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Lighbeam, thank you for sharing your precognition experiences, what you have experienced has been fascinating! I have had a lot of these types of situations, such as the town where I would live, about work, a friend who would visit me in another country, and very precise situations like yours. At the moment of dreaming, I rarely feel like it is something that is going to happen, but writing a dream journal, I can see how all this comes true sometime later...

The last time this happened was a few days ago, I was dreaming that I was at a train station taking a train, but during the journey, the train had an accident and derailed, I felt very confused and scared, however, when I looked around I saw that I was on a beautiful beach, where I had to follow the railway tracks over the sand to find my way home. When I wake up, the first thing I see on the news is that that same morning, probably at the time I was dreaming that, two trains collided and derailed near home, the accident was terrible!!! Perhaps more than a precognitive dream, was feeling the intense energy emanated by all these people, who knows. It's really the first time I've dreamed about derailed trains in my life. I also feel that there is a very strong collective force right now.

The ones that caught my attention the most were those visions during the hypnagogic state, at that precise moment I did not feel that I was seeing something that would happen in "the future" but rather, something that was happening at that very moment. So, it is interesting to ask, what are we seeing, if time does not exist and is simultaneous? Not the future, but something that was happening in the present as well, like overlapping time layers. I also think practicing OBEs develops our extrasensory perception, so to speak, even if we are not aware of this fact.

To start an out-of-body experience, I usually go through the hypnagogic state first, seeing many different scenes and different kind of abstractions. However, it is incredible, but sometimes by simply relaxing and emptying myself of thoughts, entering a meditative trance basically, I can feel "being loose." From here it seems that we are intimately tied to the physical body, as if it were an ultra-powerful glue, and that is not the case. Simply unfocusing your attention from the body and entering the mind is enough. The most here already know it very well. But we really don't need to enter such a deep state to get out, many times we believe that we are still on the physical plane and in reality, we are already on the astral and we didn't realize the great opportunity!

This was one of those cases. I wake up, go to the bathroom, go back to sleep and relax with my breathing, there were some random thoughts, but I realized it was time to go out. When I detached myself, I felt a very strange sensation throughout my body, it was not vibrations, it was like a magnetism sensation, like separating two magnets, as if what tied me to the physical body was a magnetic force. Everything was in slow motion, sometimes it happens to me that I detach myself from my body and it is like being in another frequency of time, as if my will were faster than the action and I try to move a body that does not correspond to the speed of thought, which moves extremely slowly and I have to use a high degree of patience and take it with humor. I never knew what it was and I hadn't read about it, but now that I'm reading the book Otherwhere by Kurt Leland, he talks about this sensation that he usually see in Sleepers, people who are not aware of being in the astral, they move in stop motion (I loved that term, since that's what it feels like) and they have fuzzy outlines. However, it happens to me when I am aware and detach myself from the body, but only occasionally, luckily. I suppose it is just one of the many sensations of this phenomenon, like vibrations, that may or may not appear. This is only at the beginning, then it goes away and I regain full mobility... Holy patience!

I also began to hear a loud, strange sound inside my head, as if I had hundreds of crickets echoing inside my ears, but I knew I should ignore it until it disappeared. I don't see anything, and all is completely black. It's very funny, because I start crawling around the room like a lizard, instead of walking or flying, I usually hit my body against the floor and crawl or start rolling. Sometimes I hide under the bed too, I don't know why, I don't feel like I'm afraid, but maybe they are still instinctive reactions that one keeps, like animals into unknown environment, especially if I don't see anything. If anyone sees me doing that it's sure to be a very fun show! I crawled endlessly, until I could see the tiles under my body, and I was very happy, so I got up and saw my closet, my furniture, everything as it was, without fluctuations... Would I really be on the etheric plane? However, when I see my bed, my physical body was not there, but the bed is unmade, as if my body has gotten up and gone. I jump against the ceiling and now I see that there are many elements of the room floating and rotating all together in a circle, making a round or a whirlpool, what is that!? The crazy fluctuations have already started. I decide banging into them to test the density, but they felt soft. As always, I decide to leave through the window, but I enter the Void and a state of confusion.

When I recover, I see that I am on one of the streets of my city a few blocks from home, going straight towards a huge avenue, the unusual thing is that it is completely empty, there are no cars or people, but everything looks just as it is... I feel a big adrenaline rush to see that large avenue that is usually full of cars, empty. So, I start running at full speed, it's something I love to do, in fact, I like it more than flying. Sometimes when I don't control my emotions very much in these states, I start doing some crazy things, and in this case, I take some dry palm leaves and different plants that I found on the ground and started singing and dancing along the wide avenue while I was shaking them LOL. But then I started to see a group of people in the distance, as if it were a tour, everyone dressed in white.. I wasn't alone after all! But I went to hide, I think I felt a little embarrassed.

The scene changes and I am bordering a silver lagoon and the most beautiful colors of the sunset bathe the sky, violet, pink, gold and dark blue... I walked a lot and relaxed under the landscape. There were many people playing, flying kites, enjoying and spending time with their families. When suddenly, I don't know why or how, I am taken out of this scene, and I am entering into an office. There are many people sitting in seats, filling out forms, I felt like they were other people sleeping and not holograms. When I look at myself, I'm in my pajamas and everyone else is dressed up, that made me really angry! But I decided that I was not going to change my outfit nor did I care, after all someone interrupted my dream and it was normal to be in pajamas and if someone didn't like, it was their problem I sit in one of the seats and see who are in charge are two men with serenity and peace, who observe everyone and are the ones who deliver and receive the forms. One of them comes up to me and gives me a form along with a pen to fill out. But when I try to read it, I don't understand anything, they are strange symbols, I don't want to put my information there, much less sign, who was it for? Never sign anything without reading it first!

The signed forms were delivered by the people and the place was almost empty. I walked up to one of these men in charge and told him I wouldn't sign anything I couldn't understand, and he looks at me with compassion and tells me he'll translate it for me, and he told me that a Master Guide saw that I needed help in my practices and this gives the Helpers consent to do it, that's just what it was for. When I try to read it again, even though I don't understand the symbols, I touch the paper and absorb the concepts, I didn't know I could read like that, as if it were braille. I could also feel saying there in these papers, all the things I used to do in dreams, my strengths, my weaknesses, my likes, everything was being archived! On another occasion, I also entered an office and learned that all those papers filed information about my progress, I did not fully understand if they referred to my progress in this physical life, in my astral practices, or exactly what. That's why I call these people "The Archivists" a place where all my files are located. This disturbed me a little, but at the same time I had fun with the idea. However, I never needed to sign anything to get help, I always get help, there is always a helping hand, so I found it very strange that I have to sign a paper or give consent, I didn't like that.

I asked them who they were, and they told me a word that I didn't understand, I asked them if they were higher aspects of my own consciousness, and they told me NO. I asked them who are they so?! But they looked at each other as if to say, today's children ask everything! I kept insisting, but there was no response. Suddenly, a door opened behind them, emanating a very bright white light, someone was there in that light and was calling them, they had to leave...I wasn't sure about all this, so I apologized and left the form on the desk, but I flung the pen through the air! lol And I ran away. They were a little perplexed, but I wasn't sure signing anything, I didn't like it! I wonder what all that was like, it was very strange, but answers may take years to reach. I hope I didn't seem arrogant or ungrateful, because I'm always willing to get help, but I didn't like leaving my signature on a piece of paper I couldn't fully understand.

Then I went into a lucid dream where I had a little fun and returned to my physical body.

