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Well I think I may have figured it out because it happened again last night.  Of all the dreams that I remember I am always aware durring the dream.  It may not be a full lucid experience but I am aware that I am dreaming.  This afternoon when I woke up I had the same feeling of it being fake but I could remember chunks of the dream.  The content itself is not important but there was one key element.  I was not aware durring the dream.  So I guess it means that it was like a normal everyday dream, no awareness or lucidity.

I guess that I have become of used to being aware that I was dreaming at the time that it happens that to not be aware durring a dream was an alien feeling to me.  Being able to remember the content this time really helped in figuring it out.  

Sudden realization is a fun thing!

Me personally I put as much detail into the writing as possible.  At times this has made me take extra time to write but I personally think that it is worth it.  One of the things that it can help with is if you decide to go back and analyze the dream.  The more deatils you have the better chance you have of figuring anything out that may be bothering you about a particular dream.  Plus it can help later with re-reading and remembering.  The more details the more likely it will trigger a memory of the event a few years down the road.  I find that things that may sound silly to record often help me to remember the actual dream.

I don't know how we suddenly came to country bashing but never mind really.

quote:Azaithoth999 the red Posted - 30 August 2003 : 12:17:37
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it is not simple as that.
you are not in the control just because you believe so.

thoughts.
could you stop them for just a 1 minute?
close your eyes and try.
so, you do not control them cainam nazier.
the thoughts control you.
and how is that possible?

Yes it is, and yes I can.  I can stop them for one minute, 30, an hour, to several hours.  It's called meditation.  And no my thughts do not control me.  I do as I will.  My will is stronger than my thoughts, my emotions, and my instincts.  

If anybody's thoughts were the soul guiding influence to thier actions then there would be much chaos in the world.  The world itself would be in anarchy because no one would be able to control thier base urges.

Do you eat when you get hungry?  Or do you simply find yourself eating with out any control going into it?  Have you ever gotten hungry and said, "No, I'll be home in 20 mins. I can eat when I get home."?  Or do you have to immediately stop what you are doing to find food not being able to control yourself or decide even what you are going to eat as long as its food?

Most likely you are not the animal I have suggested above.  This even though you may not realize it is an excersize of will over thought and instinct.  You excersize your own will, self control, and reasoning over your own thoughts all the time.  You decide wether you sit at home or go out, when to eat, what to eat, when to go to bed, when to go to work, this goes on and on.  Everything you do is controled by your own will and judgment which is only influenced by what you are thinking or feeling.

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I am one who supports what the Music Industry is doing.  Piracy is illegal.  It is no different than going to the store and stealing the cd.  People don't realize that there a lot more people who get hurt by these kinds of actions.  There are many musicians who rely on the money that they receive from royalties and such.  It is not just the Corparate Suits who are feeling the pinch because of the drop in sales.

If a musician wants to give thier talent away freely then that is thier choice.  But many of them don't share that idea and feel that they should be compensated for the time and effort that goes into thier works.  

Would you ask an artist to give away thier paintings?  DO you expect a programmer to give away free programs all the time?  Do you expect Ford to start giving away cars?  What about all the other people involved in the production of these products, should they continue to work for free because you don't want to pay for the products they produce?

If you don't want to pay for the product or services then fine live with out them.  Don't steal them.

Beavis,

No I don't think they were some one elses in the manner you may be thinking.  

It was more like it was some thing created to mask or prevent me from knowing what actually transpired that evening.  To what end I  am not sure.

Wisp,

Since I can't remember the actual contents of the dream itself, only the feeling that some thing did happen, I can not see if any lesson was to be learned from the experience.  But the feeling of it being fake definatly gave me the idea of being tricked.

Libra......Yeah, that's it.

Sorta Nayru, but now you have to pick some one else.

I have had many dreams with swords in them.  Has some thing to do with my fasination with the mid-evil times.  But there is only one dream that I have had where the sword in he dream seemed to have special meaning.  At the time I had this dream I did not know what projection was or anything like that, I think I was about 12 or 13.  And the setting of the dream had nothing to do with knights, horses, or anything of the sort.

In the dream I found myself in a mall that was on the verge of shutting down.  Many of the stores were closed and there were very few people there.  The longer I walked in the mall the more desolate it became, fewer and fewer people and so on.  I came to this one area where there should have been a store but it was empty save this one dresser/cabinet piece of furniture.  By this time there was no one else around.

I felt drawn to the cabinet somehow and begain to walk towards it.  I was a very simple hard wood object about 3 feet high X 4 feet or so long with 3 very large drawers.  I opened the bottom drawer and found a sword in it.  I can still remember all the little details of it.  

One of the things that made this stand out was the feeling that I needed it for some reason.  I needed to try my best to keep it.  I knew that it was a dream but I honestly tried to bring it back with me when I woke up.  I thought that if I held on to it tight enough that it would be there when I woke up.

