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#226
When i was living with my granny, i had my own room. we live next to an abandoned house, it was creepy; at least the cold draft feeling of it was creepy. i had a window that was right on the side with the house. i had an air conditioner in the window, i didn't mind having a window next to the house. but each and every morning i would hear this little  chittering noise and everytime i would look on the floor in front of the window, i would see these small circle shadow things scattering across  and under my bed. then 10 mins later they would scatter over the floor again towards the window and disappear outside into the abandoned house. it kept happening the remander of the time i lived there, i even one time stood in their path and they just went right thru me. there was a small sensation, but nothing harmful. to be sure i wasn't just seeing things, i told my brothers girlfriend about it and pointed them out, she said she saw them too, there was someone else there too and they said they saw them as well. Til this day i think they still scurry across my old bedroom floor just passing thru every day. they seemed to be playing chasing each other. it was like 7 or more of them in one group. like i said they weren't scary or harmful. I even check out the window to see if it was a tree or something else creating the shadow but there was nothing. the sun did shine thru the window tho but the was nothing in the path of the sun that could create these shadows. and the chittering noise was like the sound of popcorn beans being wisked around a bowl.
#227
Any body part that makes it out is a confirmed projection even if it's short, as for the SP and the shadow figure they both go hand in hand, when most people get into SP, the first thing they mostly experience is the fear of immobilization, and that fear in terms create a being that makes the experience more scary, but the thing is you create these being so you can also uncreate them by letting go of the fear and realising that SP is a natural thing, and sending positive energy towards the created being to transform it into something pleasant. There's no reason to fear Astral projection, anything negative you experience can easily be turned into something positive, in the astral most beings are messengers, to relate a message or knowledge, you just have to be open to it. Overall there's nothing to fear.

Good luck and happy travels:)
#228
If you have to question if you are ready then you have your answer, but if you weren't ready it probably wouldn't have worked to begin with. My guess is yes you will wind up on Egypt but if you feel you aren't ready, then once you get there just turn your attention else where, either way it's your choice.

Stay safe and happy travels:)
#229
Welcome to Magic! / Re: My magic
February 25, 2016, 19:35:32
From your list 3 and 7 are not things demons would be capable of, using water like that would cause for you to be a calm passionate being and demons aren't that way, just giving you something to think about is all. Same with the animals. Whatever you are you are no demon, at least none that I know of animals react viciously around demons not calm, you maybe a half ling if you still wanna categorize yourself as a demon, this is just my opinion on the matter.
#230
I've read around, and I just wanna get things straight before I go off trying to achieve the unachievable. I been wanting to go to the astral to activate my psychic abilities to use in the physical world and I just wanted to be clear if that was possible or not. It would be easier. People say you must go within to  do certain things and basically you are going within yourself through astral projecting right or at least you can, or does the astral not affect the physical in that way?.... Although most of the Time when I do get out my plans go out the window, not sure why cause my intent is strong on this, this is something I really want to do. So why do our plans always hop to something else when we get out?
#231
From what I read the reason why you were not out long on the fist one and the is the same reason why you were out longer on the other and that reason is the physical body. If you stay close to it for a long period you will be sucked back in ending your experience quickly, you were out longer because you were away from the body. Remember to always get as far away from the body as possible, your experiences will last longer.
#232
07/28/13

