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Bismart-
"P.S. I can't even look at the stars anymore. They all appear to blink and jiggle, and fade in and out. Something is definitely changing in my visual perception."

I have had that for years.  Do you have any thoughts on it?


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I have always had a scientific mind.  I believe that in all things there is a logical order of things.  That every thing can and will eventually be proven.  It is that for many things we do not have the technology to do so.  I have never been a follower of organized religion or a religion of any kind.  Darwin all the way.  
    I personally do not believe that there is some or any higher entity that started this whole thing.  I not do believe or feel to be a part of anything but the human race.  I follow very simply what Popeye said, "I am what I am and that's all that I am."  I guess,  largly I see too many holes in religion in general, there is no one that explains it all.  That and I have never had any experience that made me feel like there was any basis for religions.
   I have/do believe how ever that every thing that is spiritual/super natural/psi related is possible by every one.  Not because we are a part of some thing greater but because we are capable of learning.  A person can learn any thing intelligence is not a factor it can be taught.  I do not believe that any one is simply incapable of learning it is just how ever that they do not want to.

Tyrone-
"I believe that one of the largest hurdles for man is to simply think and act for himself. Nobody really wants to trust and believe in themselves anymore. People simply want their lives rulled. Its easier. Its too easy to go out and 'sin' all week long, then go to church on sunday and repent. You think saying the hail Mary five times will wipe that slate clean?? Just like with most of the physiological nature, things tend to take the path of least resistance. "

   This is true people need to start thinking for themselves and taking responsability for themselves.  And yes I do believe that the average person likes to have a preset of rules to follow, it is easier.   It is because of this that I think religion started in the first place.  To tell people how to live.   But I do not think that it is because there is a creator.

 Every thing I know, every thing I can do is because I had to learn it.  I believe it possible because we can have that kind of control over ourselves, our bodies, our minds.

I am starting to rant so I will stop now.  I just don't see it that way.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Actually the leg and arm spasims are normal.  They happen to every one.  I get them a lot as well and like I said I am normally fully suported head to toe.   Some one told me it is some thing that just happens as the body is letting go.  It is one of the last signs that the body is becoming relaxed.  You may do well to support your legs on something so that the jerk does not feel as violent.  With the leg dangling I could see how it would be some what greater because there is nothing to stop it or for it to rest against, plus the angle would have some thing to do with it as well.  Mine are not as bad since my legs are normally fully extended, so it is more of a twitch.  But with the leg bent would probably be more like a kick.  Some times certain parts will do a flutter type thing as well.  Many pulses in a few seconds, then it stops and that area seems to just go numb.
I would advise against resting in a position where you could cut off blood flow though.  From a medical stance it could cause internal damage to various parts when the blood is not getting there.  Another reason your should do some thing to take the weight off the leg.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I know what it feels like to be taken by some of the stuff you discover.  Its fun.  I have often found myself acting like a child with a new toy.
What if I do this? How about over here?  And this?  cooooll!


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I sit in a recliner most of the time.  I have found that I need to be fully supported as my body will not allow me to meditate if it needs to support itself.  I also tend to cover myself with a blanket and use pillows to adjust where my arms are or head and such.  
If I do not do this and meditate siting up I get stuck, really stiff and it becomes almost painfull to move.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Okay here goes.  As I have not been able to do any thing with these centers.  I.E.  Actually feel them or do any thing to them.  I am how ever able to tap the energy in them.  This I have found to be most interesting.  Like I said before as far as creating barriers and such with I have found also that the energies stored in these areas seems to be stronger or purer in some manner.  This I believe because of the stregtsh of the energy.  I have been able to use it more effectivly than the energies in side.    I do not want to elaborate on what I am doing too much because I am not fully sure if it is working or not but what I do know is that the energy movments are stronger since I have begain to tap these areas.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

To list a few things.

