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Warning this is kinda long as I was playing out some random thoughts.

The One World Government or The New World Order, however you want to put it there is deffinately more talk and worries coming into the light about this sequence of events.

  Many, many people predict this insane form of government coming to power to rule the world with an iron fist.  Many of these same people believe that it will be the U.S. starts this and ends up in control.  Well not so much the U.S. persay but the "Shadow Government" that is sapposedly running the show from back stage even now.  They believe that this government will not be for the good of the people but only for the good of those in power.  But with this change in gov. comes a change in that power.  Those that think they are in control now will be cast down from thier throwns to wollow with the meek.  It is believed as well that this new gov. will be of a militaristic nature and march much to the tune of the Nazi's of WW2.  Those that do not join will be cut down and considered rebels, terrorists, and traitors.  Many believe also that this will be started by a war or plauge that stricks the whole world at once.  Some even think that it will be like the movie "Independance Day" except that the sapposed threat will be from our own kind in disguise.  It is believed that there are two main points for this kind of action.  One would be to cause a unifying force, one that will call for the world to gather and protect itself.  The second being to cut down the number of people on the planet.  Many claim that groups like the Masons and the Illuminaty will be the new leaders and they currently have plans to reduce the population to a more managable number.  It would be easier for them to gain and maintain control untill everything is place, this also would be done to maximize the usage of what rescourses would be let after such a cotastrafy.
    So how would a situation like this impact us normal people?  I guess that all depends on if you are among those that survive.  The wrold as we know it today would become a harsh place to live.   Perhaps it would be better to be one that does not make it.
    I also wonder how this would impact our collective consiouness?  With so much loss of life would it become damaged beyond repair?  Would some thing like this cause the human race to de-evolve mentally?  How much would be lost?  How much would be gained?  Would things eventually become like in StarTrek, a civilized utopia?  How long would that take?

    I also wonder how this fits into the religious side of things.  Is some thing like this akin to the comming of a false god as describe by many religions?  And now that I am thinking of it, Any body ever notice that in StarTrek there is no referance to what religion Humans are?  Some times they mention something but always in the past tence, like they no longer believe in anything.  Just a thought.

    On the other side of things many people think that such a case is not as bad as some would have you believe.  They think a unified gov. would be a good thing and that there would be no power struggle to install it.  Again many of them think that the U.S. will be starter of that as well.  This side of the coin says that there is no threat from anyone but ourselves and that we need to unify in order to survive as a species.  They think that all the other nations will eventually see how every thing should be done and will join the U.S. as sister states so to speak.
    I personally think that is an arrogant point of view but still some people believe it.  But what are the possabilities of that happening either.  Me personally I think more of the first case.  Unfortunatly I don't think that we here in the U.S. have our act together at all and if given or even attempted to "go for the gold" there would much resistance.  Most of the other nations of the world don't like us very much as a country and I don't think it would be possible to create a New World Order with out a lot of blood shed.

    So what do you all think?  Are we headed for a World Gov?  Do you believe this to be good or bad?  How will effect us spiritually?  Is this the next step in our overall evolution?

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.
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I came apon an interesting thing the other day, and this may help some of us who still seek either a first or control over the OBE process.  I know for many people the ability to produce an effect with out knowing what it feels like can be difficult at the very least.   And it is difficult for some one else to describe what you should feel because every one feels things slightly different.  But this little tid-bit should help because since I feel a vast majority of people have felt this and may be able to recall how it felt to them.

       The mind awake/body asleep question that I have been seeing come up so many times as of late.  How do you know your there?  What does it feel like?  And the multitude of other questions surrounding it.  

       Yesterday, like I have done so many times before, I fell asleep in front of my computer while trying to do something.  However in looking at it again shortly after I realized that there was more to it.  The brief views one gets when wandering in and out of asleep were incorrect for the position I was in.  The view was from sitting up-right in the chair and when I decided to get up I was slumped over to the side.  I recall being fully aware but unable to keep my vision.  Things also did not look exactly correct either, the wrong general color.  This has happened a few times over the last couple of months but I seem to be more aware of what is going on each time.

