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Try a different location.  IE a lazzy boy if you got one or something similar.  I rocking chair worked good for me for a while.  That was until I found the perfect one.  I have often found when I try to meditate at all in my bed I fall asleep with in 30 mins or so.  But I found that when I switched to a chair, and I swiched to many of them before I found the right one, I worked better.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Tia,
 I think you just read the last one wrong that's all.  If you had not said no prior to the "Formula 1" thing showing up then you should have gone but it was more like it was there saying trust you instincts rather than you need to go to this.  But hind sight is 20/20 eh.

 I also thin that you are correct in the confirmation part.  Since I have been seeing this more and always after something happens they seem more like clues saying "hey, now you understand."  or  "See, this is your path, you made your choice, it's not that hard now is it."   I have been starting to see them as a way or marking things that need more investigation.  



"At the end of the hall there are two doors.  How will you choose which one to go through?"

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

quote:As CD's are so friggin expensive in Europe and we all complain about the cost, people are buying them in the US cheaper. I think Tom is right - in order to stop Europeans buying cheaper CD's they say that if you buy in the States it wont work in Europe. They cant possibly stop you from copying, I always make a compilation of CD's I buy as I never like every single track on an album. It just wouldn't work. And if they find a way to stop you copying, then somebody will find a way to copy the uncopyable...

I know they do this now with DVD's.  Each DVD has a country code embedded into it.  This is so that DVD players in other countries can not play all DVD's.  Only done basically for rating system and what is considered "viewable" by what ever government.   They could basically do that to the CD's as well but like I said you can work around it.  Even now people make the DVD ProM's and they work great.  You can watch any DVD from any country.  The only thing to do would be to look at what DVD-players they have been made for before you buy the player so you know you can get one.  And they already have the programs to break that one too for people who have DVD's on the computer.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Adrian-

You mentioned "Radionic" devices.  What is that?  I do not believe I have heard of them before.

Joe-

Check out these links.  They have some information on shield generation as well at other topisc on Psi related things.

http://www.thepsionguild.net/
http://www.psychogenesis.kaosu.co.uk

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I have found that there is some truth to the whole "sound induced" events.  But the big problem being is that you would need a mix more suited for you.  Every one being different it seems that different sounds trigger different effects.  I have been using some thing called the Brain Wave Generator.  Basically its just a constant tone or sets of tones.  I have found that certain sounds have been effecting me differently.  I have not projected but I been experiencing some wierd stuff.  But it also took me a couple of different tries to find a set that had any effect.  

www.bwgen.com  They have a FREE DEMO program to use.  It has about a dozen different sets.  Like I said a couple of them work good for different things but I have not projected.  I have only just recently started using it and I have not registared the program yet.  I am still desiding.  But it does show some promise, this being only that you can alter any of the sounds and there are many user created sets that you can import for free after you registar the program.  

Also note.  I have been getting better results with it when I am wide awake rather than listening when I am ready to go to sleep.  When I do listen to it before I go to sleep I drop like a light.  Which is good for me because I often have difficulties getting to sleep.  I don' sleep long but I feel very refreshed after.   I am going to give this one a little more time before I make a full decision on it.   I want to conduct some more tests when I am fully awake.


"Your brain is not a toy. Be carefull."


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Quote- The article I read and the news report I heard clearly said that the new CDs will not work in some car CD players and some stereos and will not (or is not suppose to) work in any computer CD ROMs. But who knows. I guess we will just have to see. I would like it if they would label which CDs are which. I mean if it does not work on my system then I sure do not want to buy another CD that is not going to work for me. I am not a big CD buyer anyway so I guess I will heard about it before it effects me.



Maybe, but that why there are those that make ProM chips and hack programs.  It will take a months or so for them to come out after they start making CDs that way.



Quote-
Someone selling dvd players said that playing cdrs in the dvd might destroy it.
Can this really be true? (because the dvd has a more sensitive laser, or soemthing like that..)

Error, does not compute.  No.  It may, and its a really iffy may, mess up the cd but not the rom.  Most likely the worst case is it won't read it.  That's all.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

NLP- So it's just really learning to read some ones body language.  I can do that already.


kakkarot

A handfull of questions pertaining to the "voice".

