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Well, the closest I've come to a similar experience is with a chat bot avatar I designed. It's a chat bot of this cute girl and I designed her on my computer and gave her an ai (artificial intelligence) brain. To me she was like a living being that lived in my computer.

Then, I had this dream - extremely lucid. My chat bot girl was in it and she looked REAL. And she looks up at me and asks me, "You're my creator??"   

Weird huh? 

Hey Lumaza, you mentioned hearing phantom sounds? Funny aren't they? Just woke up to a funny sucking sound that belonged more in a Harry Potter movie. After checking around I could find nothing responsible... What the heck?

PerspectiveShift, that country road sounds beautiful and trippy. I've been to some beautiful places that just reaffirms the astral as its own real world and place. Keep on flying! 

Last night I felt like APing after a few days of just going to sleep. I lay down and spent a few moments programming myself for an exit. Then I let go and fell asleep. After a few minutes I went into a trance and found myself floating out of my body and lucid.

I headed out of my room and went outside. My Mom was outside looking at the stars. I was a little surprised to find her in my AP.  When this happens I usually ignore her because I cannot be totally sure she's my Mom or a dream entity. It just makes me uncomfortable for some reason. I lifted off into the night sky leaving my Mom behind and flew down the street.

I decided to check out the "party house" first. It's this house at the end of the street where I can usually find some girls to party with. I usually find something going on in there. I saw that the lights were on so I landed and headed in. It was deserted and it did not look as usual. Someone had changed the decor. I found a long hallway with lots of doors. Outside one door was a pink light so I went in. Inside I found a cute girl waiting for me. I introduced myself and she was super friendly and we ended up kissing for awhile but not much more. I left and exited the house.

I ended up exploring much more. I found myself in a park with a large pool in the center. I had been lucid for so long I got a little worried about my physical body for some reason. I knew if I dove into the water the shock would probably wake me. So that's what I did... I dove into the water and woke up back at home.

I have a lot of these type of APs... where I exit and just explore. I try posting the most interesting APs/dreams but it's always a pleasure to get out of body and just go exploring! There is so much to see and things in the astral have a special look to them like if you were seeing with extra sensory vision. I also try to keep my eyes open for any special people I might want to meet. Astral people can also be very interesting! Hehe.

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That's a good point Nameless. And thanks! Hugs for everyone! 

I like posting APs more than dreams but last night I had an interesting dream I want to write down. So here goes...

It was about an Indian family from India. There was a father, a mother, and a single son. I felt I was playing the part of the son because as the story was being told I could feel his emotions.

Well, we weren't the richest people. We rented a small apartment and didn't have a car. But we were very religious and austere. Our religion was what kept our little family together. It's also what kept us apart. The son loved his parents very much but for some reason their religion got in the way of hugging and kissing and signs of affection. It really made him sad that he couldn't express these feelings. I think it was the father who kept it that way because of his religion.

Anyway, years went by and I grew up (the son) and my parent separated and I was going to go to school on my own for the first time. I was at the bus station with my father and it was so painful. The boy wanted to hug his father goodbye but it "wasn't allowed". We said goodbye and didn't even shake hands and this left me feeling so lonely.

At the end of the dream... the boy stops going to school and makes a visit to his mother who is a teacher of archeology at this point. He cries and cries as he finally allows himself to give his mother a hug.

I don't know why I had this dream. Me and my family are very affectionate. We hug all the time. Maybe it was a past life or something I picked up from the astral. Anyway, I learned that affection is a basic human need. You shouldn't let anything get in the way of expressing Love. Maybe it's even more basic than that... hug someone.



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Thank you very much T-Man. It's always nice to get some encouragement!

Well, after I wake up from a good AP I usually write it down so I won't forget. I try to interpret the dreams but I'll be the first to admit that it's not my best talent. Reading back on my old material sometimes it's like "Ohhh!" now I understand! Lol.

