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Eric, what you're sharing is so beautiful, I'm really happy for you!
I went through something similar not too long ago! Although I'm not sharing my experiences as often, our synchronicities continue, it seems.
I was floating in a vortex of colors, listening to music, during a lucid dream. I felt like I was being healed in some way and contained. I think these types of experiences are the way our human mind interprets accessing higher planes of consciousness or meeting other beings from dimensions that are beyond what we can comprehend.
Every time this happens, I celebrate and also celebrate for you! As strange as it may seem, I feel more "at home" when I travel through the abstract in that energy of sublime love, like you mention, than in this physical world. But I also know that Heaven and Earth are One, like you always say, and that from here we can be a bridge to the Divine.
Thanks for sharing!
It's always a joy to read you.

Thank you all so much for your responses, and I appreciate the encouragement and advice!!

Lightbeam, your idea is excellent! I've thought about it before, since I love to travel. Doing something like that sounds wonderful, and Argentina is very rich culturally. I really enjoyed exploring the northwest of my country and learning more about the native culture. There are amazing places and breathtaking beauty, with very kind people.
Thanks for showing interest in my country's culture! ❤

To be honest, I shared this because I want to express how I feel, which is that it's very easy for me to think about God while enjoying a delicious cup of  hot chocolate while watching an amazing sunset... But it's so hard when things get tough, when we encounter aggressive and complicated people. It's hard for me to think that "the darkness" is also an expression of God and His will to experiment. Or it's hard to see the learning when we're in fight-or-flight mode and feel threatened. Only when the storm passes do I feel like I can see clearly, but while the winds are raging, my interior is just as turbulent. I feel like this is an aspect I need to improve on, just observing without getting involved or looking at everything like a movie, as Adrian wisely advised once. That doesn't mean not taking action, but not letting oneself get discouraged. I know that things happen for a reason and to learn a lesson, in my case, I feel like it was to measure myself, to see if I'm more on the side of consciousness or ego. Did I let myself get offended or did I act with wisdom?

As Adrian says, customer service is a lottery, you never know who's going to walk in! It's part of the job. I'm not dissatisfied with my work, but it has its challenges, four receptionists quit in one month LOL. And I was wondering why. But my bosses have defended me, given me coffee and chocolates, and every day people compliment me on my kindness and treatment, my mind is at peace, and I feel good.

Thanks Tides for your sweet words! I also always pray for all of us. I appreciate everything you say, dear friend! I know we're protected. I know you understand me because your job is similar to mine, and we know the craziness of people lol. There are also wonderful people who brighten our day, and I'm grateful to each of those souls for crossing my path and making my life a unique experience.
Thanks for mentioning Jesus and, as you say, there's a greater reality to discover, and a lot of things happen behind the scenes that we may never fully understand while we're on Earth.

We'll apply Lumaza's bubble technique! I used to do something similar when I was ten, before sleeping, I would mentally build a golden energy bubble around myself that was "impenetrable" and invoke my protectors. I always did it instinctively, but then I stopped doing it.

Thanks to everyone! I want to tell you that you're all very dear to me, and I appreciate the space to express myself in this community.
Every advice I receive is greatly appreciated   

Wow, Lightbeam, this thread of yours really caught my attention because I can really relate.
It was a very emotionally intense week at work and I ended up feeling really depressed. I work at a hostel/hotel and unfortunately, this type of place tends to attract all kinds of energies.

A receptionist sold a room illegally to five people in the middle of the night for them to do drugs and have an orgy. The next day, one of those guests came to reception and treated me very bad, eventually threatening to hit my manager, so we had to call the police. Later, I found out that this guy had a grudge against me from the moment I handed him a key at reception or sold him a soda, what a psychopath. I knew he had problems with drugs and the police in the past, and I was scared. That night, he came back and almost got into a fight with another receptionist. In the end, it all worked out for the best because they kicked him out. He was supposed to be a monthly guest, and if it weren't for this, I would have been living with a crazy person...
I felt terrible all week and couldn't sleep. I'm still not fully recovered emotionally. To be honest, it was hard for me to think about God, about us all being One, and about the lessons on this planet. I was in fight-or-flight mode all week and filled with anger, which I hadn't felt in a long time. In some ways, I feel like these situations serve to "measure" us and see how much we need to improve. In my case, a lot. But I feel like in the end I can always see... Only now I can understand the situation and see that this was a blessing for everyone.
Today, I went for a walk in the woods with a friend and saw squirrels jumping through the trees, and it was all so beautiful.

Thanks for reminding me about the observer mode! It's not easy not to get involved, and I really think it takes years and years of practice.
Apparently, we're all very sensitive!

Interesting exercise, Lightbeam. Yeah, if we swap out "money" for "shovel", the answers get a bit strange. Like we said before, it's not the money itself that's the problem, but how we perceive and use it. People would behave the same way with anything else, whether it's screws or potatoes.
I was super anti-system when I was a teenager, and I get why I thought that way back then. But looking back, I realize there's a lot of gray area in between. The real issue is how people behave and the values they're taught at home. You're right that it's more about what money means to you personally, and focusing on your own priorities rather than what others do.
We all deserve to live abundant lives, and the Earth has given us everything we need. The problem is that we've created a system that controls resources for the few. Since living off the grid is tough, maybe the best approach is to do what we love most in life and enjoy the journey.
Let money take care of itself – don't stress too much about it!   

Oh no! I had written it, but I accidentally deleted it   It seems the same as number 7 for me, I think that's why I did it.

9. I think money: Could be better utilized. The problem isn't the object, but the use.

Thanks, Eric, for sharing your answers! And part of your story too. I'm so glad you're okay and that you've learned from it ❤. We're here to live experiences.
In the past, I also struggled with depression, drugs, and all that. I felt soo ashamed of myself! But I know even my Guides laugh of that and tell me... Hey! this is part of being alive! Enjoy the human experience. In the end, everything will lead us back to God, because there is nothing outside of God  .

