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its not a disease. Its a conditioning......


Just because you havent seen it, does not mean you won't, nor does it mean you will.

The numbers are nothing more than a cerebral and static meaning attached to our general and relative position in both space and time, exposing, if you will, the open vulnerabilities of our selves within those moments when we pass through the crux of the moment and on into the singularity of ethereal and astral balance.

In those moments we, as both collective and individual produce through many means of a communication in which by part we pass on this conditioning to the moment our bodies reach the point of the crux.

Thusly we find ourselves conditioned through time to both recognize and analyze the numbers dependant upon when, where and how these moments unfold.

Such as, when one arrives at the airport to find ones flight is on board flight number 1111, one should realize the surrounding environment and time of day in which this occurs, for it is a spatially compatible moment with that of a high resonance that thrums through the universe at this time....

To think of it in terms of eagles soaring, one would notice that under certain conditions in the sky such as temperature, wind strength and direction and so on, the eagle must be passively aware in order to adapt within each environmental factor.


11:11 and any of those numbers associated with, would and should be known as the awareness moment, when at that moment that we recognize the number, we notice, realize, breath, sense and allow that moment. Read it.

But do not read INTO it.

Just.......read it.

wow, thats weird, I thought the exact same thing earlier when they announced his papalcy. It felt like he was staring at me, and so I stared back, cold and hard.

Not interesting?

Perhaps not with the reformation of the church, but I can forsee quite a dramatic effect running through different world powers because of him.
His name ignites flames in my belly....weird...

there is no single answer for these occurances, and nobody should try to control or obsess about them. One should only feel comfortable with the knowledge that if they are seeing these numbers, understanding and feeling them, then they are among those who may be awaking to the reality of our world.

One must realize, not all number patterns mean the same thing, but they do occur, for we live in a geometric world.

the frightening thing is, almost one-third of the population of the U.S. believe enough in the coming signs, of the end of days, that they will do nothing to stop them. Meaning, if our world gets bonked up, its the way it is supposed to be I guess.
So, many of us who want some beautiful epiphany to occur, to create some better solutions to the waning circumstances of our world.

Its hard to help each other, when many of us dont mind the bad things, because faith tells us that God will take care of his flock.

We are living in a perpetually intentional degenerating world....

There are many ways for us to wake, to cut the sleep from our eyes and "reveal" what is really going on....but then again, who can tell when they have awaken and when they are still asleep?
A lot of people out there feel they understand, that they are "awake" but in reality to others of us who feel differently, they are not, and vice versa....

Ratzinger is now the new pope.....

Weeks ago my client who is a parapalegic, pointed out the bible code in which talks of Ratzinger becoming the pope...now, he is.
Look into this mans eyes.....deeply.

I know I havent been here for some time, but there is no reason to ring a bell without cause I believe.

I am writing a persuasive speech for my class on the topic of the manipulation of intent by the U.S. government to hasten the end of days by taking the actions they have in ordre to bring about these signs.
In other words, whether the prophecies of the bible are true are not, our government is creating a crib in which to hold the rapture.

I urge you all to research this, it is not BS.

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Bill Moyers

Grist (magazine) - Road to Environmental Apocalypse




We are on a true road to an end of days scenario which WE are creating. It didnt have to be this way....we had the choice.


Connect the dots here and see what you come up with.

New governments, new papacy, new world.

every day can be seen as an omen, but many events do sometimes lead us to believe that perhaps there are bigger signs pointing to something.

The Tsunami in my opinion is not the first nor the last sign.
2005 will be filled with a lot of controversy and may be the hardest to get through, but it is not going to be the only omen filled year.

2007 will be the final peak in my understanding. My understanding does not consist of channels, spirit guides, mystics, readings, or prophecies. It consists of something I havent fully come to see yet.
However, after 2007, things shall start winding down and awareness will begin climbing at an unprecidented rate.
I havent been on the boards for awhile because of work and school. For the first time I am allowing myself to be who I am rather than attempt to be something Im unsure of.
So Im letting alot of this subject matter go.

I find that I am a lot more accepting of my situation and the worlds, and though I am ready to act as human, I also feel as though I am an interpreter of the universe. That the pieces of our puzzle slowly come together, and one or few of us, shall see the right set of pieces to be placed in those dark spots.

