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Hey Everyone,

I was just wondering why these forums arent connected to robert bruces website anymore? i went there and there are a different set of forums now and i noticed hes not a moderator here anymore. how come?

-Ollie

Hi,

I have it set to remember my password, so whenever i come to the site, I am already logged in, but sometimes for whatever reason, i get to the site and i'm not logged in and i have to log back in by typing in my username. I type in my username and my password automatically appears but then it tells me the password was incorrect, so then i try to type it in myself, but it doesn't work, so I have to get a new password. This has happened about five times, and I always have the same password. I was wondering if a moderator or someone could shed some light?

Thanks:)
Oliver

Hi everyone,

My cats gone missing, its been just over a week now, and the only time she ever went missing was when she was a little kitten, and now shes almost 15years old. I've grown up with her, I've had her since i was 3.5 years old, and now im 18. I finally let myself cry today.. I really want her back, shes an indoorsy cat and shes really timid when it comes to strangers. If she's died somehow, or i never see her again, it means i never got to say goodbye Im sure i'll be able to see her in the astral oneday anyway, but thats not the point. Shes been like a sister to me in a way caus im the only child in my family..

I'm just upset and wanted some sympathy.... its kinda hard.

Thanks,
Oliver

Hi Everyone,

About a week ago, I told one of my friends that I could leave my body and about energy work. I told her about a few of my experiences and I described what it felt like, how strong the vibrations or energy are prior to seperation, etc.

Last night I had a discusison with her about it, and she asked me, how do I know that it is real? I replied, that I have experienced it, so I know that it is real, my consciousness is the just the same out of body as it is in waking life.

I was okay going by experience, not taking anything as the real truth, unless I had experienced it first hand. She asked me how sure I was that it was real, and was suprised how I didnt question it, she came up with all these possibilities for me creating my experience from my mind. For example, I had read journeys out of the body before I started leaving my body, and in it Robert Monroe talked about the vibrations, so she asked "isnt it possible that my subconscious created my experience out of what i had read, that the vibrations I felt happened because I was expecting them to happen?.. etc" I know that my subconscious isnt creating it, for one, its too real, for anyone who has left their body and experienced the vibrations, it feels like a very physical sensation, and The physical body cant be moved they are SO strong.

Anyway, the point I am getting to is, How do we know anything is real?
What is real? How can we know anything for sure? So we experienced something, so what? Does that tell us anything more than the fact that we experienced it? Right now you are sitting at a computer reading, what does that prove? Does that prove anything? How do we know that earth is real? Can we ever really know anything?

Oliver

Hi everyone, this is an experience I had healing in the astral that I would like to share, Here is what I typed soon after it happened almost a year ago.


31/01/02

I was in a dream, I became conscious I was dreaming, and the dream went away, and I found myself in the astral or somewhere, I have no idea where I was. I was with someone, and I became conscious of healing them. It was probably one of the greatest
experiences I have ever had. Negative energy, or entitys, (aren't all entitys made of energy anyway?) were going through my astral body, it felt very unpleasent, but I was sending them love, and emiting thoughts of love, just love, pure love, it was so great that feeling, and as I did that, they would move through my astral body from the front and come out the other side. The last bit of energy tried to cling on to me, and didnt want to leave, and I
concentrated on increasing the love I was sending out to them, thoughts of love, then when the energy was still clinging on to me and wouldnt go, I sent love to it, love for it. Love. It eventually moved off. I then found myself back in my body after that, and my body was vibrating the whole way down, my chakras all very active.

I dont know who I was healing, maybe it was me, or someone else, or
the energy/entities themselves, I have no Idea, I dont even know where I was in the astral, if thats where I was.

This was such an awesome experience, and I when I woken up in the morning I was really happy. To top it all off aswell, I had some really pleasent dreams throughout that night too.

Oliver

Hi everyone,

Well heres the story,

I've had a few attacks in 2001, and then another last night. I'll tell you about them and hopefully Robert will read this topic or someone here experienced with this kind of thing can give me some advice.

