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#101
Something interesting happened the last three nights. I got out of body and went outside. It was daytime and my sidewalk looked like a busy street. There where lots people walking back and forth. This is the first time though I spotted an authority. There where two of them and they had uniforms and looked exactly like security. I went right by them and they looked friendly but attentive to all that was going on.

Then last night I AP again and it's night time and the whole street has security cars with their lights on. I tried to see what was going on and saw like this security team pulling this dark cloud of fuzzy energy out of a house. There where three men in black pushing this cloud into a van. I must of woken right after I saw that.

I wonder what that was all about...?
#102
When I astral project I wait until I'm halfway asleep and then get myself out of body. Sometimes it's like wading out of molasses and sometimes it's just as easy as getting up off the bed and discarding a piece of cloth. I have this type of AP about 2-3 times a week.

I personally feel the world I exit into in those travels is definitely real because it follows some laws of physics. But I also believe that it's a lot more malleable than the physical world and can include our dreams. I see it as a world that is just as real as the physical world but seen through the filter of our own dreams. I guess you could say that about any type of reality perception. In my AP world there is both the truth of cosmic forces and also a dream force that allows the dreamer to manipulate reality.

I like to explore my neighborhood when I AP... I actually do that a lot.  :-) And even though it looks like my neighborhood sometimes there will be new buildings or the streets will go to new places and sometimes going inside houses leads you to a whole new realm.

The AP world definitely has its own laws and rules. It's fun to explore.
#103
I noticed I was lucid and asleep so I performed an exit. At this point I was deep enough into the trance to leave no body behind - I just got up and went outside. It was nighttime like in the real world. I could see stars and some puffy clouds. I saw a house with a light on and headed toward it. It was kinda far away so I tried to fly there. I went too high however and I got lost in the sky. It was dark and I went into limbo for a second. Then I saw a cross in the ground. It was made of lights. Then I noticed it was the lights of an airport.

I could now see passenger jets and I remembered that there was indeed an airport nearby. I landed and explored the airport which was full of people. I quickly got out of there and tried to fly back to my neighborhood. I landed in a dark street with a few lights on. I chose the nearest house with a light and went in. Inside where four people sitting around in the living room. One was a really pretty girl so I went up to her and asked, "You want to show me your room?" She knew instantly what I was talking about and took my hand and stood up.

Hand in hand she led me toward the back of the house where she stopped at a blank wall and started touching the wall at the level where there should be a knob. Suddenly there was a knob. Suddenly there was a door and she opened it and we went inside.

Inside was a small room. It was so cozy like a little nook full of trinkets. In the adjoining room was a round plush bed with a fur blanket. We started kissing then and she tasted normally.  Maybe even a little sweet. Sometimes you get an awful taste and that sorta warns you off some astral women.

This girl was sweet and warm and loving. It felt really good to be with someone astral healthy.

I had a fun night... I've decided that you can't really delete the sexual aspect of the universe. It happens and it just opens up another way to learn and love.

The end.
#104
Thanks Nameless.  :-) I'm learning little by little and changing too. I don't know where it's all going but I hope to find out someday.  :-P

This isn't really an AP report... more of observations.

Right now, I'm really trying to get more control of my APs. Every time I think I have something figured out I learn something that changes my mind.

Whenever I try to exert my lucid logical mind while APing I find that all these symbols from my dreams appear. It's as if applying my waking mind to the AP makes the dream respond just as forcefully in its own way. Which makes me think all my APs might be dream orientated.

Then whenever I have the thought of reality being just a dream I have seen 71s appear and the message that reality is not real. 71NR. Anyway, it feels sometimes that reality could be just a dream. We might only be minds in hyperspace!  :-D
#105
I think there's something strange about the astral. The more time I hang out there the stranger I feel. It really is like an alien planet, or a parallel dimension. Whenever I go deep I always come back with the strangest taste in my mouth. Almost like my energy is vibrating at a different frequency than Earth does. It takes a few hours sometimes to get that feel off me. It's weird anyways.