I tend to sit in quite thought more, they could be considered minor meditation times.  When I go on break at work I tend to just sit there for a few mintes and do nothing.  Or I will sit there and look at the sky, the plants, buildings, and such.  I also keep a journal which I find myself writing in more these days.  I find that more and more I just don't care about certain things anymore.  There is less and less that bothers me and I want to open up the eyes of other people as well.
I find also that I am becoming slightly more of an introvert.  I talk to a few people and will engage in conversation if some one starts one but other than that I stick more to myself.  I now more so want to just sort of walk away from the world.  I feel a need to just go and find some desolate place where I can be by myself with out being bothered.  I don't want to work any more I would rather just stay home and spend more time on things that I want to not that I have to.
Other things have been getting stronger as well.  My ability to see into people and hear people is stronger.  I hear more of what they are implying and not what they are saying.  I am able to see more aspects of people as well.  Things that they don't share with every one.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I know what a helicoper sounds like when you are that close, and yes should one show up in my back yard like that I would probably freak, that being until I realized it was a helicopter.

I think there is a big difference between a prediction and precognition.  Predictions are often vague and loosly based on some facts.  It is easy to say "something like this is going to happen."

But precognition is an entirely different animal.  You see every detail and often get every emotion to go with it.  Precognition for me always seems to be from the first person view, never 3rd person.  I have had only a couple of confirmable precognitive moments, but they were thier none the less.  It is not so much that they were significant in the grand nature of things but they were important enough to me.

One more thing, What have you been doing with your free time tat wold bring a helicopter to your house? http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I have been trying some thing similar for a while with little to no success.  Mostly I can not tell if anything that I am doing is the cause of it.  But I don't try too often.

Question.  Do you notice if distance has much to do with it?  Was is easier in the bigining to choose targets that were closer or farther way?



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I just had to throw this in.   It's fubar not foobar.

F.U.B.A.R.  -  Anacranim - pronounced Foobar. Stands for F***** Up Beyond All Recognition.

In other words - hosed, screwed, not good, bad or really bad, the rainy day you "should" have been saving for, wrong, beyond control, messed up, so messed up you think it might not be real, an abattoir, a nasty abscess, bane,  a low point in life, a state of troubler or disorder

Often used when nothing else seems to accurately describe the situation.


Often used in conjunction with S.N.A.F.U.   or  Situation Normal.  All F***** Up.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

It is much the same as with learning to fight.  When all is said and done it all boils down to a punch is a punch and a kick is a kick.  

I do not think that the energies themselves are very different at all, only a persons perception of them.  I personall only see two different kinds of energy, that which is free born or naturally occuring and that which comes from a person.  The only reason I see the difference is because for me energy that comes from a person or entity is "tainted" by them, be it a good or bad thing depends on the person.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Until you mentioned it I have never actually read anything on the possibility of non-natural energies outside of the body.  I only know what I feel.  It may be a good idea to keep this topic going for a while to share ideas on this.  That way we can have two different view points of the subject since I have never done anything with Reiki.

But I have only been able to "use" this energy in the manner I stated.  I never really explored it beyond this.  Perhaps I will now since I can feel it but the thing would be what to do with it.

I guess the first step like in any other system would be to develope a better awareness of them.  Try to figure thier exact locations, thresholds, triggers ect. and to what purpose they would best serve.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Well it is easy to see if the police are looking for the person/vehicle you have seen.  Just look on the web.  Start with any local gov. pages you know and search from there for the police department.  

This will at least let you know what is going on in your head.  Dream or real.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Me personally I do not think that it is the mixing of systems that is bad but rather the "jumping" from one to another and not allowing yourself enough time to learn any one particular system.  It is far better to be good in at least one system rather than to be okay in many.  

I am not saying that mixing systems is bad but rather that you must have enough knowledge to do so, and to do so safely.  But I am also a firm believer that knowledge is power and to learn as much as one can.  But if you skip around to much and have not learned control have you learned anything at all?