Another oddity of this is that I know where this mall is located.  But I do not remember if I had the dream before or after I moved into this area.

I do almost all things right handed.  The only thing I can think of right now that I can do with my left is shave.  And it took me a really long time to be able to do it with out injury.

I don't want to seem like a skeptic even though I am having difficultly going alone with the alien aspect of all of this.  There are a few questions I feel are very important that either have not been asked directly, I missed some place, or I feel they have not been accurately answered.

Why the Astral Pulse?  And why now?  Is it important in some way that the members here have access to and evaluate the information being given?  Or are "they", the Pleiadians and Zetas, looking for interaction with key members?  Or is it simply that the "pole shift" date is getting close enough to warrent the more open conversation?

Also the mention of these "dark ones" has peeked my interest.  Is the interaction with the Zeta's here a possible reaction to interference from these "dark ones" of members of this board?  This being questioned because of the arrival of the Zeta's after a steady increase from people reporting various forms of negative entities and shadow forms.  Is there a relation between what many here have experienceed and the "dark ones"?  If so what actions can we take?  If not do they know the reason for the increase?

I have a whole slew of questions that I would like responces to but I will hold it at that for now.  I am very much interested in the reactions of the Pleiadians and Zetas on these matters and look forward to thier responces.

It's not a contractable disease.  You either A. are born with the problem or have a disposition for because of brain abnormalities or chemical imbalances.  B. Do some thing to cause these abnormalities or imbalances, ie. Drugs and such.  C.  Allow something to effect you on a psychological level.

The approach you are taking is much the same as some one saying if you have one drink you get liver cancer, which isn't true.  

From what I have experienced you have to take a logical approach to the subject.  The following basic rules would help in such situations long enough for you to formulate your own.

1.  You control your own mind.  Much the same as you do in any conversation.  If I were to tell you now, "go jump off a bridge", you would most likely think that I AM the crazy one for thiking that you would do.  Treat any information you glean from this manner the same as you would get information from this forum, objectivly combined with your own experiences.

2.  You are in control of the situation.  If you get the feeling that evil is afoot then end communication.  Tell them to go away and leave you be.  And don't listen to that particular one anymore.

3.  Trust your feelings.  Your gut reaction in these cases is often your best one.  Again, if it feels bad then stop.


It is not so much that you are opening a door and allowing some thing entery.  It is more like opening a window and yelling at some on the street.  After you close the window most people leave.   I am not saying to open your arms and embrace everything you find.  But rather caution should be excersized.  Treat anything you hear as you would a stranger.  It may beokay to say hello but don't go inviting them into your house, or in this case your mind.

Because of your developement and the resulting fear if you are to pursue this I would suggest one last thing.  Learn some kind of protection before starting: shielding, ritual, or whatever.  It doesn't really mater which you choose as long as it suits you.

Remember this.  If this is some thing that truely bothers you and you worry about the possible ill effects then simply don't do it.  

Also it is possible that you are only talking with your own mind or your rather your subconcious.  And as odd as it may sound if you are being issued instructions that are designed to cause you harm or to harm another then DO NOT FOLLOW THEM, and seek professional help.  If need be talk to a parent or some one who can get you the proper help.

I couldn't think of anymore.  I was just wondering if you had found one yet.

I love the pic.



And Squeek, you are the lucky soul who's name popped into my warped brain first.  Lucky you huh?

I have started a game of tag.

Squeek is now it.  http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=6880

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I must ring in.  I know from experience that opening yourself up in such a manner CAN be dangerous but it is only one step in a process.  Granted if you are not willing to deal with the various problems that can occur then I would advise against it.  But NOT EVERYTHING you hear is designed to mislead or hurt you.  There are not masses of undead minions just waiting to get a hold of you.  There are others and this practise can lead to greater things.

See the following.

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=1265
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=924
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=5237
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=2085
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=4658
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=216
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=77

These links all deal with Voices and Telepathy.

I am happy to answer any resulting questions.

Topic ressurrected from the dead so I can aska question.

I was just reviewing some old topics and I saw this one.

So Timeless did you ever figure out what pen name you were going to use?

"Squeek, I love you man!"  <---I had to throw that in.

I feel compelled to respond because my name was mentioned.

I have been here for a little over a year and a half now.  In that time I have learned a large amount of things while also only believing more firmly in some of my other beliefs.  However in the time that I have been here I have noticed a circular pattern that could lead to some one leaving.  There is probably about ten topics that seem to rotate through the forums, with one of them always being in full swing.  And in many cases there is not much new information.  I can see how this would cause some people to leave, no matter how many posts they have.  But for the people who have been around longer it is more difficult because they have seen these same 10 topics several times already.

Sadly also the forum like any gathering of people is not with out its societal degridation.  Any body of people simply can not maintain the splendor of its more comfortable beginings.  No matter how tight control is administered conflict and power struggles will eventually creep their way in.  Do not get me wrong the "controlling forces" here hae done an excellent job maintaining and even restoring the forums to thier previous glory, but degridation is inevitable.  It can only be slowed or allowed to run wild, and only when things hit a certain point can rebuilding occur.

