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Qui-Gon

I know what you mean as far as it looking like something is wrong with the camera.  But I have seen several pictures were there were no orbs in one shot and orbs in the very next shot taken only seconds later.  Then again on the same role of film they were gone.  One of the other things that I have notioced is often the depth in the pictures.  It is hard to fake distance with a regular 35mm and having the pics developed at Walmart.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Now there is a subject.  I have a long winded explination of how I percive the whole soul thing to work.  But I give you the skinny version.

In short.  Every one has one and it is with you since the time of your conception.  It may be new or old, good or evil.  It is a part of you and you can not give it away.  Only parts of it and this is done all the time wether you are aware of it or not.  It guides you through your life but it does not control you, you can change it, and you can be changed by it.  You life and its experiences add to that soul sometimes making it stronger and sometimes making it weaker.  I could ramble on and about this.  But in short do not worry about loosing yours just becareful who you give the pieces to.  One more quick note.  God or the Devil do not enter into the equation for me at all.  Since I am a none believer, or rather a believer of a different faith.



"Step out of line...You might form a new one."


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Another good sight for pics of what you are possibly seeing would be WWW.ARTBELL.COM go to the pics galeries and select orbs.  I have friends that have many of them in thier pictures.  They seem to follow his family around a lot.




"Knowing the path is far different from walking it."


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

You know I really hate to do this because it sounds of an insane man rambling.
Of everything that I have been reading to date on this page I tend to think more and more of Dungeons & Dragons. Yes I will admit that I play/ed for some time.  Now I have an excellent memory for this stuff and every time some one mentions something about an animal or a being I can very easily and quickly think of creature from that game.

Like for instance Dragons.  It was mentioned of this forum about them coming or possibly comming from different plains or dimentions.  And I think back on what I know of D&D.  Yes they do, in the game anyhow.  They are on a plain unlivable and reachable by the players in the game.

Now the more and more I think about this I begin to wonder.  Just who made up that game and either
a. What was he on?
b. Just what kind of insight did he have on the world.
c. Are these kinds of things basic to the human imagination and there
  for we are all crazy.



"Ever looked in the mirror and wonder...Man how did I get that stuck in there?"


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

But i still don't understand why I can feel everything.  I mean completely, fully, and totally aware of my etire body at once, and every little microscopic thing that happens to it.  
Yes I can feel the energy movements but only as part of the whole body.  I am still totaly aware of everything else and can not turn it off to a point of a singular spot.

I have been doing focusing exercises and it only seems to make things stronger.  I am only more aware of things afterwords.




"lost is a sea of thought and me without my paddle."


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I do not believe that reading a persons aura is an invasion at all.  And I think that is what everyone else was saying also.  It does not matter if you are passively or actively doing so.  Someones aura is a natural expression of themselves.  It is there all the time.  As far as the earlier comment on intrusion I think that is dealing more with mind reading.

The only part about possibly offensive to some one with you reading thier aura would be the length of time that you stare at them.  Its not so much what you see but why you are staring.



"If tin whistles are made of tin, then what's fog horn made of?"


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Tir13.

I never really found it a problem other than I often get board because of being up so much.  And it is something that has been happening but has only increased in frequency since the energy work.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I do not know what reiki is.  Can you give me the jist of it?  And what would an attunement would do for a person?



"If knowledge is power then I need alot of help!"


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Maybe but there is something I don't like about actually needing to "CLUB" the sandwich before eating.

Besides they say processed food won't hurt ya. "Tea, earl-gray, hot!"