      So then, how does this help?  Think for a little bit....How many times have you fallen asleep in sucha maner?  At times when you are trying to do some thing but just can't seem to stay awake.  Can you remember what it felt like?  I believe that this is the feeling of the mind awake/body asleep that most try to achieve.  I also believe that almost every one at some point in time has fallen asleep while trying to do something.  It is normally some thing people try to avoid and thus put most of what happened of to the side and don't think about it.  Howeer I suggest that the next time it happens that you take a good look at the situation.  How you feel, what you were looking at, the position you were in, the time it was, and so on.  These things may help you recall the sensation and feeling of the event so that you can become more aware and acustom to the feeling.

        In knowing what it feels like you can get a better understanding of it and better your chances of reproducing it.  Also in looking at these little snipets of the event you may be able to at the very least increase you chances through timing.  That being recognising the for warning signs your body gives you and taking advantage of them to increase the chances of a controlled, concious, or intended OBE.

ANy comments?



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I have a question for all the homeowners in the states.  Do you have any advise for a person who has seriously messed up credit and is looking to possibly purchase a house?

I have no clue where to begin!

I'm 25. I've been at my job for about 5 years.  I make about 30,000 before taxes.  I have seriously messed up credit.  But I have been working hard on fixing it for the past 2 years.  I don't have any money saved up at all but I am starting to do that also.  And if it helps I live in AZ in the Phoenix area.

Any advise would be greatly welcomed.  Thanx in advance.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

The place that I work deals mostly with the elderly, and most of them never leave.

There seem to be a lot of people who for lack of a better term seem to loose there mind as the get closer to death.  Well at least this is the view of the general public.  These people begin to see things, people from the past, ther versions of themselves, and a multitude of other things.   Now I accept that there are a good number of them that end up going just flate crazy, but I also think that there are many who are not crazy but are actually seeing the things that they say they are.

I am starting to believe that as a person becomes closer to natural death thier mind becomes more lucid and open to the astral.  But unfortunately since the vast majority of the people of the world do not know what it is that they are seeing it has adverse affects on them.   As a result they get labeled as mentally unstable and do not get the help that they may need.  I think for many that if they were to get some sort of councelling from some one who knew what they were seeing and could help them they would pass a little easier.

I dunno, just a thought.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I have a few questions about this.

It has been said by many of the people on this forum that most if not all people project in thier sleep.  This being regaurdless if they are "aware" or not.

Also it has been said many times that for the most part these people are only sleeping on the astral as well.  Or thier energy bodys float only a few feet from thier real bodies while sleeping.  

So my question is this.  Is this all that people do when they project and are unaware?  Or do they do other things?  

This is leading up to a few more heavier questions but I will start with this and continue after a couple of responces.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Has anyone experienced a lose of time?  Or gaps in memory?

I have been since highschool loosing short periods of time.  Some times silly things other times slightly more serious items.  Although the real problem being that I am experiencing this more often now.  
It happens some what oddly.   I am usually doing something, driving, walking, doing stuff at work and so on.  Then it is like sudden realization and I try to remember what I was doing over the last 5, 10, or even 15 mins.  Sometimes I can recall but not usually.  No matter how much I try it is just blank.  There is nothing there.  I am becoming more concernd with this because of it happening when I am driving.  I'll like a 1/4 or 1/2 mile past a stop light and I can't recall what color it was.  I do not know if it was green or if it was red and I just went through it anyhow.  
I am becomeing concerned with it because of the potential risk.  I do not know if I am blacking out or what.  I am not ever tired when this happens, and I don't really like the idea that I can't remember what happened.  I mean what if this goes on and I blow through a stop light and hit some one?   A lot of what I do at work also is potentially dangerous if you are not paying attention.
Does any one else have this problem? Or even better know of a way to fix the situation?