I wish you all the best, and give you the closest thing to a blessing that I can.
I give you potential.

BBC news states that researchers may have found atlantis. This is the info on it.


http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/europe/4011545.stm

Actually what I was trying to say, was that it would be more than appropriate for a gathering of people here with certain cause for concern of the future, to create an assembly of people to meet, discuss and/or form plans of action for certain purposes.

No, bloodletting was not the idea. Often uncivil movements reveal
1)desperation
2)uninspired motives and ideas
3)no real desire for change since violence is a reoccuring theme in human development

It also often begets more violence on both sides with no real end, nor positive results and counts off the degredation of those involved, meaning the violence, the more people we lose, the less voices we have.


The cause in specifity would be hard to reveal, even to myself, for I can only see so far into the potential of the human mind. But I can see what is needed, and eventually there needs to be a new process of stimulation.

There need to be new people voicing ideas, or creating new worlds for us to live in.

Did everyone here think that these systems we live in now, the democracies, the governments, the religions, the institutions, the economies were going to last forever? Or if they should last forever?
Hasnt anybody really looked into finding a different alternative, or tried to achieve it?
Not recently, probably not in the last couple hundred years I would say.
Even since the beginning of the 20th century things have changed so much that the systems and structures we have lived under since then do not balance out the modern changes in technology, in the mindset we carry, the knowledge, the communication nor the desires we have.



The difference in this is as large as you would want to make it.

Look, what are the three biggest issues this world seems to deal with?

Religion

Politics

Economics

We have been thriving underneath these three for a very long time, and nobody has done anything radical enough to give the majority of people of the world a chance to seek a new kind of change in their own lives.

Who wants to transcend tradition when tradition is just that?
Who wants to differentiate from what we already are so comfortable with, even though others may suffer?
Who wants to find the effort to bring together those of likemindedness?


Jesus, its not difficult to think on this. We all have the power to do something, but what makes us special is when we act on that ability.

Is there really nobody who wants to try?

Im not trying to fool anyone into thinking that what we do here will have immediate effects. In fact I want to make it clear that these are long term ideas, and that anything we put in place for a goal will take immense patience.

I want to make these three things clear to you all if anyone is interested. To make this an effective idea, three things are required.

Immense Patience
Motivation
Stamina



Allow me to explain the ideas shadowing the whole goal.

Within the three important aspects; Religion, Politics, and Economy, our assembly would over a period of time become involved in large portions of these aspects. We would begin to pull the strings in the directions we are motivating our species toward, thusly over time, we will freely manipulate the systems how we see fit.

We institute certain schools geared towards ideas beyond the regular educational structures.
For instance, we begin aggressively nudging individuals toward their strengths, and even reinforce with more rigor than past systems have.
We allow for a wider teaching range involving both a more complex system at younger ages, as well as newer installations of programs such as new age ideas, inventive research and hands on theory work.
The schools must also divide between allowing for the "Summerhill" idea in which the students are released on their own to the schools to approach their educational opportunities at their own pace, and a stricter guidelined school seperated from the rest of the outside world, focusing certain students at certain performances for underlying results.
One bigger issue as well is instituting the ideas behind all the schools that post-school does not mean the lack of being involved with the school or no more learning, as well as teaching the idea that school will lead to a life designed by the individual to better themselves and the world, not to make money or be successful financially.

These ideas go on and on and can be worked on as well as new ones implemented whenever the need arises or is desired.


Just think to yourself, while the world moves on around you, you only attempt control for a few objective points surrounding you. Those in control try to control forcefully and blandly what is not theirs.

I want to give everyone back their choice, and this a way that is possible. Dont laugh this off and say it is impossible, improbable or will fade away. That only happens when nobody gets involved and nobody voices their opinions.

There will come a time in all of our lives, where information is only so important, and then comes a time to act. We must use the information we have in order to grip the reins of the future.


I dont want to stay stagnant anymore. These forums as well as Livejournal are a wonderful place to obtain and disperse information, to gather and congregate, and plan as well.

We here have an advantage most people dont have. Information and the open minds to use it.
I work, I go to school, and I see on the news the constant thrum of activity pacing by the halls of history, but nobody is taking advantage of the fact that with this knowledge, though sometimes scarce, and sometimes unreliable, we hold the penultimate truth between our fingers.

