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Yes I think it is.  I enjoyed the film greatly.  It is a great showing of how a "unprepared" person can become overwhelmed by an active mind.   And it also shows how a person too open can incounter other problems with the various people they know.  They want your help but they don't want you around kinda thing.   John Travolta plays the lead and it is one of his better films.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I thought Phenomenon was about a man who got suddenly smart and developed psi abilities as the result of a tumor?
Or is there another film by the same name.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

The thing that bothers me is that there is no memory at all.  I don't remember what I was doing or even if I was thinking of anything.  I couldn't even tell you if I was asleep or awake.  There is just nothing.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

You forgot "Dune" http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>

I suggest the 6 hour directors cut as it has more explinations in it.  But you really need to be a fan to enjoy it fully.  So check out the short 4 hour version first. hehehe.

But it is about a young man "Pual Atreides" who is destined for greatness, even though he does not fully know it.  He is plaged by precognition although he does not fully know it.  Forced into hiding after the Harconans killed his father and tried to kill him and his mother.  He soon finds his dreams to be true and is set of a path of retailiation and revenge.  The movie is a blend of science, religion, dreams, and metaphysics.  A must see film.

Also note.  The original version was made in 1984.  That is the one you should see.  Not the one made in I think 2000, not really important its crap.  But don't take my word for it, checkem both out and deside.  The newer one was a made for tv movie as a pilot for a series that never took off.  So you don't get the whole story.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I know sounds silly doesn't it.

But it shows how people can become so obsessed with an idea that they become blinded by it.  They grasp at even the most vague of concepts so that they can feel better.  So that they do not have to analize thier own beliefs.  It is far to easy to change the truth to suit your needs rather than look at what it is you feel you "need".  

And so by "thier" calculations the egyptians would never have existed.  Or rather would not have had the time to do all that they did do.  Even some of the events in the bible would not have been able to take place.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Ahh, but has anyone here ever just had the urge to fight?  

I get like this at times.   I just want to box with some one.  Preferably some one I don't know so that I do not have to worry about it too much if I hurt them.  But also at the same time I do not wish to start a fight.  That is not in my nature.   But I will be the first to admit that I am an animal.  And because of this at times I have a base requirement to show my superiority.  To be the Alpha Male if you will.  

To truely know yourself you must acknowladge how and what you are.  Ignoring all that is inside you, all that is inside everyone, is infact lieing to yourself.  It is in the end what you do with these things, and how you go about doing it.   Some times violence can be part of the growth process.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Sleeping for only 2 hours a day is not all that it may seem.  Trust me on that one.  The more I delve into all of this the less sleep I get it seems.  I often will lay down thinking, "Oh goody I get to sleep now."  But almost like a timer I wake 2 hours later.  Usually slightly peeved since I know that I need to go to work and will be rather annoying when the end of my shift nears.  I sappose if it could be timed better it would not be as big of a problem.  But the difficulty I have been seeing so far is when I do get like this I eaither A) done sleep at all.  Or B) I will sleep for two hours but I am tired again a few hours later and NEED to sleep again, if I can.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Sound advise.

I do find myself a slight more "distracted" by the subject as of late.  But I have a handfull of questions that I feel must be answered and so I pursue.  Maybe a healthy break is something I need.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Cainam and Fallnangel
I was just wondering how advanced both of you are with projection, you seem like old, and wise members.


Honestly, in recent months I have only had one aware OBE, that being since I have been actively pursueing the event.  How ever I believe that when I was younger, in the years before 16, it was something I did regularly.   However at the time I called them dreams but I now know better after having recently had one I can tell the difference between the 2 now and so know what was going on before.  Follow?  But I have been dealing with the metaphysical since I was very young.  Seeing things that others did not, the strange gut feelings and such, and a lot of just knowing things.  Oddly though you are not the first person to say that.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Well, everything I am today revolves around one particular instance.  A dream I had when I was about 8.  I know now that it was more than a dream but the cause is still somewhat unknown to me, and I still tend to lable it as such because I have called it such for so long without knowing what it was.