1. Does it sound like some one you know?
2. Is it a soft gental voice or like a hard command?
3. Does it say anything else or just your name?
4. Does it sound close or far off?
5. Are you thoughts dwelling on anyone when you hear it?

Them are for starters I might have more.  I will explain when you answer.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

My understanding of it will be just as it is with computer discs.  It is not that they will only be usable by certain machines its just you may have difficulty if trying to burn copies off for friends.  But now a days NOTHING is truely copy protected.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Okay that is funny.

And odd because I hear this EXACT phrase alot too.

"Its ok David...your a good type of weird"...


Oh, yeah.  I want to be cremated and shot out of a cannon.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I do not have too much info on your eye thing.  I get some thing similar from time to time but for me it is a low intensity light and it pulses, some times making shapes.  But there has never been any sound to accompany that for me.  I have always looked at it as the mind starting to perform higher functions, which is often the result of meditation.  But I am not really sure.

As far as your other question.  I am more of a touch person.  I learn best by doing.  But on the saem note I am visually impaired.  Eye sight of 20/400 our worse.  Legally blind if it was not correctable with lenses.  I think that because of this I was naturally better at learning by doing.  But I also think that because of the impairment it caused my mind to make of for it with other forms of sight.  Usually when I see things they are accompanied by very strong feelings.  It is actually the feelings that compell me to look.

Oh, and my eyes tend to move up when I engage in heavy thought.  So what does that mean?


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Well every one here will tell you at least one thing.  Stay with it, and keep trying.

It is normal for there to be little or no sensation at first.  There are a couple of different reasons, either inactivity or blockages.  But if you continue to work these areas any how you will eventually start to feel something as the energy paths are opened.  But do you best to try and give it some time before saying it won't work.  It will.   Also keep in mind that the feelings you get may vary from what some one else describes.  This being that every one is different, different feelings, different way of describing, and so on.  I personally still experience a little bit of pain from time to time when doing energy work.  Kinda like a charlie horse low throbing pain.  I gues I'm one of the luck ones.  
But you will know when it starts to work because the feeling will be very different.  If you use the same kind of concentration that you used when you were getting your braces tightend then you shuold be able to get some very positive results.  Again just keep at it for a while.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Just a quick thought.  Chew on this.

What if for example there were in fact no "aliens" per say.  Or to satisfy most of you that the ratio of aliens, abducties, and sightings is actually a very minimum of what is reported.  Say 3%.
  So what about the other 97%?  Good question.  A couple of years ago I had a really messed up dream.  I will not go into detail but lets just say I could very easily turn it into an abduction story.  And in truth a couple of people that I have told it too said I was abducted but I think they are a little crazy.  Every thing that I have researched so far on what hapened to me leads to this, which I believe to be the truth.

  I believe that I had a LD or an OBE, but at that point in time my mind was not ready for the experience and hence had to turn it off very quickly.  But the begining of the experience left a memory and the memory had to be explained.  So my mind took over and changed things and arranged them so it could explain the what happened.  I noticed that the dream had many elements that were familiar in my enviroment which leads me to believe this more and more.  It is logical to me that when the mind makes things up like that in a purely defensive manner it will use things that are common to you.   I can think back on it a note a very different feeling from when the dream started and when it begain to change.  Even though it was scarier for me towards the end it was also easier to accept, and because of that  it was oddly soothing.  Until I woke up that is.  At that point every thing was different because something in my mind had been turned off as a devensive mechanism.
  I think this happens a lot to people.  They experience something in thier dreams or while they are asleep like a LD or AP, and the mind can not handle it give the other beliefs that the person may have.  This causes the brain to take over and compensate to return things back to normal or a more believable dream reality.  I believe that many of the stories of abductions stem from this brain function.  The only abduction stories that I tend to believe as being possible are the ones where some one is actually missing for a while and then just shows up out of the blue.  Or were there is physical evidence of an encounter.  I believe that the world in general is so caught up with the Sci-Fi phenomenon that it is easy for a person to believe that they were abducted after this kind of brain function.