Interesting exercise, Lightbeam! Thanks. Let's see where it takes us.
I don't like having preconceived ideas and judgments about others, but sometimes it's inevitable when seeing situations throughout life. This is a good thing to glimpse a bit of our own programming also. I want to clarify that these answers are based on what I've seen around me and in my circles. But it's not that I have an absolute thought about money or millionaires, on the contrary. I don't think money is bad, but rather the way it's used, the obsession, and the false identification that feeds the ego. I also don't think all people with money are a certain way, there are grays on the path. I think money is just a means and a tool.

Here we go!
1. People with money are: Very fearful, fearing losing everything and with it the identity that money gives them.
2. Money makes people: Shutting themselves off in their own world, without caring about others.
3. I'd have more money if: Focusing all my energy on that goal.
4. My parents always thought money would: It's the most important thing! Social status is everything and doing whatever it takes to preserve it.
5. Money causes: Identification with a certain social status, separation.
6. I'm afraid that if I had more money I would : I'm not afraid of money. I can control myself. I always dreamed of being a millionaire and doing wonders to help the world get free (although I'm not sure if it's possible, due to free will).
7.  Money is: Just a poorly used exchange tool. I think money could be better utilized. The problem isn't the object, but the use.
8. In order to have more money, I would need to: Having better strategies and many important contacts.
10. If I were really rich, I would: Travel the world. I would buy many hectares of land and create a huge ecological reserve. I would live self-sustainable with clean and free energy. I would invest a lot to protect animals and the environment.
11. My biggest fear about money is: That it ends up destroying the Earth, nature, and humanity, because of the bad use of it.

I think we have everything to make this world a utopia, the only thing missing is Consciousness.

Let me know how it goes after!

Wow, Lightbeam! Thanks for sharing this. It's beautiful how you helped that person. This really illustrates how powerful intention and will are, the mind is incredible. And in one day, the woman was cured of something that had been bothering her for 40 years, without pills or years of tedious therapy!

I'm still reading Dolores Cannon's books and I'm amazed by the mind's healing power. But as they always say, the person needs to want to be healed too, or no help will work. I also admire all of you who work with people's energy. I struggle with it, I feel energies like a physical thing that's not pleasant. The other day, I greeted a coworker by holding his hands, since he's very friendly and always does that. The moment I touched his hands, I felt his energy strongly flow from his hands into me and get stuck in my arms up to my elbows! I felt an electric tingling sensation that stuck there strongly! To be honest, I didn't like it, it lasted for hours. I even shook my hands and arms like I was getting rid of something to get rid of the sensation, it was very strange.
I don't like physical contact with others much because of this, sometimes I feel like something from them sticks to my aura, it's hard to explain, but it's unpleasant and I feel it.
But it's weird, with 90% of people I don't feel anything, but some have a strong charge. If a person has a lot of unstable emotional charge, I could be physically ill later.
I know I have the ability to feel, but I don't know how to handle all that.

I liked that you didn't care what your friends thought of you when talking about energies, I know one can't talk about these things with everyone, same here. But you went ahead, great job!

I congratulate you on your healing work! You were a bridge and a channel for healing to manifest. That person must be happy and grateful to you forever! 

Hi! This just happened this morning.

I became aware and found myself trying to leave my body, it was as if I was stuck. I felt my physical body lying in bed, but I knew that with a simple thought I could free myself and just leave... and that's what happened. As I did, I rolled out to the left as I usually do, but instead of falling against the floor, the mattress was endless, because that's what I thought at that moment just to have fun, let's say I created that holographic space and sensation. When I got bored of doing that, I decided to fall to one side, but that was also a created and holographic sensation, since my environment was pure energy, there were no furniture really. My body was almost non-existent, very volatile and made of energy too, like a cloud. But I decided to create a simulated physical space and when I stood up, I realized I had the blanket on me and I easily took it off, it was funny. Then I touched my hands to see if they felt magnetic and electric, like I used to feel in my ethereal body, but it wasn't like that, everything became very physical because my mind created a perfect holographic reality, I even felt my own fingernails pinching me. I know there were several detachments, this was just one of them.

Then I went out the window, luckily I'm remembering not to open them. But I couldn't see anything, until I merged with a white light and felt a lot of pleasure, freedom and vitality for a moment. My body also disappeared (I regret not staying there longer!!). Then I regained my holographic body and asked my higher mind to take me for a ride, at that moment I saw everything gray. I started to see and was floating outside my window on the side facing the building in front of me to my right. I don't know how happened, but I ended up entering a lucid dream where I was with other people on top of a car and I decided to create sakura trees in a kind of tunnel that released many flower petals that fell on us while we were driving and that's what happened, it looked very nice. To create in lucid dreams, you just have to imagine, don't force things to change, it's like daydreaming, just imagine your desire and it will become reality. You don't have to look at the object and wait for it to change with forced thought, but let your mind flow freely and the environment will change accordingly. It's hard to explain, but it's what works for me (and sometimes in the physical world too).

Then I was opening a wooden door and felt like if I was ghost or like I wasn't supposed to be there. Inside was a crib with a baby and I was afraid that they would think I would steal something, I don't know why. There also was a library full of very old books that I browsed through a bit, but in the end, I left because nothing interested me. Everything was gloomy and eerie.
When I left, someone grabbed me and touched my back, I felt it was a woman's hand, probably a helper, they always grab me like that by surprise. But in some cases, I didn't recognize them and took it as an aggression and wanted to defend myself. The other day I bit the hand because I forget again that they were my helpers LOL. Poor them! I felt bad about it,  I got very scared. But I'm sure they were laughing their heads off. It's hard for me to get out of survival mode and know that everything is okay.
Then I started to dream in a semi-lucid way until I came back.

I'm still trying to remember to flow with my new energetic environment, no matter how strange it may seem, and stop creating holograms that simulate the physical plane to feel more comfortable navigating there. I know a "new" environment invites me to immerse myself in it, and I hope to get used to it soon, since it's my area of interest. I think I'm slowly achieving it.
Sometimes when I say "I don't see anything," I'm actually seeing things, it's just that they're things I can't understand or translate.