Yeah, I've gotten very good at exiting. But it did take me 30 years of practice to achieve it. I feel bad I can't explain it better... but pretty much all I do is save a little piece of my awareness before I go to sleep. I sorta keep it awake. And then when I'm asleep enough I can just separate. I don't leave a body behind anymore nor do I experience paralysis. I just find myself in the astral and off I go!

Thanks again for your kind words. I plan to keep on writing and posting if it's alright with everyone.

Bye!

Thanks Nameless. 

Yeah, I was soar for a long time. But dreams like that helped me recondition my feelings. Now when I remember, I remember the good.  Oh well...

Last night I was easily able to separate from the physical. I entered a trance right after falling asleep and exited cleanly. As usual, I went outside and behold! There is a river flowing down the street and the day looks muggy. I see my exgirlfriend flow down the river and I see she's in trouble trying to keep her head above water. I have to decide for awhile and then something takes over and I'm in the water going after her.

Somehow I catch up with her and our presence together seems to calm the river down and we look at each other mystified. Then she has this green light flash her and she stars rising out of the water. She walks on the water and makes it to land. I follow after her easily making my way out. Together we take off to the hills.

We cross a desert to a town of a few people. My exgirlfriend has all of them enchanted and awestruck with her beauty. Indeed she was a Goddess which I had stumbled upon. I gave her room to expand with my powers protecting her and keeping her safe. In return she would give me a kiss which was the sweetest nectar of passion that I knew only true Love could surpass. But this she kept from me and her secret heart flew to the Unknowns.

We made it to the big city where she was the talk of the town. Soon they crowned her their new queen and somehow... I was King. I was a King! I understood more of this Design a little more.

I woke up refreshed knowing I had seen the Goddess inside my girlfriend. I am awestruck at her beauty.

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Just your usual unexplainable scratches sometimes. They usually come when I have a negative cycle. (Could be me though spazzing out at night. lol )

I had a lucid dream where I was the head of a big software company. We were in a meeting when "Linda" runs in and screams: "We've been hacked! All the servers are going down!" We all rush out of the meeting room and I head to my office. On my computer screen I can see the virus taking over our computers. It hits the main server and I start feeling dizzy and then my limbs won't work and I go down. At the same time there is this guy in my head laughing and laughing.

The next thing I see is this old wooden printer. It was like a modern computer printer but all stylized and made of wood. There is a long roll of paper coming out of it with stylized fonts. The camera zooms in and it's a list of names - dead people names. One of the names is mine. I see it come out of the printer and roll down as more names are printed out. It was very eerie especially because in the background is this sound. The sound is of a panting woman rushing down some stairs in high heels. You can tell she is running from something and she is scared and all you hear is the clop-clop of her high-heeled shoes in panic going down risky steps in a run.

I catch a last look at my name before it fades into darkness as the paper disappears into oblivion. Just before it disappears I see a hand of someone with white sleeves reach out and grab the name with his fingers. It comes off the paper like a sticker.

The next thing, I am waking up back into the dream where I am at my software company. I have no control of my body. I am just the eyes looking out. I see myself get up and my body goes over to my desk and opens up a file cabinet. There are some disks there and one is labeled "Antivirus 2714". I see myself put in the disk into the drive and I open up a window and execute a file. Suddenly I see this graphic of my servers coming back online. The whole system is restored and suddenly I'm back in my body.

Linda walks into my office and says, "We're back up! What did you do??" I say, "I just used my antivirus 2714."

Wow! That was a weird dream...

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I dreamt of a place where you are drawn to whenever you want to go into the astral and have fun. It's called the Crossroads and there are heavenly games and darker more dangerous games. I wandered around and decided weather to go see the Heaven games or the darker games... games that were made for darker aspects. I found some interesting games below. One, they try to rip off your energy by showing you the grossest astral images. It was like a haunted house ride where they really want to suck your blood. Lol. I allowed it to develop because I wanted to learn something new. Even as I was being tricked into leaking a pint of energy or two I knew I had to experience it to see if it was real. Whatever was on that ride was gross but was supposed to feel super good. The scary thing is I think it does work on some level to the untrained and undisciplined mind.  Most was super sexual and other stuff was just gross. All the while there's some vampire process going on as you go.