David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

You know I have so many thoughts on the subject.  I have wanted to collect pictures of all of them and try to figure it out.  Some are most deffinately hoaxes.  The "pros" have figured this out by the manner is which they were created.  They even showed some one creating circles.  But the way that it is done is different from the ones considered to be real.  That and radiation level and soil samples and such.  Plus on some of the circles it is totally impossible for a handfull of people to complete the hoax in one night.  On some of them it would take 10 people amost as many days.  And in that time some one flying overhead would have noticed.  There are even some that are far to complex for any one to do and also far to complex for it to just happen naturally.  
SO I guess that I am saying sometthing not of this world and/or time is responsible for a good portion of the circles found.  I personally thought that at first it was some kind of language but there have been too many variations with no real binding force. (rosetta stone)
The I was thinking of the posibility of some kind of maping system but in order to figure that one out like I said I would need pictures of all of them.
Then you have to ask....Why are most of them in Europe?  You might think that the states has far more open fields and it would be easier.  But then again we have some what of a tyranical government despite the "democracy" that we live in.  They are very much  in control and deside what we see.  So I guess it could be happening just as much uhu?
Just a few thoughts.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I had thought about that.  Something similar.  The mind saying okay your need to stop for a bit.  That is an acceptable reason.  But let me pose this question.
As I had stated through my research that point at which I got stuck is believe to control/create memories and/or house the more primal functions of human thought.  SO, is it possible for the mind to create a sinerio to explain damage and/or the turning off of that point?  It is logical to say that your mind/body knows where every thing is in you and what it does.  But could it say "this is damaged or in need of repair" and then say "this type of damage would turn it off"  and then plot a course to the exterior of the body, then pick a kind of injury, then let your imagination or experiences fill in the blanks?
Example.  You have large internal bruse on say you kidney.  It just developed or you did something. But in either case you are not fully aware of it.  So the mind trys to tell you through a dream. So it figures that the only way that happened was through a strong impact of a blut object a point A.  Then you imagination or experience kicks in through the rest of the dream and fills in  the blanks.  Say you have a dream about getting hit by a car, or kicked by a horse, or even hit with a baseball bat.  And so on.  Is it possible for the brain to perform that complex of a task?

If you had a hard time following I will try to explain better.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

"hmmm.. I forgot his name, but the gentleman who created the last topic in this specific forum - he to had one"

That was me. I ended up getting one because when I passed out I smacked my head. They wanted to make sure I did not damage it.  I hate when I bump my brain case.

But, in al actuality I was researching for a time, to see what kinds of scan of the brain could be done to detirmine a hightened usage.  Not linking it to intelligence but rather to metaphysics to track growth or natural ability.  I think that it would be a fun study.  But the only thing is that you would be exposing a person to rather high levels of radiation because of the number of scans, some 12 different scan a day.  Each one tracking a different aspect of the brain/body.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Not that I am aware of.  My parents or any one else I have ever lived with has mentioned it.  And I have asked before.  Although my sister has been known to do so which does make it a bit more of a possibility for me.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

reclining orb

It has been some time since these things happened.

1.  The 2nd experience.
  - No. things were pretty much normal.  They were pretty good at the time.  No major stress or anything.

2. state of being.
   -As in was I healthy.  Yes. Eating regularly at the time and so on.  At the time of the 2nd thing though I was rather mentally devoid of many things.  But at the time of the first I was fine also.  I just can't remember dreaming.

3.  Dreaming.
 -regular dreaming seemed to slow or stop a few months prior to the first experience and they have never fully return.  I only remember dreams that are highly screwed up in nature.  And even thoughs are few and far between.  Not like before,  when I could remember several more pleasant dreams.  And not to offend but I haven't even had a good erotic dream in some time.  And every remembers thoughs.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

The thing of it is that when this happens to me anyway I go the rest of the normal, until my next sleep cycle.  IE. Instead of going the normal 16 hours before sleep I end up going 22 hours to get back to the normal sleep time for me.  There have been times when this has happened several days in a row with no noticable side effects.
So then is it possible that because of the meditation and energy work prior to bed I am dropping straight into delta sleep? Because of the often high level physical relaxation I hit through meditation?

The question also came up with REM sleep, or dreaming.  It is very rare that I have a dream that I can remember.  It has been almost 3 years in this state VS. when previously I had been able to remember dreams all the time.  Any one's thoughts on that.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Inguma,

Could it have been a friend maybe reminding you?  Some one who got up earlier than you?  Some one you were sapposed to meet there?  If you are still in contact with that person maybe you should talk to them?  Have you heard them any other time?  Did it sound like them?  Was it more of a "I'm up why aren't you?" tone?


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Practice.  Start with some one you know.  Think of them, what they are doing at that time ( better if not in room ),  Then while you are thinking of them ASK them to open thier mind to you.  It is important to ask.  If you don't you are attempting to force your way in.  This requires a lot of practice.  Also there are things people want to keep secret and this allows them to do so.  Plus if you manage to force your way into some one or try to do so it can cause some problems with that person.  They will see things that they don't want to.  Some from thier own mind and some from yours, but the images are usually dark in nature.
Item 2.  Open your mind up when you are talking to some one face to face.  A connection is already there because they are actively thinking of you and the conversation.  If you open your mind you may be able to hear/see some of thier thoughts.  You can gain more out of the conversation that way because people can not always say everything they are thinking.

Above all don't pry.  People don't like to be forced open.  And besides you never know what you are getting intowhen you look into some one.  They could be stronger than you and not take kindly to the intrusion if you know what I mean.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Ahhh, the voices.

It is an iteresting thing to try and get used to.  General rule I follow when I hear them.