There are no reasons why we shouldnt stand up and take action towards a future we may desire, that we may have the ability to control. People force feed us these news clippings and slurs and constant blather about what we as a society needs. What our government thinks the world needs or what other governments and religions believe in having the answer.

NO!
We are all people who can come together and decide our future, not the organizations of political beaurocrats, controlled by sideline governmental shadows and prophetical history deigned by the fervor of religious zealots fleeing from their gods or their prophecies.
Somebody does need to do something, and there is no reason why it shouldnt be you!

Is there anyone who agrees? Anybody at all?

heres one for you aussie-swede,

You were born 11/18/1983

1+1+1+8= 11

1983 = 8+3=11

thats two 11's for ya, 11:11 plus the eleventh month of nov.



I have conditioned quite a few people to 11:11, and Ill tell you, its not difficult and it is important to do. Once people realize the significance, and that is relevant to many issues, more will waken. So the more conditioned, the more aware.


What I mean by conditioning, is that when we have it in our minds that a certain number should be seen on a clock, often we will begin looking for it subconciously and we will see it. This is the beginning though. Once we have conditioned our minds to see 11:11 as part of our time, part of our lives in the moments that tick by, we will see it and it will occur in many other places.

Example:

I, for instance, Have been seeing 1111 for some time before 9/11 occured. 9+1+1=11, since then though the occurances have increased meaning that the significance of its meaning has become more relevant.

My modem number is somehow randomly 1111, everyday I pass by the address 1111 and always look at it without thinking about it. My flight from Mexico when I had lost my mind was 1111, I was born one day after the end of november, 12/1/1979 12-1=11.
the list continues and I cant keep track of them all, but I know that each time I see it, I lose myself in my head for a full minute to contemplate on the future.


dont just see the numbers in front of you how they are though, you should also find associations. Numbers, formulae, etc.


Perhaps there should be group, besides those with, who is it, Solara? WHo get together to celebrate the 11:11 gate opening.

There should be another group that gets together.....an 11:11 group.....group of the eleventh hour?
Personally I can see something like that being an important aspect, and perhaps the stars see it in our hand eh? I dont like the fact that we are all so passive on our computers, communicating and talking but never acting.....there should be more.

narfellus, I agree, it would be a position open, very open to abuse and missuse. This is why it is good to have it questioned, thought upon in a rather hypothetical way.
In my own case, the ideals you shared seem like a good general premise for an overall consummation, and I would not have them any other way.

Stillwater. It would be in my own opinion, both sides of the coin. It would most definately be an experiment of social and spiritual human development as well as an attempt to better humanity(Of course bearing in mind we would use the committee for positive purposes).
It would have to depend on where, why, what and when that the religious shells be placed over the soft tissue of human fragility. Meaning a certain culture may devote and cultivate a better and quicker understanding of certain growth patterns through a faith that has no attachments to their prior, if any, religious/spiritual threads.
On the other hand another society may indeed need only the slight evolutions and growth of their current faiths, adjustments and tweaks slowling changing the shape of their beliefs into a new form of fervor.

Such a thing as this committee would indeed be very arrogant and obviously flawed because of the "human" element. Our own need to change the inner workings of our creations unconciously at times, change the direction and meaning of something created in reference to good intentions.

I think this is a mere curiousity now, but I hope to do some more in depth research covering human develpment and the religious factor revolving around this subject.
I would also be curious to see if there was perhaps a way to excercise these ideas into an experiment. Perhaps something on the computer over the net that involves virtual societies reacting to certain changes and influences within their structures.
Come to think of it, a small portion of this idea was built into the computer game black or white, but it is not as selective as the topic we are discussing. Rather it stems from our God like presence influencing societies with our animal avatars and have the choice of blessing or damning the cultures, becoming a benevolent or malevolent god.

This is why I love these forums. Such brilliant, insightful and open minds.

In truth the only thing I am trying to convey, is not so much the relevance of religion nor the importance of it within the any meme or macro/micro culture.
Rather Im attempting to present a situation in which consideration is taken as to which one must contemplate whether or not it would be not only conceivable to produce such a conglomorate which introduces a new faith and idle on a continual basis, but also if it should be introduced into a society such as the whole of our planet or into a smaller group of population where effect is on a smaller scale and can be better predicted.