Then, it's the people I meet in my travels. Some are just plain spooks. Been dead for so long they've camped out at some place out there and some aren't so pretty. Then there are the shiny people who have real nice healthy glows and attitudes. I can at least hang out with them and have a conversation. If it's a pretty girl it can get better real quick if you know how to charm them. Everyone's a lot more honest in the astral. If there's a connection it's quickly obvious. Probably it's because we're closer to our essential mes. So you say and do what you want and it comes out beautiful.

Then there are the Guardians, helpers, and collaborators. They are always around. They keep tabs on all their sheep. I know I have a few taking care of me. You just have to keep making inroads toward the Light and you'll find them. Never known them to be anything but helpful and friendly although sometimes a little distant like there's some professionalism about it. But they deal in Love and have instant and huge access to its essence. I got a Love shower once and it felt like it was raining pure laughter and happiness.

Then there are the scouts. Those are beings sent out from some place in the infinite astral to lure visitors to their domain. They're not that common but I've bumbed into them from time to time. They took me to really wild and strange places I never could of dreamed of.

Its so cool to be able to explore whole new worlds. There's so much to see and learn. And I know nothing.

Last night was really trippy. At some point I found myself lucid, traveling down a deserted dirt road with one male and two attractive females.

"Feel like making some headway?" asked one of the girls with flowers in her hair. I said I would and that I would protect her while on the journey. I wondered at my words. Some part of me knew exactly what was going on. I could tell she was the leader of our foursome. She smiled and kissed me passionately on the lips. I could tell this girl was a young goddess and that she and her friends were running from something or someone.

The male companion belonged to the other girl among us and together we traveled down the road with hippy back-packs on our backs. I wondered what personality persuasion had attracted me to this group. I began to ask my girl some questions as to what our journey was about.

"It's moving day again. U know how it is... we have to stay ahead of the meanies. Common Sergio, you remember," she said. I remembered then... yeah it was moving day. I looked down the road which we had traveled about a mile and could tell that it was darker behind us and brighter in front of us with a promise of hope.

More than anything I wanted to stop and have some time with my girl who kept her head down and kept striding forward. She was one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen. The more I thought of her the more I remembered. We had done this many times before. This same group, these same people. They where my 'moving' group and perhaps the only thing that had kept us together was our destination. We were headed towards the Light looking for schools along the way where we could stop and learn the ways of love and light.

We stopped after awhile and brought out some fruit from our back-packs. It was juicy as I fed a guava looking fruit to my girl friend. She took a big bite and smied, juice runing down her face. We talked and I kissed her again passionately. She smiled and said, "Not here."

A bird was signing down to us. We all looked up. It wasn't a bird it was a magic moth. A big one. It was absolutely beautiful with big haunting eyes on it's wings.

"It's time to keep moving," said she and got up from the cozy grass. We packed up our belogings and were back on the road with our moth showing the way Home.
#106
It's interesting you should mention elbows... that's one of the two spots I know where 'galaxies' develop. The other place are the soles of the feet. 'Galaxies' are like little stars where Light collects. Almost like a camel has a hump for extra water... 'galaxies' are like a small active reservoir of Light you can tap into.

I am reminded of the the poem by Dylan Thomas:

They shall have stars at elbow and foot;
Though they go mad they shall be sane,
...and death shall have no dominion.

As for your spirit guides I can only say that mine don't speak to me either. It might some kind of rule. I think they are only there for emergencies. Maybe some kind of prime directive? Not sure... but I have had an emergency or two in my day... and I was SO greatful they where there to help me. I love them dearly whoever they are.

Nice post!  :-)

...and death shall have no dominion.  :-)
#107
Hey there... I'm ok. Like you said, I just had a little scare. Things have been much better... SO ON WITH THE SHOW!  :-D

I detached from my body easily and struggled up to a standing position (I had been sleeping in my bean bag). In front of me was the most amazing astral suit! It looked like a space suit with helmet. I knew instinctively what to do and put it on. Somehow my astral knowledge was working again and I knew I was in luck! I donned the suit on and immediately felt the extra strength and abilities. I headed out of my room and outside. I opened my front door and was greeted by a nighttime neighborhood. My street was all dark except way down where I could see a well lighted building. I immediately set course. With my new suit it took me less than 5 seconds. Everything was so easy... it knew exactly what I wanted.

