Interesting! I often wonder about the existense of a god or a higher power. Even when I was nominally an atheist I couldn't quite rid myself of the notion that there is something (or dare I say it, someone - I'm still not sure) out there that is above and beyond the scope of human understanding or perception at present. Now that I'm projecting semi-regularly, I find I'm more reluctant to explore this in the astral. I just don't think I'm ready or maybe I'm not worthy enough right now to warrant a glimpse of the Divine or whatever it really is...
I read your atom story in the other thread. I hope one day I'll feel comfortable enough to make proper requests like that rather than just like 'Please don't scare me!'. I'm still too fearful in the NPR. I swear if I heard a voice speaking back to me or something I'd probably die in my sleep even though really I do need some kind of guidance. It's really holding me back and affecting the quality of my projections.
I went through a big stage of fear myself when I first started. I almost quit but somehow realized that 'the only way out was through.' My fears are gone now and I think it really helped me to always have in mind (especially when I was projecting) that the purpose of everything is our growth in love. Every fear or neg. I experienced was necessary for me to experience in order to grow. There's a reason for it all that becomes clearer as we persevere.
You may not feel ready to experience God/Source and that's fine -everything in it's time- but please, if I may say so -never feel unworthy. One thing I know for sure from my experiences is that you are loved more than you can ever imagine, and you are loved just the way you are -no judgement.