1. Don't do what they tell you to unless the voice is familiar.
  -Example.  If you hear the KILL, KILL, KILL voice, try to ignore it. (Chuck Noris Joke)  But in reality I have often heard the voice of a friend of mine.  It sounds odd....wait scratch that, I forgot where I was.  Often I hear her and then know that I should contact her because she is thinking of me.  And I have accidentally learned other things from this too.

2. If you don't know the voice and it knows your name be carefull.
  -I could just be you or it could be something else.  Again Becarefull.

3. I have found that conversations that I hear are most definatly other people.  
  -They are just normal conversations.  It really neat to listen to others.

4. If voice pitch changes contact needs to be broken.
  -Do what ever you need to to stop hearing it!  This could be my own parinoya but I have noticed that it is linked to bad experiences.  Its kind like some one trying to hack a computer.  The longer your online the easier it gets.  If other senses are working you will notice several other things to go with this one.  Temp changes, Light and dark changes or spots.

5. Don't be afraid to listen some times.
  -just remember rules 2 and 4.


  Naturally some times your mind plays with you.  Thats why you have to listen.  Nate was engrossed in his book but it can happen with anything you spend lots of time on.  Games, movies, reading, and so on.
  Question for Inguma...  Was it time to get up?  Or a time you would normally get up?  The mind has a way of doing that.  The internal clock stuck in a repeat.


"But the voices in my head told me to do it!"


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Tia-  I understand that your MBA is sapposed to be where you put it but it seems as if my mind wanders too much.  As in.. I start working on my foot as a whole and then bring it down to a finer point and work the toes and sole...and so on.  But rather frequently it jumps and next thing I know I can not pull my concentration off say my knee or my arm.  It seems to spred out in that manner and the next thing I know I am fully aware of everything going on in my body.  My heart pounding,  my breathing, the amount pressure my cloths are exerting on the verious parts, any breezes running across me, just everything.

I had stopped doing energy work since I posted this last and recently restarted working the basics.  Even scartching certain points to maintain my focus there, as suggested in Robert Bruce's writings, but it does not seem to work.  


Winged_Wolf-  I am trying to work on the NEW system, but the control is something I have started or rather continue to have problems with.  When I first started there was no problem with control, but now like I said its all or nothing.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

You know I have been in AZ for 11 years now and I still haven't been there.  It just doesn't seem all that exciting to me.  Of course like Avondale is all that, know what I mean?

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

It was partially interesting but mostly anoying.  I ended up with my nose iching for a couple of days.  I won't be doing that again.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I have also started experiencing something similar.  But for my it is not just my head.  It is almost like getting the shivers but the vibrations are faster and mixed with a sorta dizzy feeling.  I sway a little.  The vibrations usually start at my feet and shoot up my legs covering my whole body.  It's like sitting in a vibrating chair for a second.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Tir13,

  I would have wager a guess that for some reason you through up a wall.  Did you have a bad experience?  Or maybe not bad but unexpected?  Just asking because I was like that over a year ago.  I had this really messed up dream, or rather I shold say I hope it was just a dream, and everything shut down.  All the things I had worked on were lost and I was forced to start over.  It was not until I hit another point in my growth that every thing came back.  And it all came back at once, another strange story.  But you have to be mentally ready for what it is that you are doing.  If for some reason things go wrong or surcomstance arise that are not planned for your subconsious can shut everthing off with out you being able to fix it.  But more than likely you were given some clue as to what is going on by your subconsious.  Think about it for awhile and you may find the answer to the puzzle.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Puddl,

Me, I wouldn't do it.  The question here is control.  Would you be able to?  The mind can be a dangerous thing and one should always excerise extream caution when dealing with it.  Any substance that alters the mind is dangerous.  However you know your own mind better than anyone else.  It is known that any mind altering substance inhibits a persons, how to put it, moral responsibilty.  Your right from wrong can get impaired.  So what you do when projecting, meditating, energy work, and so on could prove harmfull to you or people you know.  Just food for thought.

"Control, you must learn control!"
so says master yoda.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Psi,

  I some what know what you are talking about but i don't really have an answer, only a possibility.  The 1st question whould be does it seem like it is just in your ear or all around you?   For me personally it is all around.  Almost like some thing is pushing on all the walls in my room, as if it were trapped inside and trying to get out.  It happens every time I go into deep meditation.  I think that it is me, or rather my energy filling the room.  I think that is what is happening.  I am not really sure.
 I came to this conclusion because for the past few weeks since I have been using the NEW system it seems to happen with more regularity.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com