Hello Dontco, welcome to the forum! Nice to see you here. Our mods could not have expressed it in more beautiful and better words, I share that vision of the reality that surrounds us. I think we are here, above all, to find our true essence again, despite all the filters and human conditioning imposed. The polarity issue is interesting, and I think it is what I particularly came to work on most, accepting my own lights and shadows, as well as those of others, since only by accepting we feel at peace and not in crisis. And that does not means not working hard to improve. Understand that in the end, everything is a spectrum of the same thing to different degrees. I have trouble accepting the extreme violence that exists in this world, but I like to think that humanity is heading towards a more spiritual and less barbaric era...

In my non-physical experiences, as far as I got, is to experience that the Ego is only a tool, as said here, constructed to develop this human life, but that we all belong to a single and infinite mind, like cells into a huge neural network, connected from many different points. Individuality is not lost, but at the same time we are part of a larger living organism. I would love to experience it again one day. I can say firsthand that it is like that. 

I also think that the reason for being here can vary for everyone and one has to discover their own path.

TY!

Nice Day.

I enter into the hypnagogic state and see, as usually, many geometric shapes, as if they were little venetian figures, a mosaic, in the shape of a circle tunnel and also many colored triangular pieces. In a moment a beautiful golden petals flower, with white and pink pearl pistils forms, and begins to spin on itself, it closes in a bud and opens constantly again and again, like into a loop. At one point the flower disappears and I see a black hole with a gray background, and I go through it. And suddenly something strange happened, I saw the tiles on the floor and I had the sensation of being kneeling on the tiles, as if a part of me was in bed looking at the ceiling, and the other part was already separated on the floor, in these two places at the same time, which was very confusing. In general, this happens the other way around, once out of the body, I feel in the background that my body is still in bed. But this time being in my bed, I felt in the background that I was also on the floor. I spent a long time entering and leaving the hypnagogic state, seeing many beautiful colors, there were also black and gray concentric circles that rotated in the background and many colorful spots. And the funniest thing was at the end starting to walk along a rainbow path that makes different shapes, bending, going up and down... that was really fun! Sometimes my mind is a little crazy in these states lol.

The hypnagogic state goes away and I can see my room! I'm still lying in bed, but I already know it's time to get out of the body. The room is fluctuating, I see that next to me I have a plate full of delicious figs, I grab one and eat it, I roll and fall to the side of the bed. At that moment I thought about be denser, I began to think that perhaps I cannot go to the etheric plane due to a density issue, since I felt very "vaporous" so I began to concentrate on being denser and I began to feel a very strong tingling sensation through the entire energy body... but this made me start to fall through the floor, falling and falling... watching as my room became smaller from the distance, as if it were a holographic cube in middle of the infinite blackness. I thought about flying, but I couldn't do it, I was almost motionless, I felt hard and numb.

I decided to return to the body because I couldn't control the situation, but when I did, I didn't feel it at all! I didn't feel my limbs, anything, it was like being a floating head on the pillow, a bit strange but a fun sensation. I decided to induce another experience and I began to see in a deep hypnagogic state that I was inside a vehicle on a street and I saw enormous trees, very long and green, little houses, but at one point I felt a strange vibration in my head, as if someone had passed over me an electric shaver and I had a very strong spasm on my head, only on the front left side. That made me go back, it was not pleasant. I induce another experience and I fall to the side of my bed with a thud and it is very difficult for me to get up and move my body, I felt pain, I don't know why, like I was numb and hurt. But finally, I was able to get up and the pain went away soon. At that moment I decided to go out the window, first I took out one arm just to prove, because in general when I leave my house I enter the Void, unless I be taken by the Guiding Force... then I proceeded to put my whole body outside and when I came out I saw the terraces of the buildings, which were a little different from the real ones, but very nice. I was flying for a bit, but suddenly everything faded away and I enter the Void.

Now I am in a huge room, there are wooden stands where I see many people sitting around and they are projecting some kind of movie. I was very curious to see this place, so I ran inside, and I don't know why, but it took me a bit to do it, it seemed as if there was a magnetic field that prevented me from doing so, but I used a lot of strength and I did it. When I enter, I asked what this place is... The people present told me a strange word that I didn't understand. Actually, I realized it was an advanced class, it wasn't my class! Everyone stopped doing their things and was very amused by my presence, as if a little girl suddenly walked into a classroom at the university. They laughed when they saw me asking so many questions and seeing me so confused because they weren't expecting it, they told each other secrets and I looked at them trying to guess what they were saying. Somehow through the concepts, I was able to understand that part of their task was to supervise younger students, like me, and I felt a bit like the rat lab of the class, but at the same time I had fun with the idea.

At that moment I began to feel confused and wondered if I was really in an astral area, or if this was just a projection of my subconscious. In general, I have no doubts when I am having a lucid dream or if, on the contrary, it is anything else. Although I am very aware in the lucid dream, I know that it is a projection of my mind, but when I have doubts about what I experience, I begin to make questions. So, I asked them if they were individual beings or higher aspects of my own consciousness, at which point I did a test, and thought about them telling me that they were aspects of my consciousness, to see if I could control what they said, as I generally do with my dream characters. But to my surprise they said NO, but that they were individual beings. I asked them the same question again, to corroborate and they said NO again, they were beings separate from me. I was frozen, it even gave me chills and I decided to sit down for a moment to recover from the impact.
But they just looked at each other and laughed, like seeing a cute little girl. And while I was sitting, I asked them if they were completely non-physical beings or they were embodied in human beings at this moment. But they did not want to answer, they became serious now and most of them began to disappear, fading in front of me. Somehow, I was able to recognize the teacher present, perhaps because she seemed older than the rest of the students... and I thought that it was my opportunity to bombard her with questions and gain a little more knowledge. However, it seemed like the teacher had enough of me dismantling the class (as always )

But before I had the opportunity to talk to her, I don't know what happened, something very strange and confusing. Suddenly I was being taken by the Guiding Force very far from there... But this time it was different, I felt infinite well-being, an inexplicable happiness, an incredible feeling... I felt like I was healing and regenerating. I was through different places, parks, cities, seeing many people, etc. But through those scenes I could see a transparent layer, like a filter of a pink hue with green kaleidoscopic fractals. I was feeling so happy that I started singing a song lol and I felt so grateful. At one point we passed by a small park and I remembered that I was there when I was 7 years old, but I had forgotten it! I couldn't believe it... there I was again. Lately I've had a lot of memories during lucid dreams, things that I had completely forgotten, could be situations, past dreams or physical objects. The Guiding Force leaves me inside a room, and I no longer feel that beautiful regenerative elixir anymore, the healing ended, and I returned to the normal state, I felt a marked difference in states of consciousness. In the end I decided to get out of there and I am now in a kind of bathroom, I see a towel and an elongated yellow insect walks on it, it looked very real and its surface shone, I was surprised by such realism. I opened a door to get out of there, but when I do it, I see in front of me another door closed, it was exactly the same door, I open it and the same thing again, another door closed, exactly the same as before, it happened three times. I started screaming desperately no, no, this can't be happening! And when the last door appeared, I made the decision to open it differently and I was finally able to get out...

I was in a room talking with many people, however I forgot most of the conversation. At that moment it seemed to me that I knew all of them and that we usually go there, but now I don't make the slightest sense of it. At one point I explained to them that sometimes I am on Earth, in two dimensions at the same time, and if they were aware of that and one of them nodded in agreement. The meeting ended and everyone was leaving, a few of us remained, and I started to stop listening! I generally have vision problems, but never hearing problems, so I told one of those people to help me. He took out a kind of white silicone pencil from his pocket to check my ears, first he observed them as if it were a kind of flashlight with a microscope and then I felt a sensation of suction and a lot of relaxation. I felt that he had inserted it very deep and it was almost like a brain massage LOL, it took a long time and he did it in both ears. At one point I got tired and wanted to leave, but he didn't let me do it and pulled me by the arm, because he hadn't finished yet, that seemed very funny to me. When he finished, I could hear perfectly, and I thanked him.
I decide to go to another room and find a kitchen, I don't know why I turn on the faucet and let the water run while I watch it. I decided to put my hands in the water and concentrate on the fact that the water that wets me is frozen, at zero degrees... at first it was difficult to achieve it, it just felt cold, but I concentrated more and it was possible! I really like to experiment with these things to have fun and see how much realism I can create in my experiences. It occurred to me that I would like to become very small now and enter the water molecules, go to the microscopic world, and I began to get closer and closer until I saw the water around me as if it were rain, but that was as far as I got, that was not easy to achieve.