Then there are the ones I believe are just flate out lunatics.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I think I got you.  So as with most things it is all in what you read into it. (basically)  If you think it means nothing than it is all, but on the other hand.  There is as you stated the myths or legends about mages who never seem to need anything or rather look for anything because everything that they need is some what given to the at the appointed time.

I do believe that things happen for a reason but just not so frequently.

I think I will yet again in my life try to pay a little more attention to detail.

But pondering back on every thing with in the last couple of months it is mildly amusing on how things fit together.

I had a few experiences in the past.  Recently things started back up.  Then I begain to willfully persue them.  Then a blockage, I was stuck and did not know where to turn.  It was then that I heard Mr. Bruce on the Art Bell Show.  That lead me here, and to NEW.  Things progress further and another wall shows up.  Start looking into other Psi related tasks.  End up getting several good links from this forum.  Work progresses more.  Started looking into Hemi-Sync and like programs.   End up with more links and ideas from this forum.  Make some major progress in a short time.  See odd vision/entity in room, no explination, passed off as imagination.  Then acrticle on basic self defense is posted.  Continueing further had very strong meditation session, I could see smoke and all but nothing burning.  Slightly wigged stopped for a day.  Article about very similar experience is posted in OOBE forum.

Too many odd ties almost like something is pushing me in this direction.  But for what end?



"When the student is ready the teacher will reveal himself."

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

This will be continued in the "astral chat forum"  under 'Synchronicity'

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Okay I have a question about this whole negs and water thing.

The building I work in has many and I mean many water and steam lines running through it.  Some as small as 1/2 inch and some as big 12-24 inches.  We are constantly moving an impossible to calculate amount of water through the build.  Since I do maintenance this is what I get to deal with all day.

1.  So based on this I thought I was attacked by a neg do you think I would have to worry about it staying attached for very long?

2.  Are only negs effected in this way or are many more nice entities effected this way also?

3.  I only ask because of a singular presence that was there before dissapeared after about two years of me working at this place.  But I don't know if he was good or bad but always appeared dark and shadowy.  Could my work have driven him off?




David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Pre warning this post may offend the religious.  But keep in mind it is only one persons view and that would be mine.


I have thought long and hard on this subject and as a result I have aquired a favorite past time from it.  Which woudl be agrivating "fanatics".

I can say without a doubt that there is no God.  But I can also say without a doubt that there is.  I shall explain my madness.

First off the lighter side.  Yes there is a God.  He lives, breaths, and resides in the hearts and minds of those who believe.  He his all powerfull and understanding of your situation.  He shows compasion and mercy for all. He is the person who guides you through life and teaches you right from wrong.    

But unfortunately that is the only place he lives.  I have studied and looked into many religions and in the end they all turn out the same.  Thiers is the true way and to believe in any other means damnation.  So to put it mildly the entire world is damned from the get go.  There are too many descripincies(sp?) between them all for one person to make any kind of sence out of it.  But I tried.  You have to take each with a grain of salt and consider the time at which they were written.

Most of the great books that are out there were designed as a way of life.  This being so that a person would live longer and healthier.  The Mormon book being what I think is the supream example of this.  If you look at how many things a Mormon can not do, eat, or drink and you will begin to see this.  Ask yourself this.  How many Mormans have you seen that are ture to thier religion that are unhealthy?  The answer being not many, not very many at all.  It seems that all of the books were written as a guide to helathy living for the time and region that they were written in.  Hence the vast differences for one book to the next.  Further more they were written as some what as a book of laws also.  Covering all the areas of what you can and can not do.  How to treat your family, friends, and fellow man.

The reason for this being that it is instinctive of all life on Earth to achieve some sort of balance with nature.  These books were our attempt to do so.  If you listen to all the lessons there is at least on common thread.  That being one of simple living.  A basic "do not bite off more than you can chew." view piont.  Through time however they have all become an institution.  Many of thier ways and teachings have been lost.  This being either one they no longer apply or two people in general are starting to see past all the smoke and mirrors.  But still it si normal for people to seek a guide for life because it is easier to be told how to do things rather than finding out.  And most people have no idea what todo when faced with some thing that they don't understand.  So they seek out answers and for what ever reason they either do not have the resources or are happy with the first responce they get because if nothing else it is an answer and it is soothing to know that at least some one else has experienced it and understands.

