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No trick man. The trick is in your head. You want it to stop? It's your body right? Will it to stop.

Earth ain't easy man.

OK there are 3 options that I can see:

- Medical problem called Tinnatus, your doctor should be able to tell you whether there is something wrong or not. Except you live in the US so the latter is unlikely and his advice will cost, ahh if only you were British!

- You are hearing higher spiritual stuff - this is fairly common I know with people who injest ORMUS materials, but in your case maybe not, since you find the sound annoying. I suspect if you were hearing higher spiritual harmonies it would be like music resonating to your soul.

- It is an effect caused by local energy fields. I have read about this - have you been travelling a significant distance from where you live since the ringing started, and if so did it stop? Do you know anyone else in your local area with it? And a bit of a random one (humour me   ) - are people in your local area experiencing lots of joint problems (errr the medical kind that is, not rolling skilz inadequacies  ) eg lots of people with, say, hip or knee replacements? The author who talked about this in one of my books lived near the canadian border, cant remember where exactly, but wherever it was they grew a shed load of apples!!

Rob

Well, it's rather peculiar that this started right around the time I started with a meditation called higher balance. In this particular meditation, the author describes on one of the cd's about a ringing in the ear that you can sort of tune into. If I'm relaxed enough which only happened recently when I had bronchitis and was on some hard core cough syrup, I got my whole body vibrating by kind of reeling in this ringing. It's only annoying when I fully concentrate on it when I'm not in a meditative type of mood you know? Like if I'm trying to work and I start concentrating on it, I'd go mad. So it's bearable. I don't go to the guesser (Doctor) unless I have a limb hanging off. In the USA, doctors are absolutely useless and are good for nothing other than pushing pills.

Kevin

$40

All software is free though isn't it? Microsoft gives me free software


Kevin

Thanks chief. I've seen about 20 psychologists. They can't fix you. Nobody can fix you but you. I'm referring to me however. They are people, not Christ. They offer advice and push pills. No better than your family guesser (doctor)
I'm just odd in the hottie respect. Sex doesn't do much for me.

Kevin

Your not alone bub. I've been practicing for months to no avail. I think one of the pitfalls of OBE study is that most people go into this EXPECTING it to happen. What I am concentrating on is mastering the trance state. Forget about OBE, because until you can master a trance state, get your legs and arms, torso and head vibrating, its NOT GONNA HAPPEN. It's all about forgetting about the body. Make a conscious effort throughout your days coming to the self-realization that you aren't your body. None of it is you. It is then, when you realize that, that you can forget about your body more easily when you attempt to enter the trance state. People are so hung up on OBE and wanting it to happen, it eludes them. You don't have to overstate your intent. You already know why your doing this. Don't expect it to happen however. I can't even sit still 1/2 the time. It takes me about 2 solid hours of time to enter the trance state. I am high voltage man, 24/7, so the only thing that really has worked for me is vicodins. However I would never advocate the use of drugs for OBE. Of course when I was on vicodins for various injuries and had vibrations and paralysis I didn't know what it was and never let it progress as I was a scared baby. Anyhow, besides the drugs, what I've stated can be of some benefit I believe.

Peace,

Kevin

Well I can't even see a picture of the thing. I see an illustration, that's it. Any pics of it? All I saw was mumbo jumbo. There's 2 devices, which is it? I am interested, but can you explain in non scientific terms how the thing works?

Kevin

Well to deal with it is to give up isn't it? And if I don't fight, I wont have the desire to change it and perhaps do something valuable with my life, other than ensure that the blood sucking pigs get their data for their reports so they can think about what gas guzzling pig of a vehicle they can purchase next year. Why 40 hours ha? I guess I'm the only one with a real gripe against it. 40 hours is too much. Lower it to a 4 day work week. Why not ha?
Who made the law that it has to be 40? Blood sucking pigs, that's who.

Kevin

 EVIL energy

Does it run on 120V or 220V?

Care to elaborate on how it works? How do you know your not just electrocuting yourself?


