Volgerle, I think you are being challenged to heighten and evolve your NP awareness. Over time, when developing a NP awareness, we seem to lack the desire to keep evolving. It has become the new norm and because of that, we seem to overlook the marvel of it all. When I feel myself slipping, I return to my earliest Journals and re-read what got me to where I am today. That seems to light the fire again!
