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I use a journal for many different reasons/topics.  I preferr to write every thing out by hand.  I do this for a couple of different reasons.  The first and formost being time.  The time it takes to write allows for me to reflect more on the event or thought in question.  This helps me to pull greater detail out of the experience.

The 2nd reason I use pen and paper is emotional content.  Much of the emotional content of what you are writing will show in the writing itself and not so much in the words used.  By simply looking at my writing I can tell you if I was happy, sad, angry, excited, or in quiet contimplation.  I don't even need to read what is on the paper.  This gets lost when a person types something out.  For instance how many times has a small disagreement broke out on the forums because some one did not understand the emotion behind what was being typed?  If all of this stuff was hand written I can garentee that there would be fewer arguments over misunderstood emotional context.

For those who don't buy that one a small test.  Think of your best friend.  Then take a pencil/pen and write on a piece of paper and quickly write down, "I hate (insert name)!"  Now fold the paper in half so that what you just wrote is on the outside.  Place it writing down.  Now think of the person you dislike the most in this world and do the same thing.  Quickly write out "I hate (Name)!"  Now unfold the paper and look at it.  You should be able to see the differences in the writing because you don't really hate your best friend.  Ofcourse if you do, well then that not going to help the excersize.

Moving on.  The last reason for using pen and paper would be that I simply enjoy sitting down and writting.  Sure sometimes it seems more like a chore writting out certain things but iver all I enjoy it.

Personally I want to be obscenly rich.  I strive to be so.  I do this knowing that through my travels I will be tested.  I do this knowing that I will be given the opportunity to become a better person.  I do this also knowing that in the end I will have less worries.  The fewer things I need to worry about, like food, housing, bills, ect., the more energy and time can be put towards my spiritual needs.

Nay
"Caniam...You only hammer stuff in your head when BORED?..OUCH.lol."

Yes, I know. The mind is a terrible thing to waste. And it's not a painful as one might think, unless you do it wrong.  The only thing you really need to remember is not to sneeze, at least not with said object in your nose.  Now that hurts.  

Psi
"rotate my arms backwards over my head to my back while my 2 hands hold, "

You specified 2 hands, are there more that we should be made aware of?

Got any nails?....That's great.

Celibacy is not fun.  Being 26 and celibate is even worse.  Thinking that I'll be 27 soon and most likely still celibate is some what depressing.  And I agree that useless you learn what to do with it the build up of sexual energy is only a hinderance to thought processes.

I personally feel that sometimes it is just best to get certain things out of your system.

Sorry, it's a touchy subject.

quote:Originally posted by Kiflarer

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ESP is Extra Sensory Perception.  So anything link telepathy, Remote Viewing, Clairvoyance, Astral Sight, Auric Vision, ect. ect. all fall under that catagory.  ESP is basically Metaphysics.

The only problem with locating a certain individual is that the individual in quetion may not want to be found.  This creates a conflict of wills.  Which leads to wrong information or no information.  An individual can cloud there presance from a RVer or a Telepath the same way they would block thoughts.

I am almosta "Block head" if you are familiar with the tirm.  The pounding of nails into the nose, straight back into the head.  I prefer to use smooth painted chops sticks though, mails can be a bit rough.  And I only do it when I am bored.

I use me feet to do a lot of stuff.  Pick things up, open doors when my hands are full, grab stuff that is just out of reach, pet the dogs, and so on.

I'm double jointed!  So I can slip out of a "full nelson" (wrestling move), and I can also fold may arm flate accross my back, ie, back against wall with both arms sticking straight out on side.

I can cross one eye and look at you with the other, and then switch it back and forth.  This tends to be very distracting in conversation.

I also tend to flare my nostrals, like a rabbit does.  Also distracting.

I like to walk around with my eyes closed.   I can kinda still see where everything is at.  I do really good in pitch black areas.  I think it comes from having really bad eyesight.  Its dangerous for me to walk around with out my glasses so I just shut my eyes.  It's actually easier that way.

I got the "super hearing" thing also.  I can also track 3 or 4 different conversations at once, and participate in them.