The scene was so confusing that changes, and I appear sitting on a bench in a park, a man with a beard and long black hair, great bone structure and very tall with long brown clothes approaches me, he was blind and carried a cane, he comes to say goodbye to me because he has to go now. I realized that there was also a woman sitting next to me, but I couldn't see her, she was invisible, it's like she was just in her energy body at another frequency, but we could both perceive her, she also had to go. I realized they were my instructors and that we had been talking for a while before, but I didn't remember it until that moment, nor do I remember anything about our conversation. The man says goodbye to me, looking at me with a huge smile and a deep look that radiated peace, although he was supposedly blind, that was not noticeable, nor do I know why he appeared like that. The woman makes me understand that it is also time for me to leave, but I didn't want to leave! And she hugs me tight and starts giving me lots of kisses, as if to say, you got it girl! And I felt so much love from both of them! It was a very sweet and incredible moment.

I enter a kind of hypnagogic state again, but I am in the 3D blackness. I see an orange-white luminous ray and also violet and green phosphorescent figures around me, like streamers making undulating movements, all of this is extremely fun. When I opened my eyes, I continued feeling this wonderful love and healing sensation that I received on this journey.

It's a pleasure to meet you Mustardseed I always get very excited when the most experienced Apers share their lifelong experiences and all their learning, so thank you very much for that! Everything you say sounds nice. Another option to upload images without URL is, when you press the Reply button, under the white box, where it says "Click or drag files here to attach them" press and browse to the destination on your computer. The problem with this, it seems to me, is that only registered users will be able to see the image, not guests, I don't know why. I like to upload them to Pinterest and create the URL from there. If you are from a cell phone, you must go to User Actions/Reply. Since it does not appear in Quick Reply.

I've watched the film and would encourage everyone interested in this thread to do the same. Truly heartbreaking to think we're the bad guys as a species. We've mastered anti-gravity in the 50's and we've created a matrix keeping the people fooled into thinking our energy dependency is reliant on fossil fuels. The alternatives they present aren't real alternatives, we have the means to utilize free energy with zero point systems. But greed has poisoned us, and although we have our own UFO's our controllers would probably shoot down any peaceful attempts at liberating the masses.

Dr. Greer says our time to get things right is coming to a demanding point. Either the rich and powerful devise a way to enter us into their new age, or they relinquish their controls and allow real prosperity and a Utopian relationship with the planet to flourish. It's sad because he says we have the means to end world hunger in 20 years, to provide clean water for all in 50 years.

The majority of us are taught to become mindless consumers, stuck in ignorance... But I'm ready for the change, I'm ready for ZPE and to become more involved in open relationships with our star brothers and sisters.

Revolutionary change is upon us. I only hope it's towards the real marriage of technology and spirituality. You can click the link above and spend $10 to purchase or, rent it for less on amazon prime video.

There's also a shorter version produced by the Why Files. Its episode basically goes into much of what is discussed in the film:
https://youtu.be/-ZRwlYtAMps?si=xnW63gsPW8ayOGyY
Killer Patents & Secret Science Vol. 1 | Free Energy & Anti-Gravity Cover-Ups

No doubt AJ watched the film and was inspired to do this bit above ^

Thank you very much Tides, for the recommendation! I watched Dr. Greer's movie The Lost Century. The hiding advanced technology and the great lie in which we live is not a new topic for me, a fake world, where the most painful thing for me is the denial of our true being and the spiritual world, a true Matrix. We are really someone else's toy, that while we work like slaves, laugh at us, speculate with our health, and do not see us as living beings, but as numbers, profits, statistical values... can they be so heartless?! Well... As long as the people do not react and continue to accept this way of living, they will continue to manipulate us.

But at the same time, it's not easy. Sometimes I feel very frustrated, I think about all these things and I say, what else can I do? It's getting out of hand. Whenever I can, I help those who need it, I recycle 90% of my trash, I have a healthy life... My dream since I was 16 was to retire from the cities and have an ecological house, with my organic garden, and live a simple life, in contact with nature. I still think about it and the beautiful thing is that I have met like-minded people with whom I can perhaps make this dream come true. I live in the city now and I feel a total misfit every day, and that it is not my place, I was very happy when I lived in a little town far from everything.

I think that many of the sightings I have seen have been probably hidden human technology... one of them, in broad daylight, was two crafts, one black and one brown, each of them accompanied by spheres, one green and the other one red.. It was not solid matter, but constantly changing shape, except for the spheres, all this seen in detail with excellent binoculars... in broad daylight and near an airport! Didn't the radars pick that up? Has it never been in the news? It's a joke? What the hell was that?!

I really liked the final message, which invites the people to really believe and feel in their hearts that a better world is possible, with full intensity. We all know that thought creates, and that what we think comes true. That is why I know that it is important to have an open and positive mind, to project this great dream of a free and healthy Earth, where human beings can truly develop their full potential, and be free. This is my biggest dream in life! I do not allow myself to succumb to sadness or despair, I know that if I am at peace, others feel it, because we are all part of a great and beautiful network.

I have found the others Dr. Greer's movies, I will watch them soon  

Thanks!

Shineling, I really enjoyed reading your entire journal, I was really amazed by the quality of your experiences! And with the technique that has taken many years to perfect and control, you have done a great job! Each one of them is fantastic and as always, learning a lot from all the tips shared with you. I really like reading other people's experiences. When one practices alone for so many years, there comes a time when one wonders, what are others experiencing? How many things will there be in common and how many will be different? Something I see we all share is that we detach from our body and do not see the etheric plane immediately for the most part, but rather fluctuations and the path to a new adventure. For years when I didn't talk to anyone about this, I thought I was doing something wrong, but that's not the case.

I have really enjoyed each of your stories! And your dreams are also wonderful, you have a very nice way of writing, and I will soon buy your book on Kindle Guardians of the Separate Reality. One of the things I like most about your experiences is that you have been able to have long APs developing the same story. In my case, many years ago it was also like that, but now there are many shorter scenes, I usually have up to five different dreams in one night, and in my LD and APs it is also like that. It is being difficult to maintain a long thread, but many shorter ones, I know with practice it will be possible again.

Thanks for sharing! ★

Inspired by some posts here at Pulse, related to AP and ETs, I tell you a particular one of my first experiences, from when I was six years old, at that age I began to have my firsts APs (spontaneous). It was very impressive to experience all this as a child and also a great gift that was always with me...

At that age, one night I was having a lucid experience where I was with my family at an amusement park and I decided to fly a little bit, until suddenly, I left the scene and found myself in front of a very particular creature... an alien! Why and how I got there I don't know, but when I saw him, I was completely stunned and I flew around him. It was similar to the gray ones, a huge head in proportion to the body, big black eyes, marked cheekbones and a deep face... the body was very thin, but he had different features, his skin was brown/coppery, somewhat shiny, as well as the shell of some insects, like cockroaches, and also his head had some protruding protuberances, just like the body. Although his physical appearance was quite intimidating, I was not scared by this. But, when I was close I could feel him... I could feel that he was emotionless, I felt an absolute coldness. 