Hmmm, let me ask this.

If anyone of you had the chance to be on a seat of representatives who took charge in deciding said faith for a small culture or an entire planet, would you take that opportunity?
I believe we all know the potentials, the pitfalls and the benefits something like this might produce, but we also know the amount of unknown variables this presents.

I personally believe that anything is possible, and it is our constraints and hesitant views that stem from our society and cultures that impede certain progressional ideals.

I dont think I am underestimating anyone on these forums, never have. There are plenty of brilliant and creative people here, I was merely bracing myself for contradictive comments by acknowledging them beforehand if they were to occur. Kind of like making fun of yourself before others do in order to get the upperhand even if it is just for your own benefit.

I think its obvious I was not implying this should be considered, rather pondered upon.
I forsaw, in a very disturbing but provocative way, a conglomorate or corporation instilling the ideas and cultural changes they desired by placing a new God on the pedestal.
I imagined a meeting taking place with brilliant minds ranging from the excessively logical to the mind bendingly creative individuals attempting to through certain cogs in the mechanism of society by deciding upon a situation, finding a few individuals that retain that situations status, and building a Godhead from those individuals.
I imagined this happening every century or even earlier conerning dissent or jihads, or holy coup de ta's.

I personally wasnt looking for a God, but rather a Godhead to direct the hand of man.
Imagine if you will, Pacal Votan, a prophet and God in his own right. It was not just the things he did that brought about his present status but the myths born of his activities and declarations.
Jesus as well is both Messiah and/or God depending on which religion you follow, but the activities he took place in and the direction his life was led is rather unknown truly to anyone but himself, though it was his intentions, and the way people percieved him that brought about his stories and myths and legends.

It is the generations that build these concepts, not just those people alone who have spilled their blood in sacrifice, that create the faiths surrounding them.

I do not believe in controlling the future, at least not in any complete manner, but I do think we can spill our walking toward the horizon we head towards rather than stare at the sun as it sets from where we came.

As I said too this was something to ponder, not to take too seriously, though I am always available to consider the matter further.
I believe all contention to create something that has the potential of both great manevolence and benevolance within our species and the universe perhaps.

I have conflicting opinions about this, but still, obscured by my own obsessive desire to relegate some indecorous ideal into an expansion of our human depths, I pursue the most complicated and perhaps unrealistic projects in hopes of surfacing some tiny secret of the soul. In reality however I cannot call this a project, more of a pursuit in hypothetical situations or experimental ideas.

I find that the future, for lack of any term, is rather difficult to grasp for control. Our species seems to clutch at hope and faith and at times find circumstances fitting the bars height, leading and leaving us to stew in the possibility of truth in our beliefs and ideas, even if the chance of random events occuring within that security of faith is minimal to great. We are the sparks searching for the right butterfly. That one single point of light that could lead us in the right direction.

What if there was a way to control our direction without the necessity of actually knowing where we head. What if we were to instead of blindly following ancestral folley and figmented stories, myth and legend, we, rather, created our path? My own opinions transform daily of religion and spirituality as I think it should, and one view I have had, is that as we follow our faiths, we seem to be walking backwards down the path, seeing where we were coming from without knowing where it might head or seeing the path we walk now.
Is there a way to turn around and walk forwards? Is there a way to secure inevitability the way we should forsee it? I think so.
We have thrived off of prophetic hope and stories passed from generation to generation, only seeing the journies direction from whence it came, but there must be some point when we decide for ourselves, that the only way our species and our existence should move is by collectively placing the chess pieces where we find suitable. Not by blindly pushing the pawn without seeing a larger picture of what could happen.

I respectfully submit my own incursion of thought into the continuing spirituality and strength of the soul of mankind. It must change in shape, not in course.

If there was perhaps a way to collectively engage the godhood of the future, we could hypothetically see how our world may change by deriving the belief platform.
In other words, if a group of people were to shape a religion, a belief out of one person, one selected being, or to build a god or messiah from a hero in order to cast a specific ideology upon society for a segemented amount of time, they might be able to form certain structures within that society that could frame an entire network of new cultures, new worlds, new mindsets that could lead into so many directions depending on the course we see fit.