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Violence n. (L. violenius, violent) 1. physical force used so as to injure 2. powerful force, as of a hurricane 3. a violent act or deed 4. harm done by violating rights, ect.

So when is violence okay?  Can violence be good? Or is it always bad?  Is it possible to talk through every thing?  

The Yin and Yang, The Warrior and the Scholar, The Survival of the Fittest, The Warriors Code, The Good Fight, ect., ect.  

All used to justify ones actions, there can not be one with out the other, and so on.   But does any of it matter?  Violence is violence, evil begets evil.  But at times things can only be solved by the use of force, this being evident even so in the Bible. The War of the Havens.  Violence and war have done both good and bad things.  It has crushed countries but also has given birth to new ones.  

There unfortunately is a need for it.  With out it there would be no law or order to things.  Some times the only way to prevent the opression of another is to raise up arms against them.  But when is it too much?  When is it not worth the reasons?


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

For a couple  of months now I have been getting a few different sensations.  Now These always come about when I am awake, fully, and not meditating.  They happen when I am doing all manner of things like, driving, walking, sit in front of my computer playing games, working, and durring almost every other activity I can think of.

I have been getting hot, cold, and wet spots. (sounds funny like that.)  But I will elaborate.  I have been getting circular spots of different temps some times hot and some times cold.  They seem to happen mostly on my arms, legs, hips, and sides.  Also on my hips and side I have been getting the feeling of water.  Like my shirt or pants are wet but when I check, sure enough every thing is dry.  
Now the hot and cold spots are about 3 inches across usually fairly circular.  Some times it can feel like I am getting burnt.  Some far there have been no physical marks in the spots where I feel this, only the sensation.
The water or wetness is some times just the feeling of say my shirt or pants being wet.  But at other times it feels like I am being hit by water.  Some times on my arms I get the feeling like they are being hit by water, like from rain or a drip some place.  Usually only one or two drops.  
All of these things have been happening both inside and outside, so the possability of certain things happening are out, like an actual drip I keep walking under.  Also there has been no one particular sensation for certain activities or locations.  Nor do certain activities or locations produce a sensation regularly.  So there is no I do "this" I get "that".  Any I Ideas?
And if any one remembers my complaint about feeling like there are bugs crawling on me, that is still going on as well.  But there are no bugs.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

This topic was going to be named something else but it was too long.

"The Good, The Bad, And The Things You Just Shouldn't Do?"

  Now I have noticed several things that seem to bother me but only slightly.  I have been for several years now doing many differen things that I have heard people say are bad or not good to be doing.  Now this is somethng that I do not understand.  Now it is widly believed here that there are certain energoes that you should not use because they can/will lead to bad  things.  How ever I have been using them for years now with no ill effects.  There are also a handfull of practices that I and a few others have that many consider wrong for various reasons but all it is said will lead to the "dark side" if you will.
  On some of these things I have not seen any basis for that kind of thought.  I do not see how an object, energy, or practice can be inherently bad or evil.  I do believe it could be a narrow path, but I believe it is the person that walks the path that ultimatly decides the good or evil.
  Now a couple of us have been talking about the energy just outside the body and what if anything can be done with it.  Now of the arguments I have heard against it they have ranged from be carefull to don't do it at all.  And they have all stated that bad things will come of it.  I do not see how some thing can be wholly bad if the intent is true.  Hence it is notthe power that a person has that makes them evil but it is what they do with it.  Absolute power does not neccisarily corrupt absolutly.  And not really meaning to throw God into this disscution as well but would not that statement make a God evil since they would have absolute power? (I am actually using god as a defense.)
  But I am just trying to make a point here.  It is more an issue of morality.  If the intent is true and good things come of it how can the use of certain objects, practices, and energies be bad?