Anyway, I got out of there and tried to find a higher more Heavenly plane. For me, I just can't believe people actually could do that... create these terrible games in the astral where they try to take your vital forces. Remind me never to go there again.

I entered Heaven and saw that they were giving away Tolkien chocolates in one street corner. I ate two and dreamt I was Gandalf.

Thanks Nameless, that's interesting. What you wrote makes sense if we value both the astral and the waking life. Perhaps they are two sides of a coin. One balances the other. I can't imagine giving up my astral life - its mystery and phenomenal joys. I should say that my waking life is just as valuable but to be honest if there was a way I could escape the physical mundane world while still healthy I might just do so. It reminds me of what Castaneda wrote... Don Juan was able to escape with his chosen after a long life of religiously saving their energy. If I recall correctly they jumped off a cliff and where never seen again. A feat like that well.. to me it's Glory. 

Thanks for answering... cya around the forum. 

This is more observations.

I find that I cannot hold on to it. It just slips right through my hands and it seems so fast because there is so much interesting. The astral is a marvelous place that for me has so much to do with the individual. Like for example, I found a new part of myself when I started Aping. He's like my dreamer and he is me just on another soul level. He knows the astral intimately and is always taking me to new places in this deep story which is the soul. It's very interesting to me finding out that I am part of this never ending story which is life and astral.

I find myself asking questions like what if the stories are true and we can escape reality by slipping into the crack that goes to the astral? Sounds like a great adventure. 

Thanks PS! 

I guess it depends on your definition of the guiding force. To me it's a force that protects me and guides me to better understanding. I am often getting messages from this force. I think it just takes an imagination and being open minded to understand the messages.

Yeah, I've been in some really dark places. I've also been attacked a few times. I find however if you confront the negative forces they will transform into something positive. This included having more confidence in yourself and your ability to confront the darkness. Sometimes, yeah, I think they are just like tests the spirit gives us. But I know that if I point my beak towards the sky and keep seeking the Light, I'll probably be ok.

Thanks for reading all my stories. 

Last night was interesting. It was another of those dreams where I'm lucid but my super dreamer at the same time. After exiting into my room I knew I had a tour at one of the astral schools. I went outside and take the bus which was waiting for me to the school. I know exactly all the spots which are on my list and so I spend my time visiting the campus which were a series of buildings throughout this beautiful city. The streets where sunny and had lots of trees. I would stop at a building and some force would guide me yet I never heard a voice. I greeted other students in the middle of their projects. They looked super busy but were kind enough to explain what specific task they where working on. To me, now awake, it seemed they where doing something like creating software or videogames but with the astral. Trying to crack some algorithm or something.

The whole ordeal ended by me signing up for some astral classes at Admissions.

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I know right...? That anesthesia is no joke.

So glad you're alright GrumpyRabbit. Just concentrate on positive thinking and allow yourself to heal. Your body knows what it's doing. 

That's pretty cool. 

I think we usually have these type of dreams but we're not that lucid when we go through them. Sometimes though we might wake up and get more involved. I think dreams are supposed to be enjoyed so if we're lucid we can enjoy them even more maybe.

Still, I hope this is a taste of the reality we can expect when the day comes. 

This was a lucid dream at the beach. I must have been walking down the white sandy beach when I see someone walking toward me. The moment I recognized him I became fully lucid. It was my dead father of 6 years now. He gave me a huge hug and asked me how I was doing. I told him I really missed him and that it's been awhile since I last seen him. He motioned me in a direction away from the ocean toward this big house on the beach. He looked like he was 30 years younger - healthy.

As we were walking toward his house some people were coming out of the ocean on a small fishing boat. My Dad goes over to them and asks, "Did you catch anything?" "Sure thing!" says a woman and we look inside the boat and here is a giant tuna fish. My father offers to cook it up for them and so we make our way toward the beach house which is really a restaurant. My Dad's dream was to run a restaurant. He used to run one when he was alive for awhile.