Being in front of this being and feeling something so different gave me chills, I was really in front of a living, intelligent being, but one that was very different from humans. All his energy was different, the sensation is really not like being in front of another person, but with another type of body, it is something so different that surpasses my ability to describe it. That sensation made me go into absolute panic and suddenly I was completely paralyzed turning my back to him. Then, I felt him grab me with his hands, which were very cold and slippery/sticky like a reptile's. OMG! I thought I was going to die. I really couldn't believe that my short life ended like this, in the hands of an alien and in another dimension LOL. I felt so, so afraid... but then my body faded away and I entered the Void (because everything went black for a while) When I opened my eyes... I was back in my bed. I am very surprised that 28 years later, this memory is still as fresh as if I had experienced it yesterday, I had never let myself forget it.

At that moment for me the experience had been more than a dream and very real. I woke up very angry, damn! And I spent a long time in my room alone thinking about all this, I was truly terrified. But over time, I began to think that it was nothing more than a very realistic lucid dream of a little girl having her first experiences and not knowing how to deal with them. I would also like to say that the most curious thing for me had been that, as a child of the 90s, I had a very different concept of aliens, more trite of that time, little green men from Mars, with antennas and a fun or grumpy personality. Maybe more like Melvin the Martian or Gazoo from the Flintstones LOL. I didn't have in mind that image of the typical cold emotionless alien at six years old.

At 11 years old, I remember that I watched a documentary about the Varginha Brazil case, where in 1996 (the year of my experience, coincidentally) a UFO crashed in this town and supposedly an ET was captured by the authorities, when they showed the images of the ETs. ...They were 90% similar to what I had seen as a child, the only difference is that these ones had red eyes and the one I saw had black ones, but it was almost the same, brown body with bumps, etc... when I saw that, I couldn't believe it. I slept for a week with the lights on it was a remarkable coincidence. Another thing that caught my attention is that they usually describe that these ETs have cold and sticky hands as I felt at that moment, I had never heard that at that age, which increased my fear and I began to think that there was reality in what I lived as a child and it was more than a lucid dream. To this day I don't know what that was all about, and maybe I never will.

This little figure is actually very similar to what I saw, It looks very cute, but...  


But something very curious happened when I was 19 years old related to this creature, I have had some very particular dreams, which I feel have been flashes of past lives that my subconscious has shown me for some reason. At times I lived them in first person, and at times in third person, I do not control this experience, but I am more like an observer, however, I feel what the character is experiencing. The feeling of these dreams is different, that's why I suspect they are something else and it has happened to me 4 times.

One of them related to this kind of ET was the following... I become aware and I am submerged in a green liquid inside a huge tube, they have me in suspended animation sleeping, suddenly the chamber is open and I wake up, guess what... on this occasion I am that ET! I am in the middle of a rescue operation, they are rescuing me, since I belong to a slave species, who works for "The Giants" that is what I called them, I don't know what those ETs look like, my memory is blurry, I only know that they are huge and they measure about 5 meters and I belong to them. They are really scary, I was very afraid of them and if we don't work, they kill us, as simple as that... and I didn't want to lose my life, that's why I worked incessantly. When they don't need me, they put me in that tube to sleep, a horrible depressing life.

We are not on a planet, but on a base floating in space. Those who are rescuing me are human like, they look very similar to the description of the Pleiadians, blonde men and women with kind expressions, I think they have tight-fitting white rompers. I can't believe that someone is doing that for me, a worthless slave, and I feel very grateful. I don't know how they found our whereabouts, or how they knew me, but I didn't hesitate to go with them, because they explained it to me, calmed me down and encouraged me to do it. Since I knew the base perfectly, because I was born there, I was able to guide them through the way to hide well and finally get out. The whole time I was very afraid that the Giants find and kill us. At one point I thought they had discovered us, and I felt so sorry! But luckily not. I guess that's why I hate all kinds of oppression and to feel free is an invaluable treasure for me.

We passed through many different places, many passageways, green and black metal structures and there is where I was able to see my body reflected in a metal wall and I saw that I was very similar to the ET I saw when I was a child, but this time it was me. And the most interesting thing about the dream was that at times I did not see with normal vision, but rather I saw everything in infrared and ultraviolet, like insects. I think I saw this way in the darker areas and a large part of the dream unfolded through this type of vision. It seems that this being that I was, was not as cold and calculating as the image I had as a child, there was some emotion and reaction, perhaps not to a human degree, but I was not a robot either. Unfortunately, the scene cuts before I see how the mission turned out, but I feel like it was successful, we could escape, and I had a better life. I know this sounds like an episode of Star Wars, but it was so real to me at the time, that when I woke up, I was quite shocked. In general, my dreams are not so adventurous, I dream everyday life things with some surreal tinge, I only dream these types of things when watching a movie or reading a book and that had not been the case. It felt very different.

If this was really a flashback of a past life, in comparison this life is heaven, despite the crisis we are experiencing as humanity, I imagine that there are worse existences, even if it is difficult imagine something worse than Earth. I think the biggest challenge we face as humanity is dealing with our own mind and emotions, and despite the darkness of the world, make our self-light shines brightly. I am so grateful for this life! The love and Nature... And I wonder how many things we have been, so many types of beings that we have already lost count. I don't know what to think about all this, nor if the creature I saw as a child is the same as the one in my flashback dream. I have also read about simultaneous lives and who knows? I don't feel now with the courage to delve deeper into this, but in the future, it would be interesting to know more.

Welcome Astroworld I really enjoyed reading your experience and in my opinion, you are doing very well... keep up the good work! Fowlskins up here has explained this question about labeling our experiences very good, I think the same. I think that there is no specific point, they can all be interrelated, there may be etheric/dream elements all superimposed... or even dreams where we are not aware can be projections to astral realms themselves and we do not realize it, upon reflection. My advice is not to stop labeling, but to enjoy each one of them and give free rein to exploration! Each of them will have wonderful things prepared for you, just let yourself go and have a good time! All of them are important, valid and part of this path in the practice of astral projection.

But if you want to go to a specific place, supposedly you just have to think about it and it will appear. Otherwise, try to cross a "portal" it can be a door, a window, a screen... that is what has helped me. And also, during the day repeat several times what you want to do during your AP, since we can often forget it. It may take you a few days to remember, don't worry.

If you can't see, I've always read that it works to ask for "Clarity now!" It hasn't worked for me, but find out for yourself! What has worked for me is asking for help to see "Help me to see, help me to see, please!" I say... And a random scene (or my room) appears in a couple of seconds, be patient because it may not be immediate.

Regarding what you say about feeling your physical eyes, I also experience it, in fact not only the eyes but my entire body, it is like dividing consciousness in two, one part is lying on the bed, with eyes closed, feeling the texture of the sheets, while another body is walking around the house and doing many things... feeling two bodies at the same time is not something that a beginner like me enjoys too much, but it happens, yes, it is normal. It is because we are still connected to the physical plane, that is why we can also feel many physical needs during the AP, such as wanting to go to the bathroom, being hungry, etc. I even felt a strong poke in my eye! and I had to go back because it was very intense, but when I came back, I didn't feel anything. At that moment you have to try to concentrate on the scene and forget the sensation of the body, it will disappear soon. And remember you don't have "eyes", so don't try to open them, or you might open them "here"   

I consider myself just a passionate beginner practitioner, but I hope this has helped a little bit.

Keep it up!

Nice experience you had with the Eclipse, Suzie! From where I am located in this world I don't have the opportunity to see it, however I had my chance when I was in the dunes of Con Con, Chile in 2019, with my special glasses, it was wonderful! I hope it happens again 

Hope you don't mind me mentioning here about the dream you had with me last night, I would like to tell you that there is an interesting element that we had in common here and I didn't remember until now, the "culotte". In my dream they were not those old ones that you mentioned, but yes, it is a garment that in my country we call by that same name "culotte" and it was a very vivid moment where I observed the garment hanging to dry in the sun in great detail, it was white with a diamond texture and a fabric plush with some shiny tones...  A common element, look! And the fun you mention, I was having a lot of fun too, but that moment is a little cloudy. 