Thank you! 

Today I had very vivid spontaneous lucid dreams. I'm still happy that there's full dream activity despite not practicing formally, although I do miss doing it. I realized that sometimes it's not so much about the practice itself, but rather the will and strong desire to achieve it. So, I encourage everyone to root themselves in the power of will.

This morning, I had many false awakenings, it wasn't pleasant, I couldn't come back here no matter how hard I tried. I would get out of bed and it just wasn't this reality, I felt very drunk too. I knew I didn't have to go to work, so there was no problem, but I was hoping it wasn't 4 pm already. I don't know why I was convinced it was already very late, even though it wasn't really.

I found myself walking through the streets of my city, until the path led me to a beautiful temple. It was reddish in color, like terracotta, like it was made of adobe. Many people were entering and leaving, there were children with their families. I see a wise man coming out of there, with black robes, hood, and long white beard, like a wizard. He seemed like an important person, maybe a guide, and I greeted him with a bow, clasping my hands and bowing slightly. He smiled and returned the same greeting. I was happy to enter that place, which seemed like a site of wisdom. But when I entered, everything turned black and I was floating in outer space. I wasn't scared, but completely ecstatic. Until I realized I was starting to see a rocky and pointy area, and I moved away, and it was the surface of a planet! It had peaks all over and was yellowish... Although beautiful, it seemed desolate and sad, so I decided to create life on it. I started forming emerald-colored rivers that began to branch out through all the rocky channels. From that, I formed vegetation, more like shrubs, and some trees. I wanted to keep going until I could create some animals. But unfortunately, everything turned black and I woke up.

I still felt strange and even had low blood pressure or something, sometimes I get this feeling when I'm awake, where everything turns black with blue stars, and it only lasts for a second, which sometimes scares me. It  happen when I am awake. It took me a bit to start the day, but I'm very relaxed and happy.
Somehow, I feel very connected to a part of my consciousness that helps me progress in all aspects of my life.
Thanks for stopping by! 

Thank you all so much for your extraordinary advice! I've been reflecting a lot on this.
Lightbeam, I've done the same experiment as you and observed the same result. Some of my coworkers weren't kind, but I treated them with love and compassion. They ended up changing and opening up to me, sharing personal things about their lives, and I know they have a tough life. In the end, most people who behave like that are because they don't know how to handle the great frustration they have with life, and it becomes so overwhelming that they start lashing out in any way, even in ridiculous situations. They're people who need help.
I consider myself a reflective person, and I know that those people often have serious mental health issues, even if they seem to be living a normal life. So, it's a good way to work on compassion and empathy. It's true, in the end, those people end up feeling it. I'll apply the river technique!

I agree with Adrian that we're here to learn to go beyond the ego's impulses and unify with our true essence, so to speak. It's not an easy task, but when one truly understands how certain things work and sees from a broader perspective, it's not difficult. I know that the experiences we have on Earth are designed to help us broaden our vision. What seems difficult now isn't once we see the truth. I don't blame myself for having an ego that gets angry and offended easily many times, but instead, I envelop myself in love and try to see why it affects me so much, where the wound is. When I see others acting that way because they're unhappy or feel trapped, I can only feel compassion for them. In the end, that's what life is about, love.
Emotions are complicated, but we're here to learn from them because they're what makes life so rich. All of this is a test to see how far we've come on the path from ego/impulse to unconditional love. Until we face these situations, we can't see which side of the scale we're on! It's a way to measure ourselves. Until one day, it won't be necessary anymore, and we can keep "ascending".

I don't think I'd like to become a robot, but I would like to have that composure and imperturbability.
Sorry for going off topic! Keep sharing your thoughts on AI. It's getting more and more interesting.

Wow, guys, I'm really enjoying this thread and everyone's responses! Everyone has very valid points of view, and I think this discussion is really relevant to the times we're living in today.

Baro San, you've hit the nail on the head - astral projection is just another tool, the purpose is what's important, otherwise it won't help us elevate or understand ourselves better, it'll just be a more subtle extension of this physical plane with some more freedoms, but still conditioning us. If we acquire a higher state of consciousness, it doesn't even matter if we practice astral projection, extraordinary things will open up to us.

I also use AI to seek advice and guidance. But certainly, its responses haven't been anything extraordinary so far. Rather, they've confirmed what I thought. I loved the kids' story that Tides shared, and I enjoyed playing a game with the AI to create stories. The AI would start a part, and I'd continue it... I loved the result! It was fun imagining a story together, full of magic and adventure!

It's a bit strange to say, but I'm trying to learn from the AI for my own behavior. I work in customer service as a hotel receptionist, I like following rules and protocols. Lately, very angry people have been coming in because they don't understand the rules, misinterpret things, and don't understand that I'm following protocols from my superiors. Although no one has noticed, my blood pressure has dropped or I've felt like I'm going to faint when people start yelling. I can't say what I really think or respond, just repeat a response with my best smile and try to calm the person down, although it never works and they continue to be upset, trying to find any stupidity to complain about or take advantage of. I need to find tools that help me give professional responses and provide impeccable service, despite having rude and ignorant people in front of me. I need to extract my emotions from the whole thing. But it's very hard, I'm still human. I used to get very angry inside, but I no longer take it personally. But I need the AI to teach me to be more like it, completely inflexible, cold, and giving competent responses while simulating excellent humor. Really, all of this is a huge spiritual challenge for me. But I'm up for it. In this case, I need to learn to behave more like an AI. But the AI itself hasn't recommended that, and it tells me I should recognize and accept my emotions and learn to control them LOL.

Wow! I watched this series in 2019 and I absolutely loved it.