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Welcome me to the club gang, I just had my 1st full AP, as in I knew what was going on and was able to control it. http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>

I will keep this short.  It was about one hour ago.  Up until now I was writing it down in my book so I didn't forget, also I was waiting for my computer to stop defrag.  Any how.
  I was first at a midevil castle, but oddly I have been there before, but I remember it as a dream and not a projection.  But it was the same place, but now it is just another brick of the puzzle I have been working on.  While I was there I begain to experiment with movement, jumping, running, flipping around and that sort of thing.  I was amazed, this being I have had many dreams of being able to do these things but now I could control it.   Lots of fun.  My brother, sister, and brother in law showed up during this.  My sister and brother in law were makeing rude comments.  The scene then changed.  I was attacked by this beast because I ws simply there.  Apparently from the rest of the encounter three things have been using the images of me, my sister, and my brother in law to torment my niece, who since able to talk has seemed beyond gifted in these matters.  Eventually I ended up at my sisters house and was defending my niece who was also there and I think she now knows what has been going on.  (She is almost 5 now.  But she has an old soul and an understanding  of these things.)  I want to talk to her about it a little to see if she can confrm this.  But I believe that she will.
  With the situation being rectified, hopefully for good, I awoke very abruptly.  But I knew what had gone on.  It started out as a dream but in the dream I got the vibrations which in the dream made me activly look for some place to lay down to try and bring about the AP.  Oddly in the dream I ended up in the location of the house where I was Physically sleeping.  I did how ever wake up 2 different times and was in my room but both time I simply closed my eyes and continued almost where I left off.  Amazing, it was like when you wake in the morning after a good dream and want to go back, well I did.  After returning the secound time I became fully aware of what I was able to do and hence returned and fixed what was going on with my niece.  The reason I believe she was actually there is because about the same time he would be taking a nap and would most likely be asleep, there for projecting.  I am rambling now so I'll stop.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Question.

Do people tend to create a house of thier own on the astral?  Or a place from which most of thier travels begin?  



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I have an interesting question.  And honestly it is something I have been trying to do since I was small.

Is it possible if even remotly to bring and object or some thing back with yuo when you AP, LD, or WILD?

Given the ability for some people to seemingly create objects out of thin air.  Or are they coming from the astral?

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Here is a good one for all you conspiricy people.

How many web sights like this one, that deal with these kinds of things, do you think that various world governments are watching?   Possibly as recrutment start for thier various projects. (the ones we all know they are doing but won't admit)


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I want to make one thing clear up front.  This has been started for intillectual debate and only partially.  Given the nature of the question asked in could very possibly go bad.  If it does I will ask that it be removed so please try to use the inteligence factor when posting.  Now that said......

  I would very much be interested in knowing why some of you believe in a God or Creator as some prefer.  I have been asked many times what it is that I believe and why?  I have also noticed that there are a greate many believers on these forums and I seem to be one of only a few evolutionists around here.  But I do alot for every one to have thier own opinion and no matter what I think of it I do not view a persons beliefs to be a strike against character or intelligence.  This being because there must be some reason to thier thinking.  Usually the more intelligent a person is the better thier reason and supporting evidence and that is why I feel every one here will be able to handle the question appropriatly.
   I am a person who has never been able to accept the answer "It's just because that is the way it is."  This is how it is for every thing in my life, there is a reason for everything.  Part of my belief system is not to just jump up and buy into every thing that one or even one million people say if they can not give me a reason or evidence.  I need to be convinced.   I believe only what I can prove through logical deduction or have experienced.
   It is because of this reason that I have difficulty believing in a God.  I can not accept it because many people say it is so.  And more so because of the magnitude of I can not accept anything other than cold, hard, facts.  My current frame of mind would probably require God himself to stand in front of me and "Here I am!"  And even then I may question the mental stability of said individual.

   But please I would like to know why you believe.  Was it an experience?  Have you seen him/her?  Was it something you could not explain otherwise?  Were you just born knowing?  Was it taught into you?  Why?  Maybe one of you has some thing that I have over looked and need to add into the equation.  Maybe I have had a similar happening but explained it to myself differently.  I would honestly like to know.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I have a question.  How many people or how many peopl have heard of projecting in a dream?  Not from a dream or a lucid dream but rather you are dreaming that you are projecting.   Is this common?  Or did I actually project but was unable to fully control my actions?