Feel free to share more of these experiences to see if we could find other elements in common   

Sweet Dreams! 🌙

Hypnagogic State:
I begin to have strong fractal figures visuals of a very intense green, at times I see people intermingled in them, who seem to want to form themselves from these figures, but they are unable to do it completely. I see three-dimensional cubes and wavy shapes, as if it were filigree, there are circles hanging from threads and the colors are yellow, turquoise, red and green. There are also some white rectangular shapes with rounded edges, overlapping, which invite you to get inside them and discover what is there. I also heard electric sounds... now everything takes on a yellow and orange tone and for some reason I felt as if I were looking at myself in a multi-faceted mirror, where all that energy reflected was alive and was myself... I begin to lose more connection with my physical body, and I am more like a point of consciousness, but I still partially feel my body in the bed. 

I'm in a folded paper world now, yeah! Like the famous origami figures, many of those shapes reminded me of paper windmills made in childhood, some animals... and everything still had the same duo tone. At that moment I felt that this was the place I frequently went to during my childhood, I felt that it was my true home, that abstract and thought moldable special world, it was like being 5 years old again, a world which I always went to play for a while and then forget when I returned to Earth. And again, I feel that everything is alive, that energy that I see manifested IS ME, it is a mirror of my own consciousness and my own mind... As I navigate through that place, I feel that there are "people/beings" hidden among the folded paper, but I don't want to discover them, it scares me a little and I don't want to socialize. I began to feel more and more disconnection, almost as if I were floating, and I really felt at that moment that it is an illusion to be tied to the physical plane, if our mind is free, so are we, we are as free as we think we are. It is a matter of how deep we decide to dive into the sea of consciousness.

Something I'm trying to do now is manipulate these visuals a little bit, until now I hadn't tried it, but at one point I started to see metallic rings of many colors, and I decided to form a cone by overlapping all these huge rings... and it worked! It was wonderful. It's fun to play with shapes. Then a scene begins to form, and I decide to create fireworks, I see how the fires are launched into the sky and explode in thousands of intense and beautiful colors. All this surprises me so much that I woke up.

Usually, my hypnagogic states begin on a pure abstraction plane and after a while begin to form complete scenes, however, sometimes these scenes appear directly, without first passing through the plane of abstraction and I wonder why. All this is not something that I have completely mastered, it is rather spontaneous. Sometimes there is no hypnagogic state at all and sometimes it is very strong. EV once said here that this is like riding a wild horse, I really liked that analogy. I would also describe it as walking a tightrope... it's a very dizzying moment. If we reach the other side successfully we will probably have a projection, but if we fall to one side, we may lose awareness or wake up with a start.
This state seems very impressive to me, it is something that I don't read much about and it completely catches my attention, being in bed with your eyes closed and entering these worlds where anything can happen is incredible and I think it deserves even a new chapter. We are seeing, hearing and feeling with our non-physical senses while we are still here, isn't it fascinating? Which again confirms that all dimensions are overlapping and it is our focus that determines where we really are.

In general, I reach these states by sleeping four and a half hours and waking up... I go to the bathroom and go back to bed right away. I do a series of long deep breaths, then I breathe normally and try to concentrate only on the breathing, I don't "join" the thought, I let them free, I observe them, until a dissociation occurs, and it seems that the mind takes on a life of its own. And I, the observer, encounters this huge new world that invites me to immerse myself on it, in order to discover our own being from a different point of view, and I let myself go by this living energy stream, as if I were on a boat floating adrift.

Nice dream, Suzie. Keep it up!

I love hearing about your adventures in The Old Mansion EV, thank you! We have a pretty similar description of it. I had read your Clue(less) thread some time ago, but I read it again, because it's so good! It's really fascinating that we all have similar experiences in these particular energy structures. A while ago, I had searched for the meaning of what the Mansion would represent in dreams and I found something very similar to what you describe, however, I was not sure. Now I corroborate it. Sometimes it's very pretty, but in most cases, it is not, it is the typical Haunted Mansion, you know LOL.

Things have been emotionally difficult for me lately, so I'm not surprised to see The Old Mansion in this way, but I know that difficult times in life have always been the kick-start to make a big positive change. However, I can see how these negative emotions affect my projections. Yesterday I was able to create the Garden! However, it was dark, with thickets, a lagoon with stagnant water and thousands of insects flying. To make matters worse, when I realized I was sitting over a snake, can you believe it? I had to run away. I love it because there is no way to lie here, the subconscious shows us things as they are, otherwise there would be no way to repair them! I hope things get better. However, it seems a little funny to me... 😛 

Good reflection, LB! I think that each room can be like a place to project different scenes or also lessons from our instructors. Once, I went into one of these rooms in the Mansion, I didn't want to, but I felt I MUST and it was disgusting what I found there... people having orgies (lust) vices and drugs, a really low, dense and dark place ...I didn't want to be there, but I felt like it was some kind of test that I had to pass... I walked through all this watching until I had to run away because I almost vomited, but those people started chasing me and sticking to me like leeches, something really scary! I was able to free myself with a lot of love and a lot of light that I sent them, and they did not feel interested, so I was able to go out. A hard experience! Each room, a box of surprises, but everything has a purpose.

Thank you very much Nameless for your feedback! I'm sure it's like you say, we don't need to create a body, I've tried to do it without it, but I find myself so physically conditioned right now that I'm finding difficult not having one, especially when I need to slide. But I hope that one day I won't be so bound by physical conditioning.

We'll see what new adventures The Old Mansion has in store for us. 

Not all my experiences are nice, but they all have something to teach me, that's the important thing.

Thank you very much for your comments! 😊 ♥

Nice. Have realized what the mansion represents? EV and I have been talking quite a bit about the mansion lately and here you adding your experiences. Guess we all got stuff to think about.

Wow Nameless! It's interesting that you've been talking about The Old Mansion! In fact, until I found the Pulse last year, I didn't know this was a recurring place, I thought it was just another one of my traumas, lol.  I really don't have the slightest idea what it could represent, I haven't started reading Kurt Leland's book yet, we'll have to see if he says something about it.

However, I have been to another recurring place, like the famous Library, when I was 16, my Guide took me there and I saw the Guardian, everyone was wearing robes and it looked like ancient Greece... there was no roof, but I could see the stars. I had never read anything about it at the time and it was definitely not a common LD, because that's how I felt. One of my greatest wishes is to be able to go back there, I don't want to force it, I just make the request... I was at the doors of a library at another projection recently, but they didn't open the door for me even though I knocked very loudly, and a "security" man came to throw me out of there... I had to run away. Maybe better, because I had completely forgotten what I wanted to ask HA! 

On the other hand, I have been a little impressed that in Dolores Cannon's book Between Death and Life, I have found that a patient described a place in the astral as a beautiful temple made of pure gold, with thousands of details and drawings engraved on its walls, that reminded him of filigree and were inlaid with precious stones... some time ago I published here that I usually see that place in the Hypnagogic state. Then I start thinking about the Hypnagogic state and what we are actually doing, what is happening there, there is much more than just imagery... sometimes one have to pay attention and take notes, this state can be a real portal.

Thank you both very much for your nice words, I really value each of them I want to tell you that all of you are also an inspiration to me and I am very grateful to have this little corner here at Pulse. 

Here it comes a bit long one... so prepare the popcorn!