As you all say, I'm not a fan of violence and nudity either, but this series didn't bother me at all. Every night I watched it with a friend I lived with; it was our ritual, and we braided each other's hair and everything like the Vikings LOL. I got goosebumps every time the intro started, which we watched on a huge TV with good sound quality...
I can't give such a complex account of each of the characters because I don't remember much anymore, but I didn't finish it because not all the episodes had come out, but I watched almost the entire thing.
Like you, I enjoy the music of those cultures, and I was really struck by all the practices they engaged in. I didn't know them, and I wonder if they were really like that. Such violent times... But I really enjoyed the beautiful landscapes, the clothing, the decorations, and the whole aesthetic. What I liked most was that each character had a very complex backstory, always fueling my curiosity. It was never boring! There were so many parallel stories that you were always in suspense and then made the connections.
Sometimes I complain about this world, but I'm thankful I wasn't born in that era! I think I wouldn't be alive.

The intro...

You have no idea how hard it was for me to understand that at the beginning it says "Give me more" lol

Wow, Shineling, you've described most of the vivid dreams I enjoy, going on a bus excursion with a group of people visiting incredible places... They feel more than just dreams sometimes.
What a pitty I didn't write about my last one of this style, but it was also in these days. In my case, it was a bus that traveled between dimensions flying. Some of my companions were human, and others were extraterrestrial, and the one guiding us was an ET. Even so, everyone looked human, but I could distinguish them. Through the windows, everything was black, and there were explosions of white energy that formed geometric, pointed shapes. The ET guide warned us not to get too close to the windows because we could be absorbed by them and get trapped in that dimension, unable to return to Earth. Another human companion and I got too close out of curiosity, and the guide scolded us and moved us away from the windows.
At that moment, I woke up, but I was so shaken that I was trembling and sweating; I stayed hugging my pillow for over ten minutes with a lot of fear. What an intense adventure!!

A few months ago, I shared a similar experience with Tides on Casey's forum, where we both dreamed that night of diving into a strange ocean with rare creatures with a group of people. I wonder if on another plane, we'll all meet to learn together.

Just if you want or have time, tell us more about those places you visit; I'd love to know about them! 

Hello! I'm happy to update my journal, even if it's brief. I'm struck by the synchronicities among members here, as we often update on the same or subsequent days; how lovely is that! In this case, I feel there are similarities with Tides' last entry in certain aspects.

This happened last night. Although I haven't been practicing formally since starting my new job, I've continued having hyper-realistic and vivid dreams, spontaneous lucid dreams, and some OBEs, as if to keep the rhythm going.

Last night, for example, I had an interesting experience. I usually wake up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom because I like to drink chamomile tea before bed, which makes me get up about three hours later, and that can trigger a lucid experience or OBE.

I'm not sure when or how it happened, but I remember that when I returned from the bathroom, I lay down, and after a few minutes, I was still conscious and knew it was "time to exit..." Well, by now, we know we're not actually exiting anywhere, but that's how the mind perceives it. And that's what I'm talking about today - how we have certain fixed structures that are hard to let go of, and how these structures often prevent us from moving forward.

When I felt like I was projecting, I didn't feel vibrations or sounds; I rarely perceive that. It's as if I were already detached. At that moment, I was in a gray threshold, and I didn't see my room, but I knew I was somehow lying in bed. I perceived myself as pure white energy, but I had some extensions that swirled out of me and lost themselves in the environment. I think what I've enjoyed discovering is that my body has no limits or doesn't even exist, and I can integrate with the environment itself without losing individuality and still being a specific point of awareness. I've always sought new opportunities to explore that limitless state, because I am fascinated.
Well, I think something like that was happening because I saw myself as a kind of whirlpool, a huge octopus that swirled and expanded... But unfortunately, conditioning was stronger, and I struggled against it because I didn't understand what was happening to me. I tried to think of myself in human form "because that's what I am supposed to be" and finally rolled to one side, as I always do. And that's what happened, and I fell against the floor and got up. I was in my room, but it was a hologram, just like my body.
I looked at my bed, and my physical body wasn't there; instead, there were rumpled sheets. Everything seemed extremely real. I wanted to go on an adventure through my window, and it was nighttime, just like reality. But when I did and flew through the nocturnal city, I lost awareness. Well, when that happens, I feel like it's a "game over"; I deviated from the expected course, and the experience didn't continue.

I think my Higher Self gave me another opportunity last night to explore what I've been earnestly asking for - to understand more directly about my True Self, beyond human conditioning, to comprehend my divine essence, to understand my relationship with the surrounding reality, with God, to return to my purest state... What I experienced last night was an invitation I rejected because I didn't understand it. But it's okay; it caught me off guard. I know I'm ready to do more than just roll out of my body and have fun; that's very nice, but I need to study and understand more about my True Self and how Consciousness works.

I understand that many experiences can be strong and confusing; I don't blame myself for that. One of the most extraordinary experiences was over ten years ago when I think I entered a higher astral plane or perhaps what some call the mental planes. I'd never experienced anything like that before, and I couldn't understand where I was. Suddenly, I was aware and I didn't have a body; what I saw around me was pure abstraction, colors merging, forming certain structures, and it all seemed like a living, fluid watercolor in constant motion.
The most predominant colors were orange, pink, and gold... It was truly impossible to move through that environment, because I couldn't understand it; there was no space to move either. I was in shock, and at the same time, I felt the most beautiful ecstasy I've ever felt, a peace and happiness so profound with existence. I started trying to make sense of that place, thinking of it as an abstract beach, as if those colors were ocean waves breaking on the sand or something like that, although I knew they weren't; I was trying to give form to that surreal landscape.

In the end, I was paralyzed because I didn't know how to navigate there. If I returned to that plane of reality today, the same thing would happen; I don't know what I'm supposed to do there. But it could be states for developing our creative force and playing with forms.

I'm happy that a larger part of my Consciousness is listening to me and leading me to explore other aspects of myself and rediscover our multidimensionality while experiencing being human. It's an extraordinary gift we have. I hope next time to flow with the experience and not condition or force it like I did last night, and get a little closer to the Core.