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I also have been interested in energies out side of the body.  I have experienced various things when focusing awareness just outside of the body in similar fashions to new.   Although I have not been able to use mobile awareness on these areas I have noticed that there does seem to be a tappable energy source just outside the body and maintained by the body in the same manner.

I have on several occasions made attempts to fill a room with my energy with some interesting results.  One being that the energy does not seem to originate from inside me but rather from around.  Almost like it collects around me first and then pushes out from there.  This, to me, does not feel the same as I believe shielding to feel.  Shielding seems to be from more internal vs. this feeling more external but still of my own energy.

It would make sence to me that there is the same form of energy around us that we generate from with in.  If this was not so then things like telekinesis and such would not work or be affective.  Yes there is a natural amount of energies outside of the body, as in from objects and the earth.  But how much of what we manipulate not so much natural energies but energies maintained by the body?  This being that they are energies that are ours but not contained within but around.

I guess the only thing I can relate it to would be the "social bubble" that every one has.  Like I said before, it is not a shield but it is our space.  Because it is our space the body utilizes it the same as it would the rest of us by storing and moving energies in this area as to maintain the space.  I have been begining to think that for some the need for "extra" storage is needed and this space becomes more utilized. The more you can feel your energies within the more likely you will feel your energies outside and become more likely to be able to manipulate them.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Here is yet another way to look at it or a question to ask.

It was said earlier that intent is a big part of it.  That I agree on.  Even in self defence to purposly kill is not karmicly good.  But if one just lives in the moment and is not thinking of the action but of only the defense of ones self or loved and ends in mortality than there is nothing to worry about.  If you go into the situation that if some one hurts or trys to hurt me or a loved one I will kill them then that is bad.

Look at strictly in the matter of the defence of others and even the freedoms them and yourself.   Some one said they would kill in defence of these things, but I ask you, is it that you would kill for these things? or is that you would give your life for these things?  It is not the willingness to kill in defence that would "save" you karmicly but it is the willness to put your own life out on the block to be judged.  

Me personally I would do all that is in my power not to kill even if the intent of the other is to take that which is most dear to me.   But I would defend with my life that which I love and hold dear and one would have to kill me in order to bring harm to them.  And because of this one would also have to thier life on the line as well and we will be judged together.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

That reminds me of how my relatives used to call me tank.  I was a stout little kid and ended up using force more often than not when playing with my older siblings.  But I am some what glade that it didn't stick past being 6 or so.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Yes I believe it is possible to predict such things and the future in general.  Clarity of vision is important.  People do every day, not with sports but with life in general.  I do not believe the future is set but I do believe that a person can see the future given a certain set of circomstances.

Sporting events could be trickier to predict because of the masses of emotions that are put into it both by the players and the fans.  Our energies effect everything and because of that certain things like sports become difficult to predict.  The trick would be locating the difining moment and insureing that it did or did not happen.  You could predict everything down to that moment and say something like if this shot is made then so is the game.  But seeing the points after fate splits is more difficult.

Try to find some one who has prevented a car wreck or some thing of that nature.  Find out if they knew the person was going to die or if they just saw the wreck and not the after math.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

How old is your friend?

You list your age as very young, so I would assume that your friend is of equal age.  If I am wrong please correct me.

But the both of you are at an interesting time in life.  Every thing starts to open up from here.  There are new ideas and such that you may feel the need to explore.  Your friend is in the same boat, how ever he is looking into the wrong places.   I would not challange him at all on this subject.  It would cause problems which could eventually go violent.  
I would suggest that you start to distance yourself from him little by little.  Do not be there all the time but do be there when you are needed.  He will eventually make up his mind as to his direction in life.  
should he chose to take that path he will not notice your departure.  But if he is truely a friend he will know that you are becoming wierry of him which would normally make a person look at themselves.  You age makes this difficult because the motives of another are not as easily seen until there is a little more experience gained.  This applies more so to your friend.

