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there is definetly some useful information there.  that's why i kept reading the books.  i haven't read the art of dreaming yet but it's on my book list.  it's the one i've been looking forward to the most actually.  i'm always looking for new material to read up on dreaming to keep it fresh in my mind in order to help w/ lucidity.  i've read laberges'  books and the info on the web is almost all the same so it's hard when using the nap induction tek to read something new.  i end up reading the same paragraphs over.

reiki is great for it.  if you aren't attuned u could try just asking for some while meditating or relaxing or what have you and sending it where you want.  if not new will work as well.  i've made soreness disappear overnight.

wow u mixed the real one w/ the other real one?  i gotta ask...

don't open your eyes.  i thought my astral eyes were closed twice only to find when i tried to open them i opened the physcial ones.  right back to my body.  i don't believe you have eyelids there but am not sure.  vision is likely to be horrible at first.  it will get better.

this is starting to get completely off topic but i really dont see what the problem is w/ that.  we're still just sharing our info and ideas.  i definetely can not relate to your situation.  however, i've been down so to speak but it didn't affect my personality or my outlook on things.  there have been many  times in my life where things went the dirty way.  somehow i managed to not falter the slightest.  drugs were just never my thing.  i waited till i was bout twenty one to try anything.  this was kinda wierd because all of my friends and family were doing stuff.  i tried it then to experiement.  to see what it was like.  not to be cool like the younger crowd usually does.  truth is i can't handle any drugs or alcohol.  i'm a big puss when it comes to anything that will poison my body.  the few times i smoked weed i had this enormous pressure where my brow chakra is.  little did i know it was activating it tremendously and i felt extremely uncomfortable.  since i've started new i've tried it once more to see if it would help w/ my meditation but it just serves to hinder.  like i said i'm not positive but i don't see anything getting me down, at all.  

if i do get out before you i'll send for you though.  this brings up maybe another topic.  would it be possible to kind of send for others instead of trying to help them physically/astrally project.  kind of like the instantaneous travel method. i dunno i'll have to think more on it.


best of intent to you

i can see but wouldn't agree w/ someone not seeing the grave tinkling as being funny.  i could absolutely not see just tinkling on someone that was alive as being not funny.  maybe it would be easier to just put it in a different perspective.  if you were watching a funny tape of something and saw someone tinkling on someone else would you laugh?  maybe you wouldn't, maybe.  i definetly believe the majority of people alive would laugh.  what if it was someone famous, or someone who you don't like?  really, u really think that's sick? really? what if i tinkle on myself (which i have done)? is that funny?

funny you should mention me being high all of the time.  i don't use any drugs or drink, but i really feel that i am high all of the time.  this is corny but i feel i m high on life. constantly.  i m always a ten.  i won't say that it's impossible to get me down because the only thing i've learned is that i'll never know anything, but you get the idea.  

have you ever been happy about being happy?  or have you ever appreciated that you are the only species on this planet that can appreciate?
i think about these things constantly and it just spirals.  

has anyone ever fallen in love w/ theirself? i have about a year agoand it was exhilrating.  i've realized  that i'm my favorite person and i can make myself feel better than anyone else ever could.  being alone isnt anymore. now all of this seems very gay and  corny i know, but i m still so very confident in myself enough to tell you all about this sentence that came to mind yesterday.  if you continously say it so that it loops and there is no period , you get two different sentences out of it sorta.  

myself loves that i can love

if love heals and you actually believe this sentence when you think or say it i can't imagine the effect it would have on you.  i'm sure this would carry over enormously when sending healing w/ reiki or prayer.  

i've only been attuned recently by tom.  i know what i've researched and it has all been very simple.  the notes i have been given couldn't be more simpler. so simple in fact that at first i questioned the ability to attune crystals and objects and such.  if you'd like to be attuned as well i'd glady do it.  i believe there was a post a while back when all of this was offered for free as well.  i was attuned at about that time.  i have only used the ethereal crystals energy two or three times to attune objects and to place stones in different organs and i can not honestly say how good it works.  i mostly have been dealing w/ the kundalini reiki and some of the others.  all you have to do is want the attunement for me to send it, and tom has actually shown that isn't even necessary sometimes.  the notes i have will explain what you need to know.  say the word.

did u get the notes i sent to you in your hotmail account?

hey welcome back tisha.  great news about the forum.  every single member has learned how to project and we've all been having astral meetings at night.  it seems that all we had to do was say "it would be super duper cool if i could project tonight", and before we were done the sentence we were whooshed away to heaven.  see ya soon.