Ok, the first attack was about april/may in 2001, I was asleep and then I woke suddenly to a spirit trying to enter my body, I sleep lying on my stomach and the way it tryed to enter my body was as if it was hovering right above me and tried to go in by lowering itself down into me vertically. This woke me and it felt like my whole body was spasming, it probably could have been, and the feeling of it occupying the same space as my spirit inside my body was disgusting, thats what caused the spasming, I couldnt move my body but i called out with my voice and all i could make was a uhhhhhhhhhhhhh sound that was shaky because of the spasming. I sent it love and thought of only thoughts of love, about life about everything and told it i loved it and I ordered it to get out of my body, then it started lifting out the way it came in, and then as soon as it left my body the spasming stopped and i could move. It didnt get all the way into my body, maybe only halfway.

Then one week after that happened, it happened again, but this time it was a different spirit or the spirit was stronger and meaner and more determined. I awoke from having bad bad dreams (i never have bad dreams) and right after waking from those bad dreams the spirit tryed to get into my body, and i knew that it had caused those dreams, it had probably been trying to break me down or something. The way it tryed to get in my body was exactly the same, except this time it came on stronger, and it actually said to me in a hatefull voice "I'm going to take your body" and it was very determined. I said to it, "No your not, its mine, get out, I'm stronger" and I thought about love, and sent it love and I also said I loved you, but get out to it, it probably got in about halfway maybe a little more, it stayed there and didnt go further for a couple of seconds and then it started to back out, and i continued thinking thoughts of love, and it slowly backed out, my body still feels like its spasming while all this is going on, and then when it gets out part of my spirit or astral body or whatever goes with it, stuck to it, and it stretched outwards still stuck to it peeling off it like u could peel bubblegum off a table or something and once the spirit has gone far enough away from my body, the part of my astral body stuck to it peels right off and bounces back into me. This happened at 3am and after it I was scared it could happen again so i didnt sleep the rest of that night.

Ok, since those experiences, I only had one spirit try enter my body but that was a mistake on my part i think, this was about mid last year maybe and I dreamed that i was in my coaches van with the guys from training and for some reason we were talking about my grandfather who died when i was about 2, and i said to them, if we really want to, we can just call him to us and he'll come, and we can talk to him, thinking that he'd materialise in the van, but then i woke up to a spirit trying to enter my body much the same way as before, but before it got very far i said to it "NO! I will not let you use my body as a medium for you" and demanded it out, and it left, now i don't know if this was my grandfather or not but i didnt want it in my body.

Oh, also i had a creature or something move my body in december 2001, that morning i had had an arguement with my mum and got kinda angry, and i never get angry it was a very rare occurance, anyway i got over it and wasnt angry for long and mum and I were fine. However that night when i was trying to sleep, i felt the presence of a negative entity or energy, and i drifted off to sleep then my hand lifted up and moved towards the wall and i woke up and it was moving towards the wall and touched the wall, and i yanked it back, and went to sleep again, and the same thing happened, so then i realise i must have attracted a negative something or rather from being angry that morning, and i sent love to it and told it to go away and it did.

Ok, now for what happened last night. I was asleep and i dreamed that mum and I were in the car, and we were about to go somewhere and dad had been outside the car, but left to get something before he got in so we were waiting for him. Mum was in the passenger seat and i was behind her in the back. We were talking then suddenly we heard a voice that said "Life is hell" the voice sounded like, if u were imitating a ghost and tried to make a spooky voice, kind of like that except it was said normally and quickly not stechted on like if a person was imitating ghost sounds. Anyway mum or i said "Who said that?" and I said "where are you? show yourself" expecting it to materialise beside me, because thats where the voice sounded like it came from, but instead i woke up to something entering my body and moving it. In the dream i sort of sensed something slide across the seat next to me until it was behind me and then i woke up and it sort of slipped into my body from slightly behind me and from the side, and then moved my body slighty as if it was gonna make me get out of bed, so almost all my body moved, my arm, torso and legs, they only moved maybe 6inches, before i demanded it out of my body, and it stopped moving my body. I lay there and thought a few thoughts of love and then sat up and decided what to do, I had demaded it leave my body but it didnt feel like it had, even tho it had stopped moving me. I went to the toilet and then to the kitchen to get a drink, and shivvers (dont relate this to the spasms from the other times, those we completely different, this was just normal shivvers going up my back) went up my back a few times and my body felt a little warm and fuzzy, but i felt like it was still on me, then when i was back in my room i was standing in the middle of it thinking about what to do next, and i shivverd again and then i felt like it had left and felt better. I wasnt scared, but i turned on the tv for an hr and a half, this happened at 3am this morning and i decided i wasnt going back to sleep as a precaution that it could happen again during the night, but i was so tired by 4:30 that i went to bed anyway thinking it probably wont happen and if it did i could handle it, anyway it didnt happen.