The building was luxurious with pink and yellow lights and a few trees in the front yard. I went inside. Inside where offices and what looked like lab rooms all behind glass walls. A woman with dark long straight hair saw me and came out of one of the rooms.

"So how do you like the new suit?" I told her it was very comfortable and very fast plus it makes me super lite. I asked if I could take a tour of the factory and she called over one of the head developers who took me through the building. Toward the back he showed me the next astral suit model they where working on. He pushed a button and this pod opened from the wall and the suit came out. I asked him how it all worked. He told me the inputs where pretty much direct - sun to sun, moon to moon... some stuff was beyond me.

"Ready for a higher elevation? Just press that button." I pressed an orange button on my suit's arm band and I was suddenly in another place. Well... it looked like an astral center. I was inside a building like a big mall but it was pleasing. It had like 10 levels. I floated down to the center floor where a nice garden was evident. Someone was sitting there next to a large display. As I passed him he spoke up to me and said, "Come back... and stand right there." There was some kind of astral camera pointed at me. As it captured my image the large display showed a giant modern complex surrounded by forests. It was pretty... and there was a giant four-legged robot protecting the complex. "Interesting," the guy said, "looks like you might be a 67."

I floated up to level 6 and walked down one of the long hallways. I saw a lot of astral stores. I saw a lady with a helmet on and some dood guiding her with some kind of goggles on his head. Maybe some kind of new hypnosis? I went into the next room which had a picture of a woman smelling a flower.

Inside was another man. "Sit down, sit down..." he said. I sat next to him and suddenly I smelled the most beautiful smell I have ever smelled. It was like flowers and wild jasmine. "Wow, you smell good." I asked if that was my astral scent and he concurred. I could also smell a cigar smell but it was coming from the guy. "And that's your smell?" I asked. "Afraid so... I smoke cigars and it gets into everything. Even the astral body."

I wandered around the astral mall. It wasn't crowded at all just a few people. I heard two people talking about food pills down on level 2. One said she had tried the KFC pill and it had overloaded her taste with yummi KFC chicken. "It was so good!" Lol.

I woke up soon after that, the end. :)



#108
Hi Bob,

Well... the voices sounded normal. Just like a really crowded room. And I live in a house and I don't think I yelled it out loud. My friend thinks it might be hackers but I have never written about "Iceman" before. Yeah, it's creepy... has all kind of crazy ideas coming to my head. Oh well... maybe it's just a flook. Thanks for responding... cya around the forum.  :-)
#109
I'm kind of hesitant to post this one because it really kind of scared me. It's one of those experiences I really can't explain so it's left me bewildered and a bit scared.

I was falling asleep when I heard thousands of voices all around me. Visually I got an impression of a structure that looked like the Tower of Babel. I got kind of paranoid because I couldn't make all the voices stop. They where talking over each other and it sounded almost like a roar there where so many.

I don't know what spurred me but I screamed, "Iceman Honey Buns!!!" into all the voices. Suddenly it all got quiet and there was a sudden hush. I woke up right after that.

Now here is where I get worried because 2 days after I had that dream someone called my house and left a very strange message on the answering machine. All the message said was, "The codename is Iceman."

Anyone can figure out how that is possible? I'm just worried that my dreams aren't as personal as I thought dreams are supposed to be. And now someone out there knows my dreams and is calling me on the phone?? Do they know where I live? Am I in danger?

So I'm a little worried and don't know what to do...
#110
Thanks Tides2Dust! I really enjoy when I hear astral music too. It doesn't happen very often but it's nice to hear those angels playing. Yeah, there must be 1,000 ways to exit. I'm constantly learning new tricks to it. Whatever works I guess.

