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These things can really bring you down. But you need to learn to let them go and just forget about them. When people try to put you down you should try to understand the truth behind this. When someone puts you down you should actually take it as a compliment because deep down the person actually finds something about you superior to themself and not being able to handle this they try to degrade you to make themself feel better.

Which e-book would this be? Maybe it would be possible to put the letter "c" in where it is supposed to go without much effort. I don't know. I might be willing to do it if the book is short enough.

Yes, everything comes down to energy. Even so, my best teacher so far told me that it is a joke to talk about having more or less of it. He even said that when I talk about sharing reiki energy with other people, I am mistaken. He said that when I think I am sharing energy with other people, I am actually just helping to remove an obstacle for that person's receiving the energy surrounding us all. What I don't understand at all is that he says that energy is an absolute, in that either people have it or they do not. He said that energy is attention and the ability to direct it and that people cannot have more or less of it. Yet I can help other people remove obstacles to having more? You see, I have much to learn.

I'm not sure exactly what he means by it. In my opinion, negs would give you thoughts. If you see a flash of a sexual image, that you normally wouldn't think of. Anything that differs from your regular activity would be suspicsious. I don't think he would be referring to sexuality in general (gay or straight).

Hi!

I've had something akin to what you describe happen to me every now and then over the years. It's very hard not to think that these things are some sort of a curse or sinister external influence.

The truth of the matter is that it's my oown (and your for you) sub-ego that is in a self-deprecating loop. Sometimes the experiences we have in the conscious world manage to make it unfiltered by reason into the subconscious. Now subconscious is a simple (not stupid mind you) and straight forward creature who takes things often at face value and is extremely creative. (Subconscious is the source of our creativity)
Now when a series of unrelated negative events get to the sub-C level they are ionterpreted as they are and because of its creative nature the sub-C somes up with an explanation why the string of events is justified. And it goes wrong.
So here we are, the sub-C thinks there is some sort of ongoing cause that keeps creating these unfortunate situations for us to stumble on. The sub-C never sleeps really so it's constantly plying our connscious mind to notice how there is this elaborate construct behind these events when there isn't.

So there is indeed a kind of curse if you will, but the curse is placed on you by you (your subconscious mind). This is why it's so difficult to first of all see it for what it is and secondly to get rid of it.
If the cause were some actual entity or circumstance we could easily walk away from it and avoid it thus negating its influence. But this "curse" is in our own minds and we perpetuate it without realizing.

So what you need to do is clinically examine the situations where the so called curse seems to be at work and understand that it is an illusion created by your own subconscious mind. Then you need to reprogram it, so to speak, patiently reaffirming the sub-C that it's ok, it doesn't need to worry, things are under control.

The not deserving part is caused by the subconscious because it thinks there must be some reason why things go wrong and thus it think it somehow deserves things to go wrong. (we are talking about a sub-C in a self-induced delusional loop). Thus it makes itself and consequently you (i your conscious mind) feel that you don't deserve good things because yu clearly deserve bad things. !!NOTE!! Notice the loop there !!! That's what you need to pinpoint and dismantle.

It's not a  easy thing to look into yourself and fix things but it can be done. You just need to concentrate and be patient with yourself.  Subconscious is like a child in these matters.


PS: I'm not a doctor so the above is not medical advise, just an opinion.

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jouni

Hi Seekenergyaz and welcome!

The way I see it is that God (I'm using God here to cover all of the bases whatever the reader may understand by God) gave us the minimum of energy and development to get us off the ground.Now it's our job to fly and make thh emost of it, to develop further and become better than what we started.
So staying in square one goes against the plan IMHO.

I don't think questioning show a lack of faith as God also gave us a mind that is cappable of thought and introspection.

We are for the most part our own negs. Right now I think we are the only negs as I have yet to witness something negative that didn't originate from me in some way.
We are both good and bad, light and dark, everything and nothing and this is why the Golden Rule is so important. It's about finding a balance bettween the two poles.

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jouni