Healing/Guidance Request

[eric_l_lewis]

Hi all. Hopin there's someone out there that can help me. I've suffered with all kinds of mental,  emotional, social, and psychological disorders including Aspergers for over 15 years. Tried everything from medication to eating right and natural stuff( i.e., homeopathy), but either made me worse or only helped a little. I know I'll never be normal or get married unless I get help.
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So if there's an experienced shaman, mystic, yogi master or whatever that can help me in my dreams to contact with spirit guide, retrieve my soul, perform energy work on it, etc., that would be greatly appreciated. I'm about out of options, spending what little money I did have,and I left no stone unturned. Life is so depressing it aint worth living so please help. thank you.

[Orion-]

According to the "doctors" I had adhd and a lot of similar things around age 5, and they wanted to give me 4 different kinds of drugs. My mother refused to give me that stuff and now I'm a very calm person.

This is the same with aspergers, you just shouldn't admit to it. People told me I had that when I was in 2nd grade, because I had some problems with a few annoying kids and couldn't make a lot of friends. I think the people at that moment were just too immature, so it was hard for me to connect with them. Now I have a lot of friends and no more problems. I also experienced the time of depression, at that point I started to discover a lot about spirituality. I started thinking a lot about the world, the meaning of life and so on. I think there is a reason we are here. Life sucks but we're here to learn. There are some barriers for us that we need to deal with, and it looks like you have discovered possibly your biggest barrier.

The thing about a diagnosis is that a "disorder" is just a collection of symptoms. You do not have aspergers, nobody does. You have a few symptoms that fit this condition, but obviously you can get rid of those symptoms. By accepting this label of aspergers they put on you, it's like you accept this condition.

You are in full control of yourself, you only need to realize it. Meditation can help you to learn to silence the mind and get closer to your core self. Just sit comfortably, and think of nothing or focus on your breathing. This will be difficult first, and you will notice many thoughts slipping in, when you notice this ignore them and try to continue. You can also focus on something, you can think about an issue deeply and try to change it.

The question is, do you want to change? What do you want to change? You can do everything, you just need to trust yourself. You can change what your want to change, and you already know how. Just ask yourself how to do it and I'm sure things will improve for you.

[astraladdict]

You, you are your own doctor. Meditate, get into a nice trance. Than reach of for the power of your higher self and kick those illnesses in the arse! Can i get an amen!?

Lol, seriously though, get into meditation. Your body will start healing itself. I was born way too early so i ended up having all kinds of difficulties. I had things like, sever immune problems, lactose and tolerant ( no breast milk for me ) and some other things, i forgot what my parents told me. They stuck with me all through till i started meditating and getting into what i'm in now. Than my body started healing itself. I'm still kind of lactose and tolerant, but only the nasous feeling when i have dairy. My immune system is better, i don't have to take pills as often.

My point is, when you connect to the higherself, it's top goal will be to heal you.

~astraladdict