So I have sort of gotten distracted by life these past 10 years or so. Life has been hard, lol.
I joined this site I think in 2013 and started astral projecting in 2012.
I quickly learned to achieve short OBE's almost nightly or at least 5-10 times a month when I began. Never long experiences nevertheless fun.
I noticed back during 2012 that just being aware going to sleep. I would start hearing voices of people I heard during the day but never paid attention to. As if the brain was releasing thing which may have been important but neglected during the day. Sort of like hearing things that had been stored in short term memory. But hours later. Eventually the voices would end and it would get quieter. Then I'd start seeing images of never seen landscapes etc. Sometimes I'd just hear sounds as if in real life but HD. I found out fast that I could induce hearing music by trying to exercise some unknown muscle in the brain. I'd listen to songs Michael Jackson never made, or songs I liked IRL. It would be like remembering the sounds of a song vaguely IRL, but then focusing on it in just the right way (relaxed, but focused at the same time). Eventually the memory of the sound became real. I was pretty good at it. I could do it within minutes usually. Then I got more and more distracted by life each year. I forgot to use these gifts I gained so fast. I usually had OBE's without trying to hard and other experiences for a few years after I first started in 2012.
Now I haven't really had any of these things in the past few years. With the occasional exception. Honestly life been hard and I am not as present as I once was. I am sort of zoned out at all times to cope with existing. It's like I have forgotten how to exist normally in this world. I am constantly in a sort of alpha state, sort of in my head. Sort of inbetween reality and deeper states. But never completely in one or the other. Sort of stuck inbetween..
Yesterday I read the forum post on Phasing again by Frank. One of many that I resonated with. I intended to try it again last night as I had tried it before with some success. But I think I let go of the idea as I needed to sleep. I figured sleeping was more important.
In my sleep I later found myself unexpectedly in sleep paralysis. The room looked different. I was a little scared as usual, but not terrified. So I rolled out as I usually do. But I had vision and movement problems. Eventually I was in a dark space. Intending to fly out of the room. I half succeeded, but lost my way. I instead ended up in a completely black void. I decided to continue falling into the void and forget about the IRL world. It worked I was completely detached into the dark void. It felt nice to be back there. As I kept letting go into the void. The once again familiar purple vortex began unfolding. I was falling in the vortex, wondering if I ever will make my way through it (I have tried before but never do). It was nice being there, but I woke up just as the purple vortex began to stengthen. I wonder if I will ever find out where it leads or what it is. I've been in it before.
So a small experience after some time off
I joined this site I think in 2013 and started astral projecting in 2012.
I quickly learned to achieve short OBE's almost nightly or at least 5-10 times a month when I began. Never long experiences nevertheless fun.
I noticed back during 2012 that just being aware going to sleep. I would start hearing voices of people I heard during the day but never paid attention to. As if the brain was releasing thing which may have been important but neglected during the day. Sort of like hearing things that had been stored in short term memory. But hours later. Eventually the voices would end and it would get quieter. Then I'd start seeing images of never seen landscapes etc. Sometimes I'd just hear sounds as if in real life but HD. I found out fast that I could induce hearing music by trying to exercise some unknown muscle in the brain. I'd listen to songs Michael Jackson never made, or songs I liked IRL. It would be like remembering the sounds of a song vaguely IRL, but then focusing on it in just the right way (relaxed, but focused at the same time). Eventually the memory of the sound became real. I was pretty good at it. I could do it within minutes usually. Then I got more and more distracted by life each year. I forgot to use these gifts I gained so fast. I usually had OBE's without trying to hard and other experiences for a few years after I first started in 2012.
Now I haven't really had any of these things in the past few years. With the occasional exception. Honestly life been hard and I am not as present as I once was. I am sort of zoned out at all times to cope with existing. It's like I have forgotten how to exist normally in this world. I am constantly in a sort of alpha state, sort of in my head. Sort of inbetween reality and deeper states. But never completely in one or the other. Sort of stuck inbetween..
Yesterday I read the forum post on Phasing again by Frank. One of many that I resonated with. I intended to try it again last night as I had tried it before with some success. But I think I let go of the idea as I needed to sleep. I figured sleeping was more important.
In my sleep I later found myself unexpectedly in sleep paralysis. The room looked different. I was a little scared as usual, but not terrified. So I rolled out as I usually do. But I had vision and movement problems. Eventually I was in a dark space. Intending to fly out of the room. I half succeeded, but lost my way. I instead ended up in a completely black void. I decided to continue falling into the void and forget about the IRL world. It worked I was completely detached into the dark void. It felt nice to be back there. As I kept letting go into the void. The once again familiar purple vortex began unfolding. I was falling in the vortex, wondering if I ever will make my way through it (I have tried before but never do). It was nice being there, but I woke up just as the purple vortex began to stengthen. I wonder if I will ever find out where it leads or what it is. I've been in it before.
So a small experience after some time off