I woke up in the middle of the night, I did not know what time it was or anything.  I was somewhat startled awake.  I vaguely remember a voice that I believe was a friend of mine at the time call my name.  But when I opened my eyes it was not my friend that I saw.  Rather it was a face of some kind of monster or something, I truely know not what it was, but it was there none the less.  The image was terrifying to me.  The eyes piercing as if looking straight through me, but I recall the teeth the most.  It seemed as if it was mostly teeth.  They were so friggin huge.  They were wet from saliva, like it was hungry.  I do not know why, maybe from sheer terror, or instincts, but I swung at it.   I recall hitting it just below the upper lip, catching mostly teeth with the blow.  It vanished right afterwards and I passed out.
I know a lot of people talk about negs and demons being all in your head, that they can not hurt you.  I only say that they have not had a true encounter.  I still bare a "physical" scare on my right hand between the forth and fifth knuckle.  It is about 1/4 inch long.  Its funny every time I talk about this I catch myself rubbing that spot.  A reminder of that night.
The next day I was talking to my friend John.  I never did tell him about my "dream" but he told of one he had that very same night.  He also awoke in the middle of the night.  He say he heard some thing in the living room.  Which from his door was a straight shot down the hall.  He opened the door and looked down the hall and could see something floating there.  It noticed him and begain to move towards him.  He picked up the cross that hung next to his door, it was the old wooden type, no figure on it, but it was a sign of his faith.  As the thing moved towards him he held the cross out in front of him and stepped towards it.  But before it got to him it vanished.  He said at the time the only thing he could think about was me.  He had wished I was thier to help him.  We were like brothers, blood.  I knew his mind better than he did, and it was so in reverse.
After that I begain to think more heavily on what happened that night.  I was curious as to what happened and more importantly "WHY?".   Was it our combined strength that subdued it?  Or did it jump from one to the other?  Then who did it start with?  I think it started with him and jumped to me because of the bond we shared.  Possible.  But I do know this, that singular moment changed me.   I wanted to know.  I no longer accepted what I had been taught about the church and God to that point.  Even my child mind at the time was able to know that there were certain things that they could not explain or would not explain.   So I locked it away for several years, I told no one about it for a long time.  I actually only just told my mother and aunt over the last year about that and the many more things that would follow since then.
At that point in time I knew, I mean I consously(sp?) knew that there was a hell of a lot more going on than people were aware of.  It was all right there in front of them, but  they could not see.   I tried to ignore things at first but it seemed like every time I turned around I was seeing things.  Some times in the house.  By the time I was 10 I figured out how to protect my room and then the house so at least I would have one safe place, a place where things are "mostly" normal.

Well that is it in a nut shell.  Sorry if I dragged it out some.  But that was my spring board.  The was some activity prior, but that was what I recall being the truning point.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Well dang it was just a thought.

I personally am not worried or paranoid I simply playing out a thought.

But, be alert.......the world needs more letrs.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I am wondering if your are solely interested in physical trama in childhood or are you also interested in "other" happenings that may have been a trigger?   Things that are not fully explainable but have left an eperience burned onto the mind, that being things unrelated to abuse, alcoholism,  neglect, and so on?

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I dunno it was just something I was thinking.  I am fairly sure that it does not happen in that manner. (join or die part.)  But you never know, you meet a person, you help them with something, and this leads to that, and you find yourself 5 years down the road working for the Gov.  Things can be odd that way sometimes.  

For those that are great there are primarily 2 kinds.  The ones that are famous and the ones you never hear about.  The ones that are famous are protected by that.  They can not be removed because too many people know them.  However the ones that you never hear about have little defense.  Often through some what hiding thier ablilities do they protect themselves.  I often wonder what would happen if, perhaps one of us, was too good and oo open with what they could do.  With out the protection and help of a larger group or guild one could become a target for such things.

Just a thought.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

There is actually a good amount of information supporting this.  Also things like music can efftect the growth of plants, both for the good and bad.  Singing and talking to your plants also has been known to help.  It would not be a bad idea to look at your current situation.  How do you feel?  And try not to lie to yourself.  Figure out if anything is bothering you.  Even slightly, because some of the things that seem only to bother us a little are bother us more than we realize.  If and/or when you can rule out your personal emotions/energy look to the people around you.  Do you live with anyone?  How are they?  Had anyone new in the house?  Things like that.  Another persons emotions/energies can sometimes have a greater impact on your enviroment than you think.  

It may sound kinda odd but if you really want to save it and maybe run an expirement for yourself try spending a little bit of time with it, each day like you would a pet.  Sit down for like 5 mins and water it, use a spray bottle on the leaves maybe, pending the kind of plant.  Pick some of the dead leaves off and misc. objects that maybe on it.  Check for bugs.  Move the soil around a little with your finger some, but not too much.

I know it sounds really silly but give it a try anyhow.  It may surprise you.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I will be making references to the current conflict of the world.  But I would like to say first that for the most part I support the US Gov. in it's actions against global terrorism.  But on the other hand I do see that it is infact the US that started this whole mess to begin with.  I will explain through the course of this message.

