Quote from: LightBeam on May 02, 2021, 20:01:45That's exactly what I was thinking Lightbeam!
The saying "Ask, and you shall receive" took your emotions away just as you had wished. That same saying can be your cure to get them back if you wish with strong intentions.

Intent got you to where you are. Only a strong focused will and intent will get you back to where you want to be. I also hear the words "Don't know what you got, till it's gone" when I read your predicament. A well known song by the band Cinderella.
It won't likely be a over night change. It likely took a long time to get where you are now. So, it will take awhile to get back to your 'normal" again as well.
It happened for a reason though. You should try to find out why. What were you missing in you life? What was your mindset at the time? How has it "changed you"?
Some of us here are experiencing a similar thing via our NPR experiences. We have talked about it often here lately. It seems we are being "prepped" to being Observers. Almost like Record Keepers. To do that we have had a number of tests and challenges that seem to not only tame our egos, but also to de-sensitize us in some way shape or form. It's hard to describe. But it's like looking at things from the inside out.
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