Thank you very much for your responses! ❤

Tides, you're absolutely right. I lived in nature alone, in a cabin in a beautiful beach town for a long time, and I enjoyed it a lot, but being geographically isolated and adding the pandemic, I spent a lot of time in solitude. I would see friends once a month and only talk to people at the market when shopping. I fell into depression and felt loneliness like never before. I started drinking, smoking, and using some drugs until I collapsed and got sick. At that time, I hadn't had my second "spiritual awakening" yet, and I know it was part of a process, like the final shake to wake up to a new way of seeing life. I had a dream life, and I didn't know what to do with it. I guess that's why I returned to the city, like a kind of reset. Today, I feel very changed and committed to internal work, and I know that if I go back to that life, it would be very different.

I met people who sold everything in the city and moved to beautiful natural places, but they're not happy because happiness comes from within and how connected we are to our true self and purpose and also to that Greater Spirit to which we belong. So, in short, nature is an integral part of us, but without spiritual work, no matter the environment, we won't feel complete or happy.
It's also others who inspire me; I know I have a lot of love to give and share with the world. I want my passage on this Earth not to be in vain, to make this world a slightly better place.

Adrian, thank you for your words! They mean a lot to me. I also enjoy reading your posts, and I have your books in my Virtual Library . Thanks for all the wonderful work you do in this community, which I appreciate so much! Same to all the moderators and participants.
Thanks for sharing your experience, and I understand what you mean. Sometimes, at home, I imagine how small the Earth is compared to the vast universe, not to mention other planes of reality; we're almost nonexistent. I imagine everything surrounded by light, infinite love, and things so wonderful that words can't explain, and in a tiny point lost in that huge sea of light and love, we're "the Earth and its problems..." And my problems become so small also knowing that what's around us is even grander, stronger, and more powerful than everything. Although I can't perceive it directly, I know it because, in the end, it's all a matter of perspective.

Volgerle, if you put cameras on your property, please share the videos of the deer! It's a great idea  .

Wow, what a great topic, Tides! Thanks for sharing this beautiful experience you had with Mother Nature, that was gorgeous!

This has always been very important in life, I always needed contact with the the earth. From a very young age, I felt drawn to it. I still don't understand why, being someone who admires and needs nature so much to be well, I was born in a city. What will be the challenge of all this?

The first time I knew a forest was when I was 15 because my parents aren't nature people and didn't take me. I was the typical city girl raised in an apartment and strolling through shopping malls. I don't understand why I chose this life, completely opposite to how I always felt, free and connected to something bigger. I feel like I would have loved to be born in a forest cabin and dedicate myself to the family business of making jams and handmade chocolates for tourists LOL.

As a teenager, I suffered from severe depression, which almost took me out of this world, but when I visited the forest or went to the jungle at Iguazu Falls, all that pain went away, and I came back new. I realized the dense energy of the city was easily absorbed by my organism; I'm very sensitive. Now I've learned to control it because I don't like the city, but it doesn't affect me like it used to. Somehow, I feel like I can feel the life force of the plants or the energy of the Earth through my body; it nourishes me. I knew everything Adrian explained, and I confirm it.

The city seems horrible to me, gray, cold, dirty, full of stupid stores, boring, and aesthetically ugly. It's truly sad how humanity lives and what it's accustomed to. I know there must be fantastic cities, but I'm talking about the country I live in. Luckily, I live in a neighborhood surrounded by huge parks where I always take a walk, and I'm very grateful for that.
Also, my city has enormous trees on the streets, something not all cities have. I also admit the city is comfortable and has its benefits, which an isolated place doesn't.

Once I had an "otherwordly vision", so to speak. and I saw a waterfall of golden light bathing a tree; it was like a huge energy rain over the top. At that moment, what I was observing seemed normal to me, until I realized that it was NOT. I still don't know what was that!

I've also had beautiful experiences of connection with nature, where I felt the sun's rays were alive, and I felt the Sun as a living entity emanating pure love. I heard mantras between the ocean waves and merged with the forest for a moment; I was in shock and couldn't speak at that moment. It's not possible to describe that experience now, but it was wonderful.

One of my goals is to live definitely in a natural place; that's why I'm dedicating myself to tourism, so I can move someday.
Nowadays, living in the city, I feel like I connect a lot through the stars and the moon.

One of the things I enjoyed most when I lived in a beach town was going to the beach at night and lying down on the cold sand, contemplating the Milky Way. It was so dark I couldn't see the people next to me, and it seemed like we were all floating in outer space! Looking at that grandeur, add the relaxing sound of the sea. It's unique!!!

I thank that I spent four years traveling to many beautiful places while working.
You have no idea how much I need a visit to the forest now! Somehow, I feel like I'm fulfilling a mission in the gray and hostile city, appeasing those energies, transforming, but I don't know.

Thanks for sharing this, Volgerle, you're infinitely lucky! My dream is to live in a place like that. I also had a friend with deers in the garden that I had the pleasure of seeing.

My biggest dream is to see humanity integrated with nature.

Hello, Chole! Welcome! Everything you've shared here is of great interest to me, and it's something I've been thinking about a lot too.

I think many of us go through this. I believe that sometimes we're not prepared to receive certain information, and a part of us or another energy, blocks our way to it. Maybe the answer would be a shock, and it's not a good time in our lives to assimilate it. Sometimes we think we're ready, but honestly, we need to reflect. Do I really need this knowledge in my life right now? How would it change me? How would it affect me and others? I have so many questions and curiosities... But maybe it's not the time to answer all that now.

My first experience seeking information in the Library is quite funny! It was when I was 16, almost 20 years ago. At that time, I had never read anything about astral travel, and I barely had any knowledge or someone to talk to about it. I only found out it was normal because one of my high school classmates and friend belonged to an occult order with his brothers, and he gave me more information and made me read the first books.