Thanks again! Cya around the forums.  :-)
#111
I keep finding new ways to exit. This time I was dozing and I started to imagine myself running in a forest. Slowly the trees got more vivid and background music started to play. I can't imagine who was playing such beautiful music. I glided up into the sky and saw towns and beautiful neighborhoods. The people seemed so real. I landed in the second story of a bar.

Inside was a group of people who I talked to. The first talk was about how getting close to the center of the universe dissolved you into pure Spirit. Someone said they where 47% sure they could go all the way soon and become pure Spirit. Then Jack the Rat showed up and said he would tell my prophesy. He said you can tell how old a soul is by the amount of times it had touched the Truth. He said I had touched it at least once in my current life and I would touch it again before it was over.

I woke up right after that refreshed. The end.
#112
It was a lucid dream this time. I was sitting in an arm chair staring at keleidoscope patterns in a fireplace. It was the picture of cozy. It looked like the most comfortable wooden cabin. I went outside and saw that my cabin was one of eight. There was a dirt road with four cabins on either side. Around this little village was a deep forest with tall healthy trees.

I saw someone come out of the cabin across the street and we started talking. He was a dude around my age and he was very friendly. We instantly became buddies. A man and woman were approaching the cabin next to mine. They where each carrying a sack full of something. My new friend asked them what they where carrying and the guy said, "apple melons."

Suddenly there was a low rumble like far away thunder. We all looked toward the horizon and could see a big storm coming. And I mean a big storm - the clouds where almost black.

"Get inside! Get inside! Sergio has the strongest house so we'll all meet there. Get your apple melons everyone and bring them to Sergio's." Everyone went to get their apple melons. I helped my neighbor carry a few sacks to my house. I was almost to my door when the entire sky turned black and the wind started howling. I could hear crazy haunting voices in the deep dark fog. And then there was darkness. I used my flashlight to find my house. My neighbors followed me in carrying the last of the apple melons. We closed and bolted the door.

Outside you could hear the storm howling. The best part of the dream happened next. My neighbor took a small box from his belt and said, "PROTECT!" then he threw the small cube at the windows. The little box expanded and the two Guardians stepped out. They look like super cool characters from a comic book or something. One had huge muscles and looked like a Viking warrior. The other had a mane of spikes around and on his head that made him look like a sun god. They did a little dance and then merged into the windows making sort of a barrier.

We hunkered down and waited for the storm to pass. This was obviously no ordinary storm. I could hear crazy laughter coming from outside and the windows and doors rattled noisily. It was pretty scary.

Something bumped into my leg and a looked down to see the cutest white kitten. I sat down and petted the little cat which purred and butted his head against my hand.

"Here Sergio," someone said. I looked up and someone had cut and peeled some apple melons on a plate. I took a piece and put it in my mouth. It tasted like apples and watermelons! Yummi!

The end. :-)
#113
In the last two months I think I've entered a new phase in my exiting technique. I used to go sleep and sort of set myself up to pop into lucidity after drifting into sleep. Now however, I can really stay with the moment and watch myself fall asleep. Then as soon as I can "wiggle" I push myself out. It seems I can do it at will because I've succeeded everytime I've tried this new way. I wonder if the exiting technique keeps evolving and where it leads to.

Last night I was really in a dare-devil mood. I exited and even though it was dawning in the physical world it was dark outside in the astral. I found my favorite house and the lights on the porch where on. It's like some kind of neighborhood party house where there's always something going on - including hooking up. I decided I wanted some fun so I went into the house to see if anyone wanted to hang out.

Inside it's kind of dim with cozy shadows. There was a girl there sitting on the couch. She was the prettiest out of three girls that where there. I approached her and we spent awhile getting to know each other. She was very kissable. Imagine my surprise when she pulls out a gadget and starts flipping through realities. It was like a very skinny iPad and we flip-booked through many different environments.