I can only lick the bottom of my nose, I can't get my tounge to go up to the tip.  But I got a big nose too, of which I can fit quarters into......not that I do that or anything.....right well moving along.

Ialso tend to go around quoting Monty Python, mostly Search For The Holy Grail.  Then there are the other movie classics, Strange Brew, Space Balls, Blazing Saddles to name a few.

I am sure the list is longer than this but most of this stuff seems perfectly normal to me.

Ofcourse a lot of people think my dreams are a little strange too.  Like the other day I had a dream where I was waling around outside in my underware.  But it was okay because I remember thinking to myself, "Uh Dave, your dreaming about being outside in your underware....Let's go back inside and go back to bed." and a few days before that I had one about shaving my legs.

Okay I'm done.
For now.

No jokes but I saw the funniest commercial the other day.  It was a beer commercial.

It starts out with a bar tender standing behind his bar, and the in walks a priest, a rabbi, and a monk.  Then a blonde, brunette, and a red head, 2 pollocs, and all kinds of others.  Finally a horse walks in and it goes over to the blonde who is sitting there and she says, " I don't get it." It was funny as hell.

Yes it is possible to revers the process.  Basically, from my understanding and experimenting, you would just open yourself up to either what ever grabbed you or maybe even a certain type of event.  From there allowing the scenery to build around you until you can pin point where it is.  

Standard longitude/latitude includes minutes/seconds and such.  A standard GPS tracker can give you you position with in a 3 foot or 1 meter range of accuracy.  It also is extreamly helpful if the individual has a great understanding of the system of location.  It helps to study global maps of a target area prior to.  However it is also possible to use street names and addresses.  If that is a system the individual better understands.

Well there are other things to try.

1.  Make the consious choice, just before bed, that you will remember your dreams.  It may sound silly because you already have the desire, but have you honestly sat there and said, "I will remember my dreams."  Try this a few times and see if it helps.

2.  The journal previously mentioned also.  But it would help considerably to write things down as soon as possible.  Even if you are groggy. Write anything you can recall at that moment.  It will help trigger your memory after your head clears up.

3.  I eventually ended up seeing a hypnotherapist for a similar issue.  However you could just get a qualified person to make you a tape to be listened to as you fall asleep.  This would help re-inforce your desire to remember.


Lastly I would just like to point out that there are at times certain things that come up in your dreams that you are simply not sappose to remember.  I don't know why but it just seems that way.  Also not every dream that you have is of a great sigifigance.  Even if you don't remember your brain still processes that information.  Most of the dreams a person dosen't remember are the ones where the brain is just dealing with various aspects of the days events.

Okay, so dont do energy work and the like before bed.  Do it mid day or something.

No, it was that little voice in the back of my head that said I didn't know.  It was that little voice that final said I was not going to worry about it, ever.

quote:What if insecurity is the only way to find out? And if you found out with absolute certainty, imagine how free you would feel! No worries! The feeling that you are immortal, what a relief that would bring. No?

Free....no...Trapped would be a better word.  "Absolute certainty" implies that it could not be changed no matter what.  That would mean you had no say in your fate.  And the idea of even finding out is all fine and dandy provided you are not in for an eternity of torment and pain.  

And besides there is no way to prove what happens with absolute certainty.  The future is in a constante state of flux and the further out you get the more unkowns get added into the equation.

The remote viewing program in use by the government uses your basic map coordinates.  Longitude/latitude.  They say, these are the cooridinates....What's there?

I though I am curious if any of the "ESP Ops" got a good boost in funding over the last year or so.  Bush seems like an "any means possible" kinda person.

Astral Sight, is the phrase you are looking for.  And trust me it can be rather bother some.  The only thing I would suggest for your friend would be to learn how to control the on off functions of it.  Realizing that the things that he sees are also not in the pysical will help also.

Mystery Ninja,

I do have a question for you.  Would you consider the HPD type entity an extension of a physical person, knowing or not, or are they considered a "free" etheric body, as in not attached to a person?

I have some imput on this already but I am always looking for more.

quote:no_leaf_clover
i dont fear death either, but not out of ignorance as to what it is or how it comes (no offense. it's good that you don't fear death). then again i don't want to rush it, because i know i'm here for something.