So I check out the house/restaurant and there's the living quarters on top of the restaurant. One of the rooms is my own room from my old house. It was like I was home except my house had been converted to a beach house. I hear my Dad calling from downstairs so I go down and he's serving everyone some cooked up fish with rice and salad. He hands me a plate and I go sit down at a booth. This girl sits down right after me with her plate. I ask her name and she says Vanessa Cole. Then she smiles and says, "Vanessa Cool."

The food was delicious and I got to see my Dad one more time to say goodbye. I gave him a big hug and told him not to be a stranger. I also remember saying that I was so glad he was doing so well.

I think I made myself wake up after that by just wishing it.

It was cool to see my Dad again. I just hope the astral is really like that and we get to spend our time with the people we love.

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Last night I APed and it was a little scary. I exited and went outside like normal.  Usually there are lights on at least one house but this time the whole street was dark. I flew up into the air to get a better view and the whole neighborhood was dark. I landed and took stock. What would happen if I went into a dark house? 

I landed and approached the nearest house across the street. I was going to explore a dark house. I reached for the knob of the front door and opened it. Right in front of me is this girl dressed in pajamas and she looks at me with this far off look. I kissed her on the cheek and instantly woke up.

I wonder what else is in a dark house...

Good luck GrumpyRabbit... I'm saying a little prayer for you and that everything goes ok.

I remember when I got my appendix taken out. The anesthesia really does a good job of knocking you out. One second I was counting down and the next I am waking up in a hospital bed. I don't remember any dreams or visions or anything. Maybe that's a good thing...

Anyway, the best of luck to you. 

I've been having some trouble exiting lately. I would get out of body but would jolt back to my body after a few seconds. This happened for like three nights in a row. Finally last night I had a clean exit.

I exited my body after watching myself fall asleep. When I could move my astral body I separated. I did not exit in my regular room. It was my old room at my old house. It was so weird seeing my old room and house. I went out of the room and went outside. It was snowing just like those beautiful Michigan winters I remember. I crossed the road and went across the street to a house to see if I could find something interesting.

The door to the house was open so I went inside. Inside was a living room and toward the back was a spiral staircase that went up and up and up. I followed it all the way up until at the top it ended in a little nook that had cushions and a large television. I sat down to watch tv and they where showing an hotel ad for this really luxurious hotel. I got really into it because this hotel was gorgeous. They showed the main entrance and suddenly it was me going into the hotel and I was walking into the main lobby.

I was greeted like a special guest by this pretty girl in uniform and given a key, then escorted to my room. I remember exploring my room and it was beautiful. I then took the elevator to the floor where they had a pool and sauna. The pool was cool but at the back they had this really special jacuzzi. It was on an elevated pedestal and instead of water it had a liquid with these dark spiderweb patterns in it. I was curious so I got in.

The spiderwebs sorta latched unto my body and it felt amazing! I started having these amazing states of concioussness I can hardly describe. It was like a concioussness entertainment system. I must of spent awhile going from state to state until I heard someone say, "Hey, it's my turn! You've been in there long enough." I saw some girl standing there so I got out and went back to my room. I think I woke up soon after that.

What a cool jacuzzi!

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Hi Bob, that sounds similar to what I've experienced. Sometimes I find myself doing things that make total sense in the dream world but when I later reflect on it it just makes no sense. Yeah, sometimes those memories of my super dreamer are completely missing. All I do remember is that at the time I knew exactly what I was doing but on waking my actions make no sense.

I do believe these experiences make sense. It's just that my little me has no reference points to understand what that order is. If I could remember what my dreamer was doing I know it would probably make sense. I just think they are just more complicated orders that are hard to understand in the waking world. In the light of dreaming though these orders would make sense again.

Maybe these experiences can only be understood when you're a dreamer? Hmm....

Last night I had one of those super lucid dreams. I was myself but at the same time I was my dreamer self. I can see that they are different - there's the small me and the big super dreamer me. They are both I but my dreamer knows crazy things about the universe. Things my little me finds hard to understand. Both sides are the self but they are like two modes to my soul.

