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#251
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Still alive
April 03, 2006, 07:52:33
Good to know that you are raising your level of energy and getting more happy!

You really deserve that :)

Hope you can achieve what you want and be an happy person.

Good luck Heather!
#252
Amazing! Do you know what? by coincidence, at some time ago i tought that the computer of the future will not be from "iron" but a biological being. DNA is so small but also its can have lots of operations. Its bio molecule. It is versatile and flexible to do lots of things. Silicon that we use now on chips its not that good.

Also, with quantum research, the computers will work both with that and with biological tissues. Just my 2 cents.
#253
I am doing this because i am bored as hell :)
#254
Yes, thats an interesting tought CFTraveler. In fact that makes me remember that knowing the existence of an afterlife, makes me get further from suicides (i mean, in my past, at some years ago not now...i am ok and i dont wanna to suicide).

Yes, knowing that there is an afterlife makes me think that it is completly useless to suicide since i will be the same conscience with the same problem (i mean: the incapacity to feel energy and hapyness). I must olve my problems here and now. As buddhists says: the path to illumination startes right here, right now.

Sometimes i wil get happy to be unhappy, lol. Suddenly, in the middle of my unhappyness i will think "This is a good oportunity to learn how to escape from this state".

I think that in a general way i can like life, but what makes me get unhappy its bad relationships with people. I get really annoyed (like now) if i finish a relationship. But i have nice friends and it worth be alive just to be with them :)

Everday when i wakeup early to get in to my work i am upset (another day of work) but then i remember that i have good friends in my job. I love them, so i will go happy to my work. Also, during the trip, i will try to aprecciate my surrounding, while in the road and i will listen to great music. Then i think "Life can be sweet".

I must really aprecciate such moments because they are like diamonds. One day maybe something really, really bad will happen to me and maybe i will not be able to aprecciate such golden moments with nature and specially with friends. MAybe one day i wil say "I miss that days but now i cant repeat that again[due to any very bad problem for example]"

Like El Bortukali said, sometimes are just hormones :)

Doing small things like physical exercise, correct sleeping, good diet, (with the extra help of friends) can make things go back to normal i think. Maybe you should consider seeing a doctor.
#255
if you want you can make it smaller using any photo editor software.
#256
Your avatar....hmmmm. Give me your number :)

kiding!
#257
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Are you a Tool fan
March 14, 2006, 14:32:04
i agree 100% :)

Megadeth is robably the best heavy metal group in the world
#258
lol
ok
anyway i hope my tips work to someone :)
#259
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Are you a Tool fan
March 12, 2006, 15:41:15
Oh no, unfortunatly. But i know that they play really good on live concerts. Its wonderful to see Mustaine playing :)
#260
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Are you a Tool fan
March 12, 2006, 08:42:19
I know a music from that band li like it, but i dont know anything more about they :)

Its kind of heavy metal isnt it? I prefer Megadeth! I love them :P
#261
My advices for changing that:


1- Develop your body health
2- Develop social circle
3- Develop spirituality

Lets start with point 1. If you pratice lots of sports and get an active life your body will develop some substances that wil make you more happy and feeling much more better with yourself. So, in order to achieve 1:
a) Pratice sports, something that you really like.

b) Go for a walk or to a squash session if you feel with need to play computer or see tv (or something similar). In order words, substitute crap activities by active ones.

c) Sleep well, by creating good habbits of sleepness.

d) Eat well: lots of vegetables and fruits, lots of water and really avoid fast food and sugars, candys, etc. People never take into account c) and d) and they areally make a difference.  I can tell that for my own experience.

e) Do funny activitys: go into the woods exploring new things, try to climb some (safe) mountain your area, learn parashuts...etc

About point 2: this is really a very important one:
a) Dont close yourself on home, go out and take some coffe with your friends.

b) Get new friends if the ones you have are boring. aybe this seems difficult to achieve but if you get into a gym or something like that ou will meet new people.

c) Have diners and create oportunitys to be with your friends.

d) Dont deny the importance of night club sessions, lol! I really get 100x more ahppy when i go out with my friends to a really good house music session  all night long! Music is energy!

e) Get a girlfriend and learn the kamasutra! lol..really, a nice girlfriend is great, and if she can give ou good sex...hmmm ;)

About point 3:
a) dont get attached to much to astral projection or APforums and dont study that much spirituality. I know whay i am saying: if you study too much like i did and you pratice nothing thats not healthy. What you should do is:

b) Start to pratice some minutes everyday with meditation. Stop readings. If you are like me you know a lot of theory. Thats enough! Now its pratice time.  Meditating about 30 min a day (or more later on) creates a great difference on yourlife.