I had a dream that in which I projected and was going to do something I would not do if was able to project.   Basically I was going to take over some one elses body in the dream.  I knew this was a dream and was unable to turn it lucid so it ended up more like watching a movie from the first person view.  There were a couple of points at which I think I may have been in control but I ended up kinda going with the flow anyhow.  For more info on the dream look here. http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=1082    That is the dream in full.  But my question here is more of spicific.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Sorry but this one will be longer than the last but it was slightly more interesting.  Happenings include projection, possessions, death, and dream realization.  And I will do my best to keep it some what short as for I could write for a long time and it took my 1 1/2 hours to get it on paper.


  At the begining of the dream I had gotten a note from some one, I do not know who it was but they were "in charge".  It was like I was part of some organization or a group.  The note was a targets location but no name.  So I started doing what I was "sapposed" to do.  In my dream I projected and was able to move around in my dream real time.  I remember looking at my body for a bit because I was in awe.  I was going to go to where the "target" was which was not that far away from where I was.  The location I started in was my house but it was not my current house or any where else that I have lived but it felt like it was mine.  Now as I started to go I was unable to get out of the house because my cat and one of my dogs kept bothering me and I was unable to get away from them.  And even though I was sapposed to be projected I kept tripping over them.  So I went back to my body and desided to ask my sister for some help with the animals.  I do not know where she came from but she was there non the less.
    So I started over but this time it was my sister that was the problem.  She kept talking to me and asking me questions like what I was doing and how.  So I took a few minutes and explained it all to her.  How to project and all kinds of other things but unfortunatly I do not remember that part of the cnoversation only that I know I told her.  So I finnally get out of the house and was moving towards the location I was sapposed to go to.  I found a person inside a male and was "sapposed" to enter him move him and leave.  I do not know why but that was what was sapposed to go on.  I was just about to enter him when my sister again started talking to me.  This time she was talking to my body like I was still there, not knowing the difference, but I could still hear her anyway.  I ended up stoping what I was doing and going back to talk to her some more.  Again I took some time to look at my body.  I remember having something in my teeth that my projection was playing with and decided to see if I could unlodge it while I was projected because I would be able to see what I was doing.  So reached down and tried to open my mouth but was unable and for some reason was afraid was going to bite my projected fingers off.
       So with being unable to fullfill my task I ended up going to work, as in my current job.  I showed up and every thing looked normal except that there were these groups of four girls each running around the outside of the building.  This was odd.  Apparently they were having some kind of singing contest and they were taking turns singing into what looked like a walk man with a microphone.    The ones that were singing while I was there were singing "bee-bop-ba-luba She's my baby", I don;t know the actual name of the song.  And they were singing really good.   At this time I recieved a phone call but was getting too much interferance from the girls singing to hear who it was.    So I begain to move away from the girls and was still trying to use the phone.  It rang again.  I checked the caller ID and it was listed as "by my stairs in the hallway" , which is a really odd entery for a caller ID.  I immidiatly knew it was the guy that I was "sapposed" to posses and move.  How did he get my number?  I answered it and staerted talking to him.  He was really mad.  He wanted to know whta I was doing at his place, what I wanted, and who sent me?  On all counts I did not know except that I was just sapposed to enter him move him and leave.  I didn't know why or who sent me.  That is all I remember about that conversation.
      Next thing I know I am at a friends house.  Now let me explain.  I do not actually know this person but I have "visited" him many times in my dreams and know his location very well.  But it has been years since I have last dreamed of him and now it seems like only yesterday that I saw him last.  He has emotional problems and is going through a divorce as well and I go there and try to help him alot.  This time we were cleaning up his yard becase last time I was there he was throwing every thing he owned out the windows of his house.  I did this for a little bit and then decided to leave.  This guy is alwatys trying to give me things but I never take them with me because when I see hime I know that I am dreaming and can't really take the stuff with me.
      So after I leave I ran into some other people that I "knew".  These people I really have no clue who they are but in the dream they felt like friends so I went with it.  They were have a argument about a key that they found.  They felt it was important but had no idea where it came from or what it went to.  They were also argueing about who to take it to so they could find out.  I picked up the key and looked at it for a bit and then I knew just who to take it to.  The guy I was just visiting.  He owns all kinds of wierd things and seems to be very knowlagable about different stuff.   No the locationwhere this guy lives is ver hilly and they use trams and lifts to get around most of the time since you can not walk up some of the inclines.  I went to go back the way I cam but was unable.  he land scape had changed so I was forced to go to one of the trams to get a ride.  Now the trames that they use look like over charged golf carts.  They hold 8 people and have really big tires, and they can go really fast.  
     So I get in this tram and start rideing uip the hill.  and then all of a sudden the driver starts driving all over the place.  Then he seems to start correcting but then speeds up.  He was flying all over the place.  The one that started out next to us was doing the same thing.  We drove all over the city.  Through the course of this "joy ride"  we were joined by the people I was just talking to about the key.  There were several near misses with other vehicles and stationary objects. It seemed to me that they were trying to kill us.  Any how, we ended up in this building and were going very fast down a hallway towards a window.  I could tell we were not going to slow down any, and then all three carts went out the window.  
     At that point I found my slef standing at the window next to a lady that was in the tram with me.  She said "oh my, look at the painters".  I think it was sapposed to be drivers but sure enough I look down at who was driving and it was a couple of painters.  As the looked up at me they begain to slump over as if dead but a person remained.  The lady nexted to me freaked out.  I looked at them for a minute. I con not describe the two guys but the one that seemed to be the leader was tall.  6 1/2 feet or so, realy muscular, long black hair, and he was painted all funny but in just two colors, black and white.  He was also wearing a mask which was painted half white and half black.  As I looked around some more the lady next to me was just totally freaking out yelling and screaming, "what's going on, ahhhh".  So I looked at the wrekage for a bit doing a body count and simply looked over at her and said "yep, we're dead."
       I looked at the 3 guys again.  Two of them were standing close to each other and the 3rd a little further off.  The leader was one of the two guys.  As I looked at him he started to faid away.  But yet another person was left behind.  It was not the painter, but it was some one new.  I knew I was dead so I scaled down the 4 or 5 stories with no problem and no fear so that I could confront the two guys that were left behinde because they were dead now also but I wanted some answers.  They got all pissy because they ahd been double crossed some how and by some one.  It was then I looked atthem and said "isn't this a messed up dream."  They looked at me wierd I smiled at them and then just woke up.  