I think this projection was brought on by talking to the spirits before i went to bed. when i got out of body i was near a park by my childhood home before my mother died. when i looked into the park i saw my mom, she was bathe in golden white light it was so bright too that only the gold shown. when i saw her floating ther i ran to her but i moved very slow because at that moment i forgot i was projecting, cause in those moments i was runing to her, i felt nothing else mattered but her, i was happy rung with emotion tear of happyness. when i got to her i hugged her deeply and told her how much i missed her, she said she missed me too. my bro and sis left behind energies were there too making me think they were dead too. at that moment i also felt dead and un able to return to my body, for now i begin my tour of my possible death my mom guided me thru it with my bro and sis. supose ly my sis dies before me then me and my bro the only one living. anyway how i die, i'm coming back to my home from a get.......sorry nevermind that part, i was just informed i can't share that part with anyone right now sorry, i guess i have to allowed it to just play out without informing the people who may be involved. anyway after the tour of my possible death, my mom went away for a moment and i was left to play with my bro and sis left behind energy better known as their higher selves. my sis turned into a bird and said chase me if you can, so i changed into a hawk and chased her leaving my bros higher self behind. after a while my mom returned and i asked some questions. i asked her about sex and she said something along the lines of, females can do it 12 time year ( not the actual word she used i think she said out of an eternity or something whatever time frame they use) and the males 33 times. i then asked about heaven and the after life, she said something along the lines of only the rightous enherit heaven and the rest of us live in our own afterlives. which would explain why i was at the park of my childhood because it was the place we were happiest when she was alive when i was 6 or 7. anyway afterwards i was allowed to return to my body after exping what i needed to know. overall i enjoyed my visit with my mom seeing and being with her. once again sorry for the misleading title, trust me i was ready to share my death with yall but was told not to as i was about to. i'm sure yall understand so thanks for listening.

12/1/14

Update: I can now share my death scene from my experience, because as of now i've forgotten who was involved so I won't be telling anyone off,so no specifics so here goes:

I was coming home from a get together (walking home). When at the moment I closed door, someone I knew came to the door. It is unclear if he knocked or just rushed his way in, but I was beaten to death by him and a few other who may have came in afterwards. Police was called and my body was found in the basement by my significant other. I think me and the other guy got into a little. Argument where I tried to get him to leave but it turned into something that costed me my life. When I was seeing this from a alt perspective I was getting heated and mad, and almost wanted to jump into the scene, but my mom stopped it and I was back with her and my siblings and you know the rest. I did sort of jump into it and try to tell her who killed me as anyone probably would.
#233
9/24/14

Last night before bed, I did a mantra, but it was an unusual one; at least I never seen or heard anyone say it.
I used the V mantra, not saying the long sound but th short sound that vibrates.
Anyway I did that,and it vibrated my whole body, and my hands started tingling. After doing it 9 times, I laid on my stomach, and dozed off, where I entered a dream. I don't remember the whole thing; but what I do remember was, I was in my apartment just getting ready to sit down at my computer to start back writing my book. I barely touched my keyboard, when I feel a tug on my body. I ignored it and went back to trying to finish my book, because I really had something I wanted to get down. But then it happened again,and this time it took over my whole body. I begin feeling real light, and then the floating sensation came, and I slowly started floating out my chair; and turning in the air. My feet was now facing the ceiling ,and I begin to feel like I'm being pulled. I started flailing around in the air trying to get back to my computer, but the force was strong, it quickly pulled me out of the room through the ceiling feet first. Next thing I know, I was in my physical body, but only for a slight second. At that point I started feeling the floating sensation again, and just like that I was floating outside my body. I floated over to the top of my steps, then I suddenly landed. There was no control what so ever, except my train of thought, everything else was like I was being lead.
I then noticed there was loads of clothes, and baskets of clothes all over the steps. No step was without clothes. It looked like an obstacle course. Remind you this was not the case in the physical, I had just cleaned them the other day. I begin thinking to myself, how the heck am I going to get down those steps? As soon as that thought entered my mind, the floating sensation was back, and I started floating again. I was floating just above the clothes down the steps. Half way down I see my dog At the bottom of the steps, she's staring at me floating down the steps, she had her head to the side as if she was saying, what the heck he doing, I know this man ain't floating down no steps. At this point she starts barking and whining, and suddenly I'm back in my body. When I come to, I hear her barking at whining, so I get up to go quiet her down and head back to bed. I tried to get out again but I fell asleep, and winded up in a dream version of my OOBE, except in the dream my granny (deceased) and uncle was coming in the apartment, they complained about the steps, and later on my granny, gave me this 3D computer type GPS phone, it was some kind of futuristic device, its graphics was amazing.... I don't know what this whole experience was about. I'm still trying to piece it all together, but I still don't know. Any feedback is welcome.

