Amazing experience

[astraladdict]

So, i just came back from yet another projection experience. I was laying in bed, than i projected. For some reason this time i had difficulty moving away from my physical body. The harder i tried, the harder it became. I looked over and saw the TV that's in my room, unplugged and outside of the room. I thought " why is it out there?" So, i decided to move it with TK, since I've never moved something in the realm with TK before. It moved easily over, out of view. Thought to myself " aha it moved!" Than i see a shadow move across. I ignored it. Than a worry of mine played out before me. On a side note guys, when you go to project, make sure you're filled with nothing but positiveness. I didn't like how the worry played out. Back on track here, i yet again saw a shadow. I moved my head to the right and i see a women. Her skin was white, kind of see through. Brownish/red hair and wore a white dress. i took her as an evil entity blindly, and tried to kill her. But she stayed there, unharmed, not worried. When i think, maybe she's here to help. She looked at me with  and flew in front of me for a better view.

I asked her "who are you?" While thinking, does she want to have sex with me? She told me her name was Dawn. I was too busy speculating what was going on to really ask question. If i was to close one astral eye than she would kind of disappear. Her energy was blue, green, pink. I asked her " how come when i close one eye you don't show as better as when both eyes are open?" Just than i fade back to my physical body, my head was throbbing and my face felt warm, as if blood rushed to it. But my eyes were wide open. I layed in bed thinking. What is so damn important/special about about the eyes being open!? Why is she here?

Now, i realize who she is. To be honest, i prayed the other day to Aphrodite, asking for love from Valeri. I'm just not ready to give up on her. Now as i google who Dawn is. I realize, she's a goddess. As i read her story becomes interesting. It's too long to post on here so i can make another post about it. This experience leaves so many questions..

~astraladdict


*EDIT*  Here's the link to explain about The goddess http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_astral_chat/eos_the_goddess_of_dawn-t34633.0.html

[Greytraveller]

Greetings astraladdict
Yes you are right about negative emotions. Of course it could be that the astral woman that you saw caused those negative emotions. Or its possible that your negative emotions caused that woman to appear. If she appeared in your room then it was probably for a reason.
As an after thought it is probably better to try to talk to an astral being first before attacking it.  If that was some type of goddess then assaulting it was not the best of moves.  Good thing that it was benevolent.

Regards 
Grey

[c0sm0nautt]

Interesting experience. Probably not the best idea to try and kill your new friends, but to each their own. 

[Astral316]

does she want to have sex with me?

i took her as an evil entity blindly, and tried to kill her.

^ Not after that display, lol.

[Everlasting]

 Praying to demigods is not the brightest thing to do.

[astraladdict]

As an after thought it is probably better to try to talk to an astral being first before attacking it.  If that was some type of goddess then assaulting it was not the best of moves. 

Idk man, when she was there my usual judgement when haywire. There was just something about her...

^ Not after that display, lol.

xD

Praying to demigods is not the brightest thing to do.

I should have learned something from when i made a deal with the gods before 

~astraladdict

[Xanth]

Love Addict... love...

Attacking isn't love.

[GodsProxy]

I've done all of the above, and we're still in Love.

You've found yours too, long ago, and just know ...

Just accept her for what she is.

It works for me.