Yet another oddd one that I have no clue what it means.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Is your name Brian Hoffmiester or really close to that?
Did you have a really odd dream or experience within the hours of 8:00am and 10:00am 06-06-02 Arizona time (GMT -7:00hrs)?
If so please PM me.  I would like to know details and will explain myself then.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I had a really odd dream today.  I was meditating and fell asleep, I was not tired so may be that is why I had it, since usually I am unable to remember dreams at all or only vaguely but this one was strange.

Warning this is going to be slightly long.  The questions are at the end.

As I said I do not dream that often and when I do I can only remember that I dreamed not what it was about.  BUt I have been working on this maybe this is a step or maybe it is more.

 The dream started fairly normal for a dream.  It was like I was playing a video game.  I was largely by myself but new that I was part of a larger unit.  It was set up like a combat game, I was sent ahead to clear the area for the people behinde me.  Pretty standard for a lot of games.  
 Now there were 3 other groups of guys.  
1. Was the enemy.  They were a highly organized group.  Military, heavily armed, with lots of body armor.  I never really let too many of them close enough to get a good look at them.  But some of them looked like a modified "storm trooper".  Wait...More like the Snow Storm Troopers from The Empire Striks Back.  That would be a more fitting description.
2.  Then there were these pig like creatures.  They were also a military force.  Some were wearing these all black space suits with these large black glass helmets.  The classic sci-fi big bubble helmet.  There were also some wearing military officers uniforms.  They seemed to be helping us but I felt that there was deffinately a sub motive to it.  But I don't know what it was.
3.  These guys seemed out of place.  They were largely the undead.  Skeletons, gouls, and the like, but easily dispatched with enough fire power.  There were also some more beastly looking creatures tossed in and they seemed to be the ones in charge.  They also seemed like they were against every one.  They attacked every body that came into thier path.  I also had a fight with them.