Now here is my request, can anyone please give me some advice on what to do to stop this stuff from happening to me? Although they are not many and in the span of almost 2years, is there anything i can do to prevent this sort of stuff from even happening? I haven't actually had trouble stopping the attack, always sending love and demanding they leave has worked, but what i want to know is there anything i can do to stop these things from even starting at all.

The last two that I described the creatures i prefer to call them, felt like 2dimensional beings, they just felt that way, they felt different to a spirit or something. Im not sure if that means they were 2D like a piece of paper, but probably close to it.

Something I would like to poitn out also is that these things didnt happen to me when i was younger (im 17now) but before i started leaving my body and meditating and recently ive been doing a lot of energy work, actually something i would like to share, yesterday i had major energy rasied in my body, it was like the vibrations except i was doing energy work, my brow and chakra were buzzed quite strong and then around my base chakra there was a mass of energy, there was heaps there, i think ive had a block there for some time, and i tried to force it, and i felt a burning sensation in my lower abdomin, im not sure but i think that i might have been on the verge of activating my kundalini, my body was already at too much of a discomfort that i had to stop, but the biggest discomfort was at my lower abdominal, I felt a huge ammount of energy there just wanting to be raised up my body, so it was either a block with a lot behind it or my kundalini, but i knew either way it was gonna be a powerfull experience and my body didnt feel ready so i stopped all the energy work with great difficulty, fell asleep for a minute and then got up.

But as I was saying, In the past few years ive grown, become a much more caring and loving person, aswell as going out of body and meditating and stuff, and it since i was never attacked before any of this maybe i've opened myself up to it all somehow. I dont think its to do with me leaving my body, I think maybe its to do with who I am, my personality. I've heard Robert call people "sensitives" in his interviews, and i think this might be the case. When i was younger I saw a spirit, she materialised in my bedroom and i got quite scared, and a number of times i heard ghosts or spirits, when i say ghosts because it was like they were trying to scare me, but i wont go into that.

Well, I know this post is going to be very long and I thank anyone who reads it and gives a contribution, and I hope someone could give me some helpfull advice. []

Thanks,
Oliver

PS. I had an experience healing in the astral one time, and it felt just like the first attacks i just posted up, where the spirits tryed to enter my body. Because of that I am going to post that experience up in the healing forum under a topic i'll call "Healing in the astral" if anyone would like to read it.

Hi everyone,

I was sort of meditating/sleeping the otherday, when i got up and this thought just came to me, so i've decided to share it here and see what you think.

If I were to ask you, who you are, what would your answer be?
Would you tell me your name? Would you tell me things in your life that you think in a way define who you are? eg, I'm Harry, and Im a doctor, I have a wife and two kids......etc

What we percieve as who we are is a lot different then what we in actuality.
We all have a body, when you see your friend walking towards you, you see your friends body and think, thats my friend. You look at yourself in the mirror and think, thats me. But we are so much more then that, i think bodys are more of an outward expression of our experiences. Forget bodys, pretend that you dont have one. What are you now? You are what you experience. Each of us are our experiences, that is who we are, our consciousness experiences for a reason, and everything in our experience is who we are, the atmosphere, everything, our whole life, that is us. Its hard to explain in words but i hope im able to put people in this frame of thinking with what I write so that you can understand what I mean.

Everything we experience is us, that includes everything in our entire life, for example, you go down your driveway to the mailbox, everything u see, feel, smell, is you. Every experience we have in life is part of our consciousness, and is who we are. Now think about this, you see your friend, and your friend sees you, you are both experiencing at the same time, everything your consciusness experiences is you, everything your friend experiences is him or her. Therefor, by seeing each other, knowing each other, "experiencing" each other means that you are both each other as well as yourselves, in a way. You are really the same consciousness as each other, only seperate, that way consciousness experiences from different perspectives. Ok, lets think about the whole world now, all counsciousness is one, but it is seperated, everyone, everything in the whole entire world, universe even, is a part of each other. I could carry this on more, but i think i've communicated clearly enough what i wanted to say.

Heres some more thoughts though, Why are we all seperated? Why are we experiencing, what exactly is this thing called life? ...........