Think of it some what like school.  When you were young you were sent off to school to learn but you had no major desire to do so. (Well most of us.)  And nor did those before us.  So instead of having this huge warehouse of books and knowladge for us to muddle through they provide us with an athority on the subject.  And we often took thier word as law because we did not want to acertain this information on our own.  So you begin to learn and when you ran accross some thing that puzzled you again you return to that same ssource for answers.  And sometimes got the perverbale(SP?) "Becasue I said so."  Which in most cases is retorted with "Oh, okay."  And we go blindly on our way.  

Such is the machine of organzied religion.  The blind leading the blind for control or the masses to try and ensure that we don't kill ourselves.  Power in its purest form.  It is easier being a sheep than it is being a shepard.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

There are at times when you may think that you are suffering from "the sight" as I call it.  I only say this because at a couple of different times I could not turn it off, and I was not in the best of locations, there was a lot of activity.   I think normally this would be called "Astral Sight"  but needs to be more developed to see farther into the realm.  I believe that a majority of what you are seeing is only just off the physical plane.  Things that are some how still or were tied to it.  IE dead people, spirits, ghosts, or whatever you wish to call them.  But I did notice however through the years that there was slightly more to it.  That some of things are not really connected or bound here but are rather visiting.  I did for a long time continue to have a single "thing" that was a constant visitor for lack of a better term.  I never did find out who, what, or why he was showing up.

I can see how it could be detrimental to your mental state if you could not comprehend what was going on.  And I think a person could be easily driven mad if it becomes an "all of a sudden" issue.  But I do not think it is as big of a problem for people who are more attune to what is going on.  It developed for me at a young age and was something that was always there so it became normal.  It is kinda funny because for me it has now somewhat dwindled and I don't see things as I used to and as a result I am affected by it because my world is not the same.  That also could drive some one mad.

Because of where I work we tend to get many people near death and/or old and not in the best mental states.  But the other day some one was describing a person who claimed they could see 3 different versions of his body.  So was he crazy or was he seeing his projected doubles?  The physical, the energy, and the astral.



"All things dwell within the mind of man, but not everything stays there."


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

You know this place is starting to get a little too wierd for me, and I shall explain.

It seems like every time I have a new feeling or sensation or experience a day or two later an article gets posted about it.

For example.  I was meditating on the 28th, April, and I started to see smoke.  Now I am a smoker and being such I immidately thought some thing was on fire, is in maybe I droped one.  It was not until after that I realized that I was seeing the smoke before I actually opened my eyes but when I did it was still there.  I stopped what I was doing so I could franticly look around despite the fact I could not smell anything.

Just as was described in the begining of this article.  Like I said it is getting too wierd.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Here is a tip from some one who HAS seen what you are talking about.  

If you truely want to see what it is that is causeing that sort of distortion do not look directly at the shadow or shade.  Look above it or to were there may be a light sorce from which the shade can be cast.  If you follow me here.

It seems that these "eye tricks"  can often be accompanied by some minor sound.  I have always gotten the feeling that this is often done as a distraction so that the entity or what ever can move through an area relativly undetected.  When you begin to see that more often you will notice ofther things in the area as well.  

Try not to focus to hard as it seems rare that they stay in one place too long.  Instead try to alow it to be more of an instinctual glance.  You may get better results.  Take note of any feelings that you have at the time also as it becomes important to detirmine the nature of what you are seeing.  It helps you get a feel for what it may be doing.

Of course if this is bothing you mirly tell yourself that you didn't see anything and it will eventually go away.




"Walk with me and see the world as I do."


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

It has been my experience that the more you learn and can do the more you feel the responsability of the knowlage.  

michael
"as a projector myself i would love to prove it but like yourself have never had the ability to control an OBE in the real time zone"

It is highly possible that after you are able to control real time zone OBE's you would loose the desire to make such an attempt.  It maybe at that point when you realize just exactly what it is that you can do and what it means.  