 Like I said it started fairly normal given the setting and the game like feel to it.  But at one point I was returning to a rail station that we were going to use and the 1st odd thing happened.  This huge ugly, floating, blob of a creature appeared.  It looked some what like a cross between a meal worm and the fat thing in the librairy basment in the movie Blade.  It was female, and seemed to be the leader of the undead, it felt like it was the queen or something.  I also got the feeling that it was not sapposed to be there.  But it showed up to say thank you to me.  I do not know why.  But it wanted to thank me because I showed them the way.  I showed them were "they" were and she said very clearly, "That once you know where some thing is from you can take your time eliminating it."  With that she turned a started floating away.  I did not like what she said so I started fireing round and round into her and it was ignored like I was not doing any thing at all.  This bothered me.
    Also when we were about to start doing what ever it was we were going to do at the rail station we were ambushed by a cuople of the storm trooper dudes.  The only ones I got a good look at actually.  The pig guys showed up at that time and helped us subdue the ambush.  They capturesd a couple of them and I do not know what they were going to do wit them.  It was at this time that I noticed an object or device laying on the ground.  I do not know why I noticed it but it stuck out in my mind.  It was oblong and cylindrical with a couple of buttons on it.  It was all black and super extra shinny.  I started getting out of the vehicle I was in and moving towards the object.  This is were it got weird.
   Every one that was there and I mean every one, all sides, started moving towards the object at the same time.  They did not want me to have it for some reason.  I decided that I should get it first and I did.  Every one seemed to back off but they continued to say things like I should put it down and not to play with it and so one.  Like you would try to talk a gun out of some ones hands.  But it didn't make sence to me since I just got out of a really big tank.  So it was not the fact of me being armed.   When I pick up the device I could feel for some reason I shouldn't be holding it.  I hit one of the buttons and the device changed shape and moved around my hand to form some kind of gun.  Every one else became very scared and tried even more to get it from me.  But like I said it did not feel right for some reason so I decided best if I kept it.  I was trying to figure out how to work it when I woke up.  But I still felt very strange about the dream.


So why the sudden change in feeling?  What did that queen bug want?  Was there some kind of message or warning in there?  Why the sudden drop to a full awake state?  And a hand full of other question as well.  I guess I just do not understand the high change in things from when that queen thing showed up.

What does every one think?  
Or would it make a good sci-fi flick or game if I could finish it?


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

A question about projecting in real time.

I was meditating earlier today and while doing so my eyes opened a couple of times.  But the room in which I sit in was different, mostly in the ways of the lighting.  I normally sit in my room with a black light on.  I find it better for my eyes since I have some sensativity to direct light.  Now as far as the lighting being different the room had some what of a golden glow to it.  Asmost like being outside or having the sun lighting the room.  But however the windows are covered in my room to prevent this from happening and I think it was still dark out side.
It felt as if my eyes were opening and closing, I could not seem to keep them open.  But when I stopped I noticed that when I went to open my eyes they were almost sealed shut.  As if I had them closed the whole time or long enough for the eye boogers to form.  So were my real eyes open at all?
I have heard of this before.  From what I have been told in the past that the kind of color change I saw is common for projections.  Is that true?  Or has any one else had the same?
My desk looked pretty much the same but I was getting glimpses of different parts of it.  I would have normally had to have moved my head to see them.

I would be thankfull for any thoughts on the subject.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I am looking for information on a single entity that at least three of us have seen of different occations, locations, and times.