Im not saying that by throwing a new religion into the works that it will change everything or should be used as a control mechanism, but that by coursing a new religion through mainstream on a regular time frame, just as new blood pumps through our veins, we integrate new creative outlets for different systematic structures.

Do not imagine this as even close to a perfect idea, nor is it a realistic one, but an imaginative potential.
Yes, something like this could be missused or done for the wrong reasons, evil reasons, but the benefits may also be exponential if followed correctly.


Global Omniesence Development (G.O.D.)


Imagine without harboring any guilt or anger towards the idea, what this could do to a world.
Imagining is always the first step towards incredible changes in the world.


Honestly Im not expecting good responses or even added ideas let alone any comments to this, but I felt that this might be a good place to suggest the idea.

Veccolo, sorry this took so long for me to reply to, been busy, plus the forums thing, yeah. Anyway.

So, I think its pretty much a given these events happen, and even often times together. I think you are either missing the point, or dont want to accept what is in front of you.

Its easy, even since the last response things have been on a continious slide. Im not one of those people who calls out the signs of something without any given reason, nor do I jump at silly notions of demons or such things. I dont give my faith easily. I dont swiftly take a course of action without realizing every consequence, or at least all those comprehensible to me. I dont justify everything with religious providence, nor do I fall to my knees in prayer when one catastrophe occurs.

The simplist way I can say it, is that I dont know what to expect. I dont personally hope for one outcome or another.
I do however realize that within the past two to three months pieces having been steadily falling into place. Its not hard to see in changing the channels or even going outside and observing others around you, that the world is in flux.

No doubt it has been for centuries and centuries, but never in any time in history, have all these things occured with the intensity, with the relentlessness, in such a short period of time while the world has the ability to watch and even interact. Never.
It is also interesting to note, and this is the kicker, that all these things are happening within the time frame of so many apocalyptic prophecies. Huh, thats odd in itself.

And third, everything IS a sign. Everything. If you dont believe that then there is no real reason to believe that signs even exist at all. My next breath is the reason Ill continue to live to see a motorist get killed in a car accident, or to save a childs life, or to recieve an epiphany from reading a simple chapter in a book, or seeing something on tv that will allow me to react differently to my environment, or petting my dog which in turn may keep him from being outside for a short enough time to keep him from being killed by a falling tree, or not tying my shoelace well enough so that I have to stop and bend down to tie it later resulting in a steel girder to fall and crush me, or to catch that phone call before I leave for school or work which will tell me that I dont have work or school to go to which may lead me to write a beautiful prose on my time off and get accepted for a scholarship, or on and on and on it goes.

Everything that happens around us is a sign, and does change something, even if it is a miniscule change or interuption. One must be blind to think the world will be the same in the next year.

We are getting a new president, a hero and symbol of human courage over tragedy has passed away, thousands of people are dead in Haiti, Helens is expected to blow, elections in iraq and afghanistan are taking place(hopefully?), more people continue to rebel against the democratic plague seeping into Iraq, yet many are turning their weapons in now, billions of dollars in damage has yet to be completely assessed in all the hurricane hit states, especially florida, do I need to go on?

How can you not think these things mean anything?
I never said that these things would lead to an apocalypse, and I wouldnt be surprised if they did, but I dont expect that. I expect change.
I think you read too much into someones comprehension and mistake it for nievity.

I forsee many things happening, and not just because people have prophecied things, but because we all to a degree contain delphic insight, common sense and intuition. These three things help guide us along the blind river.
It doesnt take much for someone to just wave off an inclination or idea, but it takes humility to say what others may laugh at.

So I thought this was interesting enough to post.

CNN announced that there are signals being recieved in Puerto Rico's observatory. The funny thing is as they are annoucning this, they still retain their indifferent expression on cable television.
They question whether they are from other life forms trying to contact us and I think they said it was either the second or third time they have recieved them.
It could however be one of three things:
1) Actual beings trying to communicate with us
2) The dishes or whatevers recieving them, own feedback or signals.
3) Some phenomenon creating the signals being sent. I cant remember where they said they were being recieved from but it sounded like between the constellations aries and taurus or something to that effect.