It was a crazy night but after her I found another girl and had some fun with her. And then I had a third. Playing with girls in the astral is fun. Everyone is themselves and everyone is happy to share true Love. :)
#114
Thanks T-Man! I really appreciate the kind words. I hope you enjoy the book.  :-)  It's not a long read. If you want it's also available on Apple iBooks. Just do a search for it. Cya around and thanks again.  :-P
#115
Hey Lumaza, thanks for responding.  :-)

Well, I did do a lot of research but this came about because I used to spend a lot of time in the forest. I saw some incredible things out there including animals that could change their shape and become other animals. This led me to do much reading on shamanism and the Nature Guardians including an in-depth study on all the Castaneda materials. I was able to corroborate a lot of my experiences so I knew I wasn't just going crazy. I noticed too that a lot of information was lacking so I wanted to add my own voice and share my own experiences with the Nature Guardians. One thing I learned is that we are all connected to Nature and if we want to uncover our own personal mysteries we need only seek that higher Nature connection. I also learned through experience that there are guardians that guard those special awarenesses and by seeking them we can garner allies to help us on our journey. Because of the aid of these beings sometimes the world collapses and we can take a peek behind the curtain of reality. There is a certain order and techniques to making contact with Earth's nature guardians... so that's really what the book is about. A way to get in touch with the Spirit and all the benefits that come with it.

Anyway, I'm thinking of writing a second book. This one will be more about dreaming and NPR experiences. I'm finding though that it's all connected. Reality is one flowing phenomena...

Thanks again for saying hi!  :-) Cya.
#116

Imagine my surprise when I go to the Wikipedia on A Separate Reality and find my book referenced, Guardians of the Separate Reality. Pretty neat huh? If you are interested you can get it on Amazon Kindle. https://www.amazon.com/Guardians-Separate-Reality-Guide-Adventurers-ebook/dp/B07MPNKVQB


#117
This one was more than a lucid dream... it was a vision. I woke up suddenly into the dream. I was falling into churning brown river water and then I was being pulled with the current downriver. I managed to grab unto an edge and found cold obsidian. I nevertheless pulled myself unto the land. Everywhere where sharp edges and it was impossible to walk without cutting your feet. I decided to plunge back in the water and see what was downriver.

I was taken downriver and there is a gap and I find a small alcove set next to a cliff. No sharp edges. Nice soft brown dirt. It's a small place but cozy. In one corner is an open newspaper like someone has been reading. In the middle are 25 different game cartridges still in their wrappers. Only one game cartridge is open and only the wrapper remains - it says Sergio46.

I saw myself Reading that newspaper and being myself - flashing through to another side that was a separate reality. And I thought about those other games in the packages. And I wondered what they where...
#118
This was a really detailed lucid dream. I can't really figure out why I had it but it was truly fascinating.

This is the story of the Nuevo Family. They live in the 23rd century where Greg Nuevo, the father, is a great inventor and quantum field specialist. He was the guy that advanced quantum fields like antigravity, shields, and tractor beams. He became especially famous for inventing the quantum egg which is a personal shield and transportation device that fits over a human body. Well, Greg was also a very enlightened dude and in his mid thirties he and his wife Laura put up many meditation centers. These became very popular because they where extremely beautiful meditation centers at one with Nature. Greg and Laura had started what was to be called the Egg Transcendence.

Later, Greg became even more famous when he developed a system for nudging avalanches before they could collapse and reek havoc. He used his field technology to trigger the avalanches in a controlled fashion. He could be seen inside his quantum egg driving the avalanche down off the mountain. It was a spectacular site. The headline read: "Greg Nuevo Drives the World."

After that the Nuevos had two children. I was introduced to their teenage daughter who took me on my first tour to Greg's new invention, the quantum tunnels. There where tunnels like in a water park but instead of water they used quantum fields and brain scanning technology. You could ride a tunnel and create amazing firestorms of plasma inside them by imagining them. My trip down a tunnel was amazing and Sara Nuevo, Greg's first daughter, showed me a firestorm she had made down one of the large tunnels. It was  beautiful... we rode the tunnel as fields of red and violet plasma danced around us.