Thanks for listening
#234
02/22/16
I laid down and took a nap, after waking from the nap, I just laid there debating if I should stay or get up (staid). I then started counting down from 50 to 1, nothing happened so I laid there debating again ( not knowing I was already out, but just sitting there in my body). So while laying there still debating I hear someone downstairs, thought Maybe it was the dog (tied down). But then whoever it was started coming up the steps, at this time I turned my head (Astral) towards the door waiting for the being, as they were getting closer. Then suddenly a dark figure scurries ( on all fours) into the room and hides under my small table. I can barely see him, but it's a little boy, drawn back a bit I close my left eye (astral), so that I wouldn't see him, making it a little easier for me to interact with him (without fear). He seemed a bit scared and worried. Then he spoke to me, I could barely make out his words, because he was so soft spoken, but he asked me for help; he said he lost his sister. I said OK what is your sister name? He told me, but again he was soft spoken I couldn't make it out. So instead I tried asking his name, only getting the same result. So I just said OK I'll help you find her. At this point I turned my head (Astral) and proceeded to do the rope technique, I was almost to the ceiling but I got cocky and started rush pulling, at which point I lost control and started floating back down to my body. I tried to regain control and started thinking about floating up again but it didn't work, so I just staid there watch the ceiling get farther away. When I was back in body I looked back over to talk to the little boy, bit he was gone


F.A.P (false awakening projection)

Instead I heard more noise downstairs, it was alot of people this time. Then suddenly I was floating over my steps trying to sneak down to see who it was. I then noticed from the voices that it was my gf family. Then someone started coming up the steps, so I hurried trying to float back up the steps; they were almost upon me so I started kicking in the air, and slowly but surely I made it back up and back to my body. Then I heard the person say I'm going upstairs to get them ( it was her father). Then I had a thought to scare him, so I rolled back out of body towards my small table. So I waited on him to enter, when he rounded the corner I threw air punches at him saying something along the lines of buggety buggety boo, he laughed and said you want some juice. I said aw yeah sure, he said it's downstairs. Then he pointed toward the bed saying what about her? I said sure if you can wake her. Then I woke up for real and everything was quiet.


02/23/16 FA

I woke up to my girlfriend coming home, she was yelling at the dog, my guess is she pooped all on the floor. Then she came upstairs and woke me saying did I make the f**king tea she started throwing cereal at me in the bed cause I didn't make any tea. Then I woke up for real, to her ringing the doorbell. She yelled at the dog cause she did poop on the floor and I went downstairs and I winded up running arrends getting her phone back on and getting cranberry juice.
#235
Actually I  just reposted it from astralvoid, all my experiences are from there, I just wanted to hear different opinions.
#236
Ok before these encounter...when i always taking a shower i can sometimes hear a soft womans voice over ther water...but when i turn the water off to listen theres nothing...then it always start back up and i think nothing of it...then i always get this feeling someones there while showering i feel like this presence...but when i peak from behind the curtain no ones there.....now heres my exp yesterday evening upon waking up i glanced over near the hall near my bathroom and saw this female spirit i a long biege old school dress...but when i saw her she moved so quickly and went into my bathroom...for a min i thought i was losing it..cause i never saw a ghost before in my life so it creeped me out a little and i was a little excited too...i told my fiancee about it......then later on i got out of bodya and i went into my livingroom an saw this poster where my computer should be it was holographic like a pokemon card lol.....and i saw the lady from ealier in the pic which startled me so i threw something at it, And to my surprise she fell out the pic and i ran into my bedroom saying babe babe shes here shes here help me help me...i thought i was gonna die..so i hid on the side of my bed and the lady came rushing in the room with the quickness of ealier she seemed made and i was petrified i couldn't move i just stared in horror at her....then she started talking but i couldn't understand her cause her voice was muffled...then her eyes glew blue...to which i calmed down cause i realized she couldn't be harmful cause blue represents good and red bad...anyway i calmed down and asked her her name...she was still abit muffled but she said huh i asked again she said again huh and tilted her head trying to hear...then just as i was fading back to consciousness she started talking again but i was gone......i awoke still feeliing her resence in the room.....so now i know theres a lady with blue neon eyes who lives in a poster in my livingroom on another vibratory level i am not alone in my home anymore....i still feel her now
#237
If I had to take a guess, I'd say with the radiance you said the other you was putting off, that it was your higherself, the HS knows everything about you, and she probably was there, because she thought you were ready to find out more about yourself. But it seemed you had your own agenda, but this is just my opinion, when really the only person who can interpret the experience is  you .
#238
insert from April 2011
this is my post from another forum/site