Violence in the name of ones beliefs is wrong.  But that is how war starts.  One side often strikes first because they believe that they are defending thier beliefs, they way of life.  In todays sociaty it is possible to avoid such conflics by stepping out, or asking that the 3rd party involved steps out.  I say third party because also in todays world thier is almost always a third party.  The UN backed mostly by the US.  The UN seems to have a notion that every country should be run with a bare minimal set of standards.  But why?  They do this thinking that they are doing it for the betterment of "mankind".  But what is often over looked is that despite thier intentions they are trying to impose thier will or way of life on others.  This in its basic form is an attack and an act of violence.  Who is to say that thier is one way that every one should follow?  Who gave them the power and the right to make those kinds of choices?

Quite honestly I am suprised that the US has not come under more attacks because of its involvement in other countries.  We send diplomat after diplomat in to different countries trying to establish "peace".  Be it between to sepreate countries or between the US and whoever.   The last part I can understand but the first I have difficulty with.  Granted it would be nice to be able to live in a world were there is no war, but this is reality.   So why do we constantly get involved with nations fighting amongst themselves?  In the long run we only risk aggression towards ourselves.  What happen on Sept. 11th is a prime example of this.  Naturally I do not think that it was neccissary for so many innocent people to loose thier lives.  More so because I seriously doubt that any of those peolpe had even given any thought to happenings outside of the US that morning or even that week.  Thier lives more concerned about how to feed the family, how the neighbor and friends are doing, and how bad the traffic was going to work.  They were not involved in the decisions to send delegates to the middle east.

But the US did any how.  And in doing so we picked a side, and there fore were trying to impose on set of ideas onto another, to change a way of life, a belief.  And in it's most basic form it was an attack.   I often think that we should and always should have stayed out of the affares of other nations.   We should be thinking of how we can protect ouselves not how we can protect the world.  We caused the whole mess to go as far as it did.  It should have been known that there would eventually be some one who was stupid/smart enough to make a strike in an attempt to defend thier way of life.  It is the natural progression of things.

So how can things like this be avoided?  Every one needs to look to better thier own lives, family, city, state, and country, and not go and stick thier noses where they are not wanted.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Adept of Light.

   Although I believe that a person should do thier best to talk thier way out of a situation, I also believe that at times the only solution is violence.  I consider myself to be more a man of action than of words.  I have been in a few situations where there is no talking your way out of.  I value the lives of my friends and family above my own, and I would, with out hesitation, put myself in harms way to protect them, and I will also take the confrontation as far as the aggressor is willing to go.  Should he choose "to the death" then to the death it shall be, but as long as I breath he will not get past me.  But quater will be given when asked for.
   I also believe at time people need to be treated in a manner in which they understand.  Much like when your most beloved pet dog snaps at you the first time, despite how much you love that animal it must be shown is place in line.  Some times a swift hand is the only way to teach a lesson.  Some people can only realize thier place by being put there.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

You can be perfectly healthy and still be a cluts. http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>

My friend is a perfect example.  She tends to have issues with gravity and, despite her being 24, still has not figured out exactly how the legs and feet work.  And stationary objects.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

"like i said, there isn't much on me. for anyone to get to know the REAL me and my real abilities, they would have to do personal survaillance. so i can just fall out through a loop "

Naturally the system is avoidable if litle effort is put forth.  And yes also peolpe like yourself "may" fall through some of the cracks.  But eventually they get everyone.  It is far from a perfect system but the fact that it is being done is alarming.



David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

I do maintenance.  We are actualling called "Engineering".  Just a fancy name.  But all I can really think about is picking up the phone and saying "Engineering" like the guys on command and conqure.  I have been wanting to do it to see how many people have played the games.

The MRI.

The only major problems that can happen come from equipment failures.  If they were to have "sudden failure" of the equipment then it "could" be a problem.  owever there are so many built in safties on those things it is next to impossible.  
Now as far as radiation hazards.  Being near the machines.  You absorb more radiation from going out side than you do from being near an operable x-ray device.  Safety distances and barriers are in place to limit 1) the amount of exposure for Techs. who are around it all the time.  2) to prevent accidental "direct" exposure.  "direct" exposure is the only way for you to get abnormal levels of radiation in you.
For those who have had direct exposure, through accident, or through proceedure there is also very little to be afraid of.  There are certain conditions that when exposed to radiation act adversly with the body but that is extremly rare and often detirminable prior to proceedure.   The actual radiation recieved from the proceedure stays with in the body only a few hours.  And is not normally enough to change any of the bodily functions.  A person only becomes radioactive when exposed to extreamly high levels for long periods of time.  Like which would be done during treatment.  But even then it drops off with in a day or two after treatment stops.  
You may have noticed these silly little badges that people around the MRI facility wear.  They are usually hex or octogonal.  They are a radiation meter or sorts.  It is to detirmine exposure level.  The reason being for 1) accidental direct exposure.  Several times would cause the color of the badge to change.  2) being more so incase of leaks and such.  I personally have never heard of any thing like that every happening.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

kakkarot-

I can't live with the annoying. (That's why I dumped the room mates)  But it is almost enough to drive you mad.  Even more so when it feels like it is burning.  Some times when I try to ignore it, it only gets stronger.  The only thing that really seems to make it stop or a bit is to slap that spot.  Much the same as you slap yourself in the face to stay awake.  Just enough to leave the feeling of the strike.  Scratching doesn't help at all, and rubbing oly sometimes.

