A Halloween week I'll never forget.....

[nthjbam]

Sounds like you AP'd man way to go!

Your first experience sounds like somehting I've had, with the vibes and the floating, but I started thinking about my breathing and then it was all gone.  That sucked.  But somethign that strikes me as way more odd.  I've had the same strange dreaming scenario as you, since I've started trying to AP.  AND!!  The woman who was shooting some blue string thing at you.  I had a man who had blue skin and shoulder length black hair, who shot blue stringy tendril things from his open palms at me.  He popped into one of my dreams through a portal and tried to hit me with those light blue enrgy snake things, but I was too fast for him.  I saw him again when I think I projected for the first time, just watching me.  I wish I had answers for you, but I don't, maybe someone can answer who my person is.  You can read my full stories on some of my posts on the forum, I think they are under OBE's the first one, just look for my name.  Pretty vibrant dreams, hopefully I can project and sort this out.  Best of luck.

Be well,
J

[jc84corvette]

I would believe its close. Has something to do with your subconcious being almost there. [?]

[T_Kman0610]

makes me wanna ap now![8D]
but ill wait til later tonight.

nice Story Man WTG! you AP'd keep it up!

[FistOfFury]

*edited twice, lol sorry*
Yes, the wierd stuff that the women were shooting at me was like tendrils or snakes, long and stringy energy like, and like a light blue color. Really wierd. What IS THAT? Anyone else that has encountered this?

I have one really important question about my second experience. Why was everything so dark/brown blurry tint? Is it going to be like this every time, or was this because it was the first time? I still can't stop thinking about the part where I stopped looking down at the land and looked up to see my hands. I forgot to say that it was at that point that I could see the most clearly, and even some color. I could see the blue sky above, but still with like a brown tint, and my hands were out in front of me. But then right after that it went all dark and blurry again. Why? It was so REAL. And the sound. I still can't forget that air sound, it was like a whooshing noise, or like when you hear the air on a windy night going through the trees.

I dreamed again last night, but I wasn't aware during the dream and can only recall one of the images.

[nthjbam]

I wish I had your ability to AP.  I've been trying and trying and I think I did it once by fluke after I fell asleep just because I'd been concentrating so intently.  It was really blurry for me too, and hard to move.  Well I will try again tonight, hopefully I will get closer.  I find it impossible to quiet my mind and I have no idea what to concentrate on, as a sure fire way to project.  Any suggestions?

Be well,
J

[jc84corvette]

quote:Originally posted by nthjbam

I wish I had your ability to AP.  I've been trying and trying and I think I did it once by fluke after I fell asleep just because I'd been concentrating so intently.  It was really blurry for me too, and hard to move.  Well I will try again tonight, hopefully I will get closer.  I find it impossible to quiet my mind and I have no idea what to concentrate on, as a sure fire way to project.  Any suggestions?

Be well,
J

Yes I have some.

1. Focusing on APing works for some people, but for others it doesn't work. When I try doing this, I fall asleep fast. So remember this tech might not work for you.

2. As I always say to people here, keep your attitude positive about APing.

3. Never give up.

4. Practice.


Tell us your results![]

[Person]

I'd say you were OBE, well on your way to the astral..
It's blurry when you don't have much energy.  My problem is its too dark to see much instead of being blurred.  Every night try loading your 3rd eye with energy or at least focusing on it.  Even if you dont OBE, it will make your dreams much more vivid and real.  And when you do, you'll probably have more conscious control as well.
Dreams can morph into obe and vice versa.. read the part of Bruce's book on two strands of memory being mixed up into one as you awaken?

Btw.. I heard a long time ago that the original idea of Halloween was a Pagan event.  You dress up as what you fear most, and look in the mirror to face it.  Then walk around learning to identify with that person/creature.  I think we ought to go back to that.

[jc84corvette]

Really? That would totaly change the "season".

Person, do you OBE in a room witch is physically dark? That could be the reason for the darkness.

[nthjbam]

Ok team I found out what the answer is.

Apparently the reason an AP session might be dark or blurry, is because our sub conscious mind is in a state of unrest, or activity.  You know the whole clearing your mind of thoughts etc etc before you AP.  Well this guy who teaches an AP class I'm taking said that it might be because the sub-conscious or EGO, still had a lot of stuff rumbling around, unresolved issues etc, which can make your AP blurry as if your not completely there, because AP'ing is dependant on your consciousness and things around you manifest from you EGO.  Too complicated but basically it could be because your mind wasn't clear on some level that takes practice to learn how to quiet.  Makes sense, I know I have all kinds of rambling chatter banging around 24/7.  Anyways I hope this helps.  BTW that charging the third eye thing sounds cool, I'm oing to try it tonight, or this morning, whatever time it is, when I finally get to sleep.    Keep on truckin'

Be well,
J

[FistOfFury]

If you're low on energy it will be blurry and dark all the time? Because near the end it switched to some color, but still blurry. It was switching between blurryness and total darkness at different points. Um, how do you load your third eye with energy. And I don't have any Robert Bruce books, only the articles I've downloaded from this site.

[jc84corvette]

If your low on energy you will not be able to OBE too.

[FistOfFury]

(I'm not sure where to post this, feel free to move to OBE experiences if this is wrong place, sorry I'm new)

I've been trying to learn to become self aware when I'm sleeping/dreaming, I've been getting better, to point that I can say to myself that I am dreaming, and after I wake up I can recall the most recent events of what happened in the dream, but I can never take control.....until early Halloween morning, and just now......