I have a strong Hypnagogia, all this while I continue lying on my bed with my eyes closed.  I see different things, geometric shapes, but as if they were chiseled on a violet metallic surface, there are small squares and circles, I perceive undulation and movement in everything. Dancing black lines also appear on a green background. Now, a beautiful little girl is seeing a hole in the ground next to her parents, she tells them, it's full of gold! And his mother answers, yes, there are many shiny stones here honey. Jungle plants open as I float across a path. Then, I go through a three-dimensional tunnel in the black, there are objects floating around, there are spheres and many colors. I asked to know when one of my past lives on Earth was, and a very clear voice said 1385, I see a city made of adobe and stone and all has the same yellowish color. There is a steep street and vases next to the houses. A young woman with a green tunic, a veil of the same color, dark skin and green eyes dances and sings through the streets feeling free and happy, she has a sweet look and I feel IT'S ME. I also saw beautiful mountains behind a green field, and I wonder where that strange and beautiful country could it be. Woah!

Now I perceive myself without a body, I am just a point of consciousness in the air... I remember that 12 years ago, the first time I experienced that, I was totally terrified, one is used to inhabiting different bodies, whether physical, holographic, energetic... But not having a body can be overwhelming the first time and I was always afraid of experiencing this again. However, in this new stage, this state for me is very common and in fact the normal state of consciousness... that made me happy, it smells like progress to me. I don't know how to explain, that I was very aware of the transition from being a point of consciousness to getting involved in the scene... I had to make "the step" towards in, but for that I needed to use some kind of body... So, with memories of what it felt like to have a physical body, I created an invisible holographic one and entered. I start running very fast through dark streets and I lose awareness.

When I come back to awareness, I find myself in The Old Mansion, this place again! Sometimes it changes its appearance, and can be very luxurious and beautiful, gloomier or with a dirty and abandoned appearance. In this case it was the latter, the floor was made of swollen and creaking wood, there was little light because the windows were closed and there was even a musty smell... everything a little dusty. Sometimes this Mansion functions as a hotel, but in many cases, mostly, it is a school, where I also live with my classmates, and we have our rooms. In this case, when I became aware, I woke up in the bed in this place, it's funny that I fell asleep here and woke up there lol That usually happens to me in different contexts. The funny thing was that I was sleeping with many people in the same bed, a huge bed! But don't think badly, that's not what you're thinking about, we were more like little brothers sleeping innocently together... I get up and I'm very disoriented, I want to know what time it is, but it's so dark that it's hard to know if it's day or night. I asked everyone why we had to live like this, always with the shutters closed and in the dark. Something strange, at that moment I felt very aware, however now I don't remember exactly what I experienced there, I only know that I was attending different classes in different classrooms with the others, but I don't remember exactly what happened, I just know that we did a lot of things, and it was fun. I guess they don't allow us to remember everything.

At one point something in particular happened, I was left alone in the hallways of the Mansion and I began to think on the fact that the teachers told me that I had to take a class again, and I would have to repeat the lesson, I had not tried hard enough and I had missed many classes. At that moment I did not make sense of it, however, I realized that it was an analogy to life, that an unlearned lesson was the reason for returning to the physical, I had had to return because I had not tried hard enough and I lost valuable opportunities, that's why I had to do it again... I felt sadness, frustration and I was very angry (with myself) I said that I didn't want to go back again, I didn't want to incarnate again, and I knew that I had to keep doing it because of those unfinished subjects. I started crying and running through the hallways and I was so, so angry, that I decided to start a huge fire! LOL   I want to say that all this surprises me a lot, many times my non-physical personality does not correspond to my personality here, I am not like that, I do not consider myself an angry person, on the contrary. But in the non-physical sometimes I do things and have different behaviors. 

*Little Pause and Note*: I think that sometimes (not always) these behaviors are due to a fluctuation in the level of awareness, if my awareness is lower, I tend to have more instinctive and aggressive reactions, especially if I feel confused and threatened in lucid dreams. In the past when I feared something, I used to turn into a black panther or a huge snake, I never attacked anyone, I only did it to intimidate . Luckily it doesn't happen to me now. However, when my awareness is high (the same as here or even higher) I would never do something like that! Since I can think more accurately and resolve situations. This is where it is time to understand, as Nameless told me, our dual nature and accept ourselves. I think we come here above all to learn to manage this duality in us. Furthermore, in the astral everything feels more intense, perhaps it's the reason to be more difficult to manage emotions. But I feel like I'm doing better every time, I consider myself a very analytical and self-critical person, when these things happen, I am very aware of what I should work on and improve, always with Love.

And I also wonder what I have actually interpreted in this state of fluctuating awareness, since I had recently had a very beautiful, but opposite experience, where I was also very aware of the switch from being a point of consciousness to inhabiting a holographic body. At that moment I was able to fully understand how beautiful it is that consciousness is capable of inhabiting and traveling through different bodies and interacting in different dimensions, including the physical. To expand, to grow, to know... a gift and a great opportunity. I felt part of a beautiful project and grateful. But this time I considered the incarnation from a different point of view, perhaps as I could see it several years ago and not now, as something limiting, when in reality it is the opposite, it is ourselves who create our own mental cages and the only ones responsible of getting out of it. We never stop being free! We just forget it.

We continue...

I visualized the fire in my mind, and I began to concentrate on it, and I set the entire room on fire. I felt the heat and put my hands in the fire and something incredible happened, I felt a cool breeze and my hands were surrounded by a beautiful and very bright turquoise flame. After seeing what I had caused, I was very scared of my disrespect, but my instinctive reaction was very physical. Instead of turning it off, I ran to ask my colleagues for help, when I found them, I told them that we had to flee quickly because there was fire, and I opened the door to leave the Mansion... They didn't let me do it and they wanted to see the fire, they didn't understand what was going on. However, when we arrived at the place, a rain had extinguished everything! Someone did it for me, it was raining inside the structure, and nothing had been burned, I was very surprised by this. After that, I pretended that nothing happened and we continued with classes, I decided that I was going to get less angry, and study more, I felt that my anger was due to lack of understanding and full perception of things, because my awareness increased thanks to my colleagues.

This time I do remember that we were with a teacher, she was very sweet and kind to us, despite being more advanced, she did not seem authoritarian. What surprised me the most was her bone structure, she seemed to be about three meters tall and had a huge body, she was almost like a giant, while we were smaller, I didn't concentrate in class because I was doing this comparison of bodies, coming to the conclusion that it was probably my way of interpreting that she is somehow more spiritually advanced than us, seeing her huge.

Suddenly I don't know how, I see myself entering a very particular room through a very old door, in this room there is nothing solid, there is only energy, I still have a body, but I float in a yellow, pink and light blue nebula... It is wonderful to be there, I feel free and happy, I feel that my thoughts can shape anything and there is absolute creativity. Now some little animals that look like gray mice, although they are not, follow me floating and walk all over my body, I love them! and they love me too. When I held one, it was literally like holding a small mouse, very squishy, extremely delicate, warm and soft. I felt like I recovered from the previous crisis there LOL.

Suddenly, I find myself outside the Mansion, inside a bus full of students, I decide to get off with my classmates at a particular stop, in front of a beautiful Precious Stones's Museum. There was a huge sign on the door that said "Petra" its meaning is stone in Greek. I was surprised at how well I read that sign. Upon entering through some huge old doors, I don't see the museum, but a very long street with beautiful colonial houses, mostly blue and white with thousands of details and beautiful architecture. At the end of the street, it was a silver river and behind a violet, pink and blue sky, it's sunset... All this gives me such a great emotion that I start to run very fast and scream, but I try to control myself or I could wake up...

When I reach the river, I am taken in the air by The Guiding Force, and we begin to travel. Looking around, I realize that I am not traveling alone, but about 15 people are in the air with me this time! All being carried by this Guiding Force, it is the first time I see other people traveling with me, because I always go alone. At one point I look at a boy next to me and we smile as if to say, huh!? I don't know what's going on here, just enjoy! We are taken across the river, entering a dam that turns into a swamp, there are some white boats there, it looks like a dock with a small harbor. At that moment while we were traveling in the air, I remember a friend telling me how nice it would be to have a boat and live on it, go out of the city and earn money taking tourists for rides, I thought that if I could do that I would love to live in the sea LOL. I don't know how all that came to my mind at that moment.