Oliver

Hi everyone,

Remember your very first out of body experince? What was it like?
Remember the feeling you had during and afterwards?

Mine was great:) It was a saturday or sunday morning in december 2000, and i had finished reading robert monroes book "journeys out of the body" a couple of weeks ago, and i decided i would try it that morning. When I did I got the BIGGEST feeling of nestelgia, the vibrations, they reminded me of something i had experienced before, and seperating, I rose about a foot above my body and then decided that would be enough for a first go (was a bit scared i think, hehe:)), then got back into my body.

The nestelgia is the thing that stands out the most in my mind though, it was so strong, and it just hit me, and then the feeling that life is so much more then what we percieve. Think about it, we're only living a certain part of life, there is SOOOOOOOO much more out there and its such a mystery, and adventure:)

Oliver

Hi everyone,

For school we had to write poems, I've just finished doing my good copy, and I decided to share it here, because I thought that people in this forum might like to read it. So here it is:



Life is a thought
Everything is nothing,
Nothing is everything
All at the same time, and not at all.

An endless stream flowing smoothly, but rough at times,
It is as cold and as warm as it is to touch.
A taste of life is from this stream,
Drink, and the flavour will stay in your mouth.

To see the thought is to be it,
Playing in the stream as everything you feel with your eye changes.
The stream says hello to a friendly mountain,
Life is one, and one is all.

Fast is the mountain of colour.
The limbs of existence stretch out,
So as to loosen it's muscles,
Love.

Consciousness is on top of the mountain,
Gazing down at the stream.
Thinking of nothing,
Empty, but full.

Hungry landmarks cry out for attention
Some more than others,
Where would you like to go?
Lets climb around the air.

Make a decision,
You don't have to,
Its up to you.
Life is a thought.


So what do you think? I'm happy with it

Oliver

Hi all,

Ok, Now, here is a theory of mine to the reason of there being varied resistance before going through an object in a real time projection.

Sometimes when I go to pass through a wall or object while out of body in the real time, I encouter a lot of resistance, and have to push quite hard and then i can pass through, and other times I can get through with only a tiny bit of resistance, and it doesnt require much effort at all.

My theory is, there are a lot of real time dimensions that are seperated by a slight change in vibration, and depending on how the pre-projection vibrations are in your body before you exit, depends on which real time dimension you are in. So if your vibrational frequencies are higher, when you project to the real time, you may project to a real time with higher vibrational frequencies too, so you can pass through objects easier there, with less resistance. If your bodys vibrations aren't so high when u exit, then you will go to a real time demension that will give you more resistance before passing through an object.

Or similarly, maybe there is just one real time dimension, and the level of resistance just depends on what frequencies the vibrations in your body are prior to projection. So once again, if your vibrations are high at the time of exit, little or maybe no resistance, or if they are low, more resistance.

I'd like to hear other peoples thoughts on this, http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>

Oliver

Hi everyone,

I was wondering, what positions do some of you meditate in?

Because I get a sore neck sometimes in a couple different positions that I meditate in, so I was wondering what works well for others?

Thanks,
Oliver

You have my sympathies, how are you feeling? It must be hard to loose your mum. I don't know what to think about that.

Thanks for your help everyone:)

Thank you timeless,

You're a great person. [] It seems almost everytime i post a topic or something that is significant to me, you always reply to it in a helpful or inspiring way. I don't post a great deal, I tend to read more than I post, but theres definately a few occasions where you have replied just to give some caring or thoughtful words or advice, and othertimes when its been a discussion, I can remember having really fascinating talks. Anyway, just wanted to say thanks.

Oliver

Terry,

What is kegel excercise?

Hi,

I would like to take back what I said about the most important thing Robert did was encourage me, he's done a lot more then that, yes of course having a problem like this can be quite disheartening, so his responses were encouraging, but he has also made me aware of the potential dangers I may be facing. I didnt want to sound like I wan't appreciative.

For now I am to stop raising energy into primary chakras, and concentrate on the secondary system because my primary chakras are very sensitive and Robert said my problem should clear quicker if I turned to focus on just the secondary system. I dont want to risk a premature kundalini rising, because I might not survive it...