I remember becoming conscious one night and finding myself in a place of white energy. There, I met my main Guide, whom I always see as a wise old man with robes and a long gray beard, with the kindest and most loving eyes I've ever seen. He's the one who watches over me during my time on Earth. I asked him to take me to seek information, and he transported me to a huge library. It's hilarious when those beings take you and transport you from one place to another so easily! At that moment, I think I lost notion of my body, and I saw a white whirlwind.

The Library was perceived by me as a Greek or Roman structure, made of marble and enormous columns, monumental. It didn't have a roof! And I could see the stars, maybe some moon or planets. He took me to The Keeper of The Library, as I had to be approved before entering (just like Kurt Leland says in his books, too). I saw him in a robe, but he was bald and beardless. As soon as he saw me, he made a sign to my Guide like saying NO! No way. That's when I got angry... And you know what I did? I kicked the Keeper's desk and told him that it had been a great effort for me to access the higher astral planes (a term I had never used on Earth but remembered at that moment), and that I wasn't leaving without an answer.

I think he felt my desperation and firmness, and he told me to ask whatever I wanted. Unfortunately, the only thing that came to mind was asking if reincarnation existed. He said yes, and immediately made a sign to my Guide to take me out, and that's what happened. I felt like I was being absorbed against my will into that white void, and I woke up. I feel like my Guide was laughing inside about the whole situation but tried to seem serious.

After coming back, I was perplexed but also very ashamed of my attitude. I was afraid they would put me on the "black list" and not let me in again. Besides, the Keeper barely saw me and didn't approve of me. I was a teenager, and I still had a lot to learn; I wasn't ready for that knowledge, I suppose. But I wonder, why did my Guide agree to take me then?

Although that experience was a bit funny, I felt ashamed for many years and didn't dare try again. But I said sorry to my Guide and The Keeper inside.
However, my great dream is to enter the Library freely and study properly how reality works and understand myself better.

Last year, I intended to do it again, and I found myself in front of ancient doors, but they were locked, and I couldn't enter, even though I knocked hard. That made me sad too. And then a security guard found me and chased me; I had to escape. He just saw me as a curious, nosy kid.

Still, I've asked internally, and the answer I get is that if one has a pure desire to enter the Halls of Knowledge, the entrance is always open. You have to be honest with yourself and ask what you want to get out of it. Is it for personal growth and humanity's advancement? Is it a whim? Is it greed? What is it?
For now, I'm very satisfied with the books I'm reading here in the physical world. But I do need direct experience regarding knowledge of my own Being, and that's internal work.

One recommendation is to write a valid argument on a piece of paper, stating the reasons that lead you to want to enter, and discuss it internally with your Guides or Higher Self. Wait in silence for the answer and observe what you feel, what's the first thing that comes to mind.

If you assume ahead of time, Chloe, that someone is trying to prevent you from entering, be careful, because you might be subconsciously generating that situation through a preconceived idea and making it a reality. Thoughts take shape and life in some way. From what I understand, the doors are always open to those who have a pure desire to learn from the heart.

Thank you!

Hi QuestFinder! Welcome to Astral Pulse . This is an incredible forum filled with the most exquisite information gathered over more than 20 years! All the members here have helped me advance by leaps and bounds over the past almost two years.

I completely understand your situation. About 14 years ago, I started my formal practice, which reached a fairly high level, and then I abandoned it. I got stuck and didn't know how to move forward from where I had reached. I had no idea how to transcend, knowing that there's something beyond leaving the body and moving in different environments. That's where internal spiritual work comes into play; we shouldn't change our environment, but rather ourselves, so that our environment changes. And that's also applicable in the physical realm; only there can we transcend.

I think it's great that you're looking for a group, but finding people around you who share these things is quite a challenge. That's why I'm so happy with Astral Pulse; it's the only place where I share this kind of experiences, reflections on life, and my deepest existential questions. Plus, all the people here are beautiful Souls with a strong desire to help!

Here, you can create a journal in the "Dream and Projection Journals" section. There, we have a record of our own processes and those of others, and you can also leave your advice and opinions in the comments section.

A little bit about me. My name is Carla, I'm 34 years old, and I live in Argentina (South America); I speak English, Spanish, and a bit of Portuguese. I want to learn Italian because I have citizenship, and I'd like to be able to go to Europe for an extended period someday. In my work, I meet people from all over the world, and I love learning about new cultures and traveling.

I've had many conversations with Tides (Eric) via Zoom, and the chats have been truly enriching!!   Maybe someday we can all chat together about the topics we love most. There's also the meditation led by Casey, where we've experienced some pretty unique things live.

It's great to meet you, and feel free to reach out to me if you need anything! If you want to send a PM, I'm also available.

Hugs!
❤

Thank you so much for your answers!!

Lumaza, I always remember your advice about learning how to balance "both worlds" and being disciplined. Over the past two years of practice, I've made a lot of progress thanks to each of you and the books all of you recommended. I know that once I establish my routine, I'll find my time to practice, as I don't want to lose the progress I've made so far; it's very important to me. I think my Higher Self won't allow it, and that's why I'm having so many spontaneous experiences and vivid dreams. To be honest, I've always felt more connected to the subtle realm than the physical one.

I'm thrilled about your upcoming QHHT session! What a wonder. I love the wellness fair you participate in; it makes me happy to know such places exist. Please, if you feel like it, share with us what comes up during that session. I think there are answers that only a tool like this can reveal.
I've also been told that the session will be very long, that I should hydrate a lot, eat well... and not have any commitments the next day because I'll be very exhausted. Well, I've read Dolores' books, and I see how intense these sessions can be. Oh my! Maybe I felt intimidated. It reminded me of the advice usually given before shamanic sessions, and I think that scared me a bit. Still, I'll do it; I don't know when, but someday it will happen.
Good luck, Lumaza!!!