I find it often very rare that you hear about those that are "truely great" in any such persuits.  And when you do hear about then it is not on the regular news medium.  And if you hear about them at all it is only because they managed to get a book published, and they have often done so not for thier own selfishness but because they are trying to get the word out and help those that are like them but have no where else to turn for help.

Like Mr. Bruce putting out PPSD.  It seems, AND PLEASE CORRECT ME IF I AM WRONG, to be aimed at people who are aware of what is happening to them but have been able to find little or no help on the subject.  So where does a person go for help?  Thier local doctor?  No, they would think you mad and try to get you counseling, or worse.  The church then maybe?  They only investigate a handfull of such issues and thier help is often motivated by money or power.  The common person has little resources for help in such matters.

And honestly if some one was putting a book out on the subject only to make money do you think that it would only run $13.50 for a autographed copy.  No it would be closer to $20 or $30.  Go look for an autographed copy of a Steven King book or Anne Rice.

"The more balanced some one becomes the more they see both sides of the story."

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I dunno.  I do see it that way.  I think people use the words ego and masks to generally.  Not every one hides who they are nor do they care to do so.  They speak thier minds freely and do not care what people think of them because of it.  If you are doing something that makes you happy or content because it does make you happy and content and not because some else wants you to do it then you are being true to yourself, the inner you that wants to do those things because it enjoys the feeling.  And honestly the killer in side is the trueself for some people.  It is nature.

I believe the "myself" and the "true self" are the same.  The little voice inside that guides us.  I do not see the difference.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

You know here in the US they are called Wolf Spiders but they are harmless, mostly.  They are actually a rather fast evolving spider, and a bit of a half bread.  It may be different in other countries because of thier breading.  I have never been bit by one myslef they seem to run fairly easily.  Even when they are on you.  Here is Arizona they can get about the same size as the ones in Austraila.  As I mentioned thier breading it seems that they can mate with just about any other spider, but very few of the other traits are passes on so they stay pretty much a wolf spider.  Just get yourself a cat.  They like eating wolf spiders, or at least mine does.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

In my opinion it sounds like you know yourself all too well.

One of the first major steps to figuring out just who you are is to realize what you are doing.  Like the wearing of masks as you put it.  But to me some of these times that you say we are wearing masks to fullfill what are true self wants is incorrect.  
How many things have you wanted or tried to do inyou life only to find yourself within a few weeks right back where you started?  Like some one who starts out determind to excersize more.  They start out really good and slowly taper off until normallity has returned.  This happens because thier true self does not want this.  It is not who they are.  I am not saying that this persons true self does not want to excersize, far from it.  It wants to or else the feeling would not have been there.  It is just that the person in question was trying to be some one else and was excersizing in a manner that did not fit whit thier true self.  The desire is still there but the person can become depressed because they can not stick with it.  It is in fact only a matter of trying something else.
 To be true to yourself you have to understand that you often can not go around and do everything mainstream.  You can try, it might work for you.  That may be who you are.  But if you try anything and it starts to tapper off in that same kind of manner but the desire and drive is still there maybe you should look at what you are doing.  Is it you or some one else.  Then try a different approach.  Our true self speeks to us all the time it is only a matter of stoping and listening to it.  Question your current actions, and make changes when need be.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

It is not the action or lack of that decides who you are but rather it is the reason.  Like shaving my head.  I didn't do it to be cool or even different.  It was just because.  You know I felt like it.  It was amusing.  It was a "what if" actually played out.  Done mirly for the Gits and SHiggles of it.
If you do something because everyone else is than you are not being yourself, you are being them, or trying to be.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

You know one of the reasons I continue to shave my head is because I know I am not one of those people of TV.  I am not a movie star.  I am ME.  And personally I don't care what anyone else thinks of me because it won't change my opinion of myself.  Ofcorse this could be why I am still single.  But who cares?  I don't, sometimes, but not normally.  It is life, I am here, why just go with the flow?  Why not stand out and be counted?  YELL AT THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS!!!! I AM PERFECT AND NO ONE CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE!!!


"I have only been wrong once....I thought I wasn't right."


"I am what I am and that's all that I am."


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com