Hello everyone I'm hydro1. I'm still very new to astral projection, but i did have one experience that stood out for me, and it might be hard to believe so i'm gonna get right to it as best i can.

Ok i dont remember quite the position i was laying in, all i remember on that part is breathing, then hearing a buzzing sound and i was out. My room was very different, it had little furry creatures running around the floor, I ried to avoid them but there was no way so i just walked thru them. i made it to my living room and there was a lady in red staring out the window, she was very beautiful. I was wondering what she was doing in my apt, but then again i realized it wasn't my apt anymore, i looked around the apt a bit and found that my front door was missing. So I went over to investigate, it really was gone, so i went out into the stairway of my apt and went down stair, and out the other front door the main door. Outside where the parking lot used to be was nothing but a river of water, it seemed very deep and it was raining which wasnt making it any better. I had a place i wanted to go, but it seems i was'nt going to get there thru this deep water, i forgot all about flying. i headed back into the main door to my apt, and wanted to explore a little more, so i went into one of the neighbors apt and there was another beautiful lady. She smiled at me and the next thing i knew we were having astral sex, after a while i blacked out. When I came to i was still in that apt with her she was watching tv, then i noticed there was three little kids who wasnt there before, i was surprised at what i saw they all looked like me. I asked the lady who kids were they she told me they were mine, i was so surprised that i blacked out again , when i came to i was back in my body. Now i can feel her stalking me waiting on me to get out my body again to be with me,but i cant seem to get out my body any more . its wierd but i wanna see my three ghost (astral) kids.

ps. plz someone help me get out my body again
#239
Welcome to Dreams! / POW POW!!!!! Lucidity Lucidity
February 19, 2016, 21:06:51
As always I don't remember the beginning very well, so here's what I remember in short. Before lucidity I was in this facility with this group of guys, when I run into Brad Garret from everybody loves Raymond show (he's a favorite actor of mine). Anyway we winded up arguing and the argument got so heated that it turned into a fight, to which I won, leaving him feeling some type of way; and it didn't help that I went bragging out loud to my group. Then all of a sudden POW POW I was shot in the neck. At this point I start feeling this sensation in my neck where I was shot. I then fell down onto a soft mat where I lay dying. I was too scared to close my eyes, so I died with them open. Then there was this shift in awareness and I was able to see clearly out my cold dead eyes. I then turned my head and laughed, well tried to but there was a hole in my neck and blood coming out. So I sat up with a smile on my face the dream characters all stared in awe that I was alive and just smiling as if I didn't just die. Instead of just leaving, I confronted Brad and told him it was a better way he could have handled that situation, and how sorry I was how my character handled the situation. Then I woke up. Thanks for listening. All comments are welcomed.
#240
10%- 35% lucidity was acquired in this experience so I will put them in the order in which they came so bare with me and thanks in advance for the responses I may get

