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Psi,

  I some what know what you are talking about but i don't really have an answer, only a possibility.  The 1st question whould be does it seem like it is just in your ear or all around you?   For me personally it is all around.  Almost like some thing is pushing on all the walls in my room, as if it were trapped inside and trying to get out.  It happens every time I go into deep meditation.  I think that it is me, or rather my energy filling the room.  I think that is what is happening.  I am not really sure.
 I came to this conclusion because for the past few weeks since I have been using the NEW system it seems to happen with more regularity.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I stopped because I was not trying to project and also it felt funny.  Like something was wrong.  Almost as if I was starting to project but instead of my mind going with my astral body it seemed like my astral body was forming above me with my mind staying in my physical body.  Does that make any more since?


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

From what I was reading in NEW you don't don't need to be able to see anything.  You don't need to feel anything touching you at all.  But you do need to feel your awareness.
For me personally I feel as if my arms and hands themselves are moving and doing the work, hence the term astral instead of awareness. Follow?

It would reason to me that you would only need to feel the energy moving in the mannor in which you want it to. And thus not actually feel anything doing it.  Just the energy.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

either or, no preference.
On a technical note.  I had no problems navigating the site.  It responds very well and the colors are plesant.  I was viewing it in 1024 x 768 resolution so I could see everything.  In 800 x 600 you have to scroll around a bit.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

Okay, I do not know about the reason for the energy depleation but I have had some similar experiences.   I have not yet been shocked but I also have not yet been able to get fully out of body.

Now voices and noises I know about.  Have you, how can I say, been "gifted" any other abilities?
I call it "the sight".  I know I tend to see, feel, and know things that others do not.  Some are things that I should not know.

I have experienced some odd things during and after deep meditation.  Voices calling my name, conversations other people seem to be having, cracking, grouning, and thumping sounds on the wall.

From what I have experienced some of this is from me, some from people I know, and some from else where.  I believe that I am the one hitting and pushing on my walls in an attempt to get out of myself.  I have heard some other noises but I do not know where they came from.  I have developed a natural "bubble" for protection and have successfully pushed things out of different places where I lived that were there before me. And so on..

The energy depletion that I get doesn't seem to be getting drained by some thing else but rather because of some of my other abilities that I need to work with and around for full AP I use more energy as I reach that point.  But also for me there seems to be something else tieing me to my body and I am using a lot of energy because of it.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I think it is an interesting point.  Since I am also into martial arts I think that it would be kinda cool, for lack of a better term.  The only thing is that the repetative physical actions that are used along with the mental is largly nessisary for almost every one.  You can not grow the body or the mind seperately and expect those kinds of results.  It is largly improbable.  The most basic reasoning for the riggerous physical training is fear.  Fear is the mind killer.  The training helps to remove the fear of injury which alows the mind to help the body perform in those types of extream situations.  In the case of the aformentioned car accident the individual probably did not have time to fully know what was going on, and the body reacted naturally.  But in the case of fighting.  You mind is already ingaged in that train of thought and your emotions will play into your actions.  Fear of some thing happening, getting hit, stabbed, or what ever plays into it.  It can and does prevent the mental and physical body from performing together because the mind can get overwhelmed by the fear, and because of the you would not have the same protection.
Example:  Ask a friend or loved to slap you in the face, just one time.  You will flinch.  Because of fear.  You do this one tiem every day for a year and you will still flinch.  But you do every day 365 times for a year and by the end of that year some one you don't know could probably walk up and full on punch you in the jaw and you wouldn't think twice about it because you have conditioned the responce and the fear is not there.

Does that help?

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com