is bob vila from this old house?  i try not to say anything derogatory but bob vila can suck an egg.  is that bad? what if he likes eggs?  he is always finishing someones sentences after he asks them questions.  he's also always kinda pushing the expert out of the way and taking his tool to show he knows a little about what the expert is doing.  there should be an episode of his show where there is no bob vila in it and the jobs get done much fasterr.  or one where he is just sittiing on the side sucking on eggs the entire time.  

as for the energy.  there are a bunch of people on here that can send pretty good amounts.  you're gonna get it now nah, i believe u only get as much as you can handle.  u may want to try this too.  when i want energy i sit and think about all of those people that do the same thing i do and send energy in general to anyone that needs or wants it.  i sometimes i will meditate and acknowledge that i m now one of those people that needs or wants it and im prepared to take some of that 'sent' energy in.  it's just waiting for you to ask for it.  aside from what you're going to get from us, you're gonna get plenty.

did u type all of that?

swiss cheese, kindly though.

thnx friend.  it's just easy to praise star wars w/ the force and such.  it kinda goes along w/ what we're doing.

damn i just got back from the real estate agency.  this isn't monopoly here.  i'm not out just buying houses and the such.  you got all the options w/ this one too. two car garage, pool, tilt steering.   maybe i'll sell it to dorothy.  didnt she drop one on that witch? its' probably ruined.

i dunno, i may be trying to suck your brains dry.  maybe the more energy i get you all to exert thinking the more i suck in

better and better equals something better than that equals perfect?  that doesnt make any sense to me.  why can't the better just keep getting better?

i don't know about relative perfect.  i'm talking about where did the idea come from in the first place?  think about it.  someone had to say ..wait, there has to be something w/ absolutely nothing wrong w/ it.  where did that come from?  was something seen or even imagined?

i dislike analogies but...say u hit a bullseye.  perfect shot.  someone comes along and does it w/ their eyes closed.  also perfect, correct?  which one was better?  can't be better than the first shot because it was perfect right?  circles

i have read some of his books.  i don't know that i enjoyed them.  i read some more though.  i was very curious to see what he had to say.  i don't know where i stand w/ him, but the skeptic in me came out and  this thought came to mind after reading the books...here is this guy who has been hanging on every word of person who has been feeding him peyote buttons.  some of the time while he's eating the peyote buttons this person is directing him and telling him what to expect (sometimes).  while it is great to have a teacher to help you learn, i wonder if it were possible to have the same experiences if the same rituals were performed independent of outside influence.  if carlos ate the peyote buttons and performed the same actions but w/out the knowledge that they were going to bring on mescalito, i wonder what would have happened.  maybe, maybe this old man had a  much larger influence on him than he thought.  maybe not.

what do you mean by making the same force between two objects?

nah, no new thread.  i just like to mess things up.  glad for you about the wrench though, i coulda swore i lost one around here somewhere.

i ilke that explanation and agree to it somewhat.  would it also be fair to go further and say that our altered state can't be labeled an altered state?  and that it's the one we're in now?  if we do have a higher self and it helps us make decisions, is that our higher self coming through and operating on a level of consciousness that would be altered to it?  maybe all of the experiences here should just be ' hey guess what happened last night, i flew around for a little while and then after that i turned into a giant penis and had the most incredible sex i've ever had ....somewhere, and then i ended up back ....here, where i'm at now.

alright then this clears up some projections that i thought may have been lucid dreams ( if there is a difference) because i felt purely physical and thought afterwards that i wasn't supposed to feel like that in the astral.  i ws under the impression i didnt really have too much feeling in the astral compared to the physical except when it came to sex, and i thought that was a completely different ball park.  thnx  

if darwin was correct, we're all monkey's uncles. i guess it's better that we come to terms w/ the possibility now instead of having monkey support charges brought up against us.  they're damn expensive ya know. and they poop alot and everywhere.  i saw a t shirt once that had a monkey on it and it read 'i fling poo'

and another.  i believe i have a possible answer.  we all assume that inanimate objects have no feeling.  i am standing up  against all of you and saying that they do.  especially topics.  when you post something it likes to be a good post.  the best post. usually posts only get one shot at being good.  when you give them a second chance they like it.  if you edit the post then obviously you are making it better.  the post is simply trying to tell you that it feels moved by what you did.  this goes to show how deep i really am and how much love i have for everything.


i've also edited this post.

ah, so it's not the build up w/out ejaculation that hurts but the long term erection.  good name for the condition.  any idea who came up w/ it?  did someone meditate on a mountain for a few months for that one?

damn.  well i'll have to try this.  maybe it was written in the future tense and a long long time ago would still be the future compared to now.  he doesnt specify.  and if u try and make me look stupid in front of all of my friends again i'll have to come up w/ some other way to show everyone that my mom was right when she said i was special.

i rambled there forgive me..i meant if you act out something that you know is wrong w/ the intention of just asking for fogiveness when it's over.