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Quote from: EscapeVelocity on April 25, 2025, 01:05:52I think this is actually a really great and original question- Why do so many of our Non-Physical experiences of inquiry result in failure and near obstruction?
It seems to be a quality of our Earth/human experience that some of these existential questions remain unanswered and even blocked at times...maybe it's as simple as that, to keep us in the PR game simulation to learn from that perspective alone. Much of my own 60+ years exploration has been a combination of some success and mostly failure, much as you describe. The successes are pretty self-evident, the failures very perplexing and frustrating in their nature. One quality of the failures that stands out to me is the contributing imagery and lifelong struggles within my own subconscious...the images and storylines and inner difficulties...
This seems evident in your narrative, Chloe...the characterization of your inner exploration within the framework of your engineering background. It's not right or wrong, it's just your unique perspective. And within this context, anyone can offer advice, but only you can come to a more complete understanding for yourself.
My own voyage of discovery has involved many or variants of the situations you describe...I find the library, I read the book, decipher the language, but cannot make the complete translation, cannot understand the mathematical equations...the last several years it has devolved into lucid dreams of pulling out drawers and dumping a hundred useless objects I feel I must sort through...endless scenarios of that silly bedlam...
So much of this imagery comes from our personal subconscious, and the message I think, is to search elsewhere, mostly into your subconscious and how it communicates into your dreams and NP experiences...when I figure it out, I will let you know...if you figure it out first, please let me know.
Do not despair. this is the drudge work, the digging with a shovel...digging through both the NP and your own subconscious interpretation framework.
Quote from: Adrian on April 25, 2025, 04:53:23To make along story short, I have always felt that I did not belong here, on this "place" called "Earth", but I knew I must be here for a reason. Always been Spiritually aware and close to nature. Due to my interest, from experience, in Astral Projection, I created this forum in 2002. Then around 2003, I was inspired to write a book entitled "Our Ultimate Reality, Life, the Universe and Destiny of Mankind". That was followed by 8 years of weekly newsletters on a multitude of Spiritual, metaphysical and life matters, read by people around the world. If you are interested you can download the books from the downloads page of my website, link in my sig of this post.
I can say, for sure, that the entire knowledge of the Universe is within every human being to the extent we may access it. As you experienced yourself, the more focussed you become on Spiritual matters, the more it flows. All the knowledge and answers you seek can only be found within yourself, not "out there". Also, because the knowledge of the Universe is within everyone, although most are usually not aware of it, when they hear or see the truth, it often resonates within them as true. I have always said - if something heard or seen written resonates as true, then accept it as true, if not, then reject it.
To conclude, here is a quote from the great Sufi mystic:
"There is nothing outside of yourself, look within. Everything you want is there. You are That." ~ Rumi