We arrived at an island and entered into a huge structure, it was like a temple, it was not made for human proportions because it was very large, columns about 30 meters high, and doors of the same size as well, Greek style. Inside there were giant statues that seemed alive, and we were all stunned, even a little scared I would say, that place was imposing and very beautiful. The Guiding Force took us towards a kind of theater where we sat in seats... and when things were going to get interesting... I entered the Void and began to rise and saw something very strange, a carpet made of flowers sliding on over me, I decided to fly towards it, and I started to see the flowers in more detail. But when I mixed with them, I came back. Always ending the experience in the most surreal way  

I haven't created my Gardens yet, because it takes me a while to remember what I intend to do when I project. This time I let myself flow by the context and it was the best I could do. However, other times nothing happens, and I start walking through empty white rooms without people... as if the environment was waiting for me to take the initiative. In those cases, I hope I remember to do this, which is an activity that I really enjoyed. However, I've been dreaming (not lucidly) about being in beautiful forests and gardens, so my subconscious is starting to catch on.

Nameless, that was shocking, it's good that you have experienced many of these situations in life. What we know as reality is just a concept and a social convention, no one has any idea what reality actually is (or maybe only a few on this planet). I am far from knowing what reality is... living in mystery is truly an adventure and every day I learn new aspects of it. We do not even fully know our own body, mind, and spiritual capacity to know what we are capable of achieving, we are barely knowing ourselves. So saying that I know reality, is still very far from being something palpable for me, I start with my own consciousness.

Have you come to any conclusion from this fact? Do you think it was someone who put that to help you? Could it be another aspect of yourself manifested on the physical plane in the need to get out of that situation? What do you think it was?

As always, thanks for sharing ♥

Hi Suzie, thanks for the nice words   

I suggest you to start a dream journal, it will be amazing! Every day when you wake up, write down your dreams in great detail, including your feelings about them. You will see that from a few lines you will go on to write full pages in a few months. It will be very fun and you will learn relevant aspects of your own consciousness.

Hugs ♥

Agree with everyone that keeping a dream journal is very important. This not only helps to increase dream memory and have longer dreams, but it has a notable impact on daily life. Lately, I have a better memory and I remember things that have been buried in my subconscious for years, for example, I needed a box and I remembered that more than 15 years ago I had one in particular stored somewhere in the house, I don't know how I remembered that, I start to remember objects even from when I was a child that I had never thought about again, random memories that I had forgotten a long time ago and also dreams from 10 years ago come to my mind. And during the day I have flashbacks of scenes from dreams of the night before, which I remember when I get involved with a particular object, for example I touch an apple and a whole scene from my dream about apples comes to my mind, which I didn't remember until that moment.

Writing down dreams sounds simple, but it is really powerful, I try to write down a wealth of details, if I dreamed of a dog, I don't just put this fact, but the place, the size of the animal, its mood, the color, the texture of the hair, EVERYTHING. Sometimes I spend over an hour writing thousands of details while I eat breakfast!

Meditation has also been fundamental, there are thousands of techniques but I use breathing + visualization + sensation. My mind is a whirlwind and it is very difficult to control it, it has to be something that keeps me attentive and does not seem "boring" to me. While I have a specific breathing rhythm I like to visualize how a white light enters and melts through my body, feeling absolute well-being. If I am successful I could even generate an OBE or enter the hypnagogic state. Intention is important.

What you say about medicinal mushrooms and lion's mane is very interesting. I have friends who grow these mushrooms and I haven't asked them enough. Also near home there is a store that sells hundreds of extracts and oils from all types of medicinal plants and adaptogens mushrooms, including lion's mane in droppers. There is a particular bottle with a very nice design for "having lucid dreams and astral travel" but it doesn't say what it is made of LOL (things nowadays!). It will be interesting to investigate more about how these organisms can help our physical brain develop these capablities. But nothing is better than practice, constant discipline and a healthy life in every sense of the word.

It's fun when that happens! I also think that you were only one step away from becoming fully aware... you were very close!

Sometimes similar things happen to me and it's very funny, for example, I know I'm dreaming, I start flying, manipulating environments or doing different things that I like to do in dreams, but I say that I'm doing that because I have to practice to have lucid dreams in future, as if at that moment I was not having one and it was just a "simulation"!

Another thing that usually happens to me is flying and moving objects at will, but I think that is completely real and that I am just developing humanity's hidden powers, such as levitation and telekinesis. At that moment I want to convince others to try it too, but no one feels interested. Or when objects disappear I attribute it to a paranormal phenomenon. The only thing that makes me realize in those kinds of moments that I am projecting in some way is when my body is not solid and I go through objects or I can't grab them   

It was very close! You will be successful next time.

Traveling is wonderful! I am always plotting new routes on the map and looking forward to discovering new and unexpected places. I also hope to do it soon! Go to the mountains, drink from the waterfalls, sleep under the light of the stars... Although we are never disconnected, that is an illusion, we are always traveling, even when we are still, above all (the journey of consciousness never stops).
Have a nice trip! in every sense of the word.

Good video Casey! Very interesting the manifestation of your own consciousness through crystals, a new concept for me. Crystals are so powerful and have so much to teach us! A lost knowledge that is being recovered. The channelings of Beings are very beautiful and I have to say that it gives me peace to see them... observe and get lost in all those nuances. I liked that each crystal has its name and personality, so to speak, too!

Also like you, I have a Selenite, but smaller than yours, about 18 cm. I acquired it when I was a teenager, just because it caught my attention and I liked it, the owner of the store told me that Selenite is known as "the telephone stone " (Although, it's more a calcification) and it is used to connect with the higher dimensions of consciousness and their entities and he needed to tell me that before taking it . I just said, oh okay, cool! LOL. I think having the Selenite in my room all these years explains a lot. I want to delve deeper into these topics. I also have a strong attraction to crystals, I have to stop myself from wanting to carry them all when I go to those stores! I always wear a green quartz hanging from a chain around my neck, which I like to hang from the trees in the sunlight when I go to the forest and always carry that energy with me.

Those are great ideas, Lightbeam! All of this reminds me a lot of how 10 years ago I had created a multicolored crystal forest in a lucid dream. The leaves, the flowers, the trees, the waterfalls, the fruits, the animals, some beautiful hanging vines, everything was made of the most finely polished and pure crystal, it occurred to me to do that in the dream itself, since from here I had not thought in that, it was one of the most beautiful things I have created. But the best of all was what I felt being there, I have no words because it is not related to any human feeling I have ever felt, it is something completely new and amazing. I hope they take you to this place soon!

Casey, the term Fractal Consciousness catches my attention, what are you talking about when you say that? If this is explained in your videos, there is no need to repeat it here and I will see it, but if not, it would be interesting to know.

Thanks for sharing!

Nice thoughts, Lightbeam. I always think about this same topic, all my life, and in my opinion, humanity is still not prepared, many do not believe, many are afraid, perhaps those who believe are only interested in the knowledge and anything else, as you said. I think humanity still lacks a lot of spiritual development to accept this. I see humanity also very divided in these times, people who are reaching a very broad spiritual development quickly and others who, on the contrary, continue in a very animalistic way, because that is what this School of the Earth is like, not everyone is in the same grade and that is why it is very difficult to see the full spectrum. And another thing... the vast majority of people are too immersed in the everyday life problems, paying taxes, feeding their children, not losing their job, they don't have enough money... There is time to think about aliens? Looking at the stars on a clear night and think, is there anything more than this? Many never think about it and all these topics are just part of a TV show. The system is designed for that and few of us could transcend more, sad (but just part of the test).

