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Yeah.. Even at some point a thought crossed my mind - "a brain tumor" lol
but that was just a stupid one like "aliens"
thank you

Well warnings could come from my mind, so I am not worried about that. I think I found the answer: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Exploding_head_syndrome

Even the voices? So I shouldn't worry.. I will play with this more if I experience it again. I never heard sound loud like this, thats why I was scared..

Hi, I have rather disturbing experience to share with you, and I would like to hear your opinion because I don't know what the hell happened
Anyway, last night when I was sleeping at one point in dream I was inside some house (never seen it before). I decided to go out and then I realized I was dreaming. It was pitch dark and I tried to force light (most of times I can control surroundings in my dreams) but then I heard very very loud noise and it was high frequency. Same noises woke me up and I found myself in bed hearing same loud noises and feeling light vibrations. Firstly I tried to go with vibrations as I normally do but noises were too LOUD and as I drifted away frequency of noises was increasing beyond audible human range (20kHz). When I tried to decrease vibrations frequency of noises was decreasing (but they were still in high freq). Then I heard some very distorted voices which were saying to me something like "get outta here", "don't ever come here"... First thing that popped to my mind were - ALIENS (I don't know why I was thinking that, but now I know that is silly). I tried playing with vibrations to eventually force OBE but I was scared I could loose my hearing (yes, noises were that loud and high!) so I stopped my attempt. I forgot to mention that in one point I raised my hand, moved it and watched it (when noises\light vibrations were present). I am still not sure if it was my 'physical' hand.
Anyway after that attempt I turned to other side and just tried to get some sleep but moment after falling asleep I saw one bright ball of light flash in front of my eyes. After that I saw another bright light flashing but this time it wasn't a ball of light but stroboscope-like flashing... After that I fell asleep.

I occasionally used to hear noises before leaving body and also seeing light flashes but they were never SO loud and disturbing. And I never saw a ball of light before, nor hear some voices...
Now could someone guess what the hell happened? What do you think could I loose my hearing if I try to force OBE or something else when (or if) I experience this again?

This morning I forced OBE and after a while I had false awakening (which I didn't realize). I got out of my bed, I got out and took a taxi (everything seemed fine). Then I started to doubt that this was waking reality so I tried reality check. I had a laptop with me and I turned it on. I thought looking other way and then back on laptop but every time I looked back on laptop I saw operating system booting up as usual, not a slice different. So tried to move my hand through car door but I couldn't do that. And finally I saw a clock next to driver and I looked at it it was 11:15.. I looked the other way and back - it was 11:20. I thought this is it! Another look it was 11:25. Now I thought maybe the clock was "broken" so I looked to it and clock was showing 11:25, 11:30, 11:35 (moving like seconds). Finally I thought the clock was broken and I accepted that it was waking reality... Finally I woke up and I don't know what the hell happened. Reality check never failed, why this time?

I've heard voices many time while trying to project and sometimes I've heard music playing loud and clear (once it was too loud so I got distracted)
I never thought what this could be but maybe these are FM/AM frequencies too?

Wow I like idea that everything before observing is just a wavefunction of possibilities. Quantum world is very strange indeed it has rules that cannot be explained with classical physics. This guy put all this together very nicely
I recommend watching "Elegant Universe" and "Down the Rabbit Hole" movies..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DfPeprQ7oGc

psychonaut, you are everywhere

So if you listen to rock music all the time, you might tend to be more aggresive for example.

exactly... I used to be aggressive... now i'm complete opposite.. 

guys, try to listen psychedelic ambient when you go to bed... Bands like Shpongle or Entheogenic. The music is perfection, it very often takes me to other places.

When I was a little i used to listen metal music, and bad things used to happen to me. I didn't realise that until now... But when I started with Psychedelic (means: mind revealing) music, my life really started to improve. I don't know is that because of music
Right now, I couldn't imagine my life without music. I'm sort of addicted.

I thought that astral projection is in fact phasing...  That there is no separation at all, that there isn't "astral world", "astral body" and such.
So, if there is no separation and stuff, what is the relation of remote viewing with phasing?

anyway thank you for the answers...

Does anyone know something about any of these questions guys??

One more thing...
How can we link remote viewing with phasing?

I was reading about phasing today and I "like" more phasing approach than traditional "astral". Anyway I have some questions.
1. First I wanna ask, if there is no separation at all, how we feel a separation? Is that some kind of hallucination?
2. I didn't get this "focus of attention part" (it's probably because of my bad English ). Can someone explain me what does this focus of attention means? As far as I understood, focuses of consciousness seem to me like some "levels".
3. I've understood that Focus 3oC is when we go when they die, and there we stay as long as possible so we could wash ourselves from our beliefs. Now, what happens after a person is "washed"? Has anyone ever phased into Focus 3oC?
4. Now Focus 4... Has anyone phased into that "area"? I've never heard anyone saying that he\she phased into F4oC but we now that it exists, and that it is pure energy.. How we know that? Anyway, if any of you phased in F4oC how is it "in there"? Um.. How is the place where all events happens in the same time?

that's some questions for now...

@zappazorn
and what happens when we woke up from this dream? This world ceases out?

That kind of stuff distorts the truth.

You know the truth? When you achieve enlightenment you don't think like that anymore. Because you know that you are part of something bigger and you accept it. Maybe we are just like cells in human body, not drops in ocean. Just when we are enlightened we know that we are part of something bigger eg. god.

No, there are definitely individual souls. Research on reincarnation and OBEs proves that.

Let's take Buddhists\Hinduists for example. They believe in reincarnation as well as they believe in OBE (they are not calling it OBE, but they  are capable of leaving body). But besides all that they believe that true enlightenment is when you realise by direct experience that life is an illusion..

I've been doing it since I was a child.

hehe me 2...

If that's enlightenment, then I don't want to become enlightened.

Mystical Experience that we call Enlightenment must be experienced. No one can describe it to you... But as far as I know one of the things you learn when you are enlightened is that there is no individual spirits\souls....

Use a word that may seem relevant and on about the 10th go, you'll realise you are just making sounds from your mouth.  After the 20th time, it will be hilarious and I bet you can't stop from laughing at the stupidity of the sound.

This happens to me all the time... can that be path to "enlightenment"?

Man, search a form.. This Topic was thousand times by now

I'm seeing 11.11 alot also..
On 21. 12. 2012. at 11.11 GMT earth suppose to synchronise with the universe (it will be in center of Milky Way). This date is also the starting date of Sixth World from Mayan calendar. On 21. 12. 2012. at 11.11 gmt will be Winter Solstice..

Whenever i say a word a few times, in the end the word loses all meaning to me. If i look at something or someone else in the end i see them in a totally different way which makes them seem unfamiliar to me and I wonder how I never see things this way all the time.

YES! This.. This happens to me all the time... especially with words and faces... maybe this ain't path to "enlightenment" just we are more conscious in situations like these...

Have you read The Power of Now?

nope

Indeed I was observer, but i felt like i saw my own face for the very first time.. Like some other person stood in front of me...

In my opinion, time is illusion. There's no present, there's no future, only past... only our memories. Think of it... There is no present. You read this post and now the first word "In" is past.. you can read it again, and when you finish reading it'll be past. Elders said that when someone dies he sees his whole life in front of his eyes.. Maybe all this is just a memory that we are seeing just before our death?

Here you can post links for some free ebooks.
Now, I have 2 libraries to share with you:
http://satanicsingles.com/library.jsp
http://209.150.104.196/horror/bedlambound/library/library.html

these two are "spiritual" subjects
I'll post more soon