Ides351-

I am unable to bring about vibrations all that easily.   Or at all most of the time.
I do not think that it is an attack.  The nature of the feelings do not seem to match.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

So I have a question for anyone who might know.  From reading this I assume there were several other Atlantian Colonies such as the one in Egypt.  Does any one know where they were saposed to be?


kakkarot-

That is actually one of the reasons they are moving away from carbon dating and using a much more reliable system.  However, carbon dating is agreably foulable.  But depending of who does the testing and what it is compaired against it can be a reliable system.

"i came out with an answer that is more like 10,000 years, AT LEAST. so that blows the creationists out of the water too ."

ah not really.

But my point was that these tablets are sapposed to be some 36,000 years old or more.   But I have been checking on a lot of information lately and have found several websites saying that evolution is impossible because of the sapposed age of the earth.  And they were saying it was only 4,500 years old.  And to support this they were stating that if the "average population growth" is applied starting from 4,500 years ago with just 2 people then it works out to be about what we have today, but if you start back when man was evolving there would not be enough space to hold everyone.  The only problem I see is that you can not appply current population growth to a population that is thousands of years old.  Couple main reasons being that, 1) they died considerable younger, and often quicker. IE, desease, war, things like that killed many more people than it does now. 2) We have removed the "survival of the fittest" from recent times because of the medical field, so many that would have died in thier infantcy now live long lives. 3) people do not procreate as quickly in small groups, just look at the tribs that are living in south america and africa.  some tribes are even dying out because they can not procreate quick enough.

I dunno it seems that a lot of facts and fiction can get mixed in together from BOTH sides depending on who is doing what.  You can always spin the tale to your advantage.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Again I sit on the edge of sleep.  So close I can feel its embrace but alas I shall see it not today.  So what does one do with this time?  The mind boarders on lucid thought.  Wandering in and out as it tries to hold certain thoughts, but they are but fleeting moments in time.  A moment when looked apon is gone and when pondered apon becomes a moment lost.  Ah, but what is time in the reality of things?  Time is meaningless to the true seeker, but there are those who's whole life revolve around it like the hands on a clock.  Pity those who live in this manner for they know not of the moment but only of the next.  That which will never be.  That which when reached is replaced by another still yet further away.
Live in the moment and be filled by it, for who knows when this moment will be thier last.  I was one who lived in the past and thought only of the future.  But I learned as we all shall learn, that the past should stay where it is, and man should not pry his eyes to the future.  Keep yourself in the now, the moment, for this moment is always best because it is here and you can live in it.  I learned my lessons of living in the past, too much pain, always too much pain.  Pondering what life would be like had choices been made different.  Wishing for another life and not seeing the wonder of the one I had.  I also learned my lessons for always looking into the future.  Bold and hopefull the future is, but anger and frustration is what it brings.  Anger of not knowing when and the frustration of not knowing why.
With each passing moment a person is given the chance to start again.  This moment is not like the last nor will be be like the next.  But each moment is a chance to forgive and forget, to see the other people around you in a new light, regardless of what they have done.  For this is a new moment, a new begining, and a chance for everone to change.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Right.  So please can we get back to it and not debate so that those who might share in thier experiences and knowlage can do so with out feeling the need to defend ones beliefs?

Please any one who wishes to put forth thier reasons and or experiences please do so and we will not debate them.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

Yes I have experienced a similar thing.  Mostly I get the images from people when talking to them.  However it is linked to the 3rd eye.  Claravoyance (sp?).    It is a sign that your 3rd eye is opening or open.  It can be used to see all kinds of things once control is established.  One methode of contolling this would be to try and slow down the images so that you can get a better look at them.  You do your best to hold the image in place for as long as possible.
However if for some reason this is something you want to rid yourself of, that can be done in much the same way.  You simply block it. You tell yourself that you don't want to see them your that you didn't see them.  The big key is not to give an emotional attachment to the image.  As in don't let the troubling ones get to you.  Eventually it will stop.  
But I would suggest trying to control it first.  With control comes the ability to pick and choose which images you will see/remember.  With your 3rd eye full open and usable you can see the  past, present, and future with much more seen than with your normal eyes.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.

My one time was shortly after I fell asleep on my side.  

My 2 cents.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.