Im interested in knowing more and have not the time currently to check on that myself, so if anyone else could confirm this I would appreciate it.

Just wondering what you christians or other think about the LDS church comparing themselves to current day christians and even some who have branched off calling themself "The christian mormons" or "Church of the Latter Day."

"Anollés will conduct studies of macromolecular evolution, reconstructing hierarchical trees depicting the relationship of molecular substructures in noncoding RNA (ncRNA) molecules and describing evolutionary outcomes, allowing him to trace changes along the branches of the tree of outcomes. From this work he hopes to develop a general evolutionary model and demonstrate how it can be used to predict outcomes in non-biological systems."

I believe that within any system of action and time, there comes the possibility of extended finite potential in every sense of the word. This being, that anything and everything has a potential attached to it.
What if it was possible for the potential of the human being to increase in such a way, that this person could predict any outcome through a combination of intuitive and mathmatical knowledge ingrained within that single being?

For instance, a valuable chess player is one whom can anticipate the moves of their opponant by action alone.
Choosing what piece is moved and to where would cause a number of possibilities that branch off into this tree of outcomes.

Chess though is an incredibly finite and limited system of actions in comparison to life itself, thus what if the mind can adapt so beyond its current capabilities, that one can see any possible outcome from an action, and from every action there-after?
I have played chess with brilliant people. For instance, while I was drunk, and my brother sober, we each had a seperate game being played with only one person who was blindfolded and able to play by seeing everything in his head.
Now to play a single board without sight is difficult enough, but he had two simultanious games being played.

This got me to thinking about how advanced the mind can become is beyond our comprehension.


How would one do it though. How could one ingrain this into the human evolutionary patterns?

Lets look at some possibilities:

* Generational evolutionary advancement (I.e. through genetics down a blood line one uses their potential in every extreme, over and over again teaching methods and ingraining understanding within the DNA)

*  Adanvancement of Cerebellum Potential (I.e. learning to use higher percent of the brain)

* Literary cataloging/ research into the fray

* Divided ecosystem models (i.e. creating a culture based around such methods of learning in a simple existence thus inabling generations of the divided species to learn from a pure environment without global distraction and advancing the process through generations by way of environmental additions)

* Computer models/robotics

* AI/ creation of simple organism



these are a few ideas of introducing this type of processed information into what I would call a unitary global prediction tree.
I just thought I would post these thoughts, being that this revolves around the topic of prediction/divination/prophecy.

Can you imagine though, a person who could do such a thing?

Her beauty held back,
an augury of renewal among the cultured.
The meek staring out into an amarinthyne plenary
of social and erimitical paths.
It was she,
planted back
and back again.
It was she who had wrought the thousand agonies,
for it was she who had broken the heart of a thousand men.
Taken to avenge,
brought to the epoch of pith,
for now it was known,
love is the path that creates the cosmos,
and destroys ground.

Semicircular tears sink beyond the soil
of enriched paradise and ideals.

I'm just wondering about others views on this.

Though I believe I am making up for some bad things I have done in the past, I also believe that I have done much good and have been reaping the rewards which do outweigh the bad currently.

Here are some examples of why I believe certain Kharmic flow is pointing in a positive direction. I am going to be admitting to certain things here which I am not too proud of:

* Somehow, though I have been involved with certain illegal activities in the past to the same level as almost all of my friends in that time, I am the only one who has somehow escaped legal pursuit or the hands of the law so to speak and even when in direct sight of the law still always managed to end up on the right side of what may call luck.

* I had been heavily involved with drugs for over ten years and though many would regard this as a waste in many aspects; physically, mentally, and emotionally, I have not only sustained my intellect but even in my own opinion become more aware and able in my talents and skills.

* I have problems sexually, specifically an addiction to it. I must be sexually active regularly to keep emotionally and mentally stable and though this seems like I'm boosting my own ego, am able to attain this easily because I have for some reason or another been blessed in many areas and talents. Keep note as well that I am very safe concerning this topic.

* I have certain abilities and skills that many lack, and not in mass amounts excepting specific areas, but many areas in minimal quantities. Meaning I have the intelligence and creativity to literally do or be anything I want and have pursued many interests even though I knew I wouldnt concentrate on them later in life. Examples; (Specific focus)Art, writing, and social understanding(i.e. working with children or those with disabilities,(secondary)psychology, archeology/anthro, politics, economics, business, martial arts, history, etc.