These are some random advices but if all of them are take together your life will become easier.
#262
Hey,  iam portuguese but i dont like  benfica :)
#263
eheh...shhhh, dont tell my secret to anyone ;)
#264
Maybe frank is among us with a different nick name :)

just a silly idea
#265
I just read the first line of the interview: its bovine excrement in a pure form.
#266
no it wil not happen. Now i believe that if you want something you must fight for it. About girls its something similar but of course that, as you say, we must act in a relaxed way. Maybe the best behavior its to fight for it but in a relaxed way, not waiting for results, just enjoying the process. just my 2cents
#267
Quote from: El-Bortukali
Quote from: CFTravelerYeah but 20 hours?  :WTF:   :liar:

What can i say? humans give to much importance to sex,some even exaggerate it like Sting.Stingman you're a great singer but we don't need to know about your sex life :lol:

Ya, we give to much importance to sex. Maybe thats because sex is like a releaf, sex is the ultimate source of pleasure.

I see sex with a person whom you love in a different way: sex is a way to fully express your love for that person. Its like the fusion of 2 souls, the ying and the yang. Sex with that view its much more pleasurable, both to body and your spirit.
#268
lol i was kiding on Han Solo, of course that if i want his help i will pm him....i just said that because he is a good "player" a seducer :)

But when it comes to a real girlfriend (not one night stand girl) things are a little different. I have no idea if he is good on that matter or not.

Tombom thanks for your insights, really, you are a kind person :), and you are right, i love discos, but i know that probably any women i may find there may not be what i want.
#269
Thanks guys :)

She was not found on a disco.

Also i wasnt (i am not) searching for sex. Probably i was unlucky.

Now i need to rest my sould before i start anything new. I just wanted to find a nice girl, with a warm spirit. Someone to settle down. It seems that i must wait some more time.

Well, sorry for bothering you guys. And thanks again ;)
#270
no, but we contact from times to times. She didnt cheat me but lied a lot about her feelings (and more...this is the short story)and she is playing with me now. I am too tired.I can tell u if i wasnt like this i would be playing the right game. Where is hans solo (not the one from the movies :)...the APforum guy). He always have good advice for me :)

oh guys, sorry for bother. Forget this, really. I was mad when i created this post.
#271
Wrong. I was searching for a real soulmate. I found this girl that i saw as being sweet. Someone i could trust. She is physically normal. I got atracted by her soul. I was searching for a real woman for life, not a *"#!$*. Now it seems thats she is just one more.
#272
ya, it seems like that. She looked like a very decent woman just to find thats another b****. Believe me that i was sweet with her. I would try to seduce her every moment , be playful, funny, a friend...wverything, just to find thats she deserves nothing.

sorry guys for speaking on this way...i am just with fire in my veins.

I already started to chase other women :) But this time they will be just meat. A real women, so soon its something that i dont want...for what i see, real women are just a mask for real *****
#273
Its time to come back to the game: seduce a woman, eat her and jump to the next. Thats what women love: to be eaten, lol.
#274
No, i dont cheat on anyone. And i am not only talking about cheating. ITs that i am seing that my i cant trust on my girlfriend. She lies a lot. It will be the end of our relationship.

Starting to get tired of the same thing...i find someone in my life and later i wil know that she is someone stupid enough to trust.
#275
Do you trust on your partner (husband, wife, etc)?

These days i see so much cheating that i find hard to trust anyone.

Anyone on his life, sooner or later will cheat the one he she loves. Thats what i think.

What do you think about this?