Casey, I always remember your story, and it was a wise decision. I think like you; before moving forward, we need to have a solid foundation, or everything can fall apart. There's so much work to be done on myself still! This topic is something I don't want to put aside because I feel it's essential to know who these beings are, what my relationship with them is, what I do in other realms of existence while living on Earth. I've already discovered that I exist not just as this person, not just in theory, but in practice. I know that when the time is right, everything will be revealed. It's nice to feel accompanied by these beings and know that the limits of my being go beyond this physical existence and that while I exist here, in this precise moment, other parts of me extend beyond what I can imagine.
I love when you talk about preparing the nervous system for contact. What wise advice from someone who really knows what they're talking about! Nothing could be truer. When one starts having these experiences, one realize how much is needed to work internally and how necessary these adjustments are to move forward.

You'll see me around here, as I love this place because of all of you, who are the ones building it.
But for now, I might not update my journal as frequently. Although I hope to soon! 
Hugs! ❤

Thank you so much, Casey, for your comment! It's greatly appreciated.

I'm not sure if I understood your question correctly, but what I shared didn't happen when I was a child, but rather a year ago. To be honest, it was difficult to put into words what happened to me. I tried my best, but it was such a strong experience that I preferred not to be aware of, it was very strange.

Today, I wouldn't want to feel that way again, as it's quite confusing. At the time, I was also a bit scared; I didn't know if I could trust those beings. Sometimes I think they might be doing something with energy to deceive me, making me think they're like my family and care about me when it's not true. The only thing that makes me trust them is this other part of me that knows them and somehow communicates with this part of me that I'm experiencing right now, telling me what's happening is perfectly fine and "routine." They're part of my team.
It's strange to be divided. I really don't know who these curious energy beings are that feel so extraterrestrial.

As you mentioned, I also perceived them as a child, and my first conscious astral experience involves them. I just wanted to know what they were, if they weren't human, but I was told to go to sleep.
Now I'm the one who wants to be asleep!

I think the only thing that's going to uncover this mystery in my life is hypnosis. At the beginning of last year, I was going to do it, but I canceled my session because a lot of things started happening, and I didn't feel well enough to do it. The hypnosis I'm referring to is the kind practiced by Dolores Cannon's students.
However, it's something I'd like to revisit at some point. I really want to know what kind of projects I'm unconsciously involved in.
It's a very important topic in my life.

Thanks! And I'll be back soon for the group meditations.

Hello everyone! It's been a while since I last updated my diary. Many things have happened, and among them, I got a new job. I'm happy and I like it, but it's been difficult for my body and me to adapt to this new dynamic. Stress and anxiety. But I'm making it through, and that's the most important thing. It's a job full of new challenges, but it will really make me grow in every sense. Not just professionally, but also as a human being, learning to always be centered, no matter what's happening around me.

The most fun part of all this is that I officially work at "The Old Mansion", so to speak, since the place is an old three-story house remodeled and converted into a Boutique Hotel. I'm the receptionist. And the most fascinating part of this whole story is that just one day before they called me for the interview, I dreamed that they hired me, and that's exactly what happened.

I love meeting people from all over the world and giving them a warm welcome so they feel at home. In just a few weeks, I've received gifts and many compliments! Maybe that's why you'll see me participating less. But I always read all of you! There's always a moment for Astral Pulse in my day.

Something else that's been happening to me is that I'm no longer practicing voluntary astral projection due to lack of time and adapting to my new routine (I hope to be able to do it again soon). Even so, every night my dreams are incredibly vivid and realistic. There are many lucid dreams, and I also spontaneously leave my body for a few minutes, which makes me happy. Every night is a new adventure. But the demands of daily life don't give me time to record them in my diary.

Some photos of the place.







On the other hand, I actually wanted to tell you about an experience I had almost a year ago, related to those famous energy adjustments we always talk about. It was one of the strangest situations I've ever experienced. One night, I was in my room, getting everything ready to go to sleep soon... When suddenly, I felt two very strong presences in the room. It was imminent to me that someone was there with me, and I felt two beings.

Now comes the strange part. I was standing in my room, awake. However, when I closed my eyes... I was in another reality at the same time!! With my eyes open, I was in my room, but when I closed them, I was in another place, seeing as if I had my eyes open, another situation. I was being taken through a corridor by these two beings, one on each side of me. At that moment, I felt that that place was a spaceship, and that those beings were extraterrestrials. I never saw the beings; it's just what their imprint generated in me, non-human presences. And although I didn't see a spaceship either, it's the impression those corridors gave me. They were copper-colored.

So, I was kind of bilocated, one part of me was in my room, while another part was being taken through endless corridors by those two beings, who were also by my side in my room. The whole situation became so strange that it became terrifying. I felt that those beings didn't want me to be afraid or feel bad, and I had a feeling of being "in good hands". Still, everything became so strange that I got into bed and closed my eyes to fall asleep as soon as possible...

I was still being taken through those corridors, and that's when a memory unlocked. This has happened countless times!!! But it was the first time I was aware of it, and that was the most terrifying part. How can I live multiple realities and do things without all the parts of me being aware of each other? I already know this in theory, but experiencing it is different. I felt that the beings were having a lot of fun with my reactions of surprise and curiosity. But they really were trying to make sure I didn't get anxious about it, and I felt a warm, enveloping energy.

I ended up asking them not to make me aware of all this anymore, to do what they had to do with me. But I didn't want to know, I wanted them just put me to sleep. And that's what happened; I lost awareness within seconds.

Two hours later, I woke up, which is unusual for me because I sleep straight through. I can't explain the strange state I was in; there were no thoughts in my mind, it was like a serene ocean, I was completely blank, as if someone had pressed a "reset" button.
If I wanted to think, I thought, but if not, there was absolute silence inside me. That wasn't pleasant or unpleasant.
I asked myself internally why I was feeling that way, and something told me that only a small percentage of my consciousness was in my body now, while another part was intensely working far from the physical realm. I stayed like that for two hours with my eyes open, staring at the ceiling, until I fell asleep again.
The next day, I woke up and felt completely normal, as if nothing had happened. From that moment on, it never happened again, as I had requested.