I leave you with this.  The both of you are searching for your places in life.  Be honest and truthfull with him IF he asks.  But you must also be calm and talk to him as a friend.  Trust builds friends and enemies.  If he has not yet given you a reason not to trust him do not create one.  With hope he will come back around and see the foolishness of his ways.  But just because he is looking that way do not shune him or that is the direction he will surely go.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I do not get sounds with sight.   And this was different than sight is normally for me.  Normally I get like third person perspective of things  but this was first person.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Sounds like wacky tabacky to me.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Hold the phone.   I must ask several questions but there is a suggestion in here as well.

Who is "us"?
Who is doing the blocking?
To what end?
Or rather Why?
What is it you were trying to do while you were dreaming?

I am sorry but this strikes a nerve because of recent information I have come accross.  If you do not wish to speak openly due to the apparent sesativity in the subject matter please use the private message.

Okay now.  I have been suffering from the same kind of lack of dreaming.  I recall very few dreams these days I became aware of the lack of dreams about 3-4 years ago but I think it started earlier.  
So far I have been using a saying before I go to bed that seems to be helping.  I say this before I go to bed every night.

"I will remember.  I want to rememeber.  I will rememeber my dreams.  I want to remember my dreams.  I will remember what happens when I sleep.  I want to remember what happens when I sleep.  I will remember.  I want to remember.  I will remember."

It seems to help a little more if said in a commanding and sincer (SP?)  voice.  It also helps to say it out loud vs. just in your head.

I am starting to remember more often but it is still just a blur of partial images.  But it is a start.  I am more happy about the frequency rather than the content.  The way I figure it the more it happens the more I will start to remember.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

The reason Free Energy is not more common than it is.

But first to start a fight.

Governments -  Governments are not preventing the use of free energy because of the reasons you may think.  And I will explain later.  But in general the governments that be see free energy as a problem more than a solution.  

Corporations - They aren't as big of a problem as you may think either.  Most of them have the money to switch or put into free energy very easily.  Oil companies would most likely make the switch into FE with out too much hesitation while taking only a small hit in profits durring the conversion only and after much money is to be made in the way of new tools, gadets, and devices that the normal populas does not have because of the cost of production which would be driven down with FE.

The Wealthy and Banks.  I do not see where they play a big role in this.  Banks and such would prosper more from FE because it would give the average person more money to play/invest with.


 Now the real reasons I see FE not becoming more prevalent are as follows.  

The first major problem with a lot of the various ways for FE is cost.  The up front cost of a full conversion is a hefty some.   Granted the money would be made back very quickly but on average people do not look at the long term only the bottom line cost.

second.  I know every ones biggest misconception about FE would be the availablilty of car and other vehicles afterwards.  Well yes cars and such would become very cheep and every one would be able to own one with out polution, the need for gasoline, and several other reasons.  But the problem with this is the fact that everyone would have one.  You may think that traffic is bad now, but try giving a car to every person you say walking down the street.  A solution has to made for this first.  Mass transite needs to become more available and used before a switch would be made.

The last being that the switch can not occure slowly.  It will need to be done on an over night deal.  This would be the only real way you would get people and companies to make the switch.  Naturally I do not mean over night over night but rather with in five years.  and slow intigration say a ten to twenty year plan would cause major problems.  Much like now.  Those being things like electric cars.  People don't use them mostly because there are few places besides a persons home that you can charge them.  That kind of slow intigration makes things impossible.  People want easy!  Plain and simple.  Why wait when you can use something else now.

In time when other things become more available and possible we will see FE.  And I do believe that for most of us Gen-X'ers we will see it in our life time.  But not with in the next 15-20 yesrs.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

That is probably the most interesting one I have seen yet.  As far as a reason.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Energy anihilation = black holes.  And here is the fun part about it.  You can't prove me wrong cause they don't know what is inside one just that nothing gets out.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com