However, I see much more acceptance of the extraterrestrial topic today than 20 years ago. I get tired of reading on the internet thousands and thousands of people who have had UFO sightings and paranormal experiences, that is very good! Since I believe that the way is for people to experience it for themselves first and this stimulates their curiosity. This is what has happened to me and my father, at least, direct experience.

I really liked the book Keepers of the Garden by Dolores C. where she talks about how humanity is being prepared, but little by little, subtly, through sightings and more energetic experiences, before a global physical contact occurs. It seems the most accurate to me, once the majority accepts it, it would be possible. Your experiences on this forum are a clear example!

Anyway, I don't lose hope and I like to think that humanity is waking up...

Thank you Lightbeam, for always stimulating us to reflect. And what a nice encounter you've had!

Thank you so much Casey for always sharing your experiences and spiritual awakening with everyone. I truly appreciate those who open themselves to sharing their deepest treasures with others. Everything you have experienced is incredible and I admire your courage, your work with the crystal is also wonderful and above all, beautiful. The forms of manifestation are infinite. I haven't had time to watch all your videos yet, but I'm subscribed to your channel, I always learn new things. THANK YOU (I loved the music and the intro).

Something interesting that happens to me sometimes during Lucid Dreams is that since I am not manipulating my LDs and I go with the flow, particular scenes appear to interact with. In general, I am suddenly taken to scenes where I meet children, whom I encourage, accompany them for a while, take care of them or we have fun in some way. In those moments, I don't know what I'm really experiencing, but there is a special tint, something more to it...

For example, once, I became aware and I was in my house as it is, and suddenly two little ones appeared in the living room and followed me everywhere, for some reason I felt that I should take care of them, they were a little girl and her brother. He was a highly gifted boy, like a miniature adult and had a lot of potential creativity, he wanted to be a fashion designer when he grew up and I told him that he would do great things in life and that he had to trust in himself no matter what others say about it and that he could do anything he set his mind to. The children followed me and went to bed in the guest room, they were very tired, I tucked them in, I was tender to see them sleeping together... I asked them if they wanted something to eat and they shouted YES! I thought there was nothing at home that a child would like...there are all diet products here However, when I opened the cupboard, there were many sweets and delicious things that I prepared for them with a lot of love, the girl told me that she was lactose intolerant so I was careful to choose the right food. But when I finished preparing everything and went with the tray to the room with the snack... they were already gone! This puzzled me and I left. It was nice to have those little guests at home.

Ten years ago something similar happened, but this time two adults showed up at home and told me that they were in that state due to a drug overdose. I didn't understand if they were dead, if they were in a coma, or if they were drugged and projected into the astral. I didn't like them being at home and I also had more selfish goals at the time, so I just said hello and left. It was another stage of my life, if this happened now, I would try to know more about them and do what I could.

On another occasion I was taken by the Guiding Force to a house, it was very precarious and old. There they sat me at the table with a group of children, they were beautiful! They played on the table like all children do with their toys and had childish conversations that entertained me a lot. They couldn't see me, except for one of them, who looked at me sideways, not bad, but as if I were a ghost. The poor kid was petrified, but I winked at him and said, no worries, I'm just a visiting friend! And he smiled and felt better. At that moment he started to move the chair where I was sitting so that I could have fun lol, and the truth is that it was really fun, yes. The chair that was actually "empty" because I was invisible to everyone. I was worried because the boy did not interact with his friends and was very quiet and withdrawn all the time, so I decided to accompany him and be his friend for a while and he seemed happy with my company... suddenly the mother of one of them comes to bring lunch for everyone, it looked delicious, but the boy didn't want to eat... and I was still worried about him. The problem was that that meal made me hungry, and I was afraid that this would wake me up, since I had done the induction hungry and I didn't want to eat anything to feel light, but that worked against me, and I had to leave. Even though we are in the Non-physical, we are still connected to our bodies, and this can interfere. It was very funny because when I flew off the terrace of the house, I got tangled in the clothes that had been put out to dry in the sun after washing, I don't know why, and I enter the Void.

On another occasion I walked with two little sisters in a field and collected beautiful flowers for them, made bouquets and gave it to the girls, they were very happy, and we laughed a lot. Her parents were present, but they didn't see me, it was just the three of us having fun.

And the last time, I appeared in a boy's room of about ten years old, he was sitting on the floor looking at a huge map of the world, his dream was to travel, so I told him, hey! I am also a traveler, I can help you fulfill your dream, you will see that we will achieve it together and I shook his hands tightly. I got very excited, I felt a very deep connection with the child, as if he were another part of me somewhere and then I entered the Void.

This is not some kind of Retrieval or anything like that, I call it easy "little tasks". Simply give encouragement, a smile, motivation, a hug, something small, but powerful. It's never with adults, they don't hear me, they don't see me, but the children are very receptive, and I only communicate with them in these particular experiences (al least for now). When the Guiding Force takes me around the city and its different versions, it is generally the children who wave at me, the adults usually do not see me and ignore me completely. These sequences are something charming that fills the heart, I cannot say for certain what it is all about, but if the Guiding Force takes me to these scenes, I experienced them joyfully and do not think too much. Whenever I read about the Retrievals, I was very amazed, but they are way above my level now, I still don't fully control my emotions and I feel like I would be trapped with the person to recover... they would have to rescue both of us LOL. But this... this is nice!

Other "little tasks" that I usually find myself involved with, is working in an Old Mansion that functions as a hotel, I work as a receptionist, and I have to prepare a room for someone who has just died and will be arriving soon, in general of a very violent death situation or an illness. The room has to be decorated with things that that person liked in life and that they enjoy looking at, that is the motto. Once ready, I have to look for the person and take them to their room in my arms, at that moment I calm the person and tell them that now is time to rest, there is nothing to worry about! The suffering is finally over... and I put them on the bed, so that later the paramedics can take them to the hospital. ODD! Those dreams are not lucid, but incredibly vivid, deep down I know I'm dreaming/projecting, but I go with the flow. Again, an easy task. Something more on my level.

I never ask for any of this, it just happens on its own.

However, it makes me happy because last year when I returned to my practice after so many years, I also expressed the intention that once I have the appropriate level, I would like to do something productive with these experiences beyond exploring or searching for information, something that helps someone, the Earth, or whatever is necessary, is my greatest wish, that one day these practices can serve beyond my personal purposes, but it will be a long path, until I control the human emotions.

I am also happy because, although it is good to let yourself go by the experience as I have been doing for eight months, the Guiding Force and the Oneiric Instructors tell me that it is time to take a little more control, initiative and start manipulating environments a little more, I guess one have to develop certain Non-Physical skills and abilities. E.g. one of the things they made me do is manipulate an airplane, but from the ground, I made it fly and do all kinds of pirouettes over a beautiful lake and the people had a lot of fun with the show. I also tried to create my spacecraft to go to space as I mentioned in another post, the results were interesting, but the emotion was so strong that it made me wake up, I almost ran out of air...I even woke up with tachycardia. I think it's not a good idea to create something that gives me such emotion at the moment, it's so real... you know.

Ten years ago, when I manipulated my lucid dreams very well, I was mainly dedicated to landscaping, I liked to create and design beautiful gardens and natural environments, I had a beautiful palace where I made parties with the people who I created LOL. I don't intend to party in this new stage, but I will try to start with the gardens... something quiet. I studied design, and although I don't dedicate myself to that now, that creative force that resides in me wants to explode all the time and these situations are perfect, for me they are like a blank canvas, and I have been holding back... It's good to let it out! And if the Guiding Force thinks I need to do something else, it will just take me and it will be great too  .

No worries, Xanth! I really don't know anything about programming or websites to understand what is happening. It makes me laugh that it only affects my Journal, or maybe others too but I haven't realized that. The numbers keep going up and up... If this at any point negatively affects the forum statistics, you can hide the visits! I leave it completely in your hands, for me any option that you consider the most appropriate is fine.

Thank you so much!