* I have an incredible knack for making friends. As I said above my social understanding seems to stand out. Because of my intelligence, humor, self-awareness and ability to admit my own faults I attract a wide range of people.

* I seem to see the details of strange occurances around me more readily than most. For instance I begin noticing comparisons in global-political events and the environment, numbers occuring and what they might mean to me and around me, understanding certain personalities and getting glimpses by way of what I call webbing of peoples lives.

these are just a few things.
The negative events in my life are less but effect me on a much deeper level because they are harder to get rid of. For instance my physiological health (i.e. my eyesight, acne, prone to coldsores, loss of memory and outbursts{due to drug use}, ADHD...and small hands. I have small hands{Shrugs8)})

I am putting these things on here not to boost my esteem, I dont need any, but because this will be the first time I ever brought to public these thoughts and I am curious as to what people think. Lately I have become a much more different person than I was not even two months ago. Clarity has embraced me like never before, I have passed beyond my obsession with my path on fate and how I use to just let things happen. I am listening more to what people have to say, and currently seem to just be on the right track.

All the things in my life make me very curious about my past life, and if I could I would have a past life reading at least to see a glimpse of what I should maybe try and concentrate on and also try to avoid, though sometimes it is pretty obvious.

if you want to call it that.

More recently I have been having my deja-vu occur more steadily. For me deja-vu is the dreams I have of any random event that I live through in the future.
Usually it is just general things like being somewhere specifically, listening to either someone or something, and/or doing something.
When these events occur, it hits me as though a trance. I fall into the uniform action of what I did in the dream and will recall the entirety of the dream as I play it out. This has been a constant for me my entire life, even since I was a very small child. Lately though it has been happening so much I am questioning as to the substance and meaning behind it.

I have been told once that deja-vu's, or living out the dream, means that you are following your path, your fate more accordingly.
If that is true what does it mean when it happens more frequently? Perhaps that I am coming to the apex of my fate, or that I am coming to that crossroads where I will be deciding whether or not to step away from the road I am supposed to travel.
Any thoughts?

Some time ago I felt and still do, that every religion and spiritual path have connecting branches and really all delegate acumen beliefs along with either guidelines/rules/laws/pathways which lead the follower to his/her own higher level of consciousness.

I felt though that I personally did not have a specific belief, and really I did not want to give a label to any type of belief that I would decide on later for it limits our cradle of experiences and therefore our humanity taking away what I would believe to be the ability to come closer to the divine or cosmic planes we search for.

Therefore I wanted to consumate my own personal path, which really consumes the ideas illuminating all religions and spiritual beliefs.

I wanted to give some examples of what I call Omecronysm, which is derived from the greek alphabet. It is a combination of two of the alphabet; Omicron and Omega.

I felt Omicron represented well the cycle of things given the upper and lower case is represented as O or o and Omega was the final letter as well as depicting the later symbol for jesuschrist, the beginning and the end, which I find in use of both, an irony, since Omicron to me represents a continuing cycle.

Omecronysm:


Three point purpose

*Using morals and values pertinent to the individual taken from every piety and applying them to life
*The idea that every devotion have and contain connection in some way or another.
*The study and research of all ideas, beliefs, devotions.


Mine is not a church, it is a whole. It should not be given the label I have deemed, but humanity desires finality in its ideas.
It is not a school to study religions, but to be together in the search for our truths. It does not force belief of any specific structure upon the adherant, but allows that individual to make the decision through available experience.

There was once a time where we felt one religion was right, or that everyone had to be seperate in their belief. No longer. We are all one.

Please if anyone is illuminated with ideas proper surrounding said subject and would like to become involved, let me know.

These are the basic foundations. Pillars must be built from the ground up.

so many different people thinking one thing or another is going to happen, its hard for me to even add this comment, though I want to....not sure if I need to though.

I hate specifics.
In the new year, the elections, if anyone believes certain aspects or anything at all dealing with associations of events, 2005 will usher suffering that we have not yet dealt with. It will last for seven years.






i hope im wrong.