Well, Greg's last and final invention was really a doozy and quite controversial. He built a giant quantum bubble city. The thing was that the bubble flipped (inverted) as thousands of his followers entered the field. They just vanished! All they left was a spectacular miasma of energy that could be seen by touring the city from the inside. Some said they had died a spectacular death but it was theorized that the people who had been inverted continued on in a new form of Life. Yep, you guessed it... that was how Greg and Laura "died"... they were inverted when the bubble city flipped.

The Nuevo children went on to have children of their own and many still live in the bubble city giving tours and running the meditation centers. How about those Nuevos? :) wow

The end.
#119
Lol, thanks GrumpyRabbit! Yeah, it was way neat...I could feel the mucles bunching as it flapped it wings. The dragon was a reddish color.  :-)
#120
I went to sleep very tired but still had some giddy energy so it took me awhile to fall asleep. I had programmed myself for an exit and when I became lucid I floated/hopped out of bed and went into the night. I was expecting it to be dark outside in the astral but I was shocked to see the whole neighborhood all lighted up despite the darkness of the night. It was as if the houses had been painted with neon or phosphorescent paint. They looked so colorful and pretty.

I started by floating down the street and taking a good look at my neighborhood. It was beautiful with all the special colors. I decided to go into one of the houses as they sometimes serve as gateways into further astral explorations. I chose a charming house done in white and blue. In I went. The door was unlocked as usual.

Inside it was also well lighted and it looked pretty normal and clean. The light wasn't coming from a source. Like I said, everything seemed phosphorescent. On one wall was a big mirror. As I stared at it it changed and became a tunnel. It was super cool and so I crept into the mirror and found myself inside an underground tunnel. The tunnel was made of stone with all kinds of angles. I negotiated my way around turns and dips and finally found an exit to the surface. What greeted me was out of this world.

I was in the clouds. It was super bright. It was abstract. In the clouds were pictures like a comic book. Very detailed pictures that moved like animations. As I inspected the animations I realized they where scenes from some of my favorite shows on tv like Game of Thrones! I went closer to one cloud with a scene from GoT with a dragon in it. I went into the cloud and suddenly I was just there riding the dragon through vast landscapes. He was gorgeous and while I rode my dragon new clouds appeared that gave me all kinds of new possibilities. In one cloud I could land in a castle and make love to the dragon queen herself. In another I could lead a team of dragon riders against the zombie dead. It was so cool!

I must have spent hours going from dream cloud to dream cloud. I wish I could remember it all. I really enjoyed myself with this one. Wish I could describe it better but words just don't suffice to make this type of astral experience well... describable! I was SO out there! I hope heaven is like this and if it was I would not be disappointed. The end.
#121
I find it interesting the concept of money in the astral. Some astral planes use currency but some don't. I personally have always been able to pay for stuff that is on sale. I've been to a few astral bizars and they use a credit based system with astral tech. When I use my astral wallet there's always money in it. So I don't understand if Everyone is dreaming of money and it's not real or maybe the currency is valid within the astral plane.

I remember one time I landed on an astral plane with thieves and rip off artists. They would go around in groups ripping people off of their wallet money. After I got ripped off I found my wallet brimming with money... so it sounds like they are just dreaming of ripping people off instead of really ripping people off. I personally think money is pointless in the astral. Maybe it's just a leftover affectation from physical world based currency...

#122
Last night was the second time I've had an experience like this. I was lucid but I was kind of a different person. I was still me but I was also another version of myself.

This version of myself was a spiritual warrior who had relocated to the Badlands to study evil. Not to practice it of course, but to gain knowledge of it so I could defeat it.

This time I had built a little hut on the lower hell realms and I was studying this group of hell beings incognito. I had a magic bubble that disguised me and helped hide me. I was watching these hell beings with my binoculars from about 25 meters away. They where some kind of organized sect that practiced evil. They where going through some ritual dances as I watched them. On their faces they had living worms and their flesh looked bruised and rotten. They chanted and swung big knives around.