10%: during this time I met with alot of people that I knew but not really knew from different life times, so this was a huge party, I don't really remember actually meeting everyone, but there was one that stood out. This person was an Aunt from another life, at least that's what I recognize her as cause I never met her in this life but I held her in the highest regard, I really respected her opinion, and in doing so I asked her opinion on my relationships
I ask her how she felt about my ex and my present relationship, I Even asked her about a future relationship that I might have. As I named the persons I was talking about a image of them would pop up beside us so that she knew the person I was talking about, even the future person I would wind up with, though she wasn't anyone I recognize at all. Anyway she basically told me that neither of them were good choices for me, they weren't the best people for me to be in relationships with at the times that I am with them, not that they weren't good people just wasn't the right ones for me. After talking to her I left to join and enjoy the rest of the party.

35%: the party was held in the sky among the clouds, as I floated or walked around I looked at everyone most were sitting at tables talking and having a great time ( for some reason everyone was smoking marijuana an laughing), I then ran into my friend Sean ( present life friend) he was just about to light his weed, when he saw me he asked if I wanted some, of course I did. So I took 3-4 puffs and I was suddenly free laid back I started playing around with people, my friend Sean likes to train so me and him sparred with each other other people started joining in. I was fighting like i was a natural, no one was being harmed it was just all fun and games.

20%: after a while I went to the bathroom ( not sure why one would be here). While I'm the bathroom I went to the sink and washed some water over my face then looked into the mirror over head , instead of seeing myself I saw myself as the Christians lord Jesus Christ I had the beard and long hair and I was Caucasian/white. It freaked me out at first, but then I realized what it meant to me, it just confirmed what I already thought ( that we are all Gods and goddesses). We all just have to find ourselves. Afterwards I begin sparing in the bathroom, then I woke up feeling refreshed and accomplished ( not sure why). Thanks for listening take care.
#241
Last night I meditated on the intent of having a projection, I chanted ( mind awake, body asleep) in my head, and of course everything faded away, and nothing happened but the fact is I still meditated on those words. After coming back from the trance state, I felt a bit sleepy but still a bit energetic, so I went and laid next to my girlfriend, and closed my eyes and continued the chant as I drift off, but I don't remember falling asleep at all, but it been seeming that way lately for me. Anyway I winded up having a 30% lucid Dream.


From what I can remember, it started with me and a couple of friends playing with this remote control snake; it was my friend Seans pet ( which I find funny now). When I either heard a noise or a knock, I went to check it out. And what I saw was this strange being; he rushed towards me in a hurry. When he got closer, I noticed he looked like me, he was me. He quickly told me " you need to love your HOST body", and he quickly left. I yelled after him to wait, never stopping on his path he says "I have to go" ( in recent experiences I would just let it go not getting other questions asked or answered, but not this time I remembered lol). I thought I could catch a glimpse of him outside ( even one of my friends supported me on going after him), so I rushed to the balcony and jumped over without thinking (landed with knees to my chest). I got up in time to see this spacecraft thing in the sky. I didn't realize it yet but it seemed something was wrong, cause it just kept hovering in one place over the apt. Then suddenly the spacecraft went down. I hurried over just in time to see future me again. When I got up to him he turned to me with a worried look on his face still saying the same thing " love your HOST body, take care of your HOST body ". I touched my/his face to calm him, and I said OK just to assure him. Although he still had a worried look upon his face he calmed down, at this point I really took the time to recognize his features; he looked alienated and other worldly, but he was still me, his face was thinner, his eyes were all brown with that design in it no white in sight, he looked cool to me lol. Afterwards we went over to his ship, which was glitching or something other, he raised his hand and pushed a button, and the ship transformed into a different design, it was so awesome. I was so amazed that I started taking pictures thinking I would post them to the site, but then I remembered this was a LD smh.

This don't pertain to anything any of you really know about me but it was something personal that only a select few know. I asked him how do I turn? He said all I had to do is stand on my hind legs (tippy toes), and speak my true name with my true voice, with my left leg up.

