Crazy experience

[Jessica_Lynn]

So I was having whack dreams this morning about god knows what and I realised I'm dreaming, (I'm having a thing right now where either I'm realising I'm dreaming or It's just a part of the dream where I say I realise it but I actually don't, HA) and after I "realised" I was still dreaming and half aware of my body, but my brain was in gear, I knew it was early morning and that I could attempt to project.

Well, what a swirly confusing mess that was. I could feel parts of my body rising up, swirling around me and then going back into my body and it seemes to happen for ages, I could feel certain limbs separating and then would come back down, it was all feeling, nothing visual apart from swirly blackness (I'm using that word a lot but it's really working for me) and then after a while I got ticked off and rolled over.

Yay for getting closer though, but I do wonder what's holding me back. I realise It's a part of me holding me back but can't figure it out...as in this state this morning I went from noticing what was happening to actively trying to get out and vice versa and neither worked.

Blah. But cool. But mostly blah coz I'm angry today.

[justin35ll]

I've found sometimes that I also, "get ticked off" while laying in bed in the early morning looking in the blackness, usually accompanied with vibrations and I decide to roll over because the feeling is there, but I just can't get all the way out. After rolling over I realize how close I was and I probably should have just kept trying, but oh well.
So next time, stay calm and keep going because you're almost there