Now either this mad scientist that created this thing is onto something, or is completely out of his mind. I am however slightly interested. However a pdf sheet chicken scratched and nearly impossible to read, let alone understand in lay mans terms isn't going to sell me. Where is the factual data and controlled studies of how this works and who has used it. Where's the list of people that have bought this thing, have had success and are still alive

It takes a lot to get me to dish out $200 for some device I can't even see a real picture of. Now if I were to sell something like that, I'd at least have a usable, feasible, easy to understand marketing campaign.


What say you?

Kevin

All I want is a life man. Is that too much to ask? Why do these blood sucking pigs have to rob the life out of people. My work week is not 40 hours, it's 55 hours with commute. There's no good jobs anymore. Also, 2 hours a night to myself is not a life is it? How do others deal with this? Live for work? Is that all there is?. I can't stand IT (MIS) anymore. It's all about my job man. I hate my job, that's all. I want to help people. It's my dream to open some type of alternative healing place and somehow survive. However, that would be impossible, caus the GOVERNMENT wouldn't allow it. The banks would laugh at me. It's all about BLOOD SUCKING PIGS that run this country. However I have to make 70k a year to pay for my house and child support, otherwise the ship sinks. I was a greedy jerk back in the .com days and now I'm paying for my EGO. I'm so done with EGO. I don't have a high opinion of myself. I just realize what BS this all is, unlike most people. What is it all for basically. To have a house and  car, that you have to pay monthly for, that you get raped putting gasoline in, that you have to pay endless amounts of money to keep it running. WHY? TO GET YOURSELF TO WORK? BBBBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAA

Then the town charges you to park your car in your driveway. Then you have to pay insurance to operate your car as well. TO GET TO WORK.

Most people are blind to this farse. What do I do? Just forget it all? Be blind like the rest? It irritates me to no end. I realize my complaining does nothing and the hate solves nothing. I just want out. A psychiatrist once told me. It's ok to be angry. However, if something is consuming you with anger, you simple remove yourself from the situation. So with me that means life. Should I remove myself from life? Oh if I didn't have a daughter and wife, I'd hit the off switch so quick. Perhaps I should start drinking alcohol again ha? Never was a drinker really, but perhaps that would give me the balls for what I need to do. You can't imagine how angry I am right now. I don't like being like this. Just to let you know. I don't blame others for my misery. The people here, although I don't get them, are just here to work and feed egos and their portfolios that will amount to NOTHING in life. I don't blame them. I'm in this mess caus of me. I do not blame others, I would not hurt anyone but myself. I would never harm another life form. But I sure wish I had the nuts to do end it for myself. Seriously. I have no more energy to life.

Kevin

Knuckle, i hope you dont be thinking on doing something bad to yourself...just think on the hotties outhere waiting for you

Hotties will not help me my friend. I do not seek plankton eating bottom feeders for women. I need a woman that can help me with my hate and misery. It's getting worse and worse. I thought I was out of the hole, evidently not. I need some serious help. I've been to probably 20 shrinks in my life. I've been on all the life robbing meds. I am not fit for this planet.

Well you are a red cell, I am not. Your probably one of the ones that is more than happy to go to a company Christmas party on a SATURDAY. I would not. I am not a robot. You are probably one of the ones that loves work and never wants to leave. Your probably happy that you have only 2 hours a night to yourself. You'd probably be even happier if you had just one hour to yourself. Maybe even happiest if you had a bed in your office, then you wouldn't have to leave. This sad asss country is all about work. Two weeks vacation a year for rotting in your office, day in, day out, back aching all the time from sitting in a chair. I will always fight the system. Even if it's a war inside my head. I will not succumb to the evils of being an AI robot red cell like you. Either way I will have freedom. It won't come until death, but death will be mine and the rest of you corporate robots can take your little meaningless lives, compete with the neighbors over who's got the bigger SUV , who's got the greenest grass and all the other bull**** that goes on in the USA, people living with their only internal reference point being the EGO and chasing the elusive tail of corporate success and walking around in circles in this life of LIES. No, your wrong pal, I am not you. YOU ARE AN IT ROBOT. I AM ME.

Kevin

Well when you make this technology, incorporate a program that states that what is right for one person, may not be right for everyone else.

No worries chief, it will be over before I know it.

