Quote from: Traveler_2649 on June 04, 2024, 14:09:23Hey all,
I have to ask. How do you develop the patience to allow things to reveal themselves to you? This has been the most difficult part of this journey for me.
My head has practically been spinning since Saturday night when I had my most powerful, profound experience yet. Since then, I've been looking back on my journals of previous accounts. As things progressed, I made the mistake of dismissing previous experiences as "astral projections" due to subsequent experiences revealing more and more of the potential of this journey. I'm a bit mad that I let myself make this mistake along the way, but I guess my realizations count as progress.
I've been reading books (Monroe's Journeys Out of the Body, Raduga's The Phase, and I just started William Buhlman's Adventures Beyond the Body), practicing yoga nidra meditations, The Gateway Tapes, binaural meditations, and trying to simply set intentions to help induce AP.
It's like the Dunning-Kruger effect, where each experience shows me how much more there is, andhow little I currently know. My issue is that with each experience, I just want to go further. It's my understanding that the more you try, the more difficult it can become, but I'm struggling to let it happen on its own.
I started on my journey almost a year ago, and I just want to immerse myself in this. I feel like I need a teacher. My experiences have changed my whole outlook on everything I know, but my biggest struggle is figuring out how to let it happen.
The solidarity of this, and the trial and error nature of this journey has been difficult. I feel like I'm dying of thirst in a hot desert, and each experience is a small sip of water that's barely enough to keep me going.
Any advice? Part of me just wants to talk about it with someone.
Hello, Traveler
As students on the path we grow ( on our path ) through various stages. You are noticing this. Good!
We often begin somewhat on our own and see how far this takes us. When we hit the crossroads where it seems we may go no further, or that the pace at which we are moving seems to be too slow we tend to look for a teacher, and hopefully that teacher has classes that put us in touch with other students who are also on the path; most will be beginners themselves, a few will be intermediate and perhaps 1-3 quite advanced. This is the perfect alchemy for us to enter when this point is reached. Although the teacher is indeed pivotal, most of what we learn as students is from the student-body. This is why it is important to seek a notable teacher who will draw a high quality student-body. What we are learning as Explorers is not often taught in person, but at a certain point it will be important to graduate from simple text/forum boards, to at least online Zoom talks and practice sessions.
The most important space for a student to hold for him/herself is an accurate view of exactly where they are on the path. Steamrolling too fast through the foundational aspect of that upon which we walk will be ripe with pitfalls and setbacks. This is why the question you have brought to us today is SO important. It is best for a beginner to realize they are a beginner, and therefor work diligently at laying for themselves a proper, sturdy, sustainable foundation-for-practice.
Our reason for practicing what we are should be known by us. The quality of our reason can be a roadblock, or that which sets us free. Our reason should be investigated deeply, and contemplated for a long while.
We are experiencing in every moment- every moment is and should be of equal importance to us in our practice. An inability to hold a singular point of focus, and purely observe, is the culprit behind our not being more aware of depths of what we are experiencing. This is why, more fundamentally to AP/OBE the practice is to learn to hold a point of focus and purely observe. Ie: meditation. We experience something in EVERY meditation. Each one should be logged, just as dreams should be every morning. There is no hierarchy in consciousness states. Each is equally important and holds critical data.
When coming into that advanced state on the path, practice is everyday. It is both solo and in groups.
There is much to do before arriving at this juncture.
What is your first thought for your next step?