anything from anyone such as other colds or other illnesses while my resistance is down.  I will be subject to just about getting anything. But I am hoping I will just feel weak in the bones and shock them with my reactions to treatment.  That is what I have held onto for so long.  As the reality approaches me [7days hence], nerves are twitchy and adrinalin is pumping.. My attitude is good to go............

Most of my test results I am having done on the 22 will, for the most part, be back on the 25th and of which I will get at the doctors office on the 25th.  The more serious tests will take a week or so longer.  I am having blood work done about every two weeks right now and will continue to do so for 6-8 more weeks.  

I will let you know what happens at the doc's monday..

Sincerely, Jenn

[lucid dancer]

Blossom, I haven't read this whole thread, but I do have advise for you. There's a product that I'm using called RELIV.  It's a wonderful mix of a lot of vitamins and herbs. It's in powder form, so you can mix it in with the drink of your choice. It sounds like it would taste very gross...but it doesn't!  I'm young and don't have many health problems, so I haven't noticed much of a difference. I do know other people in my life who have been taking it, and it's cured them. My sister doesn't get headaches any more, her back pain is gone, my mother's hot flashes are less severe. I've heard about miraculous healings from people who use the stuff. I don't know if all of it is true, but it's worth a try, isn't it?  ...I'm sorry I didn't read your post earlier!

[Blossom]

Hello there,

What I am doing is making a list and as soon as I am off treatment..IF I am a non responder [and I hope I won't be] then I am looking at other options.  Right now I can't mix and match stuff medically.  Thank you for the wonderful thoughts and ideas however..  I am writing it down next to the collidal silver for further looking into....

Thanks, Blossom

[auraseer]

Hi,
Blossom, I will send 5 large amounts of energy each day. 1 every hour after 4:00pm GMT. Let me know if you feel anything. I will send 3 tonight.

Cya,
auraseer.

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The energy is inside all of us... you just have to let it out.
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[Blossom]

Okay..

[Blossom]

Well, I started my treatment Monday.  My husband gave me my first thigh shot.  I did fine and it didn't hurt.  We had to drive home [5 hrs] after the shot as this first one had to be given in the doctors office in case of possible serious side effects.  I had no prob with that either.  When we got home, I started throwing up and had a couple episodes of this during the night.  

These were very severe throwing up sessions...  The blood vessels around my eyes and some of them in my face are broken due to the strain.  My face is covered in tiny red dots of blood underneath the skin..  But that is the only side effect I have had and that was yesterday.  I got up this morning, took my meds and no problem occured.  I am just a little weak from yesterday but that is all.  My strength has returned rapidly today it has had a great day.  I hope today is indicative of the rest of my treatment and how it will go.  Time will tell.  [47 shots to go]

Thank you for the prayers and good thoughts.  I believe they are working.  

Sincerely, Jenn

[dovelady]

Hang in there Blossom.  Have been thinking of you every day, and saying a little prayer for you.  
Thanks for letting us know you are doing well.
I hope this means the rest of your treatments will go as smoothly.
God bless you and keep you .

pray for peace.

[Blossom]

Hello DoveLady,

Thanks for the blessing.. I need it really bad..

Today is the fourth day and still no bad side effects.. No fever, which is really odd, as everyone get a good 103 degree according to what I have read...

There are several other things that I can tell that are sides but they are bearable. One thing that I can tell is different is my thought patterns.  I lose track of what I am saying.  I am forgetting things.  Concentration is hard on any subject.  I fee kinda dumb right now but oh well... [did I just say something???] hehe

I am also cold all the time but that can be remedied by wearing my coat in the house which I have been doing..  So, that's not a problem.  This may have to do with the supposedly drastic decrease in red blood cells during the first two weeks of therapy..  December the 6th, I have blood work done to see how this is fairing... Hopefully, not too low..

And I ache a little, but I was already aching but that is not new..  It's just in different spots..

All in all, so far....so good..

I honestly believe the prayers and good thoughts and me trying to be positive has had a impact on my sides..  

Every Sunday night I get a shot here at home..  Tomorrow is thursday so that is not far away...  I hope next week goes just as easy..

Thank you EVERYONE!!!

Sincerely and with love, Blossom

[Tia]

I have been wondering how you are, good that you are keeping us updated.  It is a scarey thing, your treatment, but dont worry you are well supported.

Will be sending healing thoughts your way.