I know I sound rough in my posts. Fact is most people say they get a really warm loving vibe from me in person. It's not the people I hate, it's the system and the ideals that are rammed down everyones throat in this country. The template for life in the USA. The american dream
1. school
2. college
3. job
4. marriage
5. house
6. kids
7. minivan
8. save for retirement
9. Retire at 70 years old and start to live (when your bonz start to crumble)


THIS FOLKS, IS THE AMERICAN DREAM. What a dream ha? I'm still waiting to wake up from it.

Kevin

Ok, you asked to post about my life. Well imagine living a life that is now your life. You visualize the life you want, but the life you actually live is nothing of the sort. I wake up in complete utter misery 5 days a week. I spend 1 hour in the car to get to a miserable job as a DBA where is sit and ROT in a chair for 9 hours a day. Then I spend 1 hour in my car to go home and I get 2 whopping hours of MY_TIME before it's time to get up and do the 11 hours of misery again. SOUNDS LIKE FUN HA? This is the American dream though. To be strapped down by a mortgage and to live for work. I don't want to hear about how bad off other folks are and they'd kill to be in my position, caus I really don't care. This is ME, I'm in misery. I hate this country. As far as I'm concerned, the USA sucks. The government poisons the population with drugs they don't need. They put fluoride in the water to kill us because they have no other place to dump the shat. The food over here is DEAD. The society is DEAD. I can't wait for it to end. Really. I'm about done with all this spirituality stuff. It doesn't seem to help. Nothing changes. I meditate, day in, day out. Nothing helps. All because I have to work. I hate work, plain and simple. I am not supposed to be here on this planet. I know this. I feel this in my heart. Everything about Earth disgusts me. We are no more advanced than the people that lived in the stone age. We are worse off.
You asked, there it is.

Kevin

I will never stop fighting it. For this is not my life. To wake up everyday, living a life that's not yours is life? Come on. May bee I should go and read a creative visualization book ha? Ask the universe for the perfect job? To go with the grain, is to succumb to the evils of becoming like everyone else, a mindless red cell robot. That I will not become. I don't hate the people at work. I understand that they are just a form of artificial intelligence, feeding the machine and the government. See I am not, that's my personal struggle. I will never be them. If you don't understand this, then you are a red cell yourself.

Kevin

Yeah I hear ya man. Our views on this perhaps differ slightly, it's cool though. I always welcome a good intellectual cyber war. Screw the body anyway. Every moment it's dying. We were born to die, that's the only thing in this life that is certain    DEATH  

Also, on a brighter note, you take your first breath by yourself and your last breath by yourself. Gives ya something to look forward to ha?


Remember: booze and drugs make the pain go away

Kevin

That filling is a part of "A" body which your soul resides in. Perhaps I'll explain it another way. You rent a tuxedo for a wedding and return it. Well on Earth, your soul rents a body. After you kick it, the body is gone. Now does that body constitute "YOU"? No, you still exist after the body. So was the body ever really you? I think not. Dentists are evil anyhow. Charging you top dollar for metal fillings that fall out in 5 years, then they have to drill a bigger hole, fill it again, eventually you need a root canal and a cap. Then the cap will fall off. When I go to the dentist, I just tell them if I have a cavity, remove the tooth. I am getting surgical steel implant posts with fake teeth bolted on to them. It's going to cost about 20k for all my molars, but my dentist visits will be minimal after that and no roots = no horrific Novocaine

The tooth breaks, they slap another one out the mold and bolt it in. I'm serious. I'm so done with dentists. They are absolutely useless. No better than the typical family guesser (Doctor)

I mean come on, it's 2005 and they are still filling cavities with metal? WTF?

Now look what ya done Beavis  

Let me guess, it costs $5000 to get started and they'll send you a video and your on your own. Sorry to sound negative. I've asked them to contact me and prove me wrong. I'm not an idiot though.

Kevin

this idea. Everyone you will ever meet is you at the absolute core. There are just different lenses (ego, belief systems, experience) which filter the light (self?) and create perceived difference.