I could feel the environment around me. The bad vibes were palpable this close to the hell realms. I reminded myself that the information I gathered here was valuable and would help me in the War. The only war. The war against the dark side...

I was watching these beings and suddenly one of them saw me or sensed me. He yelled and all of them got really excited. They spotted me and started running in my direction. I panicked and started running toward Heaven. Somehow I knew in which direction to go and I ran for all my life. I could hear screams of anger coming closer behind me.

I ran and ran away from hell. I passed forgotten ruins and slowed down. They where really pretty and I found myself in a beautiful enchanted forest. The ruins where scattered through it. I forgot about the hell beings knowing I had left them behind. Everything was so quiet except for the caw of a raven somewhere in the trees. I came to this open area where sunlights beams where streaking from above. Dust motes hung in the air and one small little moth flapped its wings above me. The moth was making the most beautiful little sounds like a flute. There was a thin quiet high frequency sound like the type a crystal might make when it's vibrated with electricity.

I kept on walking and entered a long lit hallway. It came to a ballroom with a grand staircase that went up to the higher realms. There where people there and singularities of light. But for some reason I couldn't move as fast. The closer I got to the staircase the slower I moved. I noticed that everyone close to the top was moving very slowly. It didn't feel like I was being impeded but that I was entering a different realm. One where reverence was needed and a much slower more appreciative awareness.

I kept on moving forward and with it came patience and stillness and a sense of wholesomeness. I inched my way up the stairs and into the Light. Amen.
#123
It gets better... as I've practiced the ways of Light for awhile now I can say it's the only way of getting out of all that. When I was in my twenties I was attacked for over a year with awful astral energy. It came while I was awake and produced voices and hungry ghosts. It was so bad I was diagnosed with passive schizophrenia.

I still get negative energies after me from time to time but these days I'm more prepared to deal with it. So I live relatively happy and have mostly interesting dreams. I'm actually starting to have a lot of fun with it... exploring and going where I've never been before.

Maybe someday I'll write all about those negative energies but maybe someday...

Thanks for posting.  :-)
#124
I went to sleep exhausted. I got in bed and fell asleep. I woke back up in a few minutes though but then realized I was in the astral. I was still in bed though so I got up and ran outside.

Everything was dark outside except for one house down the street that was very well lighted. I floated and zipped down the street. There where many people at the house. Most where talking together or just walking around or I saw some people having a beer and smoking. I went into the house to explore the party.

There was a couch inside in the living room and there was this pretty girl sitting on it. She was reading a thick book. I sat down and wanted to talk to her but she seemed very concentrated with her book. I started playing with her hair and she looked up to me. I said hi and asked her if I could have a kiss. She smiled and I kissed her. She kissed me back and we did that for awhile. After that I went back outside.

There was something going on outside. People had gathered to watch an art of war. Two boys where manipulating reality and making dream manifestations. They used lines that created the shape and then gave it life. The two dream shapes were kinda fighting each other like an astral version of a wrestling match. The two crazy shapes had all kind of ingenious shapes to fight each other. They came together and tried to dominate the other. The two boys responsible had their arms out into the sky as they brought their line shapes to life.

Finally, they shapes turned into spaceships and the two boys took to the air as they rode them. They fought in mid air and came crashing down unto the ground. In the middle of this spaghetti mess of lines the two boys came together and started playing another game. I couldn't follow it fully but it was some kind of intellect game trading lines together and seeing who could fool who.


Anyway, that's when I went home. Went down the street and found my house. I went in and back to my bed. It was empty and I fell into it and woke up. I had been out for about 50 minutes. I went back to sleep and awoke the next day after considerably more vivid dreams than I usually have.
#125
I think those drab and mundane places in our dreams is just reality saying... Here I am! I am real place! It's Truth because those are probably real places out there in the astral. If it was our dreams manifesting I'm sure manipulation of the environment would be possible. Sometimes the world of the mundane and our dreams gets mixed. Sometimes they stay far apart. I remember reading Chogyam Trungpa and he said "If you are bored, it means your're in Reality." and "If you're not bored, there's something wrong." hehe