Even you were around when we had our dark period and we are only now begining to see the light again.  However with the recent influx of people to the forums I believe we will revert one last time before things become more coherent.  Time and involvement will dictate how much one is effected.  Generally the more one is involved the greater the impact the situation has on them.  Tom, Frank, and Kakkarot were heard by almost every one but very few actually listened.  That in itself can be very trying on a person.

But enough of this.....We need another great thread like the classic "10,000 bottles of bear on the wall"...  That was a great thread.

PeacefulWarrior.....I was secretly looking to reach 1000 before him.  And Adrian came out of no-where, but I expected him to hit it sooner as he is one of the original voices.  

And Squeek..dude.  On a personal note I honestly hope you don't leave.  Your light hearted posting style is a welcome change in even the most serious of threads.  It would be a sad day if you left.

If that last part doesn't placate your ego, well, then your hopeless..[]

No it's not wierd.  I dream in first person mostly, third person some times, and even more rarely both at the same time.

But i think there is a reason people dream in the third person.  I can't currently remember the links I had to the dream sites, but I will look them up and come back with more information.

quote:11 Let him who does wrong continue to do wrong; let him who is vile continue to be vile; let him who does right continue to do right; and let him who is holy continue to be holy.

Interesting you would use this line.  I was wondering how long it would take for you to supply us with the ammo.  Listen to the words you put down and leave us to our own devices and stop trying to save us.  If we had not already chosen our path, chosen that which we will be judged on, then maybe you would have a chance to save us.  Then again we also would not be here consorting with people of like mind.

Most of us are here to learn.  And nobody here, infact I argue that nobody on Earth, truely knows what is going to happen to them after they die.  I personally don't think about it anymore.  I no longer care.  I say this because no matter how much I search or question for that answer I will never be able to truely tell what is going to happen.  There is not a single person on the face of the Earth, not even you, that can tell me with out a doubt what my final fate will be.  Even if I was to follow "your book" to the letter there would be no garentee.  After all, even though the book was "inspired" by God it was written by a man, and only God knows my judgement.  

I find it funny how easily you pass judgement on to us, placing yours above that of God's.  You have no idea who we are, you do not know us at all.  You only know a few words written by a name, but you do not know the person behind the name.  So how can you be so vien in thinking that you are totally and 100% correct about the people you are judging?

I said it in another thread but I will say it here also.  It is not your place to judge us.  That my friend is God's job.  If we are to be judged and sentanced so forcably, then it will be God's doing.  And to, if we are to be saved then God will show us the way.  I know that you will respond with, "But God has shown you the way, and its in this book...blah, blah, blah."   But no, if God had shown me the way I would not be having this discussion with you.  What I mean is that God would have made it more apparrent that I needed to change, some thing more obvious.

However given previous corispondance I believe that this will fall on deaf ears and you will not understand the basics of what I mean.  But I am compelled to respond anyhow.

There was mention of a Pole Shift in the thread "And the Truth shall be known"  A few main voices in that thread seem to be now in contact with the Zeta race and it was brought up in conversation.  I would be interested in seeing where that goes.

quote:AND IT WAS WITH A LO, BEHOLD, LO AND LOTS MORE LO AND BEHOLD, WITH A LITTLE MORE VERILY THROWN IN FOR GOOD MEASURE,

That was the best line. Genius, pure genius.

singing  "My god's better than your god. My god's better than yours....."


This is how wars start...

Everyone take a good look at what is going on here....please.  Then simply allow your intellect to take over and this can all go away.

Eonnn,

That's pretty interesting.  I do not believe that I am having any family problems though.  However there are several things that I simply do not discuss with my family because of thier personal nature.  Varying religious beliefs have some to do with it also.  However I think that they are just not ready to deal with the world as I see it.

As far as letting something occur unconsciously in my life...I am not sure I would have to thik about it some more.  However the idea of change is an interesting one since the dream inquestion revolved around the place that I am moving to.  However, again I will have to think about it some more and look at some of the other elements in the dream.

jc84corvette,

It's possible.  Your brain often gives you messages backwards in dreams, telling ou the opposite of what it wants or how things are effecting you.  But the question becomes this..Was it telling to me to just wake up from sleeping?  Or to wake up from the life that I am living?

Art Bell has always been in search of the truth in what ever form it takes.  Have you ever heard what he does to people he doesn't believe or can't seem to back up anything they say?  It's brutal.  He has had people on his show before that have turned out to be total fakes.  He does an excellent job of cutting up a persons ideas and looking at all the pieces to see if they fit.  He is also not afraid to share his opinion on those ideas either.  It's not a pretty sight when he gets a hold of some who doesn't have all thier facts together.