Then suddenly some authority figures came and we hurried and parted ways, but it was too late they saw me talking to my alienated self. I hurried and some how got back up the balcony and into the living room with my friends, just in time for the authority figures to come knocking on my door. They rushed in saying they saw me outside, and I denied it, even my friends denied it as well. We told them to tinkle off, but they kept pestering me. Then I woke up refreshed as if I wasn't sleep at all.

My conclusions: in my opinion I think the authority figures represented my consciousness/ unconscious whichever noticing an unknown intrusion into my dream I guess and my friends at that point represented the other part of my consciousness trying to reassure the other part it was OK and me waking up refreshed meant it was resolved, but that's just me what you all think? Pretty awesome experience either way lol.

Thanks for listening happy travels :)
#242
Welcome to Dreams! / The Voice In The Sky
February 18, 2016, 19:42:25
Well I know now that it wasn't in the sky, but within ( telepathically). Anyway this experience was a 25% to 75% Lucid Dream about my life and struggle to be something in life, basically a life review, as everyone know I been stuck in a rut in my life.

25%: from what I can remember, I was in this history class in a college, an everyone had to stand up and quote someone in history, and for the life of me I couldn't come up with nothing,well something did come to me which was Edgar Allan Poe, but I was debating with myself if I should. So when my turn came around. I instead acted a fool, cause of my frustrations. The professor (female) pulled me out the class and had a little heart to heart with me. I told her I wasn't good at historics and math, at which point I I started breaking down crying. I felt so pathetic in life, then he/she ( gender seemed to change. Whoever this being was sure wasn't a prof.) asked what I wanted to do, and why was I in a college. At first I said I don't know, then between sobs I said electronic technology, but I have to know math and measurements. I begin feeling more sorry for myself and said that maybe I'm just not cut out for all this. When he/she ( though she was very passionate and sincere) agreed with me, it hurt me more deeply, that I turned and ran away

50%: The being followed after me (I always seem to walk or run away when things get tough conversation wise), she kept trying to calm me by talking as I ran but I wouldn't listen. When she saw that talking wasn't getting through, she started singing. At this point trying to run away became difficult, it was like her beautiful singing was stopping me from moving forward, no matter the struggle I put up. I was now moving inch by inch, then suddenly a wind picked up, I was now blowing in the wind, my feet was plant firmly on the ground too. At this point I just gave in, and the wind slowed a bit laying me upon the ground. I layed there still crying and sobbing. When the being finally caught up to me she stood there looking at me all worried and concerned. Then whoever sent her must have called her back cause she disappeared.

75%: after she left I got up and continued Walking (still upset). I had no idea where I was, I was lost, but I continued to walk. I was on a path with nice spring grass (cut). I saw there was a city up ahead. I started to walk through, not paying much attention to the surroundings. I was walking in the streets and there were few people about. When out of nowhere a voice spoke to me ( although the voice was resonating from within, I still looked to the sky, cause it seemed like it was coming from there). The voice said it knew everything about me, and what I wanted; he knew I wanted to be a superhero. He said he said he could help me become one, at which point I became all a sudden happy. I then said (like a innocent child happily skipping about) Astral projection too!!? He said yes, but we don't call it that here. He was about to tell me what the call it but I was so happy and excited that I cut him off saying Out of body experience(trying to figure it out )? He laughed and said yes, you're a happy little fella aren't you? I then asked him, is it wrong that I don't go to church (I'm not at all religious) ( I think I mistakenly thought he was God/source), he said no, church is for God. I then cheerfully asked him his name. Be fore he even told me, a knowing of his name came to me as he said Saint Christopher. At this point a car in the city suddenly drives over my foot; I felt the pressure but no pain. The person stopped to see if I was OK, then I woke up feeling rested and refreshed.

Thanks for listening hope you enjoyed and understood what I was going through the ups and downs...... Happy travels:)