Male

6 foot tall (182 cm)

Black on black clothing, it is almost a suit but at the very least dressed nicely. With vest and long over coat.  Like a trench coat but not quite the same.

Black brimmed hat, some what like a cowboy hat but not the big 10 gallon jobbers.  Same rough shape but smaller brim with a curved shape to it, and it is not as tall as a regular cowboy hat.

The hands almost blend into the out fit when in front but are visibly a different shade when out reached or not directly in front him.

No major facial features but visibly a small nose.

Other features include.
Feels really old.
Feelings of high emotions accompany his presence.
Seems to be inquisitive, curious, possibly about what some of us can or are doing.  An observer.
Seems to avoid actual physical contact.
No aversion to light.
Seems to be able to feel a persons fear.
I personally believe him capable of crossing water with little difficulty, Given locations where I have seen him. (Negs over water Topic)
Does not give off any light almost seems to absorb it.
Can move extreamly fast.  But seems to like to walk.
Sighting times include times or deep meditaion, sleep paralysis, and for me being fully awake.


A couple of us have seen an entity that fits this description.  I have added to it from my personal experiences but believe that the other will concure.  I also believe that this is a singular entity, and I am looking for more information if available to satisfy a hunch.
On a personal note I feel a very deep connection with this.  He was a very much a part of my life for some time but I have since lost contact with him, as in I have not seen him around for a long time.  I do not know if he has actually gone or if I just can't see him anymore.
The more I think about this the more I think that there is a larger situation here.  That there is more to this than I am aware of at least.  And I feel that this is some thing I most know and figure out.

Thank you in advance for any information any one might have.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

It is becoming more and more aparent that the more I push the more difficult things become.   Life is beinging to aquire a certain dullness to it because of the lack of advancement.  I think that I may need a break for a while.  Maybe try to just get some honest sleep for a change.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I have been unable to locate Astral Dynamics at any of the book stores in my local area.  Is there another location I can get it from since I am with out a credit card?


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I purchased a web cam the other day for one reason alone.  I wanted to find out what I was doing at night while trying to sleep.

I have been getting hints that I might be a sleep walker.  Things being moved in the room, wakeing up more tired than when I went to bed, and generally not dreaming or remembering dreams.

So like I said, I went out and bought a webcam by Logitech.  I picked that one because it has a motion senor on it.I have been using it since sunday while I sleep and meditate.

I woke up rather tired and unrested today.  I could not recall any dreams so I do not think that I had one.  I went on to check the footage.  There were 34 detections of movement through the recorded time.  4 of which were me getting ready for bed and waking up.  So that leaves with 30.  As I watched them I never did get out of bed but I tossed all night long.  At one point there was constant movment for over 2 mins.

Now the night before I went to sleep listening to one of the programs I got.   I slept for 2 hours and didn't move.  I woke up to take the head phones off and slept the rest of the night with out moving.  I also had at least one dream that I am aware of.  

Does anyone know why this is?  Or better why a person can thrash so violently and continuosly in bed and stay asleep and not recall anything, not even a dream?  I know a person can often project and not remember the porjection or dreaming but can the body move around so much during projection?

Answers would help a lot.  Thanks.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

When a person projects does the physical body move?
Is it capable?

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com

I this can be looked at as an effect of doing energy work but I have been having this happen for years and so has my friend.  I have only been doing energy work for a few months and she has never done energy work. But...

Often as I am going to sleep my mind will drift a little I have have a hard time getting to sleep.  Then seemingly out of no where its like some on slaps me accross the face and my whole body jumps.  It is difficult to descibe how i feel afterwards.  Mildly confused, because it happened, but at the same time I feel..I dunno...whole.  Some what warm and fuzzy.  I never really gave it much thought until recently when it started happening again.  It's wierd but when it happens it almost feelings like I am falling back into the bed.  Like I was about an inch or two off of the bed and then all of a sudden I drop.  I wake up for just a split secound and then like I said often roll over and go to see.  I have tried to do other things recently when that happens but nothing ever comes of it.  

Any thoughts.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com