These bilocation experiences are really something very interesting to explore. Living multiple realities at the same time, consciousness is fascinating.

Thank you so much, Casey, for such an insightful post.
You've touched on many topics relevant to me and on which I've been reflecting over the past few years, so thank you!

I think the change is within us, of course. I have plenty of examples of how this reality is simply a reflection of how we feel inside and the quality of our consciousness. By this, I'm not saying that if we live in a hostile environment, it's because we are hostile. Rather, it's up to us how we behave or make decisions in such an environment, whether with love or with more hate. With wisdom or rejection.
It's as if there's a tendency to think that this 3D reality is negative. It isn't. It's the attitudes of beings that shape it one way or another.
I try to stay centered and not be intimidated or affected so much by my surroundings.

Thank you so much!
Blessings to you.

Hi Frosty, I want to tell you that I perfectly understand your point and agree with it. In my particular case, through direct experience, I know that I came into the human world because it's completely different from my original state. It's so inexplicably unusual that I decided to come to expand my internal wisdom about other existing realities. I found this out in an OBE about ten years ago, and this marked my life forever. I understood that I'm here by my own will to expand my knowledge (and apparently that of others who are with me). But I can't say the same for others.

Regarding suffering, it's always optional, since experiences are neutral, and we decide how to feel about it. This can be misinterpreted, as those who don't feel anything towards others are psychopaths without empathy and killers, who can't feel love (they say so themselves) and can brutally massacre the rest like a bunch of insects, as you say. Unfortunately, those people exist, and most are leaders of this world. But I see them as sick people, not evil (they have alterations in the structure and function of their brain, it is different from the rest).
Therefore, the neutrality I'm referring to is not amoral, apathetic, or insensitive. I'm not referring to turning a blind eye either. But rather controlling our internal state to act in a more balanced way. I think what you did, Frosty, was very good, and that's how we should always act when we see injustice. I agree that all are lessons for the spirit, but that doesn't mean we shouldn't do anything about it; just the opposite, tests are meant to be overcome, to awaken more compassion, awareness, and love in us. Tests are meant to take action. It's like if they put a paper in front of me at school and said, 'I won't write the paper because it's a lesson, I won't do anything because it's just a test,' what would the grade be? ZERO, lol. I wouldn't hesitate to call the police if I saw someone being raped or if they were attacking a dog with a stick. I definitely think I'd even risk my life to save someone in certain circumstances. I think the function and understanding that this life is designed to learn through lessons shouldn't fall into passive contemplation but rather awaken more love and respect for life itself.

Regarding seeing life as a dream, I also think this can be misinterpreted. I think that from our pivotal and pure consciousness focus, this human life, not being our primary focus, seems to be seen as a dream from there, because it is. That's why reference is made to the physical world in this way (as an illusion, dream, or simulation). But that doesn't mean we should spend our lives staring out the window, lost in thought, not at all! Life is meant to be lived in all its splendor!!! In the end, I think what's important are the decisions we make and with what degree of love they're guided.

Hi Vía, the topic of anger, anxiety, depression, and all that is vast.
First and foremost, I think the most important thing is not to judge ourselves for feeling that way, but rather to accept ourselves completely. We are the entire spectrum, light and darkness. It's our consciousness and energy management that allows us to navigate the human labyrinth with more balance.

I believe emotions like anger are flags that indicate there's something we're not seeing, and we need to start working on it. There's something bothering, saddening, or angering us, and it's being cultivated like a bad weed until it explodes one day. It's simply a wake-up call to start paying attention to things we're sweeping under the rug and start cleaning our emotional closet.
I don't think it's good to repress anger; there are many ways to release it, such as intense exercise, boxing, or hitting a pillow, lol. But that would be superficial.

What I do is write a lot about my emotions; I've never had therapy in my life, but I do write a lot, and it makes me feel better. Put your thoughts in order, make lists or concept maps, connect the dots until you reach the root. You can write a list of possible solutions. It's essential to write and not just think, so your subconscious can assimilate it better.

On the other hand, when an anger attack is about to come, try to breathe deeply and observe; don't get mixed up in the situation, observe from outside, as if you were watching a movie and just being a spectator. That can be quite a challenge with all that cortisol running through your body, but it's possible. Many times when I cried a lot, it was as if I dissociated and could see a body crying alone, but my consciousness had nothing to do with that situation, as if I were watching everything from a higher step, floating.

And above all, don't be the spark that ignites the fire; many times things happen that we don't like, but we magnify and triple their size.

Having a wellness routine helps a lot in controlling your temperament. For example, I do breathing sessions in the morning and before sleeping. I'm also practicing Qi Gong, and I try to meditate for at least a few minutes a day. Having that routine helps me stay calmer; in fact, what used to anger me now makes me laugh!
Remember that situations are neutral; we're the ones who give them the color tint that makes them one way or another. We can always act differently.

Try to see everything from other perspectives, especially from others'. When I get angry with someone, I think a lot about how my behavior might have been misinterpreted from the other person's point of view.

And most importantly, take walks in nature; seeing green really helps. I think meditation is a good option because it's the art of observing our mind, detached, which can also be done in daily life. Remember that just as you've discovered you're not your physical body, you're not your emotions or thoughts either; we're the consciousness that observes, which is pure.

Just some advice!

Thank you so much, Tides, for sharing this! And for passing on the password, that was very kind of you

I watched it all and found it very educational. I did get lost in some parts with the more complex information related to astronomy, but I was able to understand the general concept. I also liked the part that connects the chakras with the elements, planets, and zodiac signs.
I truly hope this world takes a turn and can transcend as many have been saying. I don't know who that incarnate Lord is, but he seems like an important and influential figure.

I spent a lovely afternoon eating homemade pudding, drinking tea, and watching this streaming, it was so relaxing! I'm left with his message of not living in fear, but rather being centered in moral, spiritual, and conscious values.
These years will be true challenges for the Earth.
Thank you!