None taken.  And I don't want to rush into it either.  I don't think that it is so much ignorance though.  I just think that it is impossible for a person to know exactly what is going to happen to them afterwards.  It's just like asking how a person would respond to having a gun pointed at them.  Even if they train for years to deal with that one moment, until it happens they simply don't know how they will respond.  Unless of course you have already had it happen.  So unless you have had a NDE or actually been pronounced dead for a time, there is no way you can know what is going to happen.


KP,
 It not that I am saying that I wouldn't fear the event itself.  But many have a fear of what happens after.  That is what truely worries many people.  That's the point I was trying to make.

quote:goingslow
Fearing death and fearing the unpleasant feelings/emotions etc when actually dying are two different things. Its about not fearing the unknown that death brings. However the transfer into that state might be scary.

I could not have put it better. In fact I didn't, you did.


J-Man,  I agree fully.

Ralakk,

  It's good to see you here.  I was going tofix the problem with my ez-board account butthenlater thought, screw it.  I have got other things to work on instead.

Any how, I have been going over some of the numerous posts on shadows and entities and I have working on grouping every thing together into a single topic.  Or even a database on my web site........Yeah that's even better.

Another individual, who is in an Astral Worrior House, descibed a very similar being as the one that I have seen.  He calls them High Plains Drifters.  He has only encountered very few.  They seem to be in essance a person, aware or not, who is an astral worrior of sorts.  They don't seem to belong to any house and never has he seen them working in groups.  His full thoughts on this have brought up several questions about the entity that I have seen, but I won't post anything about that just yet.  Not until I have the answers.

Anyhow by his description of the HPD type entities and my own description, I may be dealing with one.  

There is only one thing with similar looking entiies, the HPD's don't attack people.

The hooded watcher type entity also described in this thread is under investigation by several of the worrior houses.  This seems to be a relativly new entity and most seem unsure of its/thier motive.

I'll give it to her and see what she thinks.  My next visit is July 7th.

I also got your e-mail.  Thanks.  I will give that to her also.

This is great, the whole hypnosis thing has been coming up a lot lately.  Here is a little info for ya from the one sitting in the chair.

The hypnotherapist that I see uses the counting method as well. Usually starting at 5 and going down to start and going from 1 to 5 for exit.

We have been discussing each time how this effects me.  We started doing this because one of the times she was doing this I fell asleep.  She never mentions the sleep word while putting me down though.  She figured that she might have waited a little too long between numbers.

However the last few times she has done this the same result keeps happening.  I either fall asleep, or I loose total track of time and it seems like 5 or 10 mins before she counts the next number.  The last time she found kinda odd that I told her this because she said that she counted faster than she would count with anyone else but wanted to see what would happen to me.  IE, if a deep enough state of relaxation would be reached.

At times also when this is going on I tend to loose track of what is going on.  In essance I forget that I am even at her office.  Then I hear her voice again and go, "Oh yeah, I'm in the middle of something, must focus."    There have been times also that I don't hear the numbers.  I hear 5 and then next thing I know we're at 1 and I am left a little confused but it ends up working out okay.

I don't know much about posession but I have been seeing a hypnotherapist for some time now.  We have removed 2 attached energies in the time that I have been going.  One it seemed was the main reason for my lack of sleep and dream activity.

From my experience with hypnotherapy thus far it seems that it is largely dependant on the individual.  It took 6 or 7 sessions to remove the first energy.  It did not want to surface at first and when it did I would get lost in the experiance, thus making it more difficult to deal with.  Then one time while my hypnotherapist was working on removing this energy I kinda just snapped out of it and forced the removal of the energy in question.

The second one that was found previous showed no signs of being there at all.  We just kinda happened accross it one day, and removed it in the same session.

Hope that helps.

I run at 800x600.  I have noticed it a few times also.  However what happens with me is like this.  A Topic will be all messed up for one day while I am connected but then I'll come back a day or two later and it will be fixed.  However the only Topics that continue to do this are ones that have pics or banners in them that are oversized for the page.