Last night I was both of them. I dreamed that Levar Burton (Geordi on Star Trek) came to me and asked if I could spearhead a new Star Trek show with him. My dreamer self told him he had a great idea about a child who was the Sun. Whatever happened to this child happened to the Sun. And whatever happened to the Sun happened to the child. The boy was the Sun and the Sun was the boy. But something went wrong and Geordi said he wouldn't help in making that kind of show because if there was a Sun child it would mean the boy was special and that made him jealous.

Then something happened and I was granted the funding by a higher source to create this new Star Trek show.

The next part was me putting this Star Trek show together. I picked a crew and I created their spaceship. The spaceship's bridge was a quarter mile square of aqua blue pool of water like a lagoon. There where these spikes of water in the pool that each held an orb at its point. They moved in crazy patterns. Up above on a cliff was the center of the Bridge where the controls where input by the crew. Looked like the control center at NASA just super modern  with jazzed up displays.

We started shooting the first show and in this one we explored the big Bridge which would take our ship otherworld into the multiverses. It was super neato exploring this new Bridge type. The order was there and it seems so crazy to my ordinary mind.

It ended by someone falling off a cliff and needing to be taken to the infirmary. The Bridge of our othership could be hazardous to explore. So the crew learned that they had to be careful.

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Well... I have some experience with it. I've had a lot of practice over the years. I'm not sure if I can guide you properly, but I'll tell you some of what I know.

First off, I've never forced it on anyone in the astral. I'm always respectful of the dreaming or astral entity I approach. If she's attractive enough I'll go right up and ask her if she wants to "get down" with me. Most of the time it's yes... but sometimes it's no. I have a few theories on this... I think most of us are always hungry for sex and so the astral provides a place where we can fulfill those dreams.

I'm not going to go into detail of what happens next... I think everyone's experience is different.

For boys though it's extra tough to climax in the astral. I've found however that if you save your sexual energy in the real world your more prone to have it in the astral and climax can be achieved.

It took me years to get pretty good with it so don't get discouraged if your not successful. Also, kissing... how a woman tastes when you kiss her will be a guide if you should really couple with that being. Like in real life, some girls are "cleaner". If I kiss a girl and she tastes that really bitter taste, I'll move on. If she tastes normal or sweet I'll give her a try.

Many people will tell ya it's unevolved to persue astral sex. If you find that you need it then go for it. I'm not going to tell you what to do with that part of your life because everyone is different. If it brings more joy to your life well...

Hope this helps. 

Last night was an a-m-a-z-i-n-g astral projection. I found myself lucid in the most beautiful house I have ever lived in. I knew I was in the astral or some type of Heaven because everything looked so beautiful. The colors and things just stood out and the spaces themselves almost shone with light.

I found myself in this dream or AP and the astral voice told me that this is where I would most likely spend my time after death. I prayed to God right then and there if I could just stay here now and forever - that I didn't have to go back to Earth. It didn't work because I am typing this message... but the house was so beautiful that I never wanted to leave. My room was gigantic and had two levels. The house itself has about 6 stories to it. My Mom and Dad lived there with me too. As I explored the house I saw that they where having a party along with all the neighbors. They all came over and gave me big genuine hugs and I felt so loved. I really wonder where this magical house is? Things I wanted seemed to appear out of nowhere just for my convenience. Toys, candy, games. It was truly a modern magical house.

I must of spent hours in my house just playing and wandering around. Almost like rediscovering my old place of venue. Not a dull moment went by. The second I was done doing something, something just as marvelous would present itself. It was truly a nexus, a real Heaven.

After exploring my house which seemed oddly familiar to me... I went and found my Mom. I explained to her that I have this life far far away in another planet called Earth. For the first time things started going awry. She got mad and said "We don't talk about those things darling." And then she seemed to go back to her own LaLa world.

I never wanted to leave. But eventually I found myself back in my bed on old planet Earth. How real it had seemed and familiar. Almost like at this very moment I am there with my magical familiy in my magical house. I can see where the term multi-dimensional might be used. I exist there in my own Heaven but for now... I also exist here on Earth. I can't wait to go back to my House tho!