Couple nights ago in middle of night on Halloween morning (forgot the time, maybe like 3am?) I woke up in middle of night, but it was all pitch dark and I couldn't move. Then I remembered about the all this OBE/AP stuff, and I tried to focus and get out of my body. I imagined myself moving upwards, and right at that very instant I felt something like a slight sensation of moving upwards, and then a rushing of vibrations. Slight at first, then more and more vibrations, and at the point where it started becoming heavy I heard  several vague indistinct voices, and one that really caught my attention, a loud moaning/ghostly sighing voice to my right side, what sounded like a female.........I got scared and I thought the voices had something to do with Halloween, is it true that during Halloween (All Hallows Eve?) that people believed there were more spirits walking around and they used to dress up as spirits or whatever to fool them so they wouldn't get haunted or something? I can't remember the myth exactly. Anyway, I said to myself, maybe this isn't such a good idea, it being Halloween and all, there would be some not so friendly things walking around (remembering the All Hallow's Eve myth) so I decided to stop and then I remembered waking up......Comments on what exactly happened here? Do you think I was close to OBE'ing/AP'ing?

My second experience happened just now, a couple minutes ago and this one was really wierd! I was dreaming that I was in some wierd museum like environment. I was about to leave, and I met someone that was something like the owner of the place, she was showing people around, and she saw me leaving and we started talking, then she wished me off. Turns out the place was some kind of um.....sex place......that's all I know, the vibe I was getting, don't know. Anyway lol I was leaving and started seeing naked people walking around. Made my way out and into the elevator, then a lady with black hair I remember seeing inside came in the elevator and started staring at me. Turns out I was naked too, and was holding my clothes in my hand. lol. Then other people came into the elevator, it got full so I decided to press the button to start the elevator and we went up the floors, but someone said we're going down not up, so I pressed the button again and we went down the floors. I got out and walked around calmy looking for a bathroom in somewhere, I was in some kind of mall area and  everyone was staring at me cuz I was naked lol. I walked to this place where people were fixing some new store, and I tried to get into the bathroom. The next thing that happened is I don't remember, it went all black, then the scene shifted to me talking to two women that were dressed in wierd red outfits. I can't remember what happened next, sorry, it's going all black again, but this is when the dream got wierd and I think it turned into a nightmare, and then I think an OBE or AP....or still a dream?

Some argument broke out between me and the women, and one of them fell dead or something with her head laid out on the table, the other one that was close to me, her face started morphing into some kind of monster and she started coming after me.........it was at this point that I knew I was dreaming. I tried to think of running away from this women, and it happened. I started running. It was like watching a horrow show on TV, no control, just watching. So, I was running away, I ran out of the building and noticed it was night outside, and the women monster thing was right behind me, then another women monster thing was outside with some wierd kind of magical bow, and it was aimed right at me! Instead of arrows, it was shooting some kind of wierd blue energy stringy material, and it was coming towards me! So I ran like the wind, as fast as I could, and at the same time noticed that there was stores to my left. I was making progress and I lost the two women monsters and got to the corner of the street and stopped. I noticed a big black shadowy thing with white beady eyes was floating close to the ground in the street in the left car lane near the sidewalk. It's head turned to look at me, but then it turned away and went somewhere off on it's own. I decided to scram and turned left where there were apartments and trees all over.

So, I was walking and I got the urge to look behind me, and saw that black shadowy thing had returned. And guess what, it was coming right after me! So I ran to get away from it, but it was faster then me and was getting closer, and closer, and closer. So, not knowing how best to combat this thing, I decided I should try and fly away into the sky way above. And it happened.

I started getting that wierd floating sensation again that I experienced on Halloween. I saw myself starting to fly upwards, and then everything turned black or like a very dark brown tint, but I was still getting the upward flying sensation. I then was rolling/flying towards the right, and there was something like vibrations this time, but not as heavy as what I experienced on Halloween, but I did feel some sort of tingling or slight vibrating sensation as I rolled to the right. I felt happy, I said to myself "Yes, I did it, I got away from that creepy thing. I outsmarted it, am I actually flying? I think it worked". or something to that effect, can't remember exactly. Then I thought to myself, am I flying like I said I wanted to? I couldn't see anything, it was still all brown/black, and I was still feeling a flying/floating sensation. I heard wind all around me, like what it would sound like if you were flying fast and pushing the air out of your way, a "whooshing" wind sound. Then I thought to myself, wait how am I flying, I don't really feel like I'm controlling this. I tried to move, but I couldn't. I got scared at this point, because It felt like I was really really high up above the earth and then I saw myself looking down on the land but everything was so vague and unclear, it was all blurry looking, and brownish tint to everything. I tried to move more, and I looked up and saw what I guess where my hands in the "superman flying pose" above and infront of my head. Then I tried to move more and everything went black again. I wasn't flying anymore, I was falling, and falling rapidly, I heard that wooshing noise again and started getting really loud.  I could barely make out the land below me, but I could tell that I was getting close to landing...errr impacting......and the wooshing noise was still going on all around me. Then everything went really dark this time and I thought I hit the ground, but I couldn't feel any impact, I instead felt that I was slowing down rapidly, and what felt like I landed on my feet, but I couldn't tell because everything was really dark/brown. I started trying to move, but couldn't. It felt so real, I knew what was going on around me, and that I could actively think to myself of what was going on, but I couldn't see anything, it was so dark and blurry. I struggled and struggled to move, but then I woke up.....

Don't know what happened here, but it felt so real...............questions/comments/suggestions?