Well that my friends is perhaps the most mind stimulating thing I've read in a long time. Thank you there Mr. Bo. Jangles. It makes complete sense in a way, based on certain beliefs I entertain from time to time. Definitely a statement that takes a few minutes to digest. I could just imagine bringing that up at a typical dinner conversation

Thanks,

Kevin

A couple years ago, my main objective in my life and I thought my primary reason for existing was to make it through this life without taking a 10 guage shotgun to my head. My primary gripe with life is the fact that it's so difficult to make things happen that you want to happen. When you start living your life to make other people happy, your own happiness dwindles.  I often say to my wife. "None of my life is what I want, so what is the point of existing?"

Well I'm not going to go off on suicide. I wont do it. I don't have the balls and I have a daughter who is 8 and I traumatized her enough by leaving her mother, 4 years ago.

However my goals. My main goal right now is to try to maintain the income I have now, without having anything to do with corporate America. I'm tired of working around technology and lifeless people that call themselves human beings, their primary purpose on Earth is to feed the corporate machine, contributing to humanities demise. I'm not kidding about that either. I believe that some people on this planet right now are a form of artificial intelligence and aren't real. If you start to advance yourself enough spiritually, you'll see what I mean. I'm not joking either.

Now as far as all this creative visualization stuff. It's crap I think. Just because some guy or woman struck it rich and then figured out that it was because they set a goal, then achieved it and somehow managed to extract 400 pages of spiritual mumbo jumbo to make a book, well that doesn't help me one bit to manifest my desires. You simply can not ask the universe for a million dollars and sit and wait and meditate on it. THIS IS EARTH FOLKS, IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN.

So I've given up on that. The only way to get things in life is to create a goal, plan and do small things, little by little to make it happen. If you jump in too quick, you fail. That's my problem. All or nothing, and mostly, I'm at the nothing end of the spectrum, because all means failure and a core belief, instilled in me since my inception from my father was fear of failure. It will not go away. It's there, for me to deal with, forever.

So, I don't go out on a limb and try things. I would love to own my own business, work for myself and have NOT A SINGLE SOUL tell me what to do or when I have to get up out of bed.

Sorry for the rant. If if was to say what my primary goals are it would be.
1. Self sufficiency without reliance on evil corporate America
2. TIME DAMMIT. I want time. Two hours per evening to do what I want is not a life folks and that's what make a 20g deer slug look very attractive to me. I'll leave it at that.

Kevin (disgruntled)

Simple enough. This I anticipate to be a good one. What makes you, you?
The war I'm looking to start up here Just kidding.

I'm wondering what folks think makes them up. Do you think you are primarily body, spirit, mind?

Now mind can be classified in many different ways, so perhaps we'll just keep it as body, spirit (incorporating the mind).

It's my opinion that my body has nothing to do with me, other than my physical appearance and as my own private terminator to navigate this happy happy planet called Earth. My organic brain is there to as a vehicle to convey my experiences, thoughts, memories into physical emotions, from the soul. This makes complete sense to me.

Now some would say that the body is you and that is all there is. However questions like, what wills matter to collect and become a body, with a soul inside it intrigue me. Questions like what makes the skin atoms bind together in a sophisticated pattern to cover the body.  This is similar to the post about. I'm in a different body. However I would like to keep this restricted to the title, which is simple enough to understand.

Kevin

Well, I believe the intelligence resides elsewhere than in the brain. Now you say cut off part of the soul? Interesting response. Until we know what type of energy comprises the soul, we would not know how to manipulate it. The body however, ask yourself what part of you is actually you? Nothing. What are you really? Your body? No. The accumulation of thoughts, memories and consciousness. The consciousness is essentially you, not the atoms, red cells, white cells; matter. What binds that matter and makes it want to comprise a body? What keeps the atoms from saying, hey, screw this guy and just leaving

This is a fascinating topic, far beyond the realm of our Earthly feeble minds to comprehend.  We, as humans are so far out of the loop when it comes to this type of subject, it's not even funny. Why can't I just have my answers dammit.

As far as the soul. Perhaps another post about what the soul is comprised of as far as types of energy. Maybe there isn't a soul. Maybe I don't even exist. Maybe you don't exist.  I'm going to make another post entitled, what makes you, you.

Kevin