Oliver

Hi,

You said some very insightful things goingslow[]

I'm not worried about proving it to her, I dont need to, I dont have that desire, all I need to do is prove it to myself. The experience is proof enough for me for it to be real, but I would like to do the card thing in one of my next obe's caus I have't done that yet. I haven't gone out of body for awhile now because of some serious energy problems that have affected my physical body almost everytime im in the vibrational stage. I emailed Robert Bruce and he sent me a couple of emails helping me out, in the end I think the most important thing he did for me to help was actually replying which encouraged me with doing energy work. My problem is almost cleared but not quite, I still have a little way to go yet before I think i'll be fine projecting again.

After saying all this I think I'd better say what my problem was. I originally went to Robert Bruce instead of the forum because I guess I was a little shy or embarrassed about it, and I knew that if anyone, Robert would probably have something to say that could help, after all his experience with energy. Well, I don't have a problem saying it on the forum now, I think I've grown since then[].

Almost everytime the vibrations came in, my body would ejaculate, I think I might have had a huge blockage or just wasnt raising the energy above my genital region. This has been going on for awhile, stopping all except for the exception of a few projections but every other one stopped before it even began because of this problem. But I am confident that this is almost over, i am definately feeling the changes, and the otherday the energy got too strong for me to bear in my neck, so I think I'm on my way, I've just got to keep doing energy work until I am completely problem free, and then I can continue with out of body exploration. []

Oliver

The Back to the Future movies are really cool[]

What about Patch Adams? I love that movie![]

Hmmm, so many good movies to pick from. I haven't heard of a lot of these movies people have picked as their favourite.

I would say either the Rocky movies, I love those movies, It shows you what love, strength and dedication are all about. Or the Lion King, or maybe Forest gump.

Hmmm, I think The rocky movies, but I couldnt say which one, its all one whole story so I'll class it as one. But the lion king comes a close second, hehe:) Oh and the karate kid movies, musnt forget those.

Oliver

[]Why do you hate them?

Is it because you're scared about what you hear from those alien storys? Besides I dont think all aliens would be like that.

I must admit I'm scared of them too, well, I have had a couple of experiences to put that fear into me of them, but I know the reason I fear them is because I dont understand them, and its something I'll have to work on.

Anyway, I saw the add for that tv show on tonight, and i think its funny, because a couple of them talk about full body paralisis, which is something I deal with a lot when doing energy work and when I leave my body. It'll be interesting to hear what else is described, and what people think they are.

Ollie

This poses a fun thought. What would you do if you knew you only had 2weeks to live. How would you spend those two weeks? I think I would live them like I live my life now, with the exception of doing my schoolwork;) I would spend lots of time with everyone I love.

Thats something I think I need to do a bit more of, I'm in my last year of high school, and I'm getting bogged down with work and finding it hard not to stress too much about it. I've even got sick recently and i think it was related to me stressing, that was during our inter-term break. But now I'm back at school im feeling way better caus I realised im not going as bad as I thought and I get to be around my friends lots:)

Something I learned, when you start to feel too stressed, go back to focusing on the basics, like breathing, you will feel a lot better:)

What is the great spiritual event he has predicted?

Thats interesting about the maths equations, are people trying to work out and learn this mathmatics that they cant understand?

Oliver

Wow, cool[]

I havent had any experiences like that, that I am aware of anyway.
It must have been quite something!

Have you gotten to the point in time where you go back and pull yourself out of your body in the past? That must be really amazing to experience something in one point in time consciousness, and then later experience it again in another time consciousness.


Ollie

Awesome:)

That would be so fun, imagine it, in the "future" I reakon I would enjoy coming and guiding myself. I wonder what it would be like.

lol, I love life, whatever it is.
Existing... everything, I love it:)

A thought I've had is that at one point after everything everywhere has finished the whole life thing maybe it would do something else. But what else is there, but who knows.. its hard to think of something that isnt life.

Frank, its very true, once you get yourself going, there are a lot of mind-boggling things!

- Oliver

Hey reading this post I thought if there were multiple realities, one might tend to think the consciousness they are now was the dominant one. The "True" version.

But if you think about it, another version of you might be thinking of the same thing and feeling the same way, that they are the "true" or "real" version. So its kind of interesting thinking of another version of you living in another reality finding you, and viewing you.

It is an interesting thought to entertain, that of all the possible actions we could make in our lives, there is a reality for, and then for all the different outcomes of our different actions there would be more realities. There would be so many.

Chris, I dont